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Serious business!
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The meeting tonight had the chairman, cracking jokes. There is no humour in the 12 steps or any of the stories. I dont joke with newcomers. I keep it light, but when he leaves the meeting he must know that alcoholism is a deadly disease. My personal story is one of hell. There are no funny episodes in it. My...
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Irma Livoni - The woman who was kicked out of AA - Tradition Three
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I found this very informative writing while cruising the internet this morning and wanted to share it with the Miracles In Progress family. I believe it will move your heart to understand Tradition 3 in a new light. ************************************** The first woman kicked out of AA This wa...
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Tricky Disease
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Hi All, Today has marked 8 whole days since my last drink (woo!). My update has been that I have been attending meetings every weekday (M-F), I have my blue book, and I have a sponsor. However, I would like to share the experience I had yesterday. I was in a wonderful mood when I got to my meeting. I got th...
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bluebee
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For all that was done....
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Went to a thanksgiving 12 years contented sobriety, with no more need for meetings. Is it possible? The BB pg 89, says:"...nothing will so much insure immunity from drinking as intensive work with other alcoholics. It works when other activities fail."Top of FormI personally do not wa...
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gonee
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Chat rooms?
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I read a message about chat rooms, but I thought that was just about meeting times. When I have looked into chat rooms they have always been empty. Perhaps I am doing something wrong or going to wrong place?
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seachelle
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God Calling ~ Wonderful Life
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"I am your Lord, controller of your days, your present and your future. Leave all plans to Me. Only act as I bid you. You have entered now upon the God-guided life. Think what that means. God-taught, God guided. Is anything too wonderful for such a life? Do you begin to see how wonderful life...
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God Calling ~ Mistakes
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"You wonder sometimes why you are permitted to make mistakes when you sought so truly to do My will in the matter. To that I say, it was no mistake. All your lessons cannot be learned without difficulty, and this was needed to teach you a lesson. Not to him who walks on, with no obstacles in his way,...
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gladlee
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We Walk With Curiosity
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"We walk with curiosity" When I first heard this expression I was about 2 months sober and it had a profound effect on me. The old timer whose phrase it was had such a way with words that he had me sitting on the edge of my seat. What does he mean? I had just asked how to go about praying and was told...
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Hauntings.......
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Im writing this out so maybe I will see what I need to see. To start with I am 3 1/2 years sober almost to the day. My life has changed very much for the better. I now have joy in my life thanks to AA and my higher power. I am excited that I continue to grow. Now heres what has upset me......I was on vacation i...
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feeling stressed
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Hi all, grateful to be sober but feel like I'm getting my fair share lately. On friday night my better half's blood sugar went so low it was dangerous. It was just due to the dogs that I woke up and managed to bring him round. I am ringing the diabetic clinic today to get more equipped to deal with this. On sun...
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maire rua
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22 years ago today
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I awoke with a confident feeling that my drinking (and drugging) career was at last, over. I had tried, for 2 previous years, going to meetings regularly, and had not be able to make it to 90 days. I was too smart for the simple program, so I thought. I didn't think that I was as sick as most of the people i...
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Keep coming back
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Made it to my 6mnth bday on Feb. 3rd but I decided to leave the sober ranch on March 14th. I can't believe I'm saying this but I tried some controlled drinking. Within two weeks I was in an orange jumpsuit standing in front of a judge promising I wouldn't get arrested again. Was homeless for a couple weeks a...
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Dodsworth
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It works, it really does! New boy's story.
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Hi all, I'm Mike, a recovered alcoholic and new to this forum. I am sure I will learn plenty and hope I can contribute a little. I was one of those hopeless cases, beyond human aid and at death's door when I crawled into AA. I was one of the stupidest people ever to grace the rooms, I had lost the ability to rea...
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Fyne Spirit
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Register your sober anniversary at AAhistory.com
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For some reason the link in my other thread didn't work. This link will let see what the listing looks like. It's the month of July, scroll down to July 25th and you see mine. Notice that the underlined entries have provided their emails so that folks to send greatings on the day of. I usually send ou...
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Recovery in little steps.
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One of the most wonderful things about AA, is the way it enables us to find God through it's 12 steps of recovery. One of the greatest truths that I have established in my own life is, the way God has removed my obsession to drink alcohol. From that point on it was a question of gratitude to God & improve...
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gonee
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Daily Reflections ~ Those Who Still Suffer & 24hrs a Day
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For us, if we neglect those who are still sick, there is unremitting danger to our own lives & sanity. Twelve and Twelve, pg 151. I know the torment of drinking compulsively to quiet my nerves & my fears. I also know the pain of white-knuckled sobriety. Today, I do not forget the unknown person w...
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ACOA ~ Thankfulness
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I AM THANKFUL I WAS BORN AND I'M GLAD TO BE ALIVE Today I'm glad to be alive, I'm thankful I was born. Every day now, in recovery, I can celebrate my existence. I have a purpose. I am important. I have a place in my community. I surround myself with people who care. My Higher Power will continually gui...
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gladlee
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on conventions
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so back in the day I wouldn't do conventions. Didn't see the point. Evrything changes. Done a couple of one dayers, done a couple or three camp out conventions. Dne a local weekend convention. Just got back fom a weekend regional convention. So what am I getting out of this? To start with there's someth...
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bikerbill
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Back from 10 days in Alaska
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It was a cool trip. Have not had a vacation like that in like...well....ever. 7 day cruise. No problem or thoughts about drinking. It was a Princess cruise so there were actually people at the AA meetings on board. As usual, I was the total noob with my 2 years and 9 months but then again it's not all a...
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pinkchip
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God Calling ~ Forget - Forgive
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"Fill your world with love and laughter. Never mind what anguish lies behind you. Forget, forgive. love, and laugh. Treat all as you would treat Me, with love and consideration. Let nothing that others do to you alter your treatment of them." 365 One-minute Meditations from God Calli...
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gladlee
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New here and I have so many questions
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Hi Everyone, I am new here. The reason I am here is because my doctor mentioned that she feels I have a substance abuse problem with alcohol. I have started to look back at my drinking habits over the past year, and I can say with some certainty that there have been moments when I have questioned myself if I...
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bluebee
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I dont understand...
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My name is Joe I am 38 years old and live in NJ. I started drinking like most of us, social and it progressed from there. My final 5 years of drinking I was drinking a 750 to 1.5 liter of Vodka a day. Ive have owned my own business for over 11 years. I was the classic functioning Alcoholic. I never got what we wo...
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Cdnerds
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Pairing non adult beverages with food. A work in progress.
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Eating was never the same after I stopped drinking. I always had bottle of wine with my lunch and or dinner everyday. Id hit the heavy booze after 7pm. I literately had a retrain myself to eat because everything tasted bland and boring without the alcohol. I think im on to something. Trying pair non a...
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Starting this effort of sobriety
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Hello all New here....Just looking for encouragement and tips on getting started on battling this problem of drinking. It just cost me a marriage and I am at a loss. I never have sought help but I have studied this issue hard and understand the facts of alcoholism but it seems that the true recovery is...
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I don't know what I'm doing.
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I honestly don't know what I'm doing. I have not had a drink in a week. I started drinking a lot, more than socially about two or three years ago. I drank a lot of wine, maybe a bottle or two a night. I didn't get drunk. I drank it slow and started at 5ish and drank all night long. Didn't have to be every night, bu...
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Well its Saturday mornin!!!
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Yup, did you wake up today, granted another blessed day of life ,lucid ,aware and ready to partiipate in "life" as an active member of society! OR did you 'come to' once again,take bearings on where you are ,twitchin like your getting electric shock,wanna drink and thought of food is nause...
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mikef
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day 1 agian.. actually agian agian agian.. but day 1
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So i woke up this morning confused how I had gotten into my room, I was waiting for some people to go to a bar last night that never showed up.. looks like I didn't need there help anyways. My story is i'm 27 I lost the love of my life whom i lived with for 4 years because I couldn't stop drinking. 2 months ago I t...
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mandm
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Blessings in life
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Over the last several weeks I've been reaping the rewards of living life according to HP's will for me, and am amazed at the blessings today. Some of you know that I work at a treatment center. I was working the night shift (10:30 pm - 9:00 am) and love the job, but wasn't so fond of the hours. My schedule...
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Daily Reflections ~ "The Good And The Bad" & 24hrs a Day
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"My Creator, I am now willing that you should have all of me, good & bad." Alcoholics Anonymous, pg 76 The joy of life is in the giving. Being freed of my shortcomings, that I may more freely be of service, allows humility to grow in me. My shortcomings can be humbly placed in God's loving c...
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Day six
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Day six and got through the weekend without drinking but feel I had some slips in my program. As I know I can get through today without drinking my mind keeps trying to get me to slip back into my old thinking patterns. I guess I need to keep my gard up as my mind seems to be fighting this. I am so good at fool...
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A day that will live in infamy(Dec,2ND not only DEC 7TH)
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6 months into my 3rd marriage,at a small farm In Rhinebeck New York,I "came to" for the last time in my life.The insanity wasn't making the same mistakes and expecting different results, I made them and 'KNEW" what the results would be. With a broken spirit,a physically tore up soul(...
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mikef
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Anout a sponsor.
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Can I get an online sponsor here? Does anyone do that?
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seachelle
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very stressed out
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Hi All, having recently had a house fire, am still stressed out, just when I turn a corner bam another thing crops up. Am dropping my youngest son off to work for a few months today and then oldest son decides he wants to come up this weekend, I am counting my blessings, no one wanted to come visit when I was d...
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maire rua
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my prayer for today
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Today I as my Higher Power to lead me as I do a far better job when I follow his/her than when I lead myself.
I ask for the gift of listening:
GMK
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Daily Reflections ~ Grateful For What I Have & 24hrs a Day
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During this process of learning more about humility, the most profound result of all was the change in our attitude toward God. Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions, p. 75 Today my prayers consist mostly of saying thank you to my Higher Power for my sobriety and for the wonder of God's abundance, but I ne...
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Tradition 3.
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"Our membership ought to include all who suffer from alcoholism. Hence the we may refuse none who wish to recover. Nor ought A.A. membership ever depend upon money or comformity. Any two or three alcoholics gathered together for sobriety may call themselves an A.A. group, provided that, as a g...
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God Calling ~ Marvelous happenings
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"You see a marvelous happening, happening so easily, so simply, so free from all other agency, and you wonder. This has not happened easily and simply. It has been achieved by hours, days, months of weariness and heartache battled against and overcome, by a steadfast, unflinching desire to c...
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God Calling ~ My Standard
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"Carry out My commands and leave the result to Me. Remember that the commands I have given you have been already worked out by Me in the spirit-world to produce in your case and circumstances the required result. So follow My rules faithfully. Each individual was meant to walk with Me in this wa...
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UNEXPLAINABLE
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Good morning and blessings of another day of life. Today if you are struggling or even if you are not, try and work to embrace your life in God(of your understanding)experience God's presence and follow God's lead(good start 3rd/11steps)and it will take you into the realm of the unexplainable.Yo...
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Hello All
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This is not much of a new topic actually. It's just that I just signed p on this site and wanted to say Hi! I was looking for some special AA medalions that I found one night but of didn't write down the name of the site. If anyone knows where i can get a coin with Tri polate with both gold and silver. I sure woul...
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God Calling ~ The Way of Praise
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"I am teaching you My way of removing mountians. The way to remove mountains is the way of praise. When a trouble comes, think of all you have to be thankful for. Say "thank You" all the time. This is the remover of mountains, your thankful heart of praise."
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gladlee
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AA medalions
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I know different groups, in differnt parts of the world, celebrate birthdays differently. Do you all get a medalion on your birthday? If so, can you have whatever you want engraved on the back? If so, whats on your medalion (s)? Mine says: "A design for Living that Works" On my 1st year my dad...
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Borderline personality...
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Aloha MIP family...just checking in cause I just crawled out of the well I fell into. Discovered I was dancing around the opening and have been for a while...doing the "I can handle this" dance to the music by the band Denial and then I'm on the bottom, dark, cold, damp, mucky and looking for...
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Help Me !
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Hello, my name is Olin. I am writing in red because I need help. I am in drug court and trying my best to make it through. I could use some support from you guys if you don't mind. At first I only drink alcohol when using drugs, Now I find myself drinking to get over drugs., how dumb is that? Im starting to loose...
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Olin
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Smoked a joint last night after 6 years of sobriety
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Hey Guys, Im reaching out today to come clean and be honest with some other alcoholics. I smoked a joint last night after 6 years of sobriety. The sad thing is I guess you could classify me as a big book thumper. As of late I had to drop a sponsee that wouldnt take any direction and I started loathing the me...
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300 SPARTANS
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Spent yesterday with approx. 300 individuals working recovery at one level or another, putting down the substance,applying spiritual principles to the "ism's of our disease and reaching one another in a loving and caring manner.GOD was definitely in the house.The message was constantly h...
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mikef
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God Calling ~ Refuge
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"Know My divine power. Trust in Me. Dwell in My love. Laugh and trust. Laughter is a child's faith in God and good. Seek safety in My secret place. You cannot be touched or harmed there. That is sure. Really feel as if you were in a strong tower, strongly guarded, and against which nothing ca...
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gladlee
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Do the steps work?
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At 1st I thought they did not, because I did not believe in them. My relapse convinced once again that I needed to look at them earnestly, because I could not continue living the way I did.The book answered my question. "Most of us have been unwilling to admit we real alcoholics." BB pg 30. I ma...
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gonee
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Please help me...
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I have been a member of AA for more years than I care to remember. The longest period of sobriety was 7 years. In the last six months I haven't had more than four days sober. I can't do this anymore but also don't know how I can stop. I so badly want to do my steps - I never did them before but don't even really kno...
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Butterfly1
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Happy Birthday to Me
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First of all, please do not post a bunch of Happy B-days.....NOT NECESSARY. The reason I am saying it to myself is just to publically acknowledge my gratitude for still being here on earth, despite rather too many external and internal potential final exits. Second, I must publically acknowledge...
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leeu
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