Alcoholics Anonymous

justadrunk · justadrunk

Happy Easter all you big book thumpers! Making fresh blueberry drizzle from berries hand picked last fall, to go over my extra thick cheese cake with crust made from all those peices of animal crackers and teddy grahms that get crushed at the bottom of the bag and my kids wont eat. I'm so grateful to be s...

SamMelton · SamMelton

I've been reading all you guys on topic's and haven't seen any middle age guys like myself without a 10 or 15 year pin, I do know we become hard through the years, but can this help someone like me? I do know I want a drink but for some reason I desided not too today, two days in a row now, a record for me! Been dr...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Greatful to be sober today : )

John · John

Hi Everyone, As several of you know from a previous writing, I was truly struggling with anxiety attacks. Well, they have subsided and I'm pretty much at normal operating tempature these days. Without a doubt it was one of the most scary things I've experienced in sobriety. Alot of the anxiety gave w...

Idontwanttorunawayanymore · Idontwanttorunawayanymore

I tried posting last week, but it never appeared on the board. Maybe I'm doing it wrong? The only thing I can do consistently and well is drink lately......Especially the last 2 years. I'm recently separated from my high school sweetheart of 15 years. We've been married for 8, 9 yrs this August. We...

billyjack · billyjack

I was about two years into AA, and everything was falling apart. I had surrendered to the bottle and the bag, so why was everything getting worse and worse. I knew I was an alcoholic of the hopeless var...

Ruhig · Ruhig

There is this guy. Im going to call him Tony. He goes to meetings, sits in the back. He is in his late 40's. During breaks, he picks a newbie and rips them to shreds, in public. He claims himself a guru. Mean while, he drinks NyQuil to go to sleep at night, and is a well-known 13th stepper. The phrases he says a...

mikef · mikef

Sitting in a BestWestern Hotel ,having a Belgian waffle and thanking my Higher Power,whom I call God for all the blesssings in my life.(there were years where I was just lookin thru the window)Spent Saturday doing my last coffee commitment for my Saturday homegroup,MEN DO RECOVER putting on a Spea...

jj · jj

Last night at my home group, one of the women who has more time than me shared how the big book suggests we open up to our HP upon awakening and later at the end of our day. she mentioned she had a lot of fear in her life and she is able to worry herself out of peace and serenity if her mind wanders during her med...

Jerry F · Jerry F

My early sponsor in Al-Anon who gave me the nudge and then the support to take off the door between the rooms of Al-Anon and AA. Great Sponsor and teacher...tireless and patient (needed tons of that stuff to keep me going back then). I know he loved me cause that had to be the tap root for his motivation...

Aquaman · Aquaman

An AA that I went to outpatient and a couple of meetings with took his own life yesterday. For the benefit of myself and others I shall share a bit of Patrick's tale. He had stopped going to meetings and started drinking again. The personal behaviors he displayed were self-serving and self-centered....

deb365 · deb365

"I am here, your waiting God, ready at your call. I am among you as One who serves, meek and holy, ready to be used and commanded. Remember that is the finest quality of greatness - service. I, who could command a universe - I await the commands of My children. Bring Me into everything. Always hu...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Zach and I walked around downtown for a good two hours, and what is there to mainly discover? Mostly bars. I wondered how it must be for Zach now, to have to spend the rest of his life with me, never stopping in for some live music, which we used to love to do. I feel bad today, that I can't just be normal. T...

bikerbill · bikerbill

If you keep putting one foot in front of the other, you make progress. I know that if you're going through hell, the best thing to do is keep going (winston Churchill, summer, 1942). A friend told me that when in stormy seas, turn into the weather, full speed ahead to maintain steerage and keep your bows p...

Fyne Spirit · Fyne Spirit

In the clearcut instructions for taking the steps the book talks about getting down to causes and conditions in step 4. To me that meant gaining some insight into my personality and character and how my behaviour and attitudes were self defeating. In other words my poor spiritual condition caused me...

gone fishin · gone fishin

I;m having trouble typing . To keep it short , I live with my parents. I;m 56yo. recently ,after I have been making gains in stying sober and being honest about my need for help. My religious fundamentalist sister who has never ha adrink in her life has convinced my parents who I am living with to kick me o...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Just like my first go at this 3 months ago, it's been a week, and I'm feeling better. The urge to drink creeps up a little here and there, but not like last time, as this time I know what I need to do in my own head to make it STOP THAT! The notion that maybe I don't need to go to a meeting cause I'm feeling fine, i...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

Hi. Been away. Now I'm back. Actually I been on the Al-Anon board for a while. I'm a double agent don't ya know. Anyway, for those of you who know me I sometimes have stuff in the AA Grapevine. Not bragging just saying. Writing is something I like to do. carrying the message is also something I like to do. So...

justadrunk · justadrunk

I've been a ball of yarn for so long, and it feels soooooooooooo good to unravel as I reach out for a little help. Be okay giving someone a hug. It is truly freeing to let some of those inner secrets out, find people who will understand. It feels good to let go of trying to control everything a little. To...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

I got half a year today :) My life has changed a full 180, just remember if I can do it anyone can!!!! It took me 2 years of in and out of AA but I think I finally caught on to something and I am NOT going to let go :) Thank you all for your support!

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

I went for a walk yesterday to the corner store. I was going over some stuff in my head. I sponsor a woman who is not only an alcoholic but also a crack and hydromorphone addict. I can't really help her with that and have suggested she find an NA sponsor for that. I met her through her boyfriend who was a clien...

justadrunk · justadrunk

I'm a music teacher, but I only know how to do what I do because someone told me to do it. And let this be my point: I have so much joy because I sat and listened. I accepted that if you create this random order from this chaosness, you will find something worth... well... finding. The enjoyment from a mu...

bikerbill · bikerbill

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OVpxfDgVaec&feature=related

SusanDee · SusanDee

hey all! I am need of a temporary sponsor to get me through until next week. I tried to find a meeting last night but could not find the location. I have another possiblity tomorrow but it may be cancelled due to a revival going on in the church. Here's the deal. I have not drank much at all in the last cou...

joanna · joanna

I am here to say I am 30days sober. I am on my 31st day today. Just when I sit and say how proud I am of myself. I have an altercation with my daughter. My daughter left the house saying she was leaving on foot. I followed her in my car while on the phone with the police to pick her up, oh and by the way did I men...

Sushi · Sushi

I'll try not to make this into a book ... but my emotions are all over the place right now. My history: Father was an alcoholic until the day he died, as were several other aunts and uncles on both sides of the family. My brother is an alcoholic, and obviously (since I'm here) I am an alcoholic. I never re...

bikerbill · bikerbill

Just got back and how's this for a miracle or two. I move house to Scotland on 1st May. I bump into Eddie from Dumbarton, who introduces me to Kevin, who introduces me to Morgan, whose sponsor lives down the street from where I'm going to be. So now I have a whole heap of friends that I haven't met yet, I have a...

deb365 · deb365

"Let all go this Eastertide. Loosen your hold on earth, its care, its worries, even its joys. Unclasp your hands, relax, and then the tide of Easter joy will come. Put aside all thought of the future, of the past. So often man, crying out for some blessing, has yet such tight hold on some earth-t...

justadrunk · justadrunk

I am proud to have stayed sober through this last week. Unbelievable what going to 2 meetings a day, facing your fears, writing, reading, and believing a HP will work with you in your life - can DO! I have overcome urges by litterally just clenching my fists and saying "all I have to do is make it th...

StPeteDean · StPeteDean

Ruhig · Ruhig

So on 3/31 we moved into our new apartment. I'm ok with everything. Sure, our sink and toilet leak, but that can be taken care of. Sure, I am still working 45 miles away, but that will change in time too. Sure, he is working 40 miles away, that will change. But the one thing we can't change, he's going to deci...

deb365 · deb365

"I am all powerful and all knowing, and I have all your affairs in My hands. Divine efficiency, as well as divine power, is being brought to bear on them. The kindgom of heaven can only be preached by those who have learned to prize the authority of its kingdom. A many-sided training My apostles n...

NeedLifeBack · NeedLifeBack

So I am new and on day 5 without any alcohol. I have been a drinker for about 30 plus years. Started young and continued while in military. Heavy for about the past 9 years. I always told myself I only drink beer so I wasnt your traditional alcoholic Truth is I was. I would drink about 3 to 4 cases a week. Binge...

doghouse907 · doghouse907

I have to go to AA for court. Im NOT an alcoholic. In fact my crime had NOTHING to do with alcohol. But a lab came back saying i had "liver damage" or my liver was low in something. So now im in the Veterans court system and my councilor wants me to get a sponsor and work the steps because he suspect...

justadrunk · justadrunk

I can smile again

jj · jj

we were sharing about hope and tools. lots of good things shared. one of the things that i re-remembered was it is not an argument if i don't participate.. and no matter what kind of a day it has been, if i haven't taken a drink, I won (was given strength to stay sober) and that makes it a good day. ...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Friday, April 6, 2012You are reading from the book Twenty Four Hours a Day Hardcover (24 Hours) A.A. Thought for the Day All alcoholics have personality problems. They drink to escape from life, to counter act feelings of loneliness or inferiority, or because of some emotional conflict within them...

justadrunk · justadrunk

He rejects me. Spills my secrets to the world. He offers no hug, no words of encouragement. He doesn't take the time to learn about the disease. Or the time to ask me about my day. He yells at me. He expects me to be perfect. He expects me to be something I'm not. He holds a huge grudge and mountains o...

barisax · barisax

This just popped into my head so I thought I'd share it. Back in the 80s I was on a road trip to Texas. It was a business trip but I was a bit ahead of schedule. I was sitting in a construction traffic jam and saw an inviting friendly little motel at the upcoming exit, so I took it - it was around 6 pm. I figured...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Have an emotional hangover from yesterday, but embracing the chance to stay calm, act and react in a better way, and enjoy small triumphs. I'm seeing that yesterday was a very "sick" day for me in my head. I behaved selfishly. Over re-acted to my husband - didn't give him the space he aske...

Jerch · Jerch

Hey, this is my first post so I apologize if it's in the wrong section of the board or anything. At the end of 2010 I went through a very painful divorce, and had always been a big drinker before-hand but once I started going through losing my wife and the way of life I'd known for 10 years, I lost control. Fo...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

How did your disease progress? I went from drinking on rare occassions/holidays, to weekends, to nightly to first thing in the morning and throughout the day. I became in financial debt, lost friends and many relationships. Need help with a timeline thanks

deb365 · deb365

"I am with you. Do not fear. Never doubt My love and power. Daily, steady persistence. Like the wearing away of a stone by steady drops of water, so will your daily persistence wear away all the difficulties and gain success for you, and secure your help for others. Never falter, go forward so...

justadrunk · justadrunk

A.A. Thought for the Day Before I met A.A., I was very unloving. From the time I went away to school, I paid very little attention to my mother and father. I was on my own and didn't even bother to keep in touch with them. After I got married, I was very unappreciative of my spouse. Many a time I would go out all...

AA member dating NON-AA. · musicfan

I recently started seeing someone who is 5 Months sober - I am not a memeber is AA. We see each other about once a week - Dinner, movie, bowling etc. He moved her months ago and put himself into treatment and currently lives in a sober house. He attends meetings 3+ times a week and meets with his sponsers. C...

StPeteDean · StPeteDean

-- Edited by StPeteDean on Tuesday 27th of March 2012 08:27:54 PM

Idontwanttorunawayanymore · Idontwanttorunawayanymore

I'm trying to figure out how to get rid of my depression, without meds. Not because I'm against pharmacology, but because I still drink. I know if i stop drinking that would help, but can't seem to make that idea stick. but how do I beat this hopeless and sneaky monster? What have you guys done that worked...

TwelveSteps · TwelveSteps

Like everyone, I find myself going through stretches where I get complacent with my program, especially when I haven't felt the urge to drink in a few months and life is going fine... so I just had to share a story that happened recently... One of our group of friends, who I see at the same meeting every we...

deb365 · deb365

"I reward your seeking with My presence. Rejoice and be glad. I am your God. Courage and joy will conquer all troubles. First things first. Seek Me, love Me, joy in Me. I am your guide. No perils can affright you, no discipline exhaust you. Can you hold on in My strength? I need you more than...

babyblueeyes30 · babyblueeyes30

First off let me introduce myself, my name is theresa. I am a soon to be 30 year old mother of 2, a wife, a daughter, a friend and a sister. I have decided to live a sober life, right now I can not say how long I will be doing so, because its to hard to think about. I'm taking it one day at a time. Here is my story, I ca...

Topic		Started By	Replies	Views	Last Post
	Thumpity thump thump... (Preview) Happy Easter all you big book thumpers! Making fresh blueberry drizzle from berries hand picked last fall, to go over my extra thick cheese cake with crust made from all those peices of animal crackers and teddy grahms that get crushed at the bottom of the bag and my kids wont eat. I'm so grateful to be s...	justadrunk	5	576	Apr 10, 2012 by Mike B.
	I'm a new comer and is 55 to late to start? (Preview) I've been reading all you guys on topic's and haven't seen any middle age guys like myself without a 10 or 15 year pin, I do know we become hard through the years, but can this help someone like me? I do know I want a drink but for some reason I desided not too today, two days in a row now, a record for me! Been dr...	SamMelton	16	994	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	There is a difference between giving up, and knowing when you've had enough. (Preview) Greatful to be sober today : )	justadrunk	4	847	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Just an update (Preview) Hi Everyone, As several of you know from a previous writing, I was truly struggling with anxiety attacks. Well, they have subsided and I'm pretty much at normal operating tempature these days. Without a doubt it was one of the most scary things I've experienced in sobriety. Alot of the anxiety gave w...	John	9	471	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	I'm new here......Last post wasn't posted? (Preview) I tried posting last week, but it never appeared on the board. Maybe I'm doing it wrong? The only thing I can do consistently and well is drink lately......Especially the last 2 years. I'm recently separated from my high school sweetheart of 15 years. We've been married for 8, 9 yrs this August. We...	Idontwanttorunawayanymore	17	804	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Hooked on disaster? (Preview) I was about two years into AA, and everything was falling apart. I had surrendered to the bottle and the bag, so why was everything getting worse and worse. I knew I was an alcoholic of the hopeless var...	billyjack	8	653	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Who we consider ourselves to be (Preview) There is this guy. Im going to call him Tony. He goes to meetings, sits in the back. He is in his late 40's. During breaks, he picks a newbie and rips them to shreds, in public. He claims himself a guru. Mean while, he drinks NyQuil to go to sleep at night, and is a well-known 13th stepper. The phrases he says a...	Ruhig	9	593	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Miracles in recovery,day at a time. (Preview) Sitting in a BestWestern Hotel ,having a Belgian waffle and thanking my Higher Power,whom I call God for all the blesssings in my life.(there were years where I was just lookin thru the window)Spent Saturday doing my last coffee commitment for my Saturday homegroup,MEN DO RECOVER putting on a Spea...	mikef	6	524	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	would like to share a good tip on meditation (Preview) Last night at my home group, one of the women who has more time than me shared how the big book suggests we open up to our HP upon awakening and later at the end of our day. she mentioned she had a lot of fear in her life and she is able to worry herself out of peace and serenity if her mind wanders during her med...	jj	8	540	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Don T... (Preview) My early sponsor in Al-Anon who gave me the nudge and then the support to take off the door between the rooms of Al-Anon and AA. Great Sponsor and teacher...tireless and patient (needed tons of that stuff to keep me going back then). I know he loved me cause that had to be the tap root for his motivation...	Jerry F	4	562	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	There But For The Grace Of God... (Preview) An AA that I went to outpatient and a couple of meetings with took his own life yesterday. For the benefit of myself and others I shall share a bit of Patrick's tale. He had stopped going to meetings and started drinking again. The personal behaviors he displayed were self-serving and self-centered....	Aquaman	9	2477	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	God Calling - Greatness is Service (Preview) "I am here, your waiting God, ready at your call. I am among you as One who serves, meek and holy, ready to be used and commanded. Remember that is the finest quality of greatness - service. I, who could command a universe - I await the commands of My children. Bring Me into everything. Always hu...	deb365	2	386	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	The weekend. (Preview) Zach and I walked around downtown for a good two hours, and what is there to mainly discover? Mostly bars. I wondered how it must be for Zach now, to have to spend the rest of his life with me, never stopping in for some live music, which we used to love to do. I feel bad today, that I can't just be normal. T...	justadrunk	8	589	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	one foot in front of the other (Preview) If you keep putting one foot in front of the other, you make progress. I know that if you're going through hell, the best thing to do is keep going (winston Churchill, summer, 1942). A friend told me that when in stormy seas, turn into the weather, full speed ahead to maintain steerage and keep your bows p...	bikerbill	7	782	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Causes and conditions? (Preview) In the clearcut instructions for taking the steps the book talks about getting down to causes and conditions in step 4. To me that meant gaining some insight into my personality and character and how my behaviour and attitudes were self defeating. In other words my poor spiritual condition caused me...	Fyne Spirit	3	5743	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	I've been seriously trying to stay sober. (Preview) I;m having trouble typing . To keep it short , I live with my parents. I;m 56yo. recently ,after I have been making gains in stying sober and being honest about my need for help. My religious fundamentalist sister who has never ha adrink in her life has convinced my parents who I am living with to kick me o...	gone fishin	6	803	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Sobering up (Preview) Just like my first go at this 3 months ago, it's been a week, and I'm feeling better. The urge to drink creeps up a little here and there, but not like last time, as this time I know what I need to do in my own head to make it STOP THAT! The notion that maybe I don't need to go to a meeting cause I'm feeling fine, i...	justadrunk	9	563	Apr 9, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Older And Wiser, or just Brain Dead (Preview) Hi. Been away. Now I'm back. Actually I been on the Al-Anon board for a while. I'm a double agent don't ya know. Anyway, for those of you who know me I sometimes have stuff in the AA Grapevine. Not bragging just saying. Writing is something I like to do. carrying the message is also something I like to do. So...	Wolfie55	3	427	Apr 9, 2012 by Mike B.
	I feel myself unraveling (Preview) I've been a ball of yarn for so long, and it feels soooooooooooo good to unravel as I reach out for a little help. Be okay giving someone a hug. It is truly freeing to let some of those inner secrets out, find people who will understand. It feels good to let go of trying to control everything a little. To...	justadrunk	5	708	Apr 9, 2012 by Mike B.
	180 days=6 months=Happy Easter! :) (Preview) I got half a year today :) My life has changed a full 180, just remember if I can do it anyone can!!!! It took me 2 years of in and out of AA but I think I finally caught on to something and I am NOT going to let go :) Thank you all for your support!	SoberSteve	10	762	Apr 9, 2012 by SoberSteve
	How Much Time You Got? (Preview) I went for a walk yesterday to the corner store. I was going over some stuff in my head. I sponsor a woman who is not only an alcoholic but also a crack and hydromorphone addict. I can't really help her with that and have suggested she find an NA sponsor for that. I met her through her boyfriend who was a clien...	Wolfie55	5	786	Apr 9, 2012 by Wolfie55
	I'm just that bug, clinging to the windsheild, hoping to live. (Preview) I'm a music teacher, but I only know how to do what I do because someone told me to do it. And let this be my point: I have so much joy because I sat and listened. I accepted that if you create this random order from this chaosness, you will find something worth... well... finding. The enjoyment from a mu...	justadrunk	6	557	Apr 9, 2012 by Mr_David
	Amazing Grace (Preview) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OVpxfDgVaec&feature=related	bikerbill	4	491	Apr 9, 2012 by Mr_David
	temporary sponsor? (Preview) hey all! I am need of a temporary sponsor to get me through until next week. I tried to find a meeting last night but could not find the location. I have another possiblity tomorrow but it may be cancelled due to a revival going on in the church. Here's the deal. I have not drank much at all in the last cou...	SusanDee	9	1334	Apr 9, 2012 by Wolfie55
	30 days sober (Preview) I am here to say I am 30days sober. I am on my 31st day today. Just when I sit and say how proud I am of myself. I have an altercation with my daughter. My daughter left the house saying she was leaving on foot. I followed her in my car while on the phone with the police to pick her up, oh and by the way did I men...	joanna	12	1092	Apr 8, 2012 by Wolfie55
	This is my first post (Preview) I'll try not to make this into a book ... but my emotions are all over the place right now. My history: Father was an alcoholic until the day he died, as were several other aunts and uncles on both sides of the family. My brother is an alcoholic, and obviously (since I'm here) I am an alcoholic. I never re...	Sushi	13	633	Apr 8, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Blackpool Convention (Preview) Just got back and how's this for a miracle or two. I move house to Scotland on 1st May. I bump into Eddie from Dumbarton, who introduces me to Kevin, who introduces me to Morgan, whose sponsor lives down the street from where I'm going to be. So now I have a whole heap of friends that I haven't met yet, I have a...	bikerbill	6	2831	Apr 8, 2012 by Wolfie55
	God Calling - Easter Joy (Preview) "Let all go this Eastertide. Loosen your hold on earth, its care, its worries, even its joys. Unclasp your hands, relax, and then the tide of Easter joy will come. Put aside all thought of the future, of the past. So often man, crying out for some blessing, has yet such tight hold on some earth-t...	deb365	2	573	Apr 8, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Proud (Preview) I am proud to have stayed sober through this last week. Unbelievable what going to 2 meetings a day, facing your fears, writing, reading, and believing a HP will work with you in your life - can DO! I have overcome urges by litterally just clenching my fists and saying "all I have to do is make it th...	justadrunk	8	572	Apr 8, 2012 by Wolfie55
	This is a creepy look at what addiction does in a short time. (Preview)	StPeteDean	8	595	Apr 8, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Just emptying my brain (Preview) So on 3/31 we moved into our new apartment. I'm ok with everything. Sure, our sink and toilet leak, but that can be taken care of. Sure, I am still working 45 miles away, but that will change in time too. Sure, he is working 40 miles away, that will change. But the one thing we can't change, he's going to deci...	Ruhig	8	579	Apr 8, 2012 by Wolfie55
	God Calling - Divine Efficiency (Preview) "I am all powerful and all knowing, and I have all your affairs in My hands. Divine efficiency, as well as divine power, is being brought to bear on them. The kindgom of heaven can only be preached by those who have learned to prize the authority of its kingdom. A many-sided training My apostles n...	deb365	2	395	Apr 8, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Can I overcome? (Preview) So I am new and on day 5 without any alcohol. I have been a drinker for about 30 plus years. Started young and continued while in military. Heavy for about the past 9 years. I always told myself I only drink beer so I wasnt your traditional alcoholic Truth is I was. I would drink about 3 to 4 cases a week. Binge...	NeedLifeBack	8	535	Apr 8, 2012 by Wolfie55
	How can i fake it???? (Preview) I have to go to AA for court. Im NOT an alcoholic. In fact my crime had NOTHING to do with alcohol. But a lab came back saying i had "liver damage" or my liver was low in something. So now im in the Veterans court system and my councilor wants me to get a sponsor and work the steps because he suspect...	doghouse907	6	6756	Apr 8, 2012 by Wolfie55
	One week sober. (Preview) I can smile again	justadrunk	8	508	Apr 8, 2012 by StPeteDean
	What helped you stay sober this past week? (Preview) we were sharing about hope and tools. lots of good things shared. one of the things that i re-remembered was it is not an argument if i don't participate.. and no matter what kind of a day it has been, if i haven't taken a drink, I won (was given strength to stay sober) and that makes it a good day. ...	jj	10	554	Apr 8, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Guess I'm just going to hog this message board. (Preview) Friday, April 6, 2012You are reading from the book Twenty Four Hours a Day Hardcover (24 Hours) A.A. Thought for the Day All alcoholics have personality problems. They drink to escape from life, to counter act feelings of loneliness or inferiority, or because of some emotional conflict within them...	justadrunk	4	559	Apr 8, 2012 by Wolfie55
	He wants me sober... or does he??? (Preview) He rejects me. Spills my secrets to the world. He offers no hug, no words of encouragement. He doesn't take the time to learn about the disease. Or the time to ask me about my day. He yells at me. He expects me to be perfect. He expects me to be something I'm not. He holds a huge grudge and mountains o...	justadrunk	10	633	Apr 7, 2012 by StPeteDean
	Joke Was On Me (Preview) This just popped into my head so I thought I'd share it. Back in the 80s I was on a road trip to Texas. It was a business trip but I was a bit ahead of schedule. I was sitting in a construction traffic jam and saw an inviting friendly little motel at the upcoming exit, so I took it - it was around 6 pm. I figured...	barisax	3	523	Apr 7, 2012 by jj
	New day. (Preview) Have an emotional hangover from yesterday, but embracing the chance to stay calm, act and react in a better way, and enjoy small triumphs. I'm seeing that yesterday was a very "sick" day for me in my head. I behaved selfishly. Over re-acted to my husband - didn't give him the space he aske...	justadrunk	5	501	Apr 6, 2012 by pinkchip
	Starting (Preview) Hey, this is my first post so I apologize if it's in the wrong section of the board or anything. At the end of 2010 I went through a very painful divorce, and had always been a big drinker before-hand but once I started going through losing my wife and the way of life I'd known for 10 years, I lost control. Fo...	Jerch	16	686	Apr 5, 2012 by Fyne Spirit
	How was your life unmanagable? (Preview) How did your disease progress? I went from drinking on rare occassions/holidays, to weekends, to nightly to first thing in the morning and throughout the day. I became in financial debt, lost friends and many relationships. Need help with a timeline thanks	SoberSteve	10	833	Apr 3, 2012 by pinkchip
	God Calling - Wonders Will Unfold (Preview) "I am with you. Do not fear. Never doubt My love and power. Daily, steady persistence. Like the wearing away of a stone by steady drops of water, so will your daily persistence wear away all the difficulties and gain success for you, and secure your help for others. Never falter, go forward so...	deb365	3	739	Apr 3, 2012 by justadrunk
	Readings (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day Before I met A.A., I was very unloving. From the time I went away to school, I paid very little attention to my mother and father. I was on my own and didn't even bother to keep in touch with them. After I got married, I was very unappreciative of my spouse. Many a time I would go out all...	justadrunk	13	560	Apr 1, 2012 by justadrunk
	AA member dating NON-AA. (Preview) I recently started seeing someone who is 5 Months sober - I am not a memeber is AA. We see each other about once a week - Dinner, movie, bowling etc. He moved her months ago and put himself into treatment and currently lives in a sober house. He attends meetings 3+ times a week and meets with his sponsers. C...	musicfan	9	1468	Mar 31, 2012 by Fyne Spirit
	Alcoholic Brain (Preview) -- Edited by StPeteDean on Tuesday 27th of March 2012 08:27:54 PM	StPeteDean	5	543	Mar 31, 2012 by leeu
	Depression questions (Preview) I'm trying to figure out how to get rid of my depression, without meds. Not because I'm against pharmacology, but because I still drink. I know if i stop drinking that would help, but can't seem to make that idea stick. but how do I beat this hopeless and sneaky monster? What have you guys done that worked...	Idontwanttorunawayanymore	10	570	Mar 31, 2012 by leeu
	A Reminder That This is a Matter of Life and Death (Preview) Like everyone, I find myself going through stretches where I get complacent with my program, especially when I haven't felt the urge to drink in a few months and life is going fine... so I just had to share a story that happened recently... One of our group of friends, who I see at the same meeting every we...	TwelveSteps	4	484	Mar 31, 2012 by jj
	God Calling - A Life Apart (Preview) "I reward your seeking with My presence. Rejoice and be glad. I am your God. Courage and joy will conquer all troubles. First things first. Seek Me, love Me, joy in Me. I am your guide. No perils can affright you, no discipline exhaust you. Can you hold on in My strength? I need you more than...	deb365	4	446	Mar 30, 2012 by SoberSteve
	I'm new and this is my attempt to reaching out and trying to understand my issue. (Preview) First off let me introduce myself, my name is theresa. I am a soon to be 30 year old mother of 2, a wife, a daughter, a friend and a sister. I have decided to live a sober life, right now I can not say how long I will be doing so, because its to hard to think about. I'm taking it one day at a time. Here is my story, I ca...	babyblueeyes30	17	621	Mar 29, 2012 by New day
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