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Puke
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Howdy, Man am I grateful that I don't puke anymore. Hated how it got up in my nose and burned like fire. Could smell it forever. Then that crapping and puking at the same time (With my damn pants still On) Oh and I don't want to forget the Green Heaves part of it. Yep !!! Sobriety is Real Fine Grateful for...
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Still Kickin'
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Hi everyone! Briefly borrowing my daughter's laptop to stop in an let my old friends know I haven't 'kicked the bucket'. PC problems of which there has been little time or money to fix. Too busy with other things currently to have it even looked at. My oldest who was holding on to his b...
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WE
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Hi, My name is Wayne T. and I am an alcoholic. I am here today beacuse I found out this is a "we" recovery program. Thanks for letting me share. I could not do this alone. Toad
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Giddy - like a kid
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Man, The Program is a re-birthing that brings me to experiences I would never have had. Closures that I would never have had. The freedom to love and be loved like the kid I was before my childhood turned to a big ugly sh*tstorm. Okay, it's the ex-fience again. The one from "Bit off wayyyy more than...
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Easy Does It
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Howdy, Going to take it easy today, Peaceful day, Toad
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another "sponsor" thread...but seriously
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maybe im missing something in all this (likely). AA isnt supposed to have opinions about anything other than alcohol. People that come to AA (Alcoholics Anonymous) for addiction purposes other than alcohol are barking up the wrong tree. Not that AA is a cold shoulder situation, but like skg said- if...
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FAME AT LAST
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This evening I went into town (Barnsley) for the Christmas lights switch on to see Stavros Flatley, Lucie Jones and Miss Frank, and had a great time, but I was amazed that I was recognised by a group of school kids whose school I go to regularly to do AA talks!!! This girl turned round and tapped me on the s...
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Recovery Challenge Game - 6 word stories.
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Hemingway said "any story can be told in six words." There are a host of websites out there for blogging just that, but this one is for us recovery folks who sometimes know each other better than we know ourselves. So.... Here's the deal...post in EXACTLY six words, whatever recovery-rela...
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My dog is sober too!!!
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Howdy, I was three years clean and sober . We gave out medallions the last Sunday of the month. Were asked to share from the podium. My Turn came up. As I was getting a good roll going on my version of recovery an Old Timer stood up (and bless her heart) says very loudly "My dog is sober too". My l...
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My Secret Life
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Hi There You Faithful Few: Been going to two meetings a week since Oct 15th and always grateful and leave feeling more assured I am doing the right thing. But I still can't get comfortable, feel shy, nervous to share. I have confessed to only one other person about (re-) joining AA, I don't know.... som...
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My 2 Year Anniversary.....
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...... was spent in a lot of reflection today.... and it was very warm and sunny... got to take my girl-dog Scouty to her favorite park in a t-shirt and sweatpants (me, not the dog), that was great. My sponsor brought me a gold 2 year coin, and 2 yellow carnations. We are going to have dinner together tomo...
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Amazing
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Howdy, What an amazing journey this recovery business is. Toad
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Thank you
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This site has helped my sobriety and i would like to share something new in my life. without realizing it i have been 'twelve stepping' my best friend and former drinking partner. She asks me how i am doing being sober and i tell her... LOL, as simple as that.... the thing that i have noticed in me is, m...
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Pets
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Okay - I've noticed that a large percentage of people in recovery have an above-average involvement with their pets. Why? I don't know. I'd like to hear about other alkie's pets & their situations; past or present. Mw? First off, I'm kind of a dichotamy when it comes to critters. I respect animals...
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A Way Of Life
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Howdy, Kind of chilly in the shack this morning. I like to start the day with a glass of water so I get the morning drink, and go to build a fire. Paper, cow pea hulls, small twigs, getting the tee pee effect right, then the ONE match. If I took my time and gave this careful consideration one match will...
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Normal
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Greetings, Normal ------------ Saw that on my clothes dryer selection control. Toad
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Good Meetings vs. Bad Meetings / Good Group vs. Bad Group
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Do you think that there is such a thing as a bad meeting or a bad group? If there is, how do you tell the difference between the good and the bad ones? What are the criteria you use? As I stated in a previous post it's been quite a few years since I've attended meetings. I think I went to close to 100 meetings in a...
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Daily Reflections - I was Slipping Fast + 24hrs a Day
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We A.A.'s are active folk, enjoying the satisfactions of dealing with the realities of life, . . . . So it isn't surprising that we often tend to slight serious meditation and prayer as something not really necessary. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 96 I had been slipping away from the program f...
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Common Cold
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Thanks to The Common Cold...I have absolutely NO desire drink. Also no desire to work, talk or do anything other than eat & nap. My 11 year old, however, has the H1N1 and is sentenced to sleep, drink water, eat & repeat. Dang, I remember Back When I actually thought that 3 shots of bourbon was a...
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How was the Malta Convention.. you ask! x
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Wow.. What can I say about our International Convention in Malta, hey lol Well, I thoroughly enjoyed it although I felt I had a cranky head at times. I was out of my comfort zone & I have to say I'm not brilliant at holidaying yet as it's something I never really got into in my drinking days. I was always...
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Daily Reflections - Overcoming Loneliness + 24hrs a Day
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Almost without exception, alcoholics are tortured by loneliness. Even before our drinking got bad and people began to cut us off, nearly all of us suffered the feeling that we didn't quite belong. AS BILL SEES IT, p. 90 The agonies and the void that I often felt inside occur less and less frequently in m...
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All In
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Howdy, Just to say for myself that for today I'm all in for one more day. Toad
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New Here - Huge Wake up Call
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I knew it was getting worse, but thought I could control it. I even let my sister bring me to a meeting. But last week, I drank when I woke up, then headed to work. Next thing you know, I was surrounded by police. I don't remember much, except that I got lucky. They impounded my car, and put me in a cab hom...
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I'm Pregnant
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So I just figured I let everyone on the board know that I am two months pregnent. Me and my boyfriend are very happy but I am kind of nervous. I still live at home with my parents and have not told them I am pregnent. I am worried they will get very upset with me. I know it will be tough for me being 22 and just out...
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Arrogant self-criticism
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Today I was reading my reflections and came across this phrase, 'arrogant self-criticism, I thought it was great as at the moment I am fond of putting myself down in relation to a task I am on, I always thought self-criticism was modesty but mine isn't, its the I know best variety, meaning if it cant' be...
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GSO Forum
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Hi All Just got back from a GSO weekend Forum. Really neat. You get to meet all the Big Wigs from New York and learn how and what they do to keep the/our program/s in line. Everything from Finance, Grapevine, Trustees(Some of which are Non Alcoholic) and how they all work together. Plus they put on Wor...
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Daily Reflections ~ Vital Sustenance & 24hrs a Day
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Those of us who have come to make regular use of prayer would no more do without it than we would refuse air, food, sunshine. And for the same reason. When we refuse air, light or food, the body suffers. And when we turn away from meditation and prayer, we likewise deprive our minds, our emotions, and our i...
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Crying
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Hello !!! Once the booze and dope was removed my emotions started to show up. Hidden emotions. I started crying. Let me tell you I cried EVERYEHERE. At the check out line in a store. Driving my car. And here I thought I was some tough guy, what is this bawling crap. I could not shut it off. Then I read some...
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Greetings Earthlings
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Hello dear friends. Have not been on MIP for awhile, so I thought I would stop by and say hello. Doing well, just changed some computer habits lately.... some of us that have been here for a very long time tend to wander off for periods of time. Hope all my friends and newbies here too, are feeling serene...
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Still sick! Humility...
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Well god has a sense of humor and does things for me that I'm not capable of doing on my own. Good thing.... Have been doing well and maintaining my spiritual condition on a daily basis by doing the work as it's laid out in the BB and AA. Woke up this morning got down on my knees and prayed- turning my will a...
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Mike B.
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Gratitude for Miracles in Progress
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Hello to all, just wanted to pop in and say that from the Bottom of my Heart, I am so very Grateful to this site, have been very limited to computer time. health is improving, but very slowly. Cannot get out to any meetings. cannot really get out to do too much. other than go to the bank, and buy some grocerie...
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Thanks!
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So I had a crap end to a good day. Somebody at work did something they shouldn't have done...to me...and I was instantly enraged. First call...sponsor. No answer. Second call...Friend from home-group. He reminded me that while yes, all of us are God's children and to condemn one of us is to condemn God...
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I THINK IMA HAVE A RELAPSE TONIGHT
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I BEEN FIGHTING IT FOR 2 WEEKS NOW AND I AM JUST BORED AND FUSTRATED... I AM BORED IN MY DARK ROOM GOING CRAZY AND MY FRIENDS TXT ME ABOUT HOW MUCH FUN THEY ARE HAVING DOSENT MAKE IT ANY BETTER ALSO MY " GIRLFRIEND '' DOES NOT HELP IF ANYTHING SHE MAKES ME MORE PISSED OFF
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Surrender
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Greetings , Read something this morning that put a smile on my face. "We surrender quietly and let the God of our understanding take care of us ". Lot's of my past surrenders were pretty noisy. Trusting quietly sure feels nice. Toad
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Daily Reflections ~ Intuition & Inspiration + 24hrs a Day
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. . . . we ask God for inspiration, an intuitive thought or a decision. We relax and take it easy. We don't struggle. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 86 I invest my time in what I truly love. Step Eleven is a discipline that allows me and my Higher Power to be together, reminding me that, with God's help, intuitio...
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Happy Sober Day xx
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Thank God you're all still here my beautiful Sobervibers! lol Thank you for being my wonderful fellowship. I love you & I've missed you. I hope to remedy my absence & share nurturing with you all soon. Have the bestest loving Sober Day you can today. Godbless, Danielle xx
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response to clarity posts
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thanks to all who responded. i real all the posts and thought them through. you all helped me see i have more choices with this than i realized. the word boundries came to mind. boundries for me and like was said, with love. i called his social worker to set up apartment for him. he found a couple but the...
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debbi
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Gentelness
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Hello, Woke up this morning and was greeted with an act of gentelness. Actually took me by surprise. For me learning to accept gentelness has been a wonderfully frightening experience. Feeling gentle was not something I learned as a child, and I most certainally did not cultivate that emotion...
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What MORE can you do now, by being sober?
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Hi all - This is my second post on the discussion board, and my 4th day of being booze-free. Today was a first, in a long time, for me - i made Friday night plans that do NOT include alcohol....and to be honest?....I'm looking forward to it - though it will be a struggle if/when the booze does present itsel...
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Paradox
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Greetings, Hope this note finds you REASONABLY well. Was interesting for me to experience the paradox of dying to live, losing to win, giving away in order to keep. A sufficient bottom seemed to create a willingness to give that strange concept a honest try. Really glad I did. ...
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Can we talk about me?
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Hey all, My training is finished and all the hard work was worthwhile. I appreciate the prayers and confidence. Ask and ye shall recieve. It was funny that this year I really did not do a "self test" (how I describe the temptation to drink) until after the training and I loosened up the nex...
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Daily Reflections ~ Morning Thoughts & 24hrs a Day
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MORNING THOUGHTS Ask Him in your morning meditation what you can do each day for the man who is still sick. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 164 For many years I pondered over God's will for me, believing that perhaps a great destiny had been ordained for my life. After all, having been born into a specific fait...
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Back to meetings
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Oh my word, how great I have felt these past few days. I actually got to go to two of my home group morning meetings and was thrilled to see everyone as they were thrilled to see me. I really missed them! It's funny the bond you form in the beginning with a group of strangers and as time fly's by how they seem...
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Need help, traveling again, new at this
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I hit my first meeting 9 days ago after bottoming out finally after many many years of horrible things happening. That's not what I am writing about today though. I got my first 24 hour chip at the 2nd meeting. I travel on business and just embarked on another long business trip where most of the reall...
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Question on Holiday Etiquette and the Substance Abuser
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(Note, this was also cross-posted on the Al-Anon board but I wanted the input from AA members as well, many thanks) Hi there, What is the etiquette when an extended family member brings a sig other who abuses alcohol to a holiday meal where alcohol will be served? My daughter's husband's brother's gf h...
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Hi from a Newcomer needing a bit of Mental support
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Hi All and I am brand new to this forum , I feel I need a bit more support as I am having real problems with my head at the moment with very worrying mood swings , I am totally committed to staying sober although it has only been nearly 5 months since I had my last drink and although I have tried before to give up i...
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moocher
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Finished step 4, and looking forward to 5
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Well, after about 5 weeks I feel I've done a very fearless and searching inventory the way the BB says it should be done. I'm amazed at how many things from my past I buried in places I forgot were there. It was a humbling experience to say the least, but I almost feel like all those "dark icky places...
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Reffner
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Ditto to what Joni wrote,
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Hi Everyone, Have been reading every morning, and then getting off computer, having some major health issues, and just one day at a time, slowly this is getting better. Missing all of you, and welcome to all the new people, so happy you have all joined this Site, it is where you can come in and trust that...
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Just Toni
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Pick up a hobby instead of a drink
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Does anyone have a hobby that helped them through the early days of recovery, or discovered a hobby that helps them stay sober?
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jrzboy
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clarity
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clarity if ya got one foot in the past and the other in the future...i guarentee ya, your gonna piss all over today! which, by the way, is exactly what im doing....over and over and over and over....like the ferris wheel...........geezeeeeeeeeee my son is almost 25.....next month.....alchie, drug...
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debbi
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