Honestly I don't know what I would do right now if God hadn't given me SO many responsibilities and "issues" to deal with right now. Drinking has never sounded nor felt so WRONG and stupid than it does right now. lol
Old house is 90% cleaned out now (God, it is so pretty). Check. The "parting embrace" with husband is over now. Check. Did my home group last night. Check. Sold some stuff from Craigslist today. Check. Gas in car. Check. Have my favorite black suit here and clean for the funeral. Check. I had the most delicious sandwich and fries moments ago. Check. A friend stopped by and is out walking my dog right now. Check. I will allow myself, for the rest of the evening, to relax. I am "too damned busy" and exhausted for the drama of drinking today, by the Grace of God (cause that never stopped me before!). AA rocks.
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~Your Higher Power has not given you a longing to do that which you have no ability to do.