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It has been awhile...
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Thank you John, For the notice that it's been awhile since I checked in, need that and so appreciate the love. It's been rough, I am still in recovery, thank God. I have 19 years in. I was married in 2009 and it's been a rough year and a half. The best man at our wedding shot himself playing around with a gu...
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Hi all :-)
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Still no internet at home but it's been way too long since I checked in... still sober, 2 years 3 1/2 months (840 days) Have an annoying sponsor that I refuse to fire, boring home group that I refuse to leave, service work answering the hotline that wakes me up wayyy too early in the morning that I refus...
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Prayer and Meditation
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Evening :) I've always, since getting sober, ;) enjoyed listening to other share about their prayer and meditation practices. My sponsor had me practicing prayer and mediation from day one. Today, I would not go a day without it, but do find that I have to change things up sometimes. Not sure what...
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Rotten burgers? We'll just never eat there...
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lol - saw a good example of the difference between normal thinking and alcoholic thinking on the weekend. Had a weekend away with the family and in-laws at hotel run by a famous hotel chain. Nice place, except for the food. My wife was sitting in the bar having a drink (she's not an alkie, she can have jus...
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Computers,Meetings & Sober Living Called LIFE
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Hi Guys & Gals - You too Toni I finally found what forum I'm suppose to have join - its such fun being and getting OLD ! ! ! Computers - Mine is an extention of reaching out to OTHERS. Sharing closely with pirvate messages to those GOD puts me in contact with. Meetings - My A.A. home group meeting is ver...
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Weekday workdays OK, Weekends are a chore.
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Yes indeedy...workaday is OK, I can bury myself in work, the day has structure and clear purpose, but weekends....man there's only so many times I can mow the lawn, wash the car, trim the hedge and the kitchen is sparkling already! Obviously I need structure and purpose for the weekend, to keep me away...
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Daily Reflections ~ Long-Term Hope & 24hrs a Day
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Since most of us are born with an abundance of natural desires, it isnt strange that we often let these far exceed their intended purpose. When they drive us blindly, or we willfully demand that they supply us with more satisfactions or pleasures than are possible or due us, that is the point at which we...
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Daily Reflections ~ Entirely Ready? & 24hrs a Day
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This is the Step that separates the men from the boys.. . . the difference between the boys and the men is the difference between striving for a self determined objective and for the perfect objective which is of God. . . It is suggested that we ought to become entirely willing to aim toward perfection. ....
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The problem with end of the world is you never can find one, when you need one
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Its just my luck or lack thereof when things have been going from bad to curse and suicide sounds like an appealing vacation destination. You just can find the end of the world when you need one to save your life. Sure when things are on the upswing and every day comes with awe and expectation, thats when t...
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Daily Reflections ~ Letting Go of Our Old Selves & 24hrs a Day
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Carefully reading the first five proposals we ask if we have omitted anything, for we are building an arch through which we shall walk a free man at last. . . . Are we now ready to let God remove from us all the things which we have admitted are objectionable? ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, pp. 75, 76 The Sixth Step...
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MRI Results
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Hi All Finally got the results back from an MRI I had done about 2 weeks ago. Not good, torn cartilage behind the kneecap. Still doing physical therapy for the next few weeks and then will relook at the range of motion and see if surgery is the next way to go on it. Of course was very down at hearing the news,...
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Conflicted
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I just joined. I want to stop drinking. I drink once a week but know no moderation and often drink to excess. I spend the entire next day obsessing about what I said, did, etc. It is not worth it to go through what I do but I still do it anyway. I am conflicted with AA bc while I know I need a place for support, bu...
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Daily Reflections ~ On a Wing and a Prayer & 24hrs a Day
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. . . . we then look at Step Six. We have emphasized willingness as being indispensable. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 76 Steps Four and Five were difficult, but worthwhile. Now I was stuck on Step Six and, in despair, I picked up the Big Book and read this passage. I was outside, praying for willingness, whe...
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God Calling ~ Divine Patience
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"The vessel that he made of clay was marred in the hand of the potter; so he made it again another vessel, as seemed good to the potter to make it." Jeremiah 18:4 "Shortcomings you had hardly recognized or at least for which you had had no sense of sorrow now cause you trouble and dismay....
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We are different from other people.
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The speaker tonight shared that he was mistakenly confined to a mental ward. He said that he had learnt more about sharing & caring from those inmates. But his stay was short lived. After being there for 4 days he was transferred back to a general ward. The hospital had arranged a Christmas show for...
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Changes
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Hi Everyone, What are some of the physical changes you noticed after quitting? It's three weeks for me today. I keep reminding myself "One day at a time" and "GOD". Thanks.
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God Calling
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"Love is the power that transforms the world. Love not only of Me, love not only of the few dear to you, but love of all - of the publicans, the sinners, the harlots. It is the only weapon with which sin can be driven out. Drive sin out with love. Drive fear and depression and despair and a sense of fai...
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Absolutely Amazed... (I might be half way through lol)
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I found out today that I will be speaking in Petersburg, VA, at the Tri Area Conference of Virginia. I will be the opening speaker. I'm really amazed and excited about it! Absolutely honored to have been asked. What is really amazing is I've also been asked to speak in Pittsburg, PA at a convention, and...
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An exciting journey!
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Today ,as I continue to strengthen my relationship with my Higher Power ,whom I choose to call God, I will remember my real victory comes form facing trials and not allowing them to destroy me, but being confident in the goodness and plan of my God.I will not let situations or dilemmas bring me down but...
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Todays Exercise
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Good Morning Family and Friends! Today I am going to do Extreme Facial Exercise. All it requires is that I walk around all day with a big smile on my face.
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HAPPY BELLY BUTTON BIRTHDAY..BILLY
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Hope you cold is on to someone else, and you can have one great day, hope you can say bye bye to the whirlwind of emotions, well the tough one, but then they are what keep us growing up. right. anyway, Happy Happy Birthday, you must be turning around 40 right????? Cold or not a cake for you with a ton of Frost...
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Daily Reflections ~ The Upward Path & 24hrs a Day
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Here are the steps we took. . . . . ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 59 These are the words that lead into the Twelve Steps. In their direct simplicity they sweep aside all psychological and philosophical considerations about the rightness of the Steps. They describe what I did: I took the Steps and sobriety w...
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ON THIS BLESSED DAY!
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Please join my wife and I in prayer and celebration for our 27th year wedding anniversary!Truly a miracle and gift of grace and mercy from my Higher Power ,whom I choose to call God! In 1983 ,a year before we got married,my wife,(3rd)told me if I didnt stop my insanity she was leaving.She could no longer...
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Daily Reflections ~ A Changed Outlook & 24hrs a Day
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Our whole attitude and outlook upon life will change. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 84 When I was drinking, my attitude was totally selfish, totally self-centered; my pleasure and my comfort came first. Now that I am sober, self-seeking has started to slip away. My whole attitude toward life and other p...
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~ Day 24
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I couldn't have predicted the wild emotional roller coaster that has been my life these past weeks and wouldn't change it for the world. I am feeling more like myself than I have in dozens of years and have found a loving fellowship in AA that sustains and supports my journey. To be honest, most days have...
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A God Story
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I was asked to help a woman find and buy a car, so I went on craigslist, and knowing she didn't have much money, and I'd probably have to help out with some money, I put in a low maximum price. Several came up, but they all needed alot of work. I kept going through the sale ads, and suddenly one ad stuck out. ...
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God Calling ~ Prayer without words
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"Spend much time in prayer. Prayer is the linking up of the soul and mind and heart to God. So that if it is only a glance of faith, a look or word of love, or confidence, and no supplication is expressed, it yet follows that supply and all necessary are secured. Because the soul, being linked to God...
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Daily Reflections ~ Readiness to Serve Others & 24hrs a Day
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. . . our Society has concluded that it has but one high mission to carry the A.A. message to those who dont know theres a way out. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 151 The Light to freedom shines bright on my fellow alcoholics as each one of us challenges the other to grow. The Steps to self-improvem...
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Sober member who died b4 our meeting
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We are waiting for the funeral. His family had little or nothing to do with him due to his past. He had many years of sobriety and he referred to us as his family. Every meeting seems to come back to our lost member. We all are grateful he died in sobriety. He lived the way he wanted to. He was retired and...
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A HAPPY VETERAN'S DAY WISH FOR PEACE OF MIND AND GOOD HEALTH...
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To the Men and Woman here that are Veterans, With a humble Heart, THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU ALL!! hOPE YOU WILL ACCEPT MY APOLOGY FOR MY TARDINESS, AND BEING A DAY LATE AND A DOLLOR SHORT. TONI -- Edited by Just Toni on Tuesday 31st of May 2011 10:02:16 AM
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not much on coincidences!
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I have been praying dilligently for some time now asking my Higher Power ,whom I choose to call God, for direction in what I'll term my "4th quarter" of my life, but I am in no conflict with this being God's call and hopefully they'll be some overtime periods:) :) Anyway my wife wants to mo...
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The steps.
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Once we know the truth about alcoholism from the AA book it is dangerous not to practice the 12 steps in our life, because God himself has given us a lifeline & we have rejected it. In my own life my AA spiritual growth was stunted because, I had not shown any diligence as far as the actual practice of th...
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Sleeping Through at last
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Since 19th April I've been only getting about 4 hours sleep a night. Been like the walking dead round here. I've tried herbal remedies, like Sominax, to no avail. i've tried working myself to exhaustion to no avail I've tried a mug of cocoa at night to no avail But then, three days ago, I got some inform...
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Tings are good today
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Hi eveyone thanks for all the replayes that you sent me it did help me a lot to know that you were there and i could tell somone other than famliey.Sorry about spellings i am not very good at writting so i hope you can work out what i have been trying to say. I hope you are all well and not to cold as its very cold...
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Got a Man Cold - watch out for the meds!
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Yep, I've got a man cold, don't know if I'll survive to teh weekend. Seriously though, I found a bottle of Beechams all in one cold remedy and two packs of all in one tablets.....which to have? Not the liquid, it's nearly 20% ABV! check the labels.
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Absolute Gratitude
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It has been a difficult 2 weeks here in Indianapolis. It's race time here and nothing but party, party, party. Every other commerical on TV is an alcohol ad. Race time for me has always been party, party, party. There's Fast Friday, Carb Day and of course the Indy 500. Why am I so happy then? It's sim...
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I am Powerless...OVER Unbearable Pain
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Hi My Friends, Don't know, only hoping and Praying to God that by sharing this, -- Edited by Just Toni on Friday 27th of May 2011 07:35:02 AM -- Edited by Just Toni on Friday 27th of May 2011 07:37:58 AM
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Seems like Light years between Saturday Nights!!
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Saturday night, another day lucid and aware,feeling spiritually fit and blessed as I watch our little Jaelyn(38 days young)sleeping ,my daughter staying with us for weekend while her husband works overtime, my 25 year old son , still clean from his Heroin addiction and just left for his house and my...
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Daily Reflections ~ Our Primary Purpose & 24hrs a Day
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The more A.A. sticks to its primary purpose, the greater will be its helpful influence everywhere. A.A. COMES OF AGE, p.109 It is with gratitude that I reflect on the early days of our Fellowship and those wise and loving foresteppers who proclaimed that we should not be diverted from our primary purp...
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SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION 'BIG TIME'
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Hi Guys/Gals Just wonder if any you people have ever combated DEPRESSION ? Any good therapists here in Vegas anyone might know who knows what their doing ? Question(s) How if any of you got - over their depression ?
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I smoke...this seems like just another way to harm ourselves and hide...
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Do a lot of you smoke? When I'm smoking I'm thinking, "this is a lot like drinking...an addiction, harming myself, out of control from the addiction, something I don't want to do and isn't good for me or anyone else, something I run to that distracts me from my pain or stress, something that may be k...
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God Calling ~ Forget
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"Regret nothing. Not even the sins and failures. When a man views earth's wonders from some mountain height he does not spend his time in dwelling on the stones and stumbles, the faints and failures, that marked his upward path. So with you. Breathe in the rich blessings of each new day - forget...
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Daily Reflections ~ True Tolerance & 24hrs a Day
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The only requirement for A.A. membership is a desire to stop drinking. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 139 I first heard the short form of the Third Tradition in the Preamble. When I came to A.A. I could not accept myself, my alcoholism, or a Higher Power. If there had been any physical, mental, m...
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Physical and mental changes after quitting
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Hi Everyone, It's been two weeks for me. This site helps, because it's still not easy. I was wondering what changes you all noticed within yourselves at the beginning of quitting and then later on. I've noticed deeper thinking...glimpses of the truth. I've noticed some physical changes too and just...
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Daily Reflections ~ Equal Rights & 24hrs a Day
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At one time or another most A.A. groups go on rule making benders. . . . After a time fear and intolerance subside. [and we realize] We do not wish to deny anyone his chance to recover from alcoholism. We wish to be just as inclusive as we can, never exclusive. A.A. TRADITION: HOW IT DEVELOPED. pp. 10, 11, 1...
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God Calling ~ Test Your Love
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"A great love knows that in every difficulty, every trial, every failure, the presence of the loved one suffices. Test your love for Me by this. Just to be with Me, just to know I am beside you - does that bring you joy and peace? If not, then your love for Me, and your realization of My love, are at fa...
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Something Only an Alcoholic Would Say
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I'm watching the movie "Blue Valentine" and this choice little bit of dialog was something I just had to share with you all... CINDY: Id like to see you have a job where you didnt have to start drinking at 8 oclock in the morning to go to it. DEAN: No, I have a job that I CAN drink at 8 oclock in the mo...
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Member dies in AA meeting right B4 meeting
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One of our very special home group members had a heart attack before our meeting while fellowshiping in meeting place. I had just arrived before ambulances got there. I was very close to him. I talked to him daily about working the program. He was a wonderful and inspirational member of our group....
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God Calling ~ Roots and Fruits
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"Remember the lesson of the seed in its sending a shoot down so that it may be rooted and grounded, while at the same time it sends a shoot up to be the plant that gladdens the world. The two growths are necessary. Without the strong root it would soon wither, as much activity fails for lack of growth...
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Sobriety
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Hello, this is my first time on this website, and looking forward to making new sober friendships. The road to recovery was a messy wreckage I left behind. I began drinking Wild Turkey shots for my teeth pain I was going thru and didn't have Dental Ins. But that 1-shot turned into 6-years of destruction...
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