Alcoholics Anonymous

justadrunk · justadrunk

This go round at getting sober has been different than the first time around in so many ways. The main difference is that I'm doing what other people in AA, who are sober for years, do. Not doing what I think I should do, or someone else "on the outside" thinks I should do. I've let go of a lot of...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Yesterday at what I would now consider my home group, I asked about my sponsor not calling me back. Same question I had here, am I fired, is that how it commonly goes around here etc. I have been going to this meeting every day at noon for the last 3 weeks since getting sober after my relapse. The regular...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

Well its Monday. Start of another work week. Biggest decision I gotta make to day is what color tie to wear. And you know, I don't think I'm going to wear a tie at all. Everyone have a great day.

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

I see you have a step board. have you considered doing a discussion board on the Traditions? Or maybe you do and I missed it. Anyway, AA has a great piece of service material called the traditions Checklist. Just a thought.

gonee · gonee

In the AA book Doctors Opinion, the alcoholic is declared as a hopeless case by the medical fraternity in 1939. Not only are we defenseless over the first drink, but we are without any help from any human source. But the good doctor goes outside his scientific boundaries to declare that only a psychic c...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

So, my home group is in my home. Old school kitchen meeting, A big book study with lots of coffee and cheesecake. Its just a small group, half a dozen members with some fallout from some of the other groups. Meeting starts at 8, people usually start showing up around 730. So last night, at about 6:50, we ge...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

In January of 1998, I was sleeping in a cardboard condo with a newspaper for a blanket and a rock for a pillow. This morning I woke up in my own bed in my own home - correction in a home that the bank still owns but which will one day be ours - with my own wife beside me. The car was still in the driveway and the wind...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

Theres a group I go to on a regular basis. Its not my home group, but I go there a lot. Its a fairly large meeting sometimes and they break up into two meetings. A general discussion in the main room and a beginners meeting in another room. I like the beginners meeting. It always reminds me of where I came fr...

leahl · leahl

Hey Guys- I'll be traveling to Segovia, Spain for 6 weeks in about a month. Segovia is located ~1 hour from Madrid, to the north. I have done some research and found meetings in both Madrid and Segovia, but was wondering if anyone had any experience they could share with me. Maybe about what the cult...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

-- Edited by Wolfie55 on Thursday 19th of April 2012 07:39:56 AM

gonee · gonee

Hi MIP friends, both old and new, have a nice day in recovery. We are the chosen ones handpicked by God, in suffering and tribulations, to do His work. I am enjoying a nice sunny day, here in South Africa, time 12:38pm with a nice temperature of 25 degree celcius. But most of all I am surrounded by friends w...

Idontwanttorunawayanymore · Idontwanttorunawayanymore

Hi! I'm going to go to my first AA meeting soon, but before I go, I wanted to make sure I knew what to do, and what not to do. What are the ground rules? Do I have to share? Do I have to use my real name? Any and all input is appreciated. : )

TKOElle · TKOElle

I have been sober almost 90 days now. I'm a women supporting myself, have my own business, so I have time to make it to at least 4 meetings a week, but I'm not making connections or friends in the meetings. The meetings here in Escondido are loaded with grumpy people and they make me sad. I just moved and am g...

Epitaph · Epitaph

Hello, my name is Epitaph now, lol, and I am alcoholic. I'm 27 and I have been sober for about 15 minutes. I can't go to a meeting because I live in a pretty small community where everyone knows everyone and I'm a captain at a small airline, so it would be.. bad for that to get out. But I thought it would be real...

justadrunk · justadrunk

If there is anything healing to an alcoholic soul... it is an animal. Horses are so wonderful. I hope my kids love their new pony : )

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

An old timer told me once that coincidence is how god protects his anonymity. I went to a meeting last night thinking I would be presenting someone with a one-year medallion. Due to circumstances beyond his control he was unable to make it. Obviously he had something more important to do than celebra...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day Having found my way into this new world by the grace of God and the help of A.A., am I going to take that first drink, when I know that just one drink will change my whole world? Am I deliberately going back to the suffering of that alcoholic world? Or am I going to hang onto the happine...

deb365 · deb365

"Never feel inadequate for any task. All work here is accomplished by My Spirit, and that can flow through the humblest and lowliest. Rid yourself of self and all is well. Pray about all, but concentrate on a few things until those are accomplished. Strength for your daily, hourly task is pro...

deb365 · deb365

"Listen. Listen. Trust Me in everything. Help is here all the time. The difficult way is nearly over, but you have learned in it lessons you could learn in no other way. Wrest from Me, by firm and simple trust and persistent prayer, the treasures of My kingdom. Such wonderful things are comin...

Closer · Closer

Today wouldve been my 90 day anniversary of no alcohol. At day 85 I became too down about my situation and Ive given in to a few drinks. I havent gone to the place I was before but all Ive found is that alcohol doesn nothing but give you a FALSE high. We numb our minds and bodies and we feel all funny, but we a...

deb365 · deb365

"Draw near to Me. Contact with Me is the panacea for all ills. Remember that truth is many-sided. Have much tender love and patience for all who do not see as you do. The elimination of self is the key to holiness and happiness and can only be accomplished with My help. Live in My presence. Worsh...

deb365 · deb365

"The joy of the spring shall be yours in full measure. Revel in the earth's joy. Do you not think that nature is weary, too, of her long months of travail? There will come back a wonderful joy, if you share in her joy now. You can truly live a life not of earth, a heaven-life here and now." 3...

Jerry F · Jerry F

Aloha Family...I've been pondering the Police Commission meeting which was called this last Friday. They were hearing my complaint of the assault and I went. They have open meetings just like Al-Anon...LOL however it isn't a Family Group meeting except for yours truely. My PTSD and lack of slee...

Randy L · Randy L

After reaching my bottom I got on my knees and asked God for guidance. The anxiety was so overwhelming. He led me to a meditation sound site on my Ipad which has changed my life. Today I am grateful to be sober and finally able to relax without the demon of alcohol.

deb365 · deb365

"Man's need is God's chance to help. Man's need is God's golden opportunity for him of letting his faith find expression. That expression of faith is all that God needs to manifest His power. Faith is the key that unlocks the storehouse of God's resources. You long for perfection and see your...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

I heard that an expectation is a premeditated resentment. I am human so it doesn't matter how many books I read or how much advice I get, sometimes I still place expectations on the people in my life to do certain things, to act in certain ways, and to treat me in certain ways. And I don't tell these people t...

stnatina · stnatina

Great changes may not happen right away, but with effort even the difficult may become easy. - Bill Blackman

Fyne Spirit · Fyne Spirit

Hi All, let me start this with a couple of quotes from the Big Book: p24 "We are unable, at certain times, to bring into our consciousness with sufficient force the memory of the suffering and humiliation of even a week or a month ago. We are without defense aginst the first drink." p45"...

Fyne Spirit · Fyne Spirit

Hi All, this is a call to prayer. Today I had the privilege of attending a 12 step call in the intensive care unit of our city hospital. I was there at the request of the patient's sister who lives in another country. Her brother had a road accident just before Xmas, I don't know if he was driving or got run do...

jj · jj

MONTE SERENO, Calif. A family member says painter Thomas Kinkade battled alcoholism over the past several years and had a relapse just before his death at his home in Santa Clara County. Kinkade's brother, Patrick, tells the San Jose Mercury News that decades of attacks on Kinkade's work and a spl...

gonee · gonee

"Lack of power, that was our dilemma." I had become powerless over alcohol. Willpower did not work. The strong resolve in the morning not to drink became a weak mumble by the evening. I had succumbed to that first drink. I had been through this hundreds of times. I had already started look...

vixen · vixen

I love working this one day at a time program and then seeing how those days have added up to something I couldn't have even imagined back when I was drowning myself in alcohol. Life is so FULL now! I have an awesome job in which I am trusted with a great deal of responsiblity, a healthy marriage that isn't p...

justadrunk · justadrunk

I went to my noon meeting, did my morning reading, popped on here a few times, tried to stay calm when my kids begged for this and that, again and again, pushing me to my limit, again and again. Yesterday I went to bed feeling horrible. I yelled at my kids like a monster. I could not - NOT be irritated no ma...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Today is my last day of having an in home daycare, and teaching piano lessons. It's hard letting go of the children that I've grown to love, but I realize it's for the best. Being home all day, and stuck here not able to leave if I wanted to, I thought was okay for me, but I realize now, as I'm becomming exci...

gonee · gonee

Our 12 step book says that all human beings have 3 basic instincts- social, security and sex. All these instincts are God given for our survival and well being. When any of these instincts become abnormal, it becomes defective and a defect in character. Right now this world is becoming obsessed with m...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

I love stories. i like hearing them and I like sharing them. I was watching national geographic one day. It was about this rare breed of monkey highly prized for its pelt. But he was a clever monkey and always managed to evade the hunters. But one hunter who was very clever himself came up with an idea on ho...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

Every day god gives me a word to work on. Today the word was gratitude. I'm at work right now which means I'm with a dozen low-bottom drunks and drug addicts, trying to keep them alive long enough so they can get clean and/or sober. I'm having a text conversation with a "person" I sponsor who ju...

StPeteDean · StPeteDean

Those mornings

justadrunk · justadrunk

I have a really hard time looking at things that are not symetrical. The dining room chairs are not pushed under the table, they're all helter skelter right now. I keep glancing over at them... forcing myself to stay put here, and not make them perfect. I want to stretch my tolerance, but it's only ma...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

Okay I think I figured out why page 449 moved to page 417. It has to do with numerology. That's the science of numbers. You take a three or four or whatever digit number, add the individual digits together to get a more powerful number. If you add 4 +4+9 you get 17. Even if you add 1 +8 you still get a boring num...

leeu · leeu

Drank 4/1/83 through 4/3/83. Largely in a blackout, including driving w/my daughter in the car. Came to on the bathroom floor, puke in my hair, with my 10 year old asking me if she should fix us TV dinners. Hungover and too weak to drive until 4/6. Went to a meeting then, picked up a white chip....again. ...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

I was just sitting here pondering life the universe and everything in it. Next month is me bellybutton birthday and around this time I do a lot of reflecting on the year. I worked in a recovery house for a number of years and the work is stressful. I think being in recovery is an asset in that type of work but...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Standing up for myself, and asking for common decensy is something I would have never done in my past life. I did that last night, and it was amazing. It felt so unreal at the same time. As I take these baby steps forward, I sometimes feel like a person walking on stilts, but with one normal leg, and one s...

leeu · leeu

babyblueeyes30 · babyblueeyes30

Its been about a wk since I have posted. I'm on my 3rd week of sobriety. Had a real test, was around some people that were drinking. I stayed strong and just let the urges pass. I'm proud to say that I didn't allow myself to indulge. Hope everyone is doing well with there journey! We can all do this!

justadrunk · justadrunk

Happy Easter all you big book thumpers! Making fresh blueberry drizzle from berries hand picked last fall, to go over my extra thick cheese cake with crust made from all those peices of animal crackers and teddy grahms that get crushed at the bottom of the bag and my kids wont eat. I'm so grateful to be s...

SamMelton · SamMelton

I've been reading all you guys on topic's and haven't seen any middle age guys like myself without a 10 or 15 year pin, I do know we become hard through the years, but can this help someone like me? I do know I want a drink but for some reason I desided not too today, two days in a row now, a record for me! Been dr...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Greatful to be sober today : )

John · John

Hi Everyone, As several of you know from a previous writing, I was truly struggling with anxiety attacks. Well, they have subsided and I'm pretty much at normal operating tempature these days. Without a doubt it was one of the most scary things I've experienced in sobriety. Alot of the anxiety gave w...

Idontwanttorunawayanymore · Idontwanttorunawayanymore

I tried posting last week, but it never appeared on the board. Maybe I'm doing it wrong? The only thing I can do consistently and well is drink lately......Especially the last 2 years. I'm recently separated from my high school sweetheart of 15 years. We've been married for 8, 9 yrs this August. We...

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	Things do change when you let go completely. (Preview) This go round at getting sober has been different than the first time around in so many ways. The main difference is that I'm doing what other people in AA, who are sober for years, do. Not doing what I think I should do, or someone else "on the outside" thinks I should do. I've let go of a lot of...	justadrunk	13	604	Apr 18, 2012 by Polly
	Singled out (Preview) Yesterday at what I would now consider my home group, I asked about my sponsor not calling me back. Same question I had here, am I fired, is that how it commonly goes around here etc. I have been going to this meeting every day at noon for the last 3 weeks since getting sober after my relapse. The regular...	justadrunk	9	752	Apr 18, 2012 by Frodo
	Pink Blue or Yellow (Preview) Well its Monday. Start of another work week. Biggest decision I gotta make to day is what color tie to wear. And you know, I don't think I'm going to wear a tie at all. Everyone have a great day.	Wolfie55	2	355	Apr 18, 2012 by justadrunk
	Traditions Anyone? (Preview) I see you have a step board. have you considered doing a discussion board on the Traditions? Or maybe you do and I missed it. Anyway, AA has a great piece of service material called the traditions Checklist. Just a thought.	Wolfie55	4	485	Apr 18, 2012 by SteveP
	AA's steps. (Preview) In the AA book Doctors Opinion, the alcoholic is declared as a hopeless case by the medical fraternity in 1939. Not only are we defenseless over the first drink, but we are without any help from any human source. But the good doctor goes outside his scientific boundaries to declare that only a psychic c...	gonee	4	420	Apr 17, 2012 by Fyne Spirit
	so when two or three are gathered together in my name so shall I be also (Preview) So, my home group is in my home. Old school kitchen meeting, A big book study with lots of coffee and cheesecake. Its just a small group, half a dozen members with some fallout from some of the other groups. Meeting starts at 8, people usually start showing up around 730. So last night, at about 6:50, we ge...	Wolfie55	8	443	Apr 17, 2012 by Mike B.
	Am I Grateful (Preview) In January of 1998, I was sleeping in a cardboard condo with a newspaper for a blanket and a rock for a pillow. This morning I woke up in my own bed in my own home - correction in a home that the bank still owns but which will one day be ours - with my own wife beside me. The car was still in the driveway and the wind...	Wolfie55	7	437	Apr 17, 2012 by Polly
	Bedtime Story #15 (Preview) Theres a group I go to on a regular basis. Its not my home group, but I go there a lot. Its a fairly large meeting sometimes and they break up into two meetings. A general discussion in the main room and a beginners meeting in another room. I like the beginners meeting. It always reminds me of where I came fr...	Wolfie55	5	456	Apr 17, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Meetings in Spain (Preview) Hey Guys- I'll be traveling to Segovia, Spain for 6 weeks in about a month. Segovia is located ~1 hour from Madrid, to the north. I have done some research and found meetings in both Madrid and Segovia, but was wondering if anyone had any experience they could share with me. Maybe about what the cult...	leahl	3	2772	Apr 17, 2012 by Polly
	Thoughts On Sponsorship (Preview) -- Edited by Wolfie55 on Thursday 19th of April 2012 07:39:56 AM	Wolfie55	3	475	Apr 17, 2012 by Polly
	Lovely day- enjoy! (Preview) Hi MIP friends, both old and new, have a nice day in recovery. We are the chosen ones handpicked by God, in suffering and tribulations, to do His work. I am enjoying a nice sunny day, here in South Africa, time 12:38pm with a nice temperature of 25 degree celcius. But most of all I am surrounded by friends w...	gonee	6	384	Apr 17, 2012 by SoberSteve
	I have some very basic questions about AA meetings. (Preview) Hi! I'm going to go to my first AA meeting soon, but before I go, I wanted to make sure I knew what to do, and what not to do. What are the ground rules? Do I have to share? Do I have to use my real name? Any and all input is appreciated. : )	Idontwanttorunawayanymore	12	1260	Apr 17, 2012 by Polly
	Need Friendships and Connections in Alcoholics Anonymous (Escondido) (Preview) I have been sober almost 90 days now. I'm a women supporting myself, have my own business, so I have time to make it to at least 4 meetings a week, but I'm not making connections or friends in the meetings. The meetings here in Escondido are loaded with grumpy people and they make me sad. I just moved and am g...	TKOElle	9	567	Apr 16, 2012 by Fyne Spirit
	Hello! (Preview) Hello, my name is Epitaph now, lol, and I am alcoholic. I'm 27 and I have been sober for about 15 minutes. I can't go to a meeting because I live in a pretty small community where everyone knows everyone and I'm a captain at a small airline, so it would be.. bad for that to get out. But I thought it would be real...	Epitaph	17	691	Apr 16, 2012 by Mike B.
	Getting a pony. (Preview) If there is anything healing to an alcoholic soul... it is an animal. Horses are so wonderful. I hope my kids love their new pony : )	justadrunk	12	707	Apr 16, 2012 by TwelveSteps
	Coincidence (Preview) An old timer told me once that coincidence is how god protects his anonymity. I went to a meeting last night thinking I would be presenting someone with a one-year medallion. Due to circumstances beyond his control he was unable to make it. Obviously he had something more important to do than celebra...	Wolfie55	7	465	Apr 16, 2012 by Wolfie55
	24 Hours a Day (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day Having found my way into this new world by the grace of God and the help of A.A., am I going to take that first drink, when I know that just one drink will change my whole world? Am I deliberately going back to the suffering of that alcoholic world? Or am I going to hang onto the happine...	Sobrietyspell	6	16533	Apr 16, 2012 by Sobrietyspell
	God Calling - Never Feel Inadequate (Preview) "Never feel inadequate for any task. All work here is accomplished by My Spirit, and that can flow through the humblest and lowliest. Rid yourself of self and all is well. Pray about all, but concentrate on a few things until those are accomplished. Strength for your daily, hourly task is pro...	deb365	2	342	Apr 15, 2012 by gonee
	God Calling - Claim Big Things (Preview) "Listen. Listen. Trust Me in everything. Help is here all the time. The difficult way is nearly over, but you have learned in it lessons you could learn in no other way. Wrest from Me, by firm and simple trust and persistent prayer, the treasures of My kingdom. Such wonderful things are comin...	deb365	5	415	Apr 15, 2012 by Wolfie55
	90 days but its just not true. (Preview) Today wouldve been my 90 day anniversary of no alcohol. At day 85 I became too down about my situation and Ive given in to a few drinks. I havent gone to the place I was before but all Ive found is that alcohol doesn nothing but give you a FALSE high. We numb our minds and bodies and we feel all funny, but we a...	Closer	19	1825	Apr 15, 2012 by Wolfie55
	God Calling - The Key (Preview) "Draw near to Me. Contact with Me is the panacea for all ills. Remember that truth is many-sided. Have much tender love and patience for all who do not see as you do. The elimination of self is the key to holiness and happiness and can only be accomplished with My help. Live in My presence. Worsh...	deb365	3	329	Apr 15, 2012 by Wolfie55
	God Calling - Heaven-Life (Preview) "The joy of the spring shall be yours in full measure. Revel in the earth's joy. Do you not think that nature is weary, too, of her long months of travail? There will come back a wonderful joy, if you share in her joy now. You can truly live a life not of earth, a heaven-life here and now." 3...	deb365	4	355	Apr 15, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Say it and say it out loud... (Preview) Aloha Family...I've been pondering the Police Commission meeting which was called this last Friday. They were hearing my complaint of the assault and I went. They have open meetings just like Al-Anon...LOL however it isn't a Family Group meeting except for yours truely. My PTSD and lack of slee...	Jerry F	11	579	Apr 15, 2012 by Wolfie55
	The Miracle of Sobriety (Preview) After reaching my bottom I got on my knees and asked God for guidance. The anxiety was so overwhelming. He led me to a meditation sound site on my Ipad which has changed my life. Today I am grateful to be sober and finally able to relax without the demon of alcohol.	Randy L	14	698	Apr 15, 2012 by Wolfie55
	God Calling - Golden Opportunity (Preview) "Man's need is God's chance to help. Man's need is God's golden opportunity for him of letting his faith find expression. That expression of faith is all that God needs to manifest His power. Faith is the key that unlocks the storehouse of God's resources. You long for perfection and see your...	deb365	4	344	Apr 15, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Pemeditated Resentments (Preview) I heard that an expectation is a premeditated resentment. I am human so it doesn't matter how many books I read or how much advice I get, sometimes I still place expectations on the people in my life to do certain things, to act in certain ways, and to treat me in certain ways. And I don't tell these people t...	Wolfie55	8	1822	Apr 14, 2012 by StPeteDean
	Changes (Preview) Great changes may not happen right away, but with effort even the difficult may become easy. - Bill Blackman	stnatina	3	482	Apr 14, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Relapse Prevention-Prediction & Stuff (Preview) Hi All, let me start this with a couple of quotes from the Big Book: p24 "We are unable, at certain times, to bring into our consciousness with sufficient force the memory of the suffering and humiliation of even a week or a month ago. We are without defense aginst the first drink." p45"...	Fyne Spirit	7	619	Apr 14, 2012 by Wolfie55
	IS THERE ANYTHING WORSE THAN INSANITY OR DEATH? (Preview) Hi All, this is a call to prayer. Today I had the privilege of attending a 12 step call in the intensive care unit of our city hospital. I was there at the request of the patient's sister who lives in another country. Her brother had a road accident just before Xmas, I don't know if he was driving or got run do...	Fyne Spirit	10	599	Apr 14, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Alcohol, the killer, takes another one.... (Preview) MONTE SERENO, Calif. A family member says painter Thomas Kinkade battled alcoholism over the past several years and had a relapse just before his death at his home in Santa Clara County. Kinkade's brother, Patrick, tells the San Jose Mercury News that decades of attacks on Kinkade's work and a spl...	jj	3	528	Apr 14, 2012 by Wolfie55
	The steps again. (Preview) "Lack of power, that was our dilemma." I had become powerless over alcohol. Willpower did not work. The strong resolve in the morning not to drink became a weak mumble by the evening. I had succumbed to that first drink. I had been through this hundreds of times. I had already started look...	gonee	9	487	Apr 14, 2012 by Mr_David
	The Days Add Up To A Life (Preview) I love working this one day at a time program and then seeing how those days have added up to something I couldn't have even imagined back when I was drowning myself in alcohol. Life is so FULL now! I have an awesome job in which I am trusted with a great deal of responsiblity, a healthy marriage that isn't p...	vixen	9	475	Apr 13, 2012 by vixen
	Ring around the rosie (Preview) I went to my noon meeting, did my morning reading, popped on here a few times, tried to stay calm when my kids begged for this and that, again and again, pushing me to my limit, again and again. Yesterday I went to bed feeling horrible. I yelled at my kids like a monster. I could not - NOT be irritated no ma...	justadrunk	13	644	Apr 13, 2012 by justadrunk
	Last day. (Preview) Today is my last day of having an in home daycare, and teaching piano lessons. It's hard letting go of the children that I've grown to love, but I realize it's for the best. Being home all day, and stuck here not able to leave if I wanted to, I thought was okay for me, but I realize now, as I'm becomming exci...	justadrunk	7	430	Apr 13, 2012 by Idontwanttorunawayanymore
	Balanced life (Preview) Our 12 step book says that all human beings have 3 basic instincts- social, security and sex. All these instincts are God given for our survival and well being. When any of these instincts become abnormal, it becomes defective and a defect in character. Right now this world is becoming obsessed with m...	gonee	8	489	Apr 12, 2012 by mikef
	Peanuts (Preview) I love stories. i like hearing them and I like sharing them. I was watching national geographic one day. It was about this rare breed of monkey highly prized for its pelt. But he was a clever monkey and always managed to evade the hunters. But one hunter who was very clever himself came up with an idea on ho...	Wolfie55	4	403	Apr 12, 2012 by Mike B.
	GRATITUDE (Preview) Every day god gives me a word to work on. Today the word was gratitude. I'm at work right now which means I'm with a dozen low-bottom drunks and drug addicts, trying to keep them alive long enough so they can get clean and/or sober. I'm having a text conversation with a "person" I sponsor who ju...	Wolfie55	4	1496	Apr 12, 2012 by justadrunk
	I never want to forget (Preview) Those mornings	StPeteDean	8	507	Apr 11, 2012 by chris
	2 weeks (Preview) I have a really hard time looking at things that are not symetrical. The dining room chairs are not pushed under the table, they're all helter skelter right now. I keep glancing over at them... forcing myself to stay put here, and not make them perfect. I want to stretch my tolerance, but it's only ma...	justadrunk	5	442	Apr 11, 2012 by Mike B.
	The Reason Page 449 moved (Preview) Okay I think I figured out why page 449 moved to page 417. It has to do with numerology. That's the science of numbers. You take a three or four or whatever digit number, add the individual digits together to get a more powerful number. If you add 4 +4+9 you get 17. Even if you add 1 +8 you still get a boring num...	Wolfie55	9	4792	Apr 11, 2012 by jj
	4/6/83 (Preview) Drank 4/1/83 through 4/3/83. Largely in a blackout, including driving w/my daughter in the car. Came to on the bathroom floor, puke in my hair, with my 10 year old asking me if she should fix us TV dinners. Hungover and too weak to drive until 4/6. Went to a meeting then, picked up a white chip....again. ...	leeu	15	466	Apr 11, 2012 by vixen
	Change (Preview) I was just sitting here pondering life the universe and everything in it. Next month is me bellybutton birthday and around this time I do a lot of reflecting on the year. I worked in a recovery house for a number of years and the work is stressful. I think being in recovery is an asset in that type of work but...	Wolfie55	4	417	Apr 11, 2012 by Mr_David
	Bravery (Preview) Standing up for myself, and asking for common decensy is something I would have never done in my past life. I did that last night, and it was amazing. It felt so unreal at the same time. As I take these baby steps forward, I sometimes feel like a person walking on stilts, but with one normal leg, and one s...	justadrunk	7	479	Apr 11, 2012 by pinkchip
	Thanks to ALL (re: 4/6/83) no text inside-just this thanks! (Preview)	leeu	5	497	Apr 11, 2012 by StPeteDean
	Still havent had any (Preview) Its been about a wk since I have posted. I'm on my 3rd week of sobriety. Had a real test, was around some people that were drinking. I stayed strong and just let the urges pass. I'm proud to say that I didn't allow myself to indulge. Hope everyone is doing well with there journey! We can all do this!	babyblueeyes30	4	390	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Thumpity thump thump... (Preview) Happy Easter all you big book thumpers! Making fresh blueberry drizzle from berries hand picked last fall, to go over my extra thick cheese cake with crust made from all those peices of animal crackers and teddy grahms that get crushed at the bottom of the bag and my kids wont eat. I'm so grateful to be s...	justadrunk	5	526	Apr 10, 2012 by Mike B.
	I'm a new comer and is 55 to late to start? (Preview) I've been reading all you guys on topic's and haven't seen any middle age guys like myself without a 10 or 15 year pin, I do know we become hard through the years, but can this help someone like me? I do know I want a drink but for some reason I desided not too today, two days in a row now, a record for me! Been dr...	SamMelton	16	943	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	There is a difference between giving up, and knowing when you've had enough. (Preview) Greatful to be sober today : )	justadrunk	4	798	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	Just an update (Preview) Hi Everyone, As several of you know from a previous writing, I was truly struggling with anxiety attacks. Well, they have subsided and I'm pretty much at normal operating tempature these days. Without a doubt it was one of the most scary things I've experienced in sobriety. Alot of the anxiety gave w...	John	9	423	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
	I'm new here......Last post wasn't posted? (Preview) I tried posting last week, but it never appeared on the board. Maybe I'm doing it wrong? The only thing I can do consistently and well is drink lately......Especially the last 2 years. I'm recently separated from my high school sweetheart of 15 years. We've been married for 8, 9 yrs this August. We...	Idontwanttorunawayanymore	17	754	Apr 10, 2012 by Wolfie55
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