Alcoholics Anonymous

Polly · Polly

Such Deep Despair It wasn't very long ago, I felt such deep despair and woe. I prayed to a God I thought I knew, Who hated me for the things I'd do. In tears I prayed, just let me die, For life had seemed to pass me by. All I ever did was fail. God let me die, send me to hell. I didn't want another drink, ...

justadrunk · justadrunk

I've been married for 6 yrs today. I remember the look in his eyes, completely in love and happy. I knew I was fooling him already back then. But he was fooling me too. If only we could have been so honest from the start. If only he wouldn't have hid smoking from me for 5 yrs, and I wouldn't have hid drink...

SteveP · SteveP

I'm paraphrasing, but it's something like: "Funny thing about alcoholism -- it always seems to kill those who don't have it." Steve http://quietmindrecovery.org/AA/index.htm

Polly · Polly

Hi all just wanted to say good night and God Bless you all. My new found AA friends. You brighten my days and inspire me so very much. I thank you all. Another sober day, Whoop,Whoop, now for my prayers of gratitude and thanks. Polly.X :}

Problem Solver · Problem Solver

Hi, Im an Alcoholic whos is new to online forums. Ive been using AA for about a year and Ive been sober for 5 months. Id like to contribute here to learn more and to offer support to others who need it. I guess I should introduce myself so Ill tell a bit about my story... I began Drinking at age 13 and Ive been...

Polly · Polly

Reading this made me smile to myself of the long lonley days of knowing I needed to do somthing about my drinking for years. AA has saved my life and for that I am full of gratitude. Polly.X IDo you think you may have a problem with alcohol?YesNo1.Do you feel you are a normal drinker?2.Have you ever awake...

McBiker · McBiker

I have been sober 1 day now. Drunk for the last 5 years. I had a drink yesterday morning in fact, blew off work to do it. Got the greatest wife and family in the world. After unreasonably getting angry at her for stupid crap, I am finally realizing that I as much as I've fought it, I am powerless over alc...

justadrunk · justadrunk

I came to AA on the 26th of Dec. I stayed sober 40 days. Relapse drinking was worse than any other drinking I've ever done. I came back to AA on the 26th of March. Today I am sober 40 days again. Tomorrow will be a very special day for me, but I am still grateful for this one. I barely made it to 40 days last t...

Cindylightballoon · Cindylightballoon

I lived through college not having one drop of alcohol. I went to coffee shops and talked philosophy and literature. I just never had the desire to drink. Then my best friend from high school moved back into town after I graduated, and introduced me to all the local bars. My mom often told me to be careful...

gonee · gonee

I have nothing that God has not given me. Therefore I own nothing and I have nothing. Everything has been a gift from my Father in Heaven. If that be the case, where then is room for any anxiety and worry? Therefore Step 11 says: "Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contac...

Benita · Benita

Hi everybody. Anybody out there? I just registered and wrote my bio. How can I post it? How can I see it and retreive it?

Polly · Polly

I as Just reading this and thought I would share it with you,Its long so will be in a few posting. Enjoy, I did. Polly.x *~* The Four Absolutes *~* Foreword Spelled out as such, the Four Absolutes are not a formal part of our AA philosophy of life. Since this is true, some may claim the Absolutes should be i...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

The real tests of the situation are your own willingness to confide and your full confidence in the one with whom you share your first accurate self-survey. . . . Provided you hold back nothing, your sense of relief will mount from minute to minute. The dammed-up emotions of years break out of their con...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

I bet you thought we'd forgotten? I do miss a lot of birthdays but today's your lucky day! How was the force with you, Brother? ;) Love & fellowship, Danielle x

justadrunk · justadrunk

Yesterday it started to sprinkle while the goat and pony were tied up to a tree, so I set out to free them, allowing them to take cover in the barn if they so desired. I threw on the fishing hat that was laying on the picnic table as I casually meandered by. Seemed like it was going to be a nice gentle rain, sm...

Ruhig · Ruhig

I'm a Certified Nurses Aide. It's my job to help elderly recover from surgery and or to die with dignity. I've had this job for a year. And there is a first time for everything. I walk into this womans room. Never seen her before. Begin on personal care. And as I am putting her shirt over her head, she spas...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Call a someone in AA. Does she want help planting some flowers? Maybe she would like to go out for tea. We could read the big book together and talk about it. Maybe just go for a walk together. Does she need help cleaning out a closet? Or organizing the attic? That's my plan of action today. What's yours?

Polly · Polly

I was just reading this and thought I would post it in the hope that any new members may be able to find confort with them. A program of loving that saves our lives. :} The 12 Steps and Principles Honesty Step 1. We admitted that we were powerless over alcohol - that our lives had become unmanageable. Hope...

Polly · Polly

I was never content with anything,the crass was always greener on the other side. I wished I had more money. I wished I was married. I wished people understood me. I wished I could stop drinking...Hmmm. All wishes. Looked For Years I looked for years, But could not see That all my mistakes Were caused b...

Aspgrl · Aspgrl

Lost my 24s on day 13.

I did my taxes yesterday and found out I owe over $2000. I have exactly $1.12 in my savings account. My family went out to dinner to celebrate my sister's birthday and a glass of wine was poured for me. I ordered a coke, but drank it and the wine. I had the one glass, and after th...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Somehow, being alone with God doesn't seem as em- barrassing as facing up to another person. Until we actually sit down and talk aloud about what we have so long hidden, our willingness to clean house is still largely theoretical. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 60 It wasn't unusual for me to...

Polly · Polly

Just though I would share what I did when I first got my Daily Reflections book. I read the first page January 1st I am a Miracle. How true is that for all of us :} I then went stright to my birth date June 9th. Living in the Now.. First we try living in the now just in order to stay sober and it works. Once the ide...

Trinity Archer · Trinity Archer

So, here I am... listening to the same song on loop for the--fuck, who knows how many times. And I've already had five or six glasses of wine. My writing is intense when I drink, but I know I need to stop. I need to slow down. I need to stop putting my mind through this roller coaster, but it's the best way...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

If even the best of us on our best day had our character defects tattoed on our forehead we might pull our cap down to hide it. - something a longtimer said in a meeting tonight.

Jerry F · Jerry F

Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it. See I know it. I also know how to do it. I have a loving, caring wife who doesn't refrain from giving me suggestions about self care. A couple of weeks ago I blinded myself in my right eye. I wasn't wearing safety glass...

iwantpizza · iwantpizza

I woke up this morning and learned that I texted to my brother and posted some things online last night after I had blacked out that were not nice, so here I am! I've known I have been an alcoholic for several years and have tried many times to stop unsuccessfully. I'm tearing up as I type this because it h...

Polly · Polly

Today I have choices and I choose to work at staying sober. I work at this not to be unhappy and sad. I work at this to be happy and fee.~*~A.A. Thoughts For The Day~*~^*^*^*^*^(\ ~~ /) ( \ (AA)/ )(_ /AA\ _) /AA\^*^*^*^*^Arrogance "I am a firm believer in bothguidance and prayer....

leeu · leeu

...when I can hardly recall what the past was like. Intellectually I can recount the horror story in intricate detail but, today, there is no emotional memory being dredged up. Just the facts, m'am, just the facts. Rather, gratitude, hope and serenity are what I am feeling. I love days like this!!! S...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 55 Since it is true that God comes to me through people, I can see that by keeping people at a distance I also keep God at a distance. God is nearer to me than I think and I can exp...

justadrunk · justadrunk

They look at you with their hands on their cheeks, jaw dropped just a bit... as you go through the check out line with 2 little kids, 4 bottles of wine, and a box of macaroni and cheese. But my wine and cheese are organic... that proves I care about us right? I'll wait in the parking lot for her to come out, so...

Tracey C · Tracey C

Since starting to read the pages Polly suggested, memories are flooding my head like a movie reel when I go to bed. Some of them really jolt me, like when we were at the local RSL club. I was about 12, running around with friends outside and around the pokie machines. Mum was dancing with this older man...

Ruhig · Ruhig

My cousin called. She's graduating college in two weeks. She lives with her boyfriend of 4 years. She relapsed last year. She feels the anymosity our parents( aunts and uncles) are tearing our family apart. Which is true. But she called me and asked if I was still in the program, and I said yes. And so she...

StPeteDean · StPeteDean

http://www.sadanduseless.com/2011/08/how-to-properly-hide-booze-in-your-facebook-pictures/

deb365 · deb365

"I am the same yesterday, today, and forever. Joy in Me, trust in Me, share all life with Me, see Me in everything, rejoice in Me. Share all with Me as a child shares his pains and cuts and griefs and newfound treasures and joys and little work with his mother. And give Me the joy of sharing all with yo...

very very tired · very very tired

...that one person who says that one thing to me. And that one thing is what touches my soul. In my newness and in the handful of meetings I've been to (I've just passed the point where I can no longer count the number of meetings on my fingers and toes), I'm amazed when the person I would have avoided in my o...

Mr_David · Mr_David

To my favorite girl, Miss blue.One of my earliest recollections of sobriety came from the most heavenly of sources, my friend Miss Blue. There was just something about her, maybe it was her delicate nature or something like that, but something was different for sure. She had this smile that stretche...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

One of my sponcees lost his father to cancer last night. Fortunately, he's got almost 5 years in and a solid program so he should be OK. I lost my mother to that in 1996. I think I had 3 weeks under my belt. Everyone was complimenting me on how well I was handling it. But I wasn't handling it at all. I was just wa...

mikef · mikef

A northeastern upstate New Yorker to a just north of Miami Florida in Pompano, the transition begins.It always begins with prayer,gratitude and an awareness of true blessings that LIFE free from the devastation of addiction brings.As long as I don't pick up I have a chance of many dreams to pursue...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

I hope you're having a beautiful day enjoying you & your sobriety, brother! God bless you ;) Danielle x

justadrunk · justadrunk

I'm carrying my husbands midnight snack dish to the sink this morning, and I stop 4 or 6 times to stoop and pick up toys scattered down the hall, and a few that have trickled down the stairs. The same dish he walked past this morning, and the same toys he walked around. Am I just the maid? My whole inside sw...

nmamommy · nmamommy

Hi, I have been sober for 7 months. About a month ago I finished an outpatient rehab. It was a lifesaving program. I have been sick for 10 years with Fibromyalgia. I am having a very hard time physically and connot get out to meetings. I have been doing some online but keep hearing I need to get out to meeti...

Aspgrl · Aspgrl

Tonight at my home group I got up when the secretary asked if anyone would like to recommit to their sobriety. I had been nervous about this all week because all the folks there had seen me get one just two weeks ago. I found myself thinking, "I wish I could tell everyone that I only had ONE drink,...

Tracey C · Tracey C

Hi, I'm not sure who posted about their sponsor, telling them to read these pages daily, but I am holding them responsible for taking the scales off my eyes. I read those pages at least 5 times yesterday, whenever I felt bothered about something. Then last night I was up from about 1-3.00am going throu...

very very tired · very very tired

Go to a meeting. Say what is in my heart and soul, even when it means my voice cracks and tears flow. Get hugs. Listen to the guidance. Feel better. Rinse. Repeat.

deb365 · deb365

"Self dethroned - that is the lesson, but in its place put love for Me, knowledge of Me. Cease trying to forgive those who fretted or wronged you. It is a mistake to think about it. Aim at killing the self now, in your daily life, and then you will find there is nothing that even remembers injury, be...

TipsyMcstagger · TipsyMcstagger

I refuse to believe in any man made definition of god, heaven, hell or afterlife. In fact I've searched and found them all to be laughably rediculous. As you can imagine this has made acceptance of the Alcoholics Anonymous program somewhat difficult...impossible actually...but last night lying i...

Wolfie55 · Wolfie55

Earlier tonight we had fortune cookies with dinner. I saved mine until later. When the men got home from their meeting, one of them was telling me about an amends he had made at the meeting. The day before he had picked up his nine-month coin and another fellow who was his rival in a romantic relationship...

TipsyMcstagger · TipsyMcstagger

Yeah, that's right. I was going to come on and pose as my girlfriend who was honoring a request left in my suicide letter for her to log in to my account here and tell you goodbye and that I wished you all well and hoped that my horrible end somehow compelled you to stay sober. What would ever posses someon...

Tracey C · Tracey C

Thought I'ld share this as it struck a chord with me today. Today I Reaffirm My Commitment To Recovery Today I commit myself to my most important project-My Recovery. My recovery, this wonderful broadening of potential, deserves my devotion, my time and my energy. I give full attention to my recove...

justadrunk · justadrunk

I didn't think about it too much today. It was kind of nice to not think about it for a bit. I knew I would think about it again, but I've been thinking of it for most of my day, every day, for a month now! A break was nice. It seemed okay to be just Natasha for the day, and not Natasha the alcholic. I'm in a ga...

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	Such Deep Despair.. (Preview) Such Deep Despair It wasn't very long ago, I felt such deep despair and woe. I prayed to a God I thought I knew, Who hated me for the things I'd do. In tears I prayed, just let me die, For life had seemed to pass me by. All I ever did was fail. God let me die, send me to hell. I didn't want another drink, ...	Polly	1	328	May 8, 2012 by Problem Solver
	My anniversary. (Preview) I've been married for 6 yrs today. I remember the look in his eyes, completely in love and happy. I knew I was fooling him already back then. But he was fooling me too. If only we could have been so honest from the start. If only he wouldn't have hid smoking from me for 5 yrs, and I wouldn't have hid drink...	justadrunk	5	532	May 8, 2012 by Rob84
	A great one from AA speaker Ray O'K (may he RIP) (Preview) I'm paraphrasing, but it's something like: "Funny thing about alcoholism -- it always seems to kill those who don't have it." Steve http://quietmindrecovery.org/AA/index.htm	SteveP	2	516	May 8, 2012 by Ruhig
	Good night All. (Preview) Hi all just wanted to say good night and God Bless you all. My new found AA friends. You brighten my days and inspire me so very much. I thank you all. Another sober day, Whoop,Whoop, now for my prayers of gratitude and thanks. Polly.X :}	Polly	5	524	May 7, 2012 by Stepchild
	Joining Online Forums (Preview) Hi, Im an Alcoholic whos is new to online forums. Ive been using AA for about a year and Ive been sober for 5 months. Id like to contribute here to learn more and to offer support to others who need it. I guess I should introduce myself so Ill tell a bit about my story... I began Drinking at age 13 and Ive been...	Problem Solver	9	659	May 7, 2012 by Stepchild
	Are you a Newcomer looking in ? This may help. (Preview) Reading this made me smile to myself of the long lonley days of knowing I needed to do somthing about my drinking for years. AA has saved my life and for that I am full of gratitude. Polly.X IDo you think you may have a problem with alcohol?YesNo1.Do you feel you are a normal drinker?2.Have you ever awake...	Polly	5	420	May 7, 2012 by TipsyMcstagger
	First Timer (Preview) I have been sober 1 day now. Drunk for the last 5 years. I had a drink yesterday morning in fact, blew off work to do it. Got the greatest wife and family in the world. After unreasonably getting angry at her for stupid crap, I am finally realizing that I as much as I've fought it, I am powerless over alc...	McBiker	14	514	May 7, 2012 by carlasober
	40 days (Preview) I came to AA on the 26th of Dec. I stayed sober 40 days. Relapse drinking was worse than any other drinking I've ever done. I came back to AA on the 26th of March. Today I am sober 40 days again. Tomorrow will be a very special day for me, but I am still grateful for this one. I barely made it to 40 days last t...	justadrunk	16	971	May 7, 2012 by carlasober
	New to all of this (Preview) I lived through college not having one drop of alcohol. I went to coffee shops and talked philosophy and literature. I just never had the desire to drink. Then my best friend from high school moved back into town after I graduated, and introduced me to all the local bars. My mom often told me to be careful...	Cindylightballoon	7	439	May 7, 2012 by carlasober
	Step 11. (Preview) I have nothing that God has not given me. Therefore I own nothing and I have nothing. Everything has been a gift from my Father in Heaven. If that be the case, where then is room for any anxiety and worry? Therefore Step 11 says: "Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contac...	gonee	2	300	May 7, 2012 by Polly
	Brand New...Help! (Preview) Hi everybody. Anybody out there? I just registered and wrote my bio. How can I post it? How can I see it and retreive it?	Benita	13	582	May 7, 2012 by carlasober
	The Four Absolutes. (Preview) I as Just reading this and thought I would share it with you,Its long so will be in a few posting. Enjoy, I did. Polly.x ~ The Four Absolutes ~ Foreword Spelled out as such, the Four Absolutes are not a formal part of our AA philosophy of life. Since this is true, some may claim the Absolutes should be i...	Polly	10	396	May 7, 2012 by Mr_David
	Daily Reflections ~ Hold Back Nothing & 24hrs a Day (Preview) The real tests of the situation are your own willingness to confide and your full confidence in the one with whom you share your first accurate self-survey. . . . Provided you hold back nothing, your sense of relief will mount from minute to minute. The dammed-up emotions of years break out of their con...	Sobrietyspell	0	466	May 7, 2012 by Sobrietyspell
	Happy bio Bday belatedly, Mr. David! (Preview) I bet you thought we'd forgotten? I do miss a lot of birthdays but today's your lucky day! How was the force with you, Brother? ;) Love & fellowship, Danielle x	Sobrietyspell	6	378	May 7, 2012 by Fyne Spirit
	Trapped in the barn. (Preview) Yesterday it started to sprinkle while the goat and pony were tied up to a tree, so I set out to free them, allowing them to take cover in the barn if they so desired. I threw on the fishing hat that was laying on the picnic table as I casually meandered by. Seemed like it was going to be a nice gentle rain, sm...	justadrunk	6	394	May 6, 2012 by justadrunk
	Sobering. Humble. (Preview) I'm a Certified Nurses Aide. It's my job to help elderly recover from surgery and or to die with dignity. I've had this job for a year. And there is a first time for everything. I walk into this womans room. Never seen her before. Begin on personal care. And as I am putting her shirt over her head, she spas...	Ruhig	3	373	May 6, 2012 by rayted32
	Don't just talk about it... BE about it. (Preview) Call a someone in AA. Does she want help planting some flowers? Maybe she would like to go out for tea. We could read the big book together and talk about it. Maybe just go for a walk together. Does she need help cleaning out a closet? Or organizing the attic? That's my plan of action today. What's yours?	justadrunk	8	410	May 6, 2012 by justadrunk
	The 12 Steps to understand. (Preview) I was just reading this and thought I would post it in the hope that any new members may be able to find confort with them. A program of loving that saves our lives. :} The 12 Steps and Principles Honesty Step 1. We admitted that we were powerless over alcohol - that our lives had become unmanageable. Hope...	Polly	2	273	May 6, 2012 by Tracey C
	I Looked For Years ! .. (Preview) I was never content with anything,the crass was always greener on the other side. I wished I had more money. I wished I was married. I wished people understood me. I wished I could stop drinking...Hmmm. All wishes. *Looked For Years* I looked for years, But could not see That all my mistakes Were caused b...	Polly	1	305	May 6, 2012 by Mr_David
	Research (Preview) Lost my 24s on day 13. I did my taxes yesterday and found out I owe over $2000. I have exactly $1.12 in my savings account. My family went out to dinner to celebrate my sister's birthday and a glass of wine was poured for me. I ordered a coke, but drank it and the wine. I had the one glass, and after th...	Aspgrl	9	389	May 6, 2012 by Polly
	Daily Reflections ~ Cleaning House & 24hrs a Day (Preview) Somehow, being alone with God doesn't seem as em- barrassing as facing up to another person. Until we actually sit down and talk aloud about what we have so long hidden, our willingness to clean house is still largely theoretical. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 60 It wasn't unusual for me to...	Sobrietyspell	2	509	May 6, 2012 by Polly
	Living in the Now.. (Preview) Just though I would share what I did when I first got my Daily Reflections book. I read the first page January 1st I am a Miracle. How true is that for all of us :} I then went stright to my birth date June 9th. Living in the Now.. First we try living in the now just in order to stay sober and it works. Once the ide...	Polly	2	760	May 5, 2012 by Polly
	Writer cannot write without drink (Preview) So, here I am... listening to the same song on loop for the--fuck, who knows how many times. And I've already had five or six glasses of wine. My writing is intense when I drink, but I know I need to stop. I need to slow down. I need to stop putting my mind through this roller coaster, but it's the best way...	Trinity Archer	11	543	May 5, 2012 by Polly
	we are not saints.... (Preview) If even the best of us on our best day had our character defects tattoed on our forehead we might pull our cap down to hide it. - something a longtimer said in a meeting tonight.	Wolfie55	6	672	May 5, 2012 by justadrunk
	The 10th step... (Preview) Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it. See I know it. I also know how to do it. I have a loving, caring wife who doesn't refrain from giving me suggestions about self care. A couple of weeks ago I blinded myself in my right eye. I wasn't wearing safety glass...	Jerry F	7	871	May 5, 2012 by Polly
	another first timer (Preview) I woke up this morning and learned that I texted to my brother and posted some things online last night after I had blacked out that were not nice, so here I am! I've known I have been an alcoholic for several years and have tried many times to stop unsuccessfully. I'm tearing up as I type this because it h...	iwantpizza	13	398	May 5, 2012 by rayted32
	Today I am responsible for my sobriety. (Preview) Today I have choices and I choose to work at staying sober. I work at this not to be unhappy and sad. I work at this to be happy and fee.~~A.A. Thoughts For The Day~~*^^^^^(\ ~~ /) ( \ (AA)/ )(_ /AA\ _) /AA\^^^^^Arrogance* "I am a firm believer in bothguidance and prayer....	Polly	2	784	May 5, 2012 by Mr_David
	It's one of those days... (Preview) ...when I can hardly recall what the past was like. Intellectually I can recount the horror story in intricate detail but, today, there is no emotional memory being dredged up. Just the facts, m'am, just the facts. Rather, gratitude, hope and serenity are what I am feeling. I love days like this!!! S...	leeu	9	402	May 5, 2012 by Tracey C
	Daily Reflections ~ Healing Heart and Mind & 24hrs a Day (Preview) Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 55 Since it is true that God comes to me through people, I can see that by keeping people at a distance I also keep God at a distance. God is nearer to me than I think and I can exp...	Sobrietyspell	2	309	May 5, 2012 by Sobrietyspell
	Those little old ladies. (Preview) They look at you with their hands on their cheeks, jaw dropped just a bit... as you go through the check out line with 2 little kids, 4 bottles of wine, and a box of macaroni and cheese. But my wine and cheese are organic... that proves I care about us right? I'll wait in the parking lot for her to come out, so...	justadrunk	11	443	May 5, 2012 by bizzaro me
	Memories (Preview) Since starting to read the pages Polly suggested, memories are flooding my head like a movie reel when I go to bed. Some of them really jolt me, like when we were at the local RSL club. I was about 12, running around with friends outside and around the pokie machines. Mum was dancing with this older man...	Tracey C	3	338	May 4, 2012 by Polly
	Hi :) (Preview) My cousin called. She's graduating college in two weeks. She lives with her boyfriend of 4 years. She relapsed last year. She feels the anymosity our parents( aunts and uncles) are tearing our family apart. Which is true. But she called me and asked if I was still in the program, and I said yes. And so she...	Ruhig	5	330	May 4, 2012 by Polly
	"Socially Acceptable Alcoholic"? (Preview) http://www.sadanduseless.com/2011/08/how-to-properly-hide-booze-in-your-facebook-pictures/	StPeteDean	8	1186	May 4, 2012 by Polly
	God Calling - Share with Me (Preview) "I am the same yesterday, today, and forever. Joy in Me, trust in Me, share all life with Me, see Me in everything, rejoice in Me. Share all with Me as a child shares his pains and cuts and griefs and newfound treasures and joys and little work with his mother. And give Me the joy of sharing all with yo...	deb365	1	233	May 4, 2012 by Polly
	You know what is amazing... (Preview) ...that one person who says that one thing to me. And that one thing is what touches my soul. In my newness and in the handful of meetings I've been to (I've just passed the point where I can no longer count the number of meetings on my fingers and toes), I'm amazed when the person I would have avoided in my o...	very very tired	6	375	May 4, 2012 by Polly
	The girl who melted my heart...Miss Blue (Preview) To my favorite girl, Miss blue.One of my earliest recollections of sobriety came from the most heavenly of sources, my friend Miss Blue. There was just something about her, maybe it was her delicate nature or something like that, but something was different for sure. She had this smile that stretche...	Mr_David	4	393	May 4, 2012 by rayted32
	Try Not To Forget (Preview) One of my sponcees lost his father to cancer last night. Fortunately, he's got almost 5 years in and a solid program so he should be OK. I lost my mother to that in 1996. I think I had 3 weeks under my belt. Everyone was complimenting me on how well I was handling it. But I wasn't handling it at all. I was just wa...	Wolfie55	4	384	May 4, 2012 by rayted32
	Transition time (Preview) A northeastern upstate New Yorker to a just north of Miami Florida in Pompano, the transition begins.It always begins with prayer,gratitude and an awareness of true blessings that LIFE free from the devastation of addiction brings.As long as I don't pick up I have a chance of many dreams to pursue...	mikef	5	290	May 4, 2012 by pinkchip
	Happy 31st Bio Birthday, SoberSteve! (Preview) I hope you're having a beautiful day enjoying you & your sobriety, brother! God bless you ;) Danielle x	Sobrietyspell	9	421	May 4, 2012 by SoberSteve
	Whiney little poo (Preview) I'm carrying my husbands midnight snack dish to the sink this morning, and I stop 4 or 6 times to stoop and pick up toys scattered down the hall, and a few that have trickled down the stairs. The same dish he walked past this morning, and the same toys he walked around. Am I just the maid? My whole inside sw...	justadrunk	7	710	May 4, 2012 by justadrunk
	Need Help/Advice (Preview) Hi, I have been sober for 7 months. About a month ago I finished an outpatient rehab. It was a lifesaving program. I have been sick for 10 years with Fibromyalgia. I am having a very hard time physically and connot get out to meetings. I have been doing some online but keep hearing I need to get out to meeti...	nmamommy	8	503	May 4, 2012 by Polly
	New White Chip (Preview) Tonight at my home group I got up when the secretary asked if anyone would like to recommit to their sobriety. I had been nervous about this all week because all the folks there had seen me get one just two weeks ago. I found myself thinking, "I wish I could tell everyone that I only had ONE drink,...	Aspgrl	10	4864	May 4, 2012 by StPeteDean
	Pages 62 - 68 of Big Book (Preview) Hi, I'm not sure who posted about their sponsor, telling them to read these pages daily, but I am holding them responsible for taking the scales off my eyes. I read those pages at least 5 times yesterday, whenever I felt bothered about something. Then last night I was up from about 1-3.00am going throu...	Tracey C	3	4830	May 3, 2012 by Polly
	It is a simple program (Preview) Go to a meeting. Say what is in my heart and soul, even when it means my voice cracks and tears flow. Get hugs. Listen to the guidance. Feel better. Rinse. Repeat.	very very tired	5	307	May 3, 2012 by Wolfie55
	God Calling - Kill Self Now (Preview) "Self dethroned - that is the lesson, but in its place put love for Me, knowledge of Me. Cease trying to forgive those who fretted or wronged you. It is a mistake to think about it. Aim at killing the self now, in your daily life, and then you will find there is nothing that even remembers injury, be...	deb365	1	430	May 3, 2012 by rayted32
	I think I found a higher power loophole for myself! (Preview) I refuse to believe in any man made definition of god, heaven, hell or afterlife. In fact I've searched and found them all to be laughably rediculous. As you can imagine this has made acceptance of the Alcoholics Anonymous program somewhat difficult...impossible actually...but last night lying i...	TipsyMcstagger	8	641	May 3, 2012 by TwelveSteps
	Fortune Cookie (Preview) Earlier tonight we had fortune cookies with dinner. I saved mine until later. When the men got home from their meeting, one of them was telling me about an amends he had made at the meeting. The day before he had picked up his nine-month coin and another fellow who was his rival in a romantic relationship...	Wolfie55	4	569	May 2, 2012 by SteveP
	I seriously considered telling you that I was dead (Preview) Yeah, that's right. I was going to come on and pose as my girlfriend who was honoring a request left in my suicide letter for her to log in to my account here and tell you goodbye and that I wished you all well and hoped that my horrible end somehow compelled you to stay sober. What would ever posses someon...	TipsyMcstagger	17	812	May 2, 2012 by TipsyMcstagger
	Meditation (Preview) Thought I'ld share this as it struck a chord with me today. Today I Reaffirm My Commitment To Recovery Today I commit myself to my most important project-My Recovery. My recovery, this wonderful broadening of potential, deserves my devotion, my time and my energy. I give full attention to my recove...	Tracey C	4	300	May 2, 2012 by Wolfie55
	My alcoholism today. (Preview) I didn't think about it too much today. It was kind of nice to not think about it for a bit. I knew I would think about it again, but I've been thinking of it for most of my day, every day, for a month now! A break was nice. It seemed okay to be just Natasha for the day, and not Natasha the alcholic. I'm in a ga...	justadrunk	10	416	May 1, 2012 by pinkchip
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