Alcoholics Anonymous

Doll · Doll

As most of you know I've been living with chronic pain for many years now and it got so much worse after a car accident. I have finally found a doctor who takes the time to talk and more important listen to me! Thoracic Radiculopathy is what I have! I've always believed knowing what's wrong is 1/2 the batt...

nmike · nmike

I am an Al-Anoner. I live in a small rural community. I attend the local open AA meetings. I always intro myself as Al-Anon and offer to leave the room for a separate meeting (sometimes I leave the room and do the readings myself). Haven't had any takers in a year. So I attend regularly to stay in my program...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

I: I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost I am helpless. It is not my fault. It takes forever to find my way out. II: I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don't see it. I fall in. I cant believe I am in the same place. But...

Quetzal · Quetzal

When we don't ask for what we want and need, we discount ourselves. We deserve better. Maybe others taught us it wasn't polite or appropriate to speak up for ourselves. The truth is, if we don't, our unmet wants and needs may ultimately come back to haunt our relationships. We may end up feeling angry...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

True ambition is not what we thought is was. True ambition is the deep desire to live usefully and walk humbly under the grace of God. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 124-125 During my drinking years, my one and only concern was to have my fellow man think highly of me. My ambition in everything I d...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day When people come back to A.A. after having a slip, the temptation is strong to say nothing about it. No other A.A. member should force them to declare themselves. It is entirely up to them. If they are well grounded in A.A., they will realize that it's up to them to speak up at the ne...

Quetzal · Quetzal

There are times when we simply do not know what to do, or where to go, next. Sometimes these periods are brief, sometimes lingering. We can get through these times. We can rely on our program and the disciplines of recovery. We can cope by using our faith, other people, and our resources. Accept unc...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

When we developed still more, we discovered the best possible source of emotional stability to be God Himself. We found that dependence upon His perfect justice, forgiveness, and love was healthy, and that it would work where nothing else would. If we really depended upon God, we couldnt very well p...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day People who have had a slip are ashamed of themselves - sometimes so ashamed that they fear to go back to A.A. They develop the old inferiority complex and tell themselves that they are no good that they have let down their friends in A.A., that they are hopeless, and that they ca...

KLT · KLT

Well, sometime in the next couple of hours, it will be 12 months since my last drink. I want to say a big THANK YOU to everybody here for being here for me. Without this message board and especially all you people on here I wouldnt have plucked up the courage to get back to meetings after being back out...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

He has been granted a gift which amounts to a new state of consciousness and being. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p 107 Many of us in A.A. puzzle over what is a spiritual awakening. I tended to look for a miracle, something dramatic and earth shattering. But what usually happens is that a sense of w...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day In spite of all we have learned in A.A., our old way of thinking comes back on us, sometimes with overwhelming force, and occasionally some of us have slips. We forget or refuse to call on the Higher Power for help. We seem to deliberately make our minds a blank so far as A.A. traini...

Quetzal · Quetzal

Few things can make us feel crazier than expecting something from someone who has nothing to give. Few things can frustrate us more than trying to make a person someone he or she isn't; we feel crazy when we try to pretend that person is someone he or she is not. We may have spent years negotiating with rea...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. is more than a set of principles; it is a society of alcoholics in action. We must carry the message, else we ourselves can wither and those who havent been given the truth may die. AS BILL SEES IT, p. 13 I desperately wanted to live, but if I was to succeed, I had to become active in our God-given progra...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day If we allow an alcoholic thought to lodge in our minds for any length of time, we are in danger of having a slip. Therefore we must dispel such thoughts at once, by refusing their admittance and by immediately putting constructive thoughts in their place. Remember that alcohol...

mstrmsn66 · mstrmsn66

It's been about 9 months since being reborn. So happy and fortunate to have 2 birthdays to celebrate. So incredibly grateful the compulsion to drink left with all the baggage of the former life. The 1 talent I am incredibly grateful for is my ability to forget the things that bother, or hurt me. Eventua...

Quetzal · Quetzal

"How much do we need to let go of?" a friend asked one day. "I'm not certain," I replied, "but maybe everything." Letting go is a spiritual, emotional, mental, and physical process, a sometimes mysterious metaphysical process of releasing to God and the Unive...

Unruly · Unruly

I am traveling in St. Louis and trying to plug in. I called my sponsor and he told me to get to a meeting and I tried to but I couldn't get to one. I talked to a guy from Intergroup in St. Louis who put me in contact with a local member who gave me a number to a local clubhouse but no one answered. I am without a ca...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

The 5 As of Adjustment ~ Awareness ~ Until we admit awareness of a problem or a character defect, we cannot possibly let it go. Steps 4 & 5 apply here. Attitude ~ This is the Willingness A. Do we justify our thoughts or actions? Do we want to keep doing what we are doing & get different results? We mu...

jonijoni1 · jonijoni1

Been trying to get in to see my old psyche to talk to him about the issues I am having with depression after some years of reprieve in that department, but he is now a clinical director of a county-run agency, and I cannot see him because I do not qualify as someone needing serious "case management&q...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

I saw you there online after being away for quite some time! Happy Sober Day, Lady :) I hope you'll return & share some of your lovely Experience, Strength & Hope with us Regulers & Newcomers. Know You're Loved ~ In Fellowship, Danielle x

lani · lani

Wednesday, December 3, 2008 You are reading from the book The Language of Letting Go Developing Healthy Tolerance Many of us are skilled at denying and discounting what hurts us. We may endure a particular situation, telling ourselves repeatedly it's not that bad; we shouldn't be so demandi...

GammyRose · GammyRose

AA SLOGANS. .... easy does it 2.... first things first 3.... live and let live 4.... but for the grace of god 5....think......think.......think 6....one day at time 7....let go and let god 8....kiss---keep it simple stupid 9....act as if......... 10....this too shall pass 11....expect miracl...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

. . . . we tried to carry this message to alcoholics, and to practice these principles in all our affairs. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 106 I find that carrying the message of recovery to other alcoholics is easy because it helps me to stay sober and it provides me with a sense of well-being abou...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day There is some alcoholic thought, conscious or unconscious that comes before every slip. As long as we live, we must be on the lookout for such thoughts and guard against them. In fact, our A.A. training is mostly to prepare us, to make us ready to recognize such thoughts at once a...

BGG · BGG

Whew, a lot has been going on lately. First, my older brother got arrested a few weeks ago (first arrest ever at age 49) on a domestic violence charge. He and my sister in law were arguing over finances and he grabbed her by the arm. He's now moved out of the house where they have three children. The o...

KLT · KLT

Hi, I first became a member or AA in July 2003, my binge drinking was out of control and I spent a lot of my time in bed recovering. I went to AA and stayed dry for 10 months and then because I hadnt done the things other people in the rooms seem to have done, I felt like a fraud. Hence my drinking over the last few...

lani · lani

Walk In Dry Places Why do bad things happen? Understanding life No one has been able to explain why pain and misfortune must be part of the human condition. Bad things can and do happen to everybody, and sometimes there's no way to explain it. Even in sobriety, AA members have misfortunes---times wh...

jonijoni1 · jonijoni1

Went to Olive Garden in the afternoon with hubby, orderd a Cranberry Juice and Gingerale spritzer (my usual), and when I took a big fat swig, FULL of alcohol!! AXKK!!! The waiter said he thought I had ordered, Cranberry, GOOSE (as in GreyGoose Vodka), and Gingerale. Yuck!! Felt that swig go straight t...

adirondack2005 · adirondack2005

Hi everybody....my name is Chris and I'm an alcoholic. I've been aware of my problem drinking for quite some time now, but I was always too stubborn to think that I could beat it on my own. This past weekend I realized that when it comes to alcohol I am powerless. It has ruined so many opportunities a...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, . . . TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 106 As I continued to go to meetings and work the Steps, something began to happen to me. I felt confused because I wasnt sure what it was that I was feeling, and then I realized I was experiencing ser...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day The thoughts that come before having a slip seem to be partly subconscious. And yet it is likely that at least part of these thoughts get into our consciousness. An idle thought connected with drinking casually pops into our mind. That is the crucial moment. Will I harbor that t...

Doll · Doll

Not in a good place. Haven't been for 4 or 5 days now! Not real sure why. The time of year? The weather has been coooolllddd rainy and nasty? My chronic pain has returned? I hate my job! Haven't been to a meeting since last Wednesday? My John has called several times over the last couple of weeks? Wanting t...

cramcj01 · cramcj01

I had another one last night : ( But, I tried remembering how bad it felt and how lucky I am to be sober. That helped a little bit, but I just can't believe how real they are and often they happen. But I believe yall....they will start to go away with time. One thing that I have found so different while bein...

Phil · Phil

Yu know? Some days I just hafta look up..and ask.."What the hell?" And Im not going to include alcohol in this topic... Its about living. 3 and 4 years ago..I almost died because of Leukemia...got through it..but for the Grace of God...and a lot of AA freinds. For the last 2 years I have been i...

Quetzal · Quetzal

Sometimes, we need nurturing. Sometimes, we need people to support us. Many of us have been deprived of support and nurturing for so long we may not realize it's something we want and need. Many of us have learned to block our stop ourselves from getting what we want and need. We may not reach out to h...

Quetzal · Quetzal

The Twelfth Step says that having had a spiritual awakening, we try to carry this message to others. Our message is one of hope, love, comfort, health - a better way of life, one that works. How do we carry it? Not by rescuing. Not by controlling. Not by obsessing. Not by becoming evangelists for the re...

Phil · Phil

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eye...

Quetzal · Quetzal

One day, my son brought a gerbil home to live with us. We put it in a cage. Some time later, the gerbil escaped. For the next six months, the animal ran frightened and wild through the house. So did we - chasing it. "There it is. Get it!" we'd scream, each time someone spotted the gerbil. I, or m...

FindingFreedom · FindingFreedom

I spent many years of my life living in the future, in fantasy. I would tell myself, everything will be better when.I live I in a big city, instead of this dinky little island, when I make a $100,000, when I get married, when I stop using drugs, when I go to England, when, when when,Five years ago, I turned...

Phil · Phil

Just dropping in to say "Hi" to all the newcommers, and the regulars here :) Havent been on here much. Been practicing my character defects....and.. My part...in it all...contributed to...the downfall of a good relationship, in my life. And while we are here? Honesty..has to be a part of...

cramcj01 · cramcj01

I can not stop having nightmares about drinking! Every single night. They are always about giving in and drinking. I wake up crying, sweating, or shaking. Then I'll always have a second dream (where I think I am awake) and I go through all of the emotions of realizing I had just relapsed. Did anyon...

Doll · Doll

" I try hard to hold fast to the truth that a full and thankful heart cannot entertain great conceits. When brimming with gratitude, one's heartbeat must surely result in outgoing love, the finest emotions that we can ever know." ~ Grapevine, March 1962

jonijoni1 · jonijoni1

From my house to yours.... with fat happy animals..... Enjoy!!

lani · lani

Read this in our paper today...About sums it up!!!! Article published Thursday, November 27, 2008Nurse learns life lessons from patients In the spirit of Thanksgiving, I would like to send out a sincere thank you to the patients and families that have allowed me to be a part of their lives. To the moth...

Quetzal · Quetzal

Go back to the Steps. Go back to a Step When we don't know what to do next, when we feel confused, upset, distraught, at the end of our rope, overwhelmed, full of self will, rage, or despair, go back to the Steps. No matter what situation we are facing, working a Step will help. Focus on one, trust your i...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

In the beginning, the press could not understand our refusal of all personal publicity. They were genuinely baffled by our insistence upon anonymity. Then they got the point. Here was something rare in the world a society which said it wished to publicize its principles and its work, but not its indi...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day The way of A.A. is the way of sobriety, fellowship, service, and faith. Let us take up each one of these things and see if our feet are truly on the way. The first and greatest to us is sobriety. The others are built on sobriety as a foundation. We could not have the others if we did not...

Doll · Doll

Turkey Day!

Dodsworth · Dodsworth

My drinking/drugging came to a head last Monday night/Tuesday morning. I drank a dozen beers, ate shrooms, did some cocaine, and smoked dope. Really messed up. I decided that was it. Too much escape going on. So, I called up my sponsor who I hadn't spoken with for the last three months, and since then we...

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	Finally! A diagnosis! (Preview) As most of you know I've been living with chronic pain for many years now and it got so much worse after a car accident. I have finally found a doctor who takes the time to talk and more important listen to me! Thoracic Radiculopathy is what I have! I've always believed knowing what's wrong is 1/2 the batt...	Doll	8	614	Dec 8, 2008 by lani
	Help me with this one (Preview) I am an Al-Anoner. I live in a small rural community. I attend the local open AA meetings. I always intro myself as Al-Anon and offer to leave the room for a separate meeting (sometimes I leave the room and do the readings myself). Haven't had any takers in a year. So I attend regularly to stay in my program...	nmike	3	428	Dec 8, 2008 by lani
	There's A Hole In My Sidewalk (Preview) I: I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost I am helpless. It is not my fault. It takes forever to find my way out. II: I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don't see it. I fall in. I cant believe I am in the same place. But...	Sobrietyspell	2	558	Dec 8, 2008 by lani
	Valuing Our Needs (Preview) When we don't ask for what we want and need, we discount ourselves. We deserve better. Maybe others taught us it wasn't polite or appropriate to speak up for ourselves. The truth is, if we don't, our unmet wants and needs may ultimately come back to haunt our relationships. We may end up feeling angry...	Quetzal	0	358	Dec 8, 2008 by Quetzal
	Daily Reflections ~ True Ambitions (Preview) True ambition is not what we thought is was. True ambition is the deep desire to live usefully and walk humbly under the grace of God. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 124-125 During my drinking years, my one and only concern was to have my fellow man think highly of me. My ambition in everything I d...	Sobrietyspell	0	545	Dec 7, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 7th Dec 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day When people come back to A.A. after having a slip, the temptation is strong to say nothing about it. No other A.A. member should force them to declare themselves. It is entirely up to them. If they are well grounded in A.A., they will realize that it's up to them to speak up at the ne...	Sobrietyspell	0	407	Dec 7, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	When the Time is Right (Preview) There are times when we simply do not know what to do, or where to go, next. Sometimes these periods are brief, sometimes lingering. We can get through these times. We can rely on our program and the disciplines of recovery. We can cope by using our faith, other people, and our resources. Accept unc...	Quetzal	0	403	Dec 7, 2008 by Quetzal
	Daily Reflections ~ When The Chips Are Down (Preview) When we developed still more, we discovered the best possible source of emotional stability to be God Himself. We found that dependence upon His perfect justice, forgiveness, and love was healthy, and that it would work where nothing else would. If we really depended upon God, we couldnt very well p...	Sobrietyspell	0	523	Dec 6, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 6th Dec 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day People who have had a slip are ashamed of themselves - sometimes so ashamed that they fear to go back to A.A. They develop the old inferiority complex and tell themselves that they are no good that they have let down their friends in A.A., that they are hopeless, and that they ca...	Sobrietyspell	0	361	Dec 6, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	I just want to say thank you all (Preview) Well, sometime in the next couple of hours, it will be 12 months since my last drink. I want to say a big THANK YOU to everybody here for being here for me. Without this message board and especially all you people on here I wouldnt have plucked up the courage to get back to meetings after being back out...	KLT	8	499	Dec 6, 2008 by KLT
	Daily Reflections ~ A New State of Consciousness (Preview) He has been granted a gift which amounts to a new state of consciousness and being. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p 107 Many of us in A.A. puzzle over what is a spiritual awakening. I tended to look for a miracle, something dramatic and earth shattering. But what usually happens is that a sense of w...	Sobrietyspell	0	482	Dec 5, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 5th Dec 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day In spite of all we have learned in A.A., our old way of thinking comes back on us, sometimes with overwhelming force, and occasionally some of us have slips. We forget or refuse to call on the Higher Power for help. We seem to deliberately make our minds a blank so far as A.A. traini...	Sobrietyspell	0	416	Dec 5, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Difficult People (Preview) Few things can make us feel crazier than expecting something from someone who has nothing to give. Few things can frustrate us more than trying to make a person someone he or she isn't; we feel crazy when we try to pretend that person is someone he or she is not. We may have spent years negotiating with rea...	Quetzal	0	753	Dec 5, 2008 by Quetzal
	Daily Reflections ~ Into Action (Preview) A.A. is more than a set of principles; it is a society of alcoholics in action. We must carry the message, else we ourselves can wither and those who havent been given the truth may die. AS BILL SEES IT, p. 13 I desperately wanted to live, but if I was to succeed, I had to become active in our God-given progra...	Sobrietyspell	0	433	Dec 4, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 4th Dec 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day If we allow an alcoholic thought to lodge in our minds for any length of time, we are in danger of having a slip. Therefore we must dispel such thoughts at once, by refusing their admittance and by immediately putting constructive thoughts in their place. Remember that alcohol...	Sobrietyspell	0	423	Dec 4, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Re-investing (Preview) It's been about 9 months since being reborn. So happy and fortunate to have 2 birthdays to celebrate. So incredibly grateful the compulsion to drink left with all the baggage of the former life. The 1 talent I am incredibly grateful for is my ability to forget the things that bother, or hurt me. Eventua...	mstrmsn66	3	515	Dec 4, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Letting Go (Preview) "How much do we need to let go of?" a friend asked one day. "I'm not certain," I replied, "but maybe everything." Letting go is a spiritual, emotional, mental, and physical process, a sometimes mysterious metaphysical process of releasing to God and the Unive...	Quetzal	4	479	Dec 4, 2008 by mstrmsn66
	Trying to Plug In (Preview) I am traveling in St. Louis and trying to plug in. I called my sponsor and he told me to get to a meeting and I tried to but I couldn't get to one. I talked to a guy from Intergroup in St. Louis who put me in contact with a local member who gave me a number to a local clubhouse but no one answered. I am without a ca...	Unruly	4	519	Dec 4, 2008 by StPeteDean
	AA ~ Altered Attitudes (Preview) The 5 As of Adjustment ~ Awareness ~ Until we admit awareness of a problem or a character defect, we cannot possibly let it go. Steps 4 & 5 apply here. Attitude ~ This is the Willingness A. Do we justify our thoughts or actions? Do we want to keep doing what we are doing & get different results? We mu...	Sobrietyspell	1	4564	Dec 4, 2008 by lani
	Road Blocks went up today >;( (Preview) Been trying to get in to see my old psyche to talk to him about the issues I am having with depression after some years of reprieve in that department, but he is now a clinical director of a county-run agency, and I cannot see him because I do not qualify as someone needing serious "case management&q...	jonijoni1	5	705	Dec 4, 2008 by lani
	Welcome Back ~ Gammy Rose! (Preview) I saw you there online after being away for quite some time! Happy Sober Day, Lady :) I hope you'll return & share some of your lovely Experience, Strength & Hope with us Regulers & Newcomers. Know You're Loved ~ In Fellowship, Danielle x	Sobrietyspell	3	424	Dec 4, 2008 by jonijoni1
	Developing healthy tolerance.......In carols absense...... (Preview) Wednesday, December 3, 2008 You are reading from the book The Language of Letting Go Developing Healthy Tolerance Many of us are skilled at denying and discounting what hurts us. We may endure a particular situation, telling ourselves repeatedly it's not that bad; we shouldn't be so demandi...	lani	2	409	Dec 4, 2008 by Quetzal
	Just a few things I've heard in AA (Preview) AA SLOGANS. .... easy does it 2.... first things first 3.... live and let live 4.... but for the grace of god 5....think......think.......think 6....one day at time 7....let go and let god 8....kiss---keep it simple stupid 9....act as if......... 10....this too shall pass 11....expect miracl...	GammyRose	4	599	Dec 3, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Daily Reflections ~ In All Our Affairs (Preview) . . . . we tried to carry this message to alcoholics, and to practice these principles in all our affairs. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 106 I find that carrying the message of recovery to other alcoholics is easy because it helps me to stay sober and it provides me with a sense of well-being abou...	Sobrietyspell	0	678	Dec 3, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 3rd Dec 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day There is some alcoholic thought, conscious or unconscious that comes before every slip. As long as we live, we must be on the lookout for such thoughts and guard against them. In fact, our A.A. training is mostly to prepare us, to make us ready to recognize such thoughts at once a...	Sobrietyspell	0	381	Dec 3, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Checking In--Lot's Going On!!! (Preview) Whew, a lot has been going on lately. First, my older brother got arrested a few weeks ago (first arrest ever at age 49) on a domestic violence charge. He and my sister in law were arguing over finances and he grabbed her by the arm. He's now moved out of the house where they have three children. The o...	BGG	6	568	Dec 3, 2008 by jonijoni1
	Spent last 3 years back out there and come back worse. (Preview) Hi, I first became a member or AA in July 2003, my binge drinking was out of control and I spent a lot of my time in bed recovering. I went to AA and stayed dry for 10 months and then because I hadnt done the things other people in the rooms seem to have done, I felt like a fraud. Hence my drinking over the last few...	KLT	8	542	Dec 3, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Walk in dry places (Preview) Walk In Dry Places Why do bad things happen? Understanding life No one has been able to explain why pain and misfortune must be part of the human condition. Bad things can and do happen to everybody, and sometimes there's no way to explain it. Even in sobriety, AA members have misfortunes---times wh...	lani	4	412	Dec 3, 2008 by lani
	Close Call Yesterday! (closed) (Preview) Went to Olive Garden in the afternoon with hubby, orderd a Cranberry Juice and Gingerale spritzer (my usual), and when I took a big fat swig, FULL of alcohol!! AXKK!!! The waiter said he thought I had ordered, Cranberry, GOOSE (as in GreyGoose Vodka), and Gingerale. Yuck!! Felt that swig go straight t...	jonijoni1	16	667	Dec 2, 2008 by StPeteDean
	Hi...ly name is Chris and I'm an alcoholic (Preview) Hi everybody....my name is Chris and I'm an alcoholic. I've been aware of my problem drinking for quite some time now, but I was always too stubborn to think that I could beat it on my own. This past weekend I realized that when it comes to alcohol I am powerless. It has ruined so many opportunities a...	adirondack2005	5	510	Dec 2, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Daily Reflections ~ Serenity (Preview) Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, . . . TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 106 As I continued to go to meetings and work the Steps, something began to happen to me. I felt confused because I wasnt sure what it was that I was feeling, and then I realized I was experiencing ser...	Sobrietyspell	0	452	Dec 2, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 2nd Dec 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day The thoughts that come before having a slip seem to be partly subconscious. And yet it is likely that at least part of these thoughts get into our consciousness. An idle thought connected with drinking casually pops into our mind. That is the crucial moment. Will I harbor that t...	Sobrietyspell	0	385	Dec 2, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	One step forward, 2 steps back! (Preview) Not in a good place. Haven't been for 4 or 5 days now! Not real sure why. The time of year? The weather has been coooolllddd rainy and nasty? My chronic pain has returned? I hate my job! Haven't been to a meeting since last Wednesday? My John has called several times over the last couple of weeks? Wanting t...	Doll	3	566	Dec 2, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Nightmares....... (Preview) I had another one last night : ( But, I tried remembering how bad it felt and how lucky I am to be sober. That helped a little bit, but I just can't believe how real they are and often they happen. But I believe yall....they will start to go away with time. One thing that I have found so different while bein...	cramcj01	2	408	Dec 1, 2008 by jonijoni1
	Sunday Share (Preview) Yu know? Some days I just hafta look up..and ask.."What the hell?" And Im not going to include alcohol in this topic... Its about living. 3 and 4 years ago..I almost died because of Leukemia...got through it..but for the Grace of God...and a lot of AA freinds. For the last 2 years I have been i...	Phil	5	613	Dec 1, 2008 by cindy
	Letting People Be There for Us (Preview) Sometimes, we need nurturing. Sometimes, we need people to support us. Many of us have been deprived of support and nurturing for so long we may not realize it's something we want and need. Many of us have learned to block our stop ourselves from getting what we want and need. We may not reach out to h...	Quetzal	1	533	Dec 1, 2008 by lani
	Step Twelve (Preview) The Twelfth Step says that having had a spiritual awakening, we try to carry this message to others. Our message is one of hope, love, comfort, health - a better way of life, one that works. How do we carry it? Not by rescuing. Not by controlling. Not by obsessing. Not by becoming evangelists for the re...	Quetzal	2	446	Nov 30, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Sunday (Preview) There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eye...	Phil	3	429	Nov 30, 2008 by lani
	Detachment (Preview) One day, my son brought a gerbil home to live with us. We put it in a cage. Some time later, the gerbil escaped. For the next six months, the animal ran frightened and wild through the house. So did we - chasing it. "There it is. Get it!" we'd scream, each time someone spotted the gerbil. I, or m...	Quetzal	0	388	Nov 30, 2008 by Quetzal
	When, when, when (Preview) I spent many years of my life living in the future, in fantasy. I would tell myself, everything will be better when.I live I in a big city, instead of this dinky little island, when I make a $100,000, when I get married, when I stop using drugs, when I go to England, when, when when,Five years ago, I turned...	FindingFreedom	3	429	Nov 29, 2008 by lani
	Relationships (Preview) Just dropping in to say "Hi" to all the newcommers, and the regulars here :) Havent been on here much. Been practicing my character defects....and.. My part...in it all...contributed to...the downfall of a good relationship, in my life. And while we are here? Honesty..has to be a part of...	Phil	20	666	Nov 29, 2008 by cooncatbob
	Nightmares....uggghhh! (Preview) I can not stop having nightmares about drinking! Every single night. They are always about giving in and drinking. I wake up crying, sweating, or shaking. Then I'll always have a second dream (where I think I am awake) and I go through all of the emotions of realizing I had just relapsed. Did anyon...	cramcj01	11	645	Nov 28, 2008 by jonijoni1
	A Full and Thankful Heart (Preview) " I try hard to hold fast to the truth that a full and thankful heart cannot entertain great conceits. When brimming with gratitude, one's heartbeat must surely result in outgoing love, the finest emotions that we can ever know." *~ Grapevine, March 1962*	Doll	2	963	Nov 28, 2008 by lani
	Holiday Pictures (Preview) From my house to yours.... with fat happy animals..... Enjoy!!	jonijoni1	1	409	Nov 28, 2008 by lani
	Thankful (Preview) Read this in our paper today...About sums it up!!!! Article published Thursday, November 27, 2008Nurse learns life lessons from patients In the spirit of Thanksgiving, I would like to send out a sincere thank you to the patients and families that have allowed me to be a part of their lives. To the moth...	lani	3	450	Nov 28, 2008 by jonijoni1
	Back to the Steps (Preview) Go back to the Steps. Go back to a Step When we don't know what to do next, when we feel confused, upset, distraught, at the end of our rope, overwhelmed, full of self will, rage, or despair, go back to the Steps. No matter what situation we are facing, working a Step will help. Focus on one, trust your i...	Quetzal	0	410	Nov 28, 2008 by Quetzal
	Daily Reflections ~ The Perils Of The Limelight (Preview) In the beginning, the press could not understand our refusal of all personal publicity. They were genuinely baffled by our insistence upon anonymity. Then they got the point. Here was something rare in the world a society which said it wished to publicize its principles and its work, but not its indi...	Sobrietyspell	0	486	Nov 27, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 27th Nov 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day The way of A.A. is the way of sobriety, fellowship, service, and faith. Let us take up each one of these things and see if our feet are truly on the way. The first and greatest to us is sobriety. The others are built on sobriety as a foundation. We could not have the others if we did not...	Sobrietyspell	0	433	Nov 27, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Haaaaaappppppppyyyyyyyyyy (Preview) Turkey Day!	Doll	7	505	Nov 27, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Projecting ahead...4th step (Preview) My drinking/drugging came to a head last Monday night/Tuesday morning. I drank a dozen beers, ate shrooms, did some cocaine, and smoked dope. Really messed up. I decided that was it. Too much escape going on. So, I called up my sponsor who I hadn't spoken with for the last three months, and since then we...	Dodsworth	12	544	Nov 27, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
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