Alcoholics Anonymous

lani · lani

Tuesday, July 29, 2008 You are reading from the book The Language of Letting Go Have Some Fun Have some fun. Loosen up a bit. Enjoy life! We do not have to be so somber and serious. We do not have to be so reflective, so critical, so bound up within the rigid parameters and ourselves others, and often...

nique · nique

This past week my local AA lost a near dear friend. His name is Patrick. He was a light in the dark for many! He touched many lives. He died sober and happy. He is sorely missed but he definately left his mark on all of our hearts! Please pray for his family and friends who are mourning his losss right no...

Returned_Here · Returned_Here

Last night I came on the chat to try to talk to some people in recovery. I was looking forward to the meeting that was posted, in one place as at 8pm and another posted as at 9pm. Neither one happened. I was there and two different times one person came in. They both needed help and both were looking for a m...

Returned_Here · Returned_Here

Hello everyone.... I'm an alcoholic/addict. I came to the rooms of AA over 7 years ago, completely whipped, looking for some answers. In the beginning I didn't believe that I was powerless over alcohol, drugs, or anything for that matter, I thought I could somehow survive on my own will power. I just...

Doll · Doll

"If you have decided you want what we have and are willing to go to any length to get it ......." AA BigBook CH 5 "How It Works" There's a woman in my HG, mid to late 40's. She's been in the program a little over a year and every single (and I mean EVERY) meeting she whines and cries abo...

naresh · naresh

today was another encouraging day at the meeting

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day ~ To continue the paraphrase of the psalm: "The judgments of the twelve steps are true and righteous altogether. More to be desired are they than whiskey, yea, than much fine whiskey, sweeter also than wine. Moreover, they warn alcoholics and in keeping of them there is g...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Let us resist the proud assumption that since God has enabled us to do well in one area we are destined to be a channel of saving grace for everybody. A.A. COMES OF AGE, p. 232 A.A. groups exist to help alcoholics achieve sobriety. Large or small, firmly established or brand-new, speaker, discussion or...

surfergirl · surfergirl

I posted this onto the ACA board as well. I need to keep going....it helped! It was a long day. I went to an AA meeting and had a major breakdown. It was kind of weird. Not intimate like the ACa meeting. However, within the handful of people that were in attendance, I met two girls that were great. One talk...

lani · lani

Thought for the Day Monday, July 28, 2008 You are reading from the book The Language of Letting Go Fear One day, I decided to try something new. I took my ten-year-old son out on the St. Croix River on a Waverunner. A Waverunner is a small boating vehicle resembling a motorcycle. We donned...

Dave Harm · Dave Harm

I just wanted to share a neat experience that took about a month to get going, but became a reality today. The "Freedom Seekers" Group was born. As the name sounds, the group was formed for those trying to escape from their personal demons. But it also has another meaning, for those behind...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day ~ To paraphrase the psalm: "We alcoholics declare the power of liquor and drunkenness showeth its handiwork. Day unto day uttereth hangovers and night unto night showeth suffering. The law of A.A. is perfect, converting the drunk. The testimony of A.A. is sure, making...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

We will make every personal sacrifice necessary to insure the unity of Alcoholics Anonymous. We will do this because we have learned to love God and one another. A.A. COMES OF AGE, p. 234 To be self-supporting through my own contributions was never a strong characteristic during my days as a practici...

Quetzal · Quetzal

Hi everyone, Just to say that I am going away early tomorrow morning to see my parents for a week or so. If anyone wants to take over the Language of Letting Go postings that would be great. I need this break and it will be good to see my parents. I told them last time about being an alcoholic and going to A...

nique · nique

It's 5am and I dont have to be up for another 4 hours but here I am!! But it feels real good! No regrets about yesterday, no hangover just peace and serenity. This week has been full of ups and downs. But what I see in retrospect the downs were only a set up for the ups!! Let me explain. I have severe back and...

StPeteDean · StPeteDean

I called a close friend of mine to invite him out drinking to celebrate. Steve asked "What's the occasion?" and I told him that I was celebrating my last night of drinking and the beginning of my sobriety. He just laughed and said "Ok sure, where are we going?". I actually ha...

surfergirl · surfergirl

I went onto the site for my surrounding cities. The beginners meetings are scarce. Is it imperative that I start there? Can I go to a womens meeting? I am happy though! I found one with daycare. Wow..what a treat. Especially with a resisting hubby.

Eggfooyu · Eggfooyu

Hi All, I'm new here and brand new to AA. I have only recently been able to actually admit that I am an alcoholic after attending an intensive outpatient program, getting the education, and hearing some of the other people's stories. I have not been to AA yet but plan on attending a meeting tomorrow afte...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Every A.A. group ought to be fully self-supporting, declining outside contributions. TWELVE AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 160 When I go shopping I look at the prices and if I need what I see, I buy it and pay. Now that I am supposed to be in rehabilitation, I have to straighten out my life. When I go to a meetin...

jonijoni1 · jonijoni1

OMG!!! I am soooo happy to be able to get back into this site!!!! I had removed Norton Internet Security and installed something else, and my computer was all jacked up for a LONG time, until I was able to get some decent help!! I am going to have to play with my firewall every time I want to get on MIP now, bu...

Quetzal · Quetzal

Stop trying so hard to control things. It is not our job to control people, outcomes, circumstances, and life. Maybe in the past we couldn't trust and let things happen. But we can now. The way life is unfolding is good. Let it unfold. Stop trying so hard to do better, be better, and be more. Who we are an...

surfergirl · surfergirl

Well, some of you may know me from ACA board. I have decided to rid my life of alcohol. I am not sure how the program works. I love the ACA program and do not want to stray from that. I also have limited support with my children at home and they are young. HOw do I get started? Besides the will to give up drinking...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day ~ When we come to the end of our lives on earth, we will take no material thing with us. We will not take one cent in our cold, dead hands. The only things that we may take are the things we have given away. If we have helped others, we may take that with us; if we have given of our time and m...

hellobecka · hellobecka

so i started using and drinking at age 11.i went to rehab after an overdose on extasy last november.lately ive been drinking and drugging with my brother who was no watch me this summer since i cant be alone because im suicidal.im hookon meth no lie.i want to get out of this trap i am an alchoholic/adict b...

Quetzal · Quetzal

Don't you see? We do not have to be so victimized by life, by people, by situations, by work, by our friends, by our love relationships, by our family, by our feelings, our thoughts, our circumstances, and ourselves. We are not victims. We do not have to be victims. That is the whole point! Yes, admi...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

For us, if we neglect those who are still sick, there is unremitting danger to our own lives and sanity. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 151 I know the torment of drinking compulsively to quiet my nerves and my fears. I also know the pain of white-knuckled sobriety. Today, I do not forget the unkn...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day ~ We are living on borrowed time. We are living today because of A.A. and the grace of God. And what there is left of our lives we owe to A.A. and to God. We should make the best use we can of our borrowed time and in some small measure pay back for that part of our lives which we wasted bef...

Billdo · Billdo

I haven't drank in 2 weeks now, and I'm working on getting my life back together and this forum looks like the kind of support I need. I hope to get to know you all and you can help me help myself to a new life of sobriety after a foggy last 20 years.

Quetzal · Quetzal

Keep practicing your recovery behaviors, even when they feel awkward, even when they haven't quite taken yet, even if you don't get it yet. Sometimes it takes years for a recovery concept to move from our mind into our heart and soul. We need to work at recovery behaviors with the diligence, effort,...

lani · lani

MISFORTUNE "Experience has taught me this, that we undo ourselves by impatience. Misfortunes have their life and their limits, their sickness and their health." --Michel de Montaigne Nothing lasts forever. At times I feel sad, angry, resentful and ashamed -- but it passes. In my recov...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day ~ We should remember that all A.A.'s have "clay feet." We should not set any member upon a pedestal and mark her or him out as a perfect A.A. It's not fair to the person to be singled out in this fashion and if the person is wise she or he will not wish it. If the person we sing...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day ~ A.A. is like a dike, holding back the ocean of liquor. If we take one glass of liquor, it is like making a small hole in the dike and once such a hole has been made, the whole ocean of alcohol may rush in upon us. By practicing the A.A. principles we keep the dike strong and in repair. W...

noahsark · noahsark

Hi all, noah, alcoholic. Wow, what a road to be back in AA! This is where I started a long time ago, but lost my way. I've been hurting, and I needed to come out and say that I am an alcoholic. I drink and it hurts me in every way. I go into denial, and it takes sometimes earth shaking wake up calls to get through t...

jc2008 · jc2008

I've been perusing the messages here on occasion but I haven't posted in a long time. Reading Allison's (Nique's) post from a few days ago shook me up and has motivated me to post again. I have been taking narcotic pain pills, legitimately, for a back problem, but I started getting concerned that I wa...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Trees And People A tree that is beginning to grow sends roots down into Mother Earth even as it reaches and opens to the sky above, seeking nourishment from the sun and the moisture in the air and in the rain that falls. In the same way, we can envision ourselves as treelike beings, imagining that we have r...

lani · lani

Where does the time go!!! Celebrated 9 months of sobriety yesterday! Going to my home group tonight to get my big ole coin!!!!! What an awesome feeling and I am so blessed to have come this far...The journey never ends!!!

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Our very lives, as ex-problem drinkers, depend upon our constant thought of others and how we may help meet their needs. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 20 Self-centeredness was my problem. All my life people had been doing things for me and I not only expected it, but I was ungrateful and resentful they did...

nique · nique

Ive been sober a little over a week. Yesterday I couldnt remember things I was abut to do or say. Its like I was having mini black outs. It is scary. I am going to my doc today hopefully he can help me. I was just wondering has this happend to any of you??????? Help!!! Love, Allison

nique · nique

for a year now my back has been in such pain I cant stand or walk more than 5 minutes before my back gives out and I fall. Well I went to an orthopedic doc yesterday./ This JERK told me there is nothing wrong with my back he said my back hurts cause I am FAT!!!!! I told him where to stick it and left his office w...

TheStory · TheStory

Was wondering what anyone's experience or thoughts were on this theory. Particularly in regard to depression or bipolar disorder.

Quetzal · Quetzal

Denial is a powerful tool. Never underestimate its ability to cloud your vision. Be aware that, for many reasons, we have become experts at using this tool to make reality more tolerable. We have learned well how to stop the pain caused by reality - not by changing our circumstances, but by pretendi...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

I pray that you now remove from me every single defect of character which stands in the way of my usefulness to you and my fellows. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 76 Having admitted my powerlessness and made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God, as I understand Him, I dont decide which de...

Quetzal · Quetzal

Stop trying so hard to make it happen. Stop doing so much, if doing so much is wearing you out or not achieving the desired results. Stop thinking so much and so hard about it. Stop worrying so about it. Stop trying to force, to manipulate, to coerce, or to make it happen. Making things happen is contr...

nique · nique

Hi everyone! I have missed you and I have missed myself. I wont go on and on with all the details but I will tell you snippits.. I had a physc doc for many years and he knows me up and down and would never give me any narcotics even thoug I begged. So I fired him and found a doc who was very liberal with giving o...

lani · lani

LIVING "It is not death that a man should fear, but he should fear never beginning to live." --Marcus Aurelius For years I did not live I simply existed. What many people take for granted I did not have: friends, vacations, job satisfaction, gratitude, family, communication and love of s...

Quetzal · Quetzal

Many of us have trust issues. Some of us tried long and hard to trust untrustworthy people. Over and again, we believed lies and promises never to be kept. Some of us tried to trust people for the impossible; for instance, trusting a practicing alcoholic not to drink again. Some of us trusted our Hi...

lani · lani

IGNORANCE "Not ignorance, but ignorance of ignorance is the death of knowledge." --Alfred North Whitehead How little I understood when I was living as an alcoholic. How little I wanted to know. Ignorance was bliss in my addiction. And the real tragedy was that I was ignorant of the exten...

carolinagirl · carolinagirl

Friday, July 18th was my six year anniversary! I have been clean and sober for six years! It's only through the help and guidance of my Higher Power and the strength I got from AA that I managed to achieve these six years. It was a bittersweet day though. My sponsor never even called me to wish m...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

By this time in all probability we have gained some measure of release from our more devastating handicaps. We enjoy moments in which there is something like real peace of mind. To those of us who have hitherto known only excitement, depression, or anxietyin other words, to all of usthis newfound pea...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

A.A. Thought for the Day ~ If we feel the need of saying something to put another member on the right track, we should try to say it with understanding and sympathy, not with a critical attitude. We should keep everything out in the open and aboveboard. The A.A. program is wonderful, but we must really fo...

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	Have some fun (Preview) Tuesday, July 29, 2008 You are reading from the book The Language of Letting Go Have Some Fun Have some fun. Loosen up a bit. Enjoy life! We do not have to be so somber and serious. We do not have to be so reflective, so critical, so bound up within the rigid parameters and ourselves others, and often...	lani	0	242	Jul 29, 2008 by lani
	With fond memories (Preview) This past week my local AA lost a near dear friend. His name is Patrick. He was a light in the dark for many! He touched many lives. He died sober and happy. He is sorely missed but he definately left his mark on all of our hearts! Please pray for his family and friends who are mourning his losss right no...	nique	4	299	Jul 28, 2008 by Returned_Here
	No Meeting... :( (Preview) Last night I came on the chat to try to talk to some people in recovery. I was looking forward to the meeting that was posted, in one place as at 8pm and another posted as at 9pm. Neither one happened. I was there and two different times one person came in. They both needed help and both were looking for a m...	Returned_Here	4	337	Jul 28, 2008 by Returned_Here
	My share/lead/story....what ever you wish to call it... LOL (Preview) Hello everyone.... I'm an alcoholic/addict. I came to the rooms of AA over 7 years ago, completely whipped, looking for some answers. In the beginning I didn't believe that I was powerless over alcohol, drugs, or anything for that matter, I thought I could somehow survive on my own will power. I just...	Returned_Here	7	373	Jul 28, 2008 by Returned_Here
	What length would you go to, really? (Preview) "If you have decided you want what we have and are willing to go to any length to get it ......." AA BigBook CH 5 "How It Works" There's a woman in my HG, mid to late 40's. She's been in the program a little over a year and every single (and I mean EVERY) meeting she whines and cries abo...	Doll	4	490	Jul 28, 2008 by lani
	a new day (Preview) today was another encouraging day at the meeting	naresh	7	311	Jul 28, 2008 by lani
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 28th July 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day ~ To continue the paraphrase of the psalm: "The judgments of the twelve steps are true and righteous altogether. More to be desired are they than whiskey, yea, than much fine whiskey, sweeter also than wine. Moreover, they warn alcoholics and in keeping of them there is g...	Sobrietyspell	1	348	Jul 28, 2008 by lani
	Daily Reflections ~ Those Who Still Suffer (Preview) Let us resist the proud assumption that since God has enabled us to do well in one area we are destined to be a channel of saving grace for everybody. A.A. COMES OF AGE, p. 232 A.A. groups exist to help alcoholics achieve sobriety. Large or small, firmly established or brand-new, speaker, discussion or...	Sobrietyspell	1	371	Jul 28, 2008 by lani
	I attended my 1st AA (Preview) I posted this onto the ACA board as well. I need to keep going....it helped! It was a long day. I went to an AA meeting and had a major breakdown. It was kind of weird. Not intimate like the ACa meeting. However, within the handful of people that were in attendance, I met two girls that were great. One talk...	surfergirl	9	1232	Jul 28, 2008 by lani
	Fear (Preview) Thought for the Day Monday, July 28, 2008 You are reading from the book The Language of Letting Go Fear One day, I decided to try something new. I took my ten-year-old son out on the St. Croix River on a Waverunner. A Waverunner is a small boating vehicle resembling a motorcycle. We donned...	lani	0	344	Jul 28, 2008 by lani
	Freedom Seekers (Preview) I just wanted to share a neat experience that took about a month to get going, but became a reality today. The "Freedom Seekers" Group was born. As the name sounds, the group was formed for those trying to escape from their personal demons. But it also has another meaning, for those behind...	Dave Harm	3	454	Jul 28, 2008 by nique
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 27th July 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day ~ To paraphrase the psalm: "We alcoholics declare the power of liquor and drunkenness showeth its handiwork. Day unto day uttereth hangovers and night unto night showeth suffering. The law of A.A. is perfect, converting the drunk. The testimony of A.A. is sure, making...	Sobrietyspell	1	333	Jul 28, 2008 by surfergirl
	Daily Reflections ~ Giving Freely (Preview) We will make every personal sacrifice necessary to insure the unity of Alcoholics Anonymous. We will do this because we have learned to love God and one another. A.A. COMES OF AGE, p. 234 To be self-supporting through my own contributions was never a strong characteristic during my days as a practici...	Sobrietyspell	0	297	Jul 27, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	See You All Soon! (Preview) Hi everyone, Just to say that I am going away early tomorrow morning to see my parents for a week or so. If anyone wants to take over the Language of Letting Go postings that would be great. I need this break and it will be good to see my parents. I told them last time about being an alcoholic and going to A...	Quetzal	5	364	Jul 27, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Happy Sunday Everyone! (Preview) It's 5am and I dont have to be up for another 4 hours but here I am!! But it feels real good! No regrets about yesterday, no hangover just peace and serenity. This week has been full of ups and downs. But what I see in retrospect the downs were only a set up for the ups!! Let me explain. I have severe back and...	nique	4	273	Jul 27, 2008 by Returned_Here
	19 Years Ago Today (Preview) I called a close friend of mine to invite him out drinking to celebrate. Steve asked "What's the occasion?" and I told him that I was celebrating my last night of drinking and the beginning of my sobriety. He just laughed and said "Ok sure, where are we going?". I actually ha...	StPeteDean	7	470	Jul 27, 2008 by Returned_Here
	searching for beginners (Preview) I went onto the site for my surrounding cities. The beginners meetings are scarce. Is it imperative that I start there? Can I go to a womens meeting? I am happy though! I found one with daycare. Wow..what a treat. Especially with a resisting hubby.	surfergirl	6	475	Jul 27, 2008 by Returned_Here
	Hi, I'm new (Preview) Hi All, I'm new here and brand new to AA. I have only recently been able to actually admit that I am an alcoholic after attending an intensive outpatient program, getting the education, and hearing some of the other people's stories. I have not been to AA yet but plan on attending a meeting tomorrow afte...	Eggfooyu	4	445	Jul 27, 2008 by Returned_Here
	Daily Reflections ~ The "Worth" Of Sobriety (Preview) Every A.A. group ought to be fully self-supporting, declining outside contributions. TWELVE AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 160 When I go shopping I look at the prices and if I need what I see, I buy it and pay. Now that I am supposed to be in rehabilitation, I have to straighten out my life. When I go to a meetin...	Sobrietyspell	2	275	Jul 27, 2008 by Doll
	I'M HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Preview) OMG!!! I am soooo happy to be able to get back into this site!!!! I had removed Norton Internet Security and installed something else, and my computer was all jacked up for a LONG time, until I was able to get some decent help!! I am going to have to play with my firewall every time I want to get on MIP now, bu...	jonijoni1	6	367	Jul 27, 2008 by jonijoni1
	Letting Go (Preview) Stop trying so hard to control things. It is not our job to control people, outcomes, circumstances, and life. Maybe in the past we couldn't trust and let things happen. But we can now. The way life is unfolding is good. Let it unfold. Stop trying so hard to do better, be better, and be more. Who we are an...	Quetzal	0	243	Jul 27, 2008 by Quetzal
	Gong into unfamiliar territory (Preview) Well, some of you may know me from ACA board. I have decided to rid my life of alcohol. I am not sure how the program works. I love the ACA program and do not want to stray from that. I also have limited support with my children at home and they are young. HOw do I get started? Besides the will to give up drinking...	surfergirl	4	417	Jul 26, 2008 by surfergirl
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 26th July 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day ~ When we come to the end of our lives on earth, we will take no material thing with us. We will not take one cent in our cold, dead hands. The only things that we may take are the things we have given away. If we have helped others, we may take that with us; if we have given of our time and m...	Sobrietyspell	0	283	Jul 26, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	advice? (Preview) so i started using and drinking at age 11.i went to rehab after an overdose on extasy last november.lately ive been drinking and drugging with my brother who was no watch me this summer since i cant be alone because im suicidal.im hookon meth no lie.i want to get out of this trap i am an alchoholic/adict b...	hellobecka	8	536	Jul 26, 2008 by jonijoni1
	Owning Our Power (Preview) Don't you see? We do not have to be so victimized by life, by people, by situations, by work, by our friends, by our love relationships, by our family, by our feelings, our thoughts, our circumstances, and ourselves. We are not victims. We do not have to be victims. That is the whole point! Yes, admi...	Quetzal	0	264	Jul 26, 2008 by Quetzal
	Daily Reflections ~ Those Who Still Suffer (Preview) For us, if we neglect those who are still sick, there is unremitting danger to our own lives and sanity. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 151 I know the torment of drinking compulsively to quiet my nerves and my fears. I also know the pain of white-knuckled sobriety. Today, I do not forget the unkn...	Sobrietyspell	0	340	Jul 25, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 25th July 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day ~ We are living on borrowed time. We are living today because of A.A. and the grace of God. And what there is left of our lives we owe to A.A. and to God. We should make the best use we can of our borrowed time and in some small measure pay back for that part of our lives which we wasted bef...	Sobrietyspell	0	291	Jul 25, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Hi, I'm new here (Preview) I haven't drank in 2 weeks now, and I'm working on getting my life back together and this forum looks like the kind of support I need. I hope to get to know you all and you can help me help myself to a new life of sobriety after a foggy last 20 years.	Billdo	6	328	Jul 25, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Keep at It (Preview) Keep practicing your recovery behaviors, even when they feel awkward, even when they haven't quite taken yet, even if you don't get it yet. Sometimes it takes years for a recovery concept to move from our mind into our heart and soul. We need to work at recovery behaviors with the diligence, effort,...	Quetzal	3	264	Jul 25, 2008 by Quetzal
	Father Leo (Preview) MISFORTUNE "Experience has taught me this, that we undo ourselves by impatience. Misfortunes have their life and their limits, their sickness and their health." --Michel de Montaigne Nothing lasts forever. At times I feel sad, angry, resentful and ashamed -- but it passes. In my recov...	lani	0	228	Jul 25, 2008 by lani
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 23rd July 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day ~ We should remember that all A.A.'s have "clay feet." We should not set any member upon a pedestal and mark her or him out as a perfect A.A. It's not fair to the person to be singled out in this fashion and if the person is wise she or he will not wish it. If the person we sing...	Sobrietyspell	1	325	Jul 25, 2008 by lani
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 24th July 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day ~ A.A. is like a dike, holding back the ocean of liquor. If we take one glass of liquor, it is like making a small hole in the dike and once such a hole has been made, the whole ocean of alcohol may rush in upon us. By practicing the A.A. principles we keep the dike strong and in repair. W...	Sobrietyspell	1	295	Jul 25, 2008 by lani
	Bad headaches and loneliness (Preview) Hi all, noah, alcoholic. Wow, what a road to be back in AA! This is where I started a long time ago, but lost my way. I've been hurting, and I needed to come out and say that I am an alcoholic. I drink and it hurts me in every way. I go into denial, and it takes sometimes earth shaking wake up calls to get through t...	noahsark	5	730	Jul 25, 2008 by lani
	I'm back... (Preview) I've been perusing the messages here on occasion but I haven't posted in a long time. Reading Allison's (Nique's) post from a few days ago shook me up and has motivated me to post again. I have been taking narcotic pain pills, legitimately, for a back problem, but I started getting concerned that I wa...	jc2008	7	452	Jul 25, 2008 by lani
	Children of Mother Earth (Preview) Trees And People A tree that is beginning to grow sends roots down into Mother Earth even as it reaches and opens to the sky above, seeking nourishment from the sun and the moisture in the air and in the rain that falls. In the same way, we can envision ourselves as treelike beings, imagining that we have r...	Sobrietyspell	0	297	Jul 24, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	9 months baby!!!!! (Preview) Where does the time go!!! Celebrated 9 months of sobriety yesterday! Going to my home group tonight to get my big ole coin!!!!! What an awesome feeling and I am so blessed to have come this far...The journey never ends!!!	lani	7	903	Jul 24, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Daily Reflections ~ Helping Others (Preview) Our very lives, as ex-problem drinkers, depend upon our constant thought of others and how we may help meet their needs. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 20 Self-centeredness was my problem. All my life people had been doing things for me and I not only expected it, but I was ungrateful and resentful they did...	Sobrietyspell	0	333	Jul 24, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Short Term Memory Loss (Preview) Ive been sober a little over a week. Yesterday I couldnt remember things I was abut to do or say. Its like I was having mini black outs. It is scary. I am going to my doc today hopefully he can help me. I was just wondering has this happend to any of you??????? Help!!! Love, Allison	nique	3	806	Jul 24, 2008 by Phil
	Doctors Stink! (Preview) for a year now my back has been in such pain I cant stand or walk more than 5 minutes before my back gives out and I fall. Well I went to an orthopedic doc yesterday./ This JERK told me there is nothing wrong with my back he said my back hurts cause I am FAT!!!!! I told him where to stick it and left his office w...	nique	2	361	Jul 24, 2008 by Quetzal
	Self Medication (Preview) Was wondering what anyone's experience or thoughts were on this theory. Particularly in regard to depression or bipolar disorder.	TheStory	9	486	Jul 24, 2008 by hellobecka
	Denial (Preview) Denial is a powerful tool. Never underestimate its ability to cloud your vision. Be aware that, for many reasons, we have become experts at using this tool to make reality more tolerable. We have learned well how to stop the pain caused by reality - not by changing our circumstances, but by pretendi...	Quetzal	0	401	Jul 24, 2008 by Quetzal
	Daily Reflections ~ I Ask God To Decide (Preview) I pray that you now remove from me every single defect of character which stands in the way of my usefulness to you and my fellows. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 76 Having admitted my powerlessness and made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God, as I understand Him, I dont decide which de...	Sobrietyspell	0	338	Jul 23, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	Making It Happen (Preview) Stop trying so hard to make it happen. Stop doing so much, if doing so much is wearing you out or not achieving the desired results. Stop thinking so much and so hard about it. Stop worrying so about it. Stop trying to force, to manipulate, to coerce, or to make it happen. Making things happen is contr...	Quetzal	2	363	Jul 23, 2008 by noahsark
	I'm Back! (Preview) Hi everyone! I have missed you and I have missed myself. I wont go on and on with all the details but I will tell you snippits.. I had a physc doc for many years and he knows me up and down and would never give me any narcotics even thoug I begged. So I fired him and found a doc who was very liberal with giving o...	nique	9	487	Jul 22, 2008 by Phil
	Father Leo (Preview) LIVING "It is not death that a man should fear, but he should fear never beginning to live." --Marcus Aurelius For years I did not live I simply existed. What many people take for granted I did not have: friends, vacations, job satisfaction, gratitude, family, communication and love of s...	lani	0	242	Jul 22, 2008 by lani
	Learning to Trust Again (Preview) Many of us have trust issues. Some of us tried long and hard to trust untrustworthy people. Over and again, we believed lies and promises never to be kept. Some of us tried to trust people for the impossible; for instance, trusting a practicing alcoholic not to drink again. Some of us trusted our Hi...	Quetzal	1	351	Jul 22, 2008 by lani
	Father leo (Preview) IGNORANCE "Not ignorance, but ignorance of ignorance is the death of knowledge." --Alfred North Whitehead How little I understood when I was living as an alcoholic. How little I wanted to know. Ignorance was bliss in my addiction. And the real tragedy was that I was ignorant of the exten...	lani	3	715	Jul 22, 2008 by lani
	six years!! (Preview) Friday, July 18th was my six year anniversary! I have been clean and sober for six years! It's only through the help and guidance of my Higher Power and the strength I got from AA that I managed to achieve these six years. It was a bittersweet day though. My sponsor never even called me to wish m...	carolinagirl	8	358	Jul 22, 2008 by Quetzal
	Daily Reflections ~ A Priceless Gift (Preview) By this time in all probability we have gained some measure of release from our more devastating handicaps. We enjoy moments in which there is something like real peace of mind. To those of us who have hitherto known only excitement, depression, or anxietyin other words, to all of usthis newfound pea...	Sobrietyspell	0	371	Jul 21, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
	24 Hrs a Day ~ 21st July 08 (Preview) A.A. Thought for the Day ~ If we feel the need of saying something to put another member on the right track, we should try to say it with understanding and sympathy, not with a critical attitude. We should keep everything out in the open and aboveboard. The A.A. program is wonderful, but we must really fo...	Sobrietyspell	0	299	Jul 21, 2008 by Sobrietyspell
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