|
|
about last night and the return of old behaviours.
(Preview)
So there I was, lap top to hand, searching for a property to rent in the highlands of scotland for a short break. My estranged wife is coming with me, which is great. we had talked about what we wanted from this trip, materially, and she had mentioned that she'd like to see a sea eagle. So I was bearing this i...
|
bikerbill
|
6
|
414
|
|
|
|
|
Update
(Preview)
Update from last post There's alot work to be done to clean up our town, and 11 year old boy died do to the storm that rolled through here yesterday. Continue to Keep those in your thoughts and prayers please. Thanks
|
Tina
|
5
|
387
|
|
|
|
|
NONE
(Preview)
Hi Just thought I'd drop in and let you know things are fine, I'm just gonna take a break from being on the board for a while.... Just taking some time out to clear my head and deal a few things, I will check in periodically. Thanks for all your support and the advice...... Take care all and talk soon. Tina...
|
Tina
|
5
|
475
|
|
|
|
|
Prayers reaching out
(Preview)
Prayers are being sent out tonite for those in Durham, ON that have been affected from the tornado that hit us today. Several have been sent to the hospital and 1 had died. So please keep our town in your thoughts today. Especially for the families that have had family members who were sent to the hosp...
|
Tina
|
3
|
294
|
|
|
|
|
HI everybuggy!
(Preview)
Sorry I haven't been checking in much, I'm trying to get my business going but still hitting a meeting just about every day. 6 months sober today. Hope all is well with everyone! Glenn
|
FlyingSquirrel
|
11
|
463
|
|
|
|
|
My Last Post
(Preview)
Well This will be my last post on here, and just want to say bye to alot of great folks here. It's been a great journey, I will take my experiences, strength and hope with me that I've learned from here with me. Thank you for all your sharing and support and all the Best for all of you ONE DAY AT A TIME soberly....
|
Tina
|
3
|
481
|
|
|
|
|
Since the weekend........
(Preview)
.........I have mostly been pretty chilled. I had a call from a fellow member on friday night to tell me that he was sitting outside the off licence ready to get a drink. So what do you want me to do about it? Talk me out of it he says, as if I could says I. Right Smart*rse I'm coming round. 5 minutes later he ran...
|
bikerbill
|
7
|
449
|
|
|
|
|
a lil love note x
(Preview)
Thinking of you all & feeling you in my heart but no chance to dwelve & snuggle in until Thursday night.. Know you're loved MIP, Danielle X
|
Sobrietyspell
|
7
|
559
|
|
|
|
|
"You have recently posted a comment... Please wait a moment before trying to post again."
(Preview)
|
jonijoni1
|
4
|
464
|
|
|
|
|
Unwinding......
(Preview)
Hi all,
Was thinking of Joni's Post on Cranskter, and have to say I am unwinding from feeling more like a growling grizzly bear this am.
Had two situations yesterday that I could not resolve, and first thing this am I did so.
The first was a Contractor, that had said she wanted to be at my house to go ov...
|
toni baloney
|
6
|
389
|
|
|
|
|
Walk the line
(Preview)
Hey All, Anyone watch the Johnny Cash movie "Walk the line"? Pretty powerful stuff.
|
turninggrey
|
7
|
383
|
|
|
|
|
Drunk and naked *pics*
(Preview)
Hi y'all, I'm not really drunk and naked. I'm just an attention whore and I knew my thread would get more hits with that as the subject I just thought I'd check in and say hello. I got a temporary sponsor and I'm taking another stab at not being a stumblebumpisspot. Obviously I'm fearful and worried about...
|
Tipsy McStagger
|
10
|
6995
|
|
|
|
|
The Birthday Present
(Preview)
Dear (MIP) Family, Thurs. 8-13 was my birthday. Had no special plans, work, home, check in on my father who was preparing for a med. test on the 14th, ect. Had gotten online and was overwelmed by all these messages in regards to the day. Feeling blessed, I responded with a thank you for having ea...
|
learning
|
6
|
419
|
|
|
|
|
Progress
(Preview)
Dear all, Have made a formal request my boat building cohorts to formally recognise my role if possible due to difficulties with contracts with my soon to be ex- employer. I hav.e looked for one day a week as this will give me a chance to be of use but also to concentrate on my sobriety. I have also told them...
|
newcomer
|
3
|
361
|
|
|
|
|
A New day
(Preview)
Dear all, Have just met two deadlines, slightly late but here's hoping. Normally in this situation, I don't meet them at all. Have turned my work problem over, looked for help where possible and will wait for hp to direct outcomes, such a relief out of my hands. I will meet the union lady today but have no...
|
newcomer
|
2
|
258
|
|
|
|
|
A little Poem that someone sent me today.....hope you like it.
(Preview)
Hi Everyone,
Just a Little Poem
I was shocked, confused, bewildered
As I entered Heaven's door,
Not by the beauty of it all,
Nor the lights or its decor.
But it was the folks in Heaven
Who made me sputter and gasp--
The thieves, the liars, the sinners,
The alcoholics and the trash.
There...
|
toni baloney
|
4
|
334
|
|
|
|
|
Love...
(Preview)
a subject way bigger than just one meeting. So I brought it home with me for MIP. Aloha MIP family...I just returned home from my Sunday "Home" meeting, the Sunday version of AA at the Bay, Hilo HI. It's been home for over 14 years and attendence generally exceeds 40 members of the fellowsh...
|
Jerry F
|
7
|
421
|
|
|
|
|
CraNkster....
(Preview)
Being sober certainly does not mean I am free of becoming extremely cranky and aggravated for no apparent reason. Well, I am exhausted lately, and there is a probable culprit, I'm just not agreeing with what my doctor has suggested the past few times I have complained of fatigue.... (he has suggested...
|
jonijoni1
|
5
|
403
|
|
|
|
|
Real Relief..................
(Preview)
I was just thinking about what is going on here today, and how it relates to my recovery. It has been horribly hot and very humid for a couple of days now. I am off for a few days as well. Just taking the garbage to the trash can behind the house was stifling, and I poured with sweat trying to throw some things...
|
jonijoni1
|
4
|
417
|
|
|
|
|
Message to Toni! (my pm isn't working)
(Preview)
What a boon to my heart & soul your words & intentions came to me today, Toni. My restless irritability & discontentness was rising within me here on my trip & I began a craving for my fellowship. I can't be away from any of you all too long. My need to be amongst fellowship keeps me close...
|
Sobrietyspell
|
1
|
310
|
|
|
|
|
Inacuracy of Orange Papers
(closed)
(Preview)
Much of the material posted on Orange Papers has been distorted. For a dicussion of this issue see green-papers.org, please pass this link on.
Thanks
|
MiloKirk
|
1
|
503
|
|
|
|
|
send on prayers please
(Preview)
Dear all, am going through a difficult time right now with work related issues which is threatening my serenity a lot, please send on prayers, am attending meetings which are great and are helping me get through, have got a sponsor but haven't started work with her yet, am calm about that though, I have...
|
newcomer
|
6
|
404
|
|
|
|
|
got a sponsor
(Preview)
I got a sponsor and am happy about that, a long-term member of AA and I have identified with her shares but really respected the honesty at meetings when sharing. Unfortunately I am getting the most horrible tension headaches over the last two days, I know its worry and anxiety but can't seem to stop fre...
|
newcomer
|
5
|
389
|
|
|
|
|
Worst feeling in the world
(Preview)
Last night went to a meeting and the subject was on slips. I was sober from '86 to the summer of '92, I lost my sobriety because I just couldn't accept that one drink was to many. Anyway... one person told a quote I hadn't heard in years and it is so true. "There is nothing worse in the world then a head f...
|
Dave Harm
|
5
|
767
|
|
|
|
|
Sorry if this is redundant but I think I'm an alcoholic
(Preview)
I don't really know what to do. I've taken money from my step daughter but payed it back. I've never lost a job cause of alcohol but I have lost relationships because of it. I've been to jail because of bad decisions I made under the influence and I've also been to the hospital cause of alcohol abuse, I gues...
|
Darquan223
|
14
|
3536
|
|
|
|
|
Right OK you all asked for it!! (proper update)
(Preview)
Hiya! Missed this place! First of all thankyou for the kind replys to the thread I posted yesterday, Didn't think anyone would remember me, it's been that long!! Right OK.... As many of you will know I and my family, Tom, and our 2 daughters moved to Mallorca Spain in 2007, Well it didn't work. It's a 'par...
|
flumpy
|
8
|
641
|
|
|
|
|
Where's Phil?
(Preview)
I miss that old coot! Where has he gone?
|
Tipsy McStagger
|
6
|
505
|
|
|
|
|
Saturday night online meeting: 9 PM EST
(Preview)
An effort has been going on to have a meeting on Saturday night at 9PM EST -- attended by few --- supported by many.... Well, the biggest thank you/kudos go out to Angelov08 - she has been there and supported the meeting through unchartered waters -- great job. We have also had the support of StPeteDean...
|
kj
|
5
|
428
|
|
|
|
|
Request
(Preview)
Hi Just a little request for prayers for my daughter right now, She has an appointment this morning.... Please keep her in your thoughts today and for the next few weeks, Danielle TO let you know I will email you later today if that is ok. Thanks so much........... Tina
|
Tina
|
9
|
426
|
|
|
|
|
Thankyou - thankyou - thankyou!
(Preview)
Wow - a chat with my sponsor last night has helped me to see how much progress I have made in turning my life around with AA. I'm 19 months sober now - yesterday I found an old notebook which recorded how many units i was drinking in my 'controlled drinking' phase just before joining AA. Two bottles of win...
|
Ali7leighton
|
8
|
401
|
|
|
|
|
HAPPY HAPPY SOBER BIRTHDAY - CARLA !!!!
(Preview)
Good morning Carla,
Just wishing you all of God's Blessings, and hoping you have a truly wonderful Sober Birthday today!!
With a Big Ole Birthday Huggy,
Toni
Came back in to say, Lucky 13th, on the Lucky 13th of the Month, how great is that!
-- Edited by toni baloney on Thursday 13th of Augu...
|
toni baloney
|
6
|
2822
|
|
|
|
|
Long time no type!!!
(Preview)
HELLO!!!!! Well my good god where do I start?!!!! This is just a quicky to be honest, I just popped in to say 'HI' and hope your all keeping well (and good!) I'll post more another time....It's 04:45 am and I'm soooooooooo tired. Take care, Flumpys.xx P.S. It's all good
|
flumpy
|
3
|
378
|
|
|
|
|
Courage to change
(Preview)
Dear all, Taking it one day at a time and off to a meeting tomorrow, am under some heavy stress at work as where I work part-time employers are getting less rights than full time and as a part timer it is affecting me doing my job. Funny when I drank, I constantly buried these issues but now its becoming a pro...
|
newcomer
|
7
|
369
|
|
|
|
|
Thanks to AA
(Preview)
Thanks to AA Helmut, alcoholic. Last thursday, Aug. 6th, I was discharged form detox. I got a flyer with meetings of residential self-help groups. I went to one (non-AA) by bike because I had lost my license due to alcohol. When I came there nobody was there and no message - no nothing. I biked to the ne...
|
Helmut
|
8
|
598
|
|
|
|
|
Honoring the LOST
(Preview)
Morning all,
Well that Post from 2 days ago, on the Homeless populations, has in the last day had me doing some soul seaching, and a rather philosophical question has been sitting in the back of my mind. Obviously they are yes Homeless, granted. But every single person out there is someone's Dad...s...
|
toni baloney
|
5
|
707
|
|
|
|
|
well I was lacking motivation.......
(Preview)
..........then decided to have half an hour on here. very refreshing. I've got some stuff going on at work - too much to do in too little time and none of it stuff I enjoy - so got bogged down with a lack of enthusiasm, but I've twigged that you can only eat an elephant one bite at a time, so I need a list and some...
|
bikerbill
|
4
|
478
|
|
|
|
|
The compulsion has never left.
(Preview)
Aloha MIP Family; I am so grateful for the program and the recovering brothers and sister who have spent and been a part of my journey outdistancing the next drink. I have always accepted that the disease is so very cunning, powerful and baffling and that there is only one other more cunning, powerful...
|
Jerry F
|
11
|
714
|
|
|
|
|
I want to share what AA gave me.
(Preview)
For a year now I've been running my own for profit website (pm me if you're interested) I do my best to apply the principles I learn every day in the rooms to my pep talks. My hope is to promote positive self-talk and a happier attitude of gratitude with pics and a daily podcast. Thank you for letting me shar...
|
rsarahs
|
0
|
7259
|
|
|
|
|
Moving meeting
(Preview)
One of my friends shared their story tonight after having just crossed over the 1 year mark 6 days ago. At the end he got choked up and was just saying how grateful he was for the program. This person has always had about 50 days more sobriety time than me. When he got choked up, I was right there because i...
|
pinkchip
|
4
|
503
|
|
|
|
|
Meetings- taking what you want and leaving the rest
(Preview)
Dear all, I have been going to meetings a lot but yesterday's meeting was not great. one of the attendees managed to roll her eyes when someone was sharing, it made me feel instantly distrustful of the setting and it seemed that the topics were about diets rather than alcohol, I fully realise people hav...
|
newcomer
|
9
|
590
|
|
|
|
|
Portland Maine
(Preview)
Wow. Lots of homeless addicts/abusers in Portland Maine. Whats up with that? I was just walking around the downtown and noticed a lot of street folks sharing bottles and worse. I pray for all of them. Why such a concentration in Portland?
|
turninggrey
|
6
|
656
|
|
|
|
|
Broke my 10 day sobriety today :-/
(Preview)
Hi all, I broke my sobriety today. I had a meeting today at 10 am with the "supervisor" for my Financial Aid for College. The "supervisor" is like the highest ranking position you can speak to. She was a complete bitch. She was acting like I was lying to her the entire time abou...
|
BeerIsMyPoison
|
16
|
1333
|
|
|
|
|
Just trying to understand
(Preview)
ok....so I am not a member of AA. My ex is ! We have been trying to work things out, but I need help with this and I hope that someone can help me. I respect so much what AA does for addicts. And I hope that the progress I have seen is real. If someone could help explain this I would greatly appreciate it. Here it g...
|
laureaw
|
5
|
775
|
|
|
|
|
Trivial Fodder:
(Preview)
I had hoped to find a community that I could connect with in the true essence of AA -- anonymously.....I wanted a secure place that I could be all by myself - and then it dawned on me ---DUH - I am posting on the Internet. The World Wide Web --- good news is it is in the family of MIP -- even seeing the memebers...
|
kj
|
11
|
637
|
|
|
|
|
Whiteboards and PM messages
(Preview)
Morning all,
I have had some problems, not always, about 20 percent of the time. with a note below my sign in name, that I have 1 or two messages, then when I try to read, there is nothing there.
This morning when I signed in, it said you have 3 Whiteboard messages, but when I clicked on that note, it only...
|
toni baloney
|
4
|
682
|
|
|
|
|
how fortunate I am
(Preview)
i was just thinking to myself how fortunate i am. here i am at work, in my office at home and i'm on an AA forum. I spend around half an hour here before I start work. I read my daily reflection and As Bill Sees It and try to ponder on the words. i have a brief chat with my higher power (sometimes a bit more than a br...
|
bikerbill
|
7
|
675
|
|
|
|
|
Feeling clean and sober and at relative peace...sort of.
(Preview)
I spent the last 3 days with my girlfriend and our dog out in the wilderness at a beautiful lake far away from everything. She convinced me to do this 14 day detoxification cleanse and we thought it would be great to get away from all the temptations of a long weekend in the city for the earlier difficult pa...
|
Tipsy McStagger
|
7
|
1341
|
|
|
|
|
Saturday Night MIP Meeting
(Preview)
I know there will be two of us at the online meeting this Saturday if anyone would like to join us.........we'd appreciate your ES & H!
|
kj
|
7
|
385
|
|
|
|
|
FRIENDSHIP
(Preview)
Just thought I'd share this one, kinda puts me in mind of FRIENDS IN AA>>> Everything a friend should be - Is what you always are to me. Remembering all the special times we've shared.. Anyway you look at it....... YOUR SPECIAL Lifes lots sweeter all because of you.. (HP) My hearthas grown fr...
|
Tina
|
2
|
1107
|
|
|
|
|
Observations....
(Preview)
The noose does not feel as tight as it did a few weeks ago. Still alone, still very lonely, but I am alive...... and Sober. We lost a member of our home group, and old timer. In the obituary it said '... and grateful friend of Bill W.' And I had a remember when. I have seen others that said '....cherished f...
|
mstrmsn66
|
6
|
378
|
|
|