Alcoholics Anonymous

daria · daria

I am over a year and a half sober, I have put alot of work into the program and got up to step 8, my sponsor spent months with me on step 1 and how it had to be 100% in my gut(nothing ever touches my gut). However much action I have put in however, I cant stop analysing things and have had a problem handing over and...

Aquaman · Aquaman

While doing the business & humble service of sponsorship and while performing Trusted Servant duties, my mind has not been visited for even a micro-second by the urge, obsession, temptation, lamentation or romanticism of drugs or alcohol. I CERTAINLY have not been visited by The Four Hors...

Randjet · Randjet

Could someone explain what a sponsor is,what they do,and any info about the subject. Thanks

GRATEFUL TO BE A MEMBER · Jersey Dave

Out in Breckinridge with my friend and fellow AA member Dean. He Had me sign up to this board while we're waiting on the sun to come up to hit the slopes. It has been a beautiful week so far and all I can think of is moments like this dont happen with out sobriety pumping through my veins and a higher power in m...

odat · odat

... -- Edited by odat on Tuesday 25th of January 2011 06:42:50 PM -- Edited by odat on Tuesday 25th of January 2011 06:43:12 PM

LinBaba · LinBaba

I was reading a Michael Crichton Book recently and it told a story I understood better then I could explain it myself He tells how he bought a house in the hills, and he was never so happy in his life, he went on long walks on his property every day, laid out by his pool, puttered around on his lawn and in his Ga...

tothemoonLucy · tothemoonLucy

Hi all. I'm new here. Well, I'm new to AA and the whole idea that I'm an alcoholic. I've been sober 18 days now. I've been following this forum since my awakening, and I thought it was about time I post. I have a few questions for the old-timers, that I would love to know that answer to. As a bit of background...

mikef · mikef

Morning! Just checking in,been off board for a bit,all is well!Last weekend wife and I went to Casino for 2 days to chill and spend some down time away from the day to day and renew our spirits.(special on Best Western rooms ,$75.00 per night AAA)kEPT ONE OF MY PREVIOUS JONES IN CONTROL(gambling,one o...

Full Flight · Full Flight

Not the slightest damn clue of what a person is going thru , sypmpathy no hell no thats not what i seek maybe understanding maybe some kind of a break but i kjno i have to work for the promises man i wish i had never made my friend give me <sex> i dunno prolly would have drank anyway but if things were...

firelily324 · firelily324

I have recently started going through the 12 steps, as well as Sacred Contracts. I am very new to this, but want to share my story anonymously and get feedback from people that understand. I should say I am 3 weeks and 5 days sober as of today. It has been extremely hard for me, and I am tempted many times t...

Full Flight · Full Flight

im Done with u fellowshippers that do not adress the solution being god and the `12 steps or your personal experiences on how yu got escaped the gates of insanity and alcoholic DEATH Nor Do u Respect the BIG BOOK OF AA WICH Has been around Since 1935 Bob and Bill are turning in their graves. U SeOR BIG BOOK M...

Aquaman · Aquaman

Friend of mine in The Program just called to give a howdy-shout and asked "Hey, watcha doin?" "Reading.", I replied. "Yeah? Whatcha readin'?" "Living for Dummies.", I said. "Huh?" "My Alcoholics Anonymous Big Book." Pe...

Fallon · Fallon

Greetings all. I have been on short term disability from work for the past 3 weeks to get a grip on my alcoholism. I spent 5 days in inpatient and the past 2 weeks in a 5 day a week all day treatment program. I'm currently on Day 19 of my sobriety and so far so good. I still occasionally miss having a drink b...

Aquaman · Aquaman

I Love You!!!! Yeah, you... on your smartphone and you... at the library and you... in the media room at rehab and you... at your job and you... sitting at your desk at home and you... surfing the web in bed because you can't sleep and you... white-knuckling it looking for hope and you... drunk as hell an...

Larry_H · Larry_H

Today's thought from Hazelden is: Focusing on Solutions If we are to learn to cope with our illness and our life, we must begin focusing on solutions, not just on our problems. But this means we must change our attitude and outlook. We can no longer live as if there are only problems in our lives. We can no...

zzworldontheweb · zzworldontheweb

Overseas on business for a week now, one week to go. Flight over was 15 hours sitting between two big American guys drinking beer the whole way. Boy could I smell it. I have to admit that was not entirely comfortable. BUT, I prayed and my HP came through. Episodes like that are like headaches, you fo...

Aquaman · Aquaman

This phrase is uttered literally THOUSANDS of times a DAY all over the world and I'll be damned if it isn't the best piece of advcie I've ever heard. In the event of a loss of cabin pressure, an oxygen mask will fall from the panel above you. Pull the mask to your face and begin breathing normally. Remember...

Gzepe · Gzepe

Pink elephants swirling all around like spun cotton candy until you hit the ground. The Pink cloud descends and knocks you off your feet, buoyed in a cocoon of complacency, inactivity and deceit. I fell off my pink cloud with a thud Elizabeth Taylor I came into the rooms of recovery, hopeless, hapless...

Full Flight · Full Flight

If i dont ask god to divorce my thinkin upon awakening, im going to roll right in to blame self pity self seeking , dishonesty the lie i believe that i dont have to do this when the results are the same every time when i dont do a proper 10 and get my 11out there -that im going to flip out dry drunk style i nee...

Larry_H · Larry_H

Today's thought from Hazelden is: Next year I'm going to be better than I am now, but today I'm the best I can be. It is quite possible to waste a lot of time and energy trying to make impossible changes. Many of us, inspired by the dynamics of the program and driven more by enthusiasm than prudence, strike...

kld47 · kld47

Hi All Well, a new semester has begun again. I will look at posts and post also when I can. Classes this time are a lot of computer work and can not be done at home, so will have to go to the college and use their labs to do a lot of the work. I will of course check-in from time to time. So if I am not heard from until M...

daria · daria

grew up in a loving single parent household, neither parents are alcoholic. I got drunk a few times in highschool but it was when I hit 18 I really remember alcohol being a solution. But my disease would tell me real alcoholics always remember everything of the first time they got drunk. I felt differen...

pinkchip · pinkchip

I have been going along convincing myself I am fine and I was doing great while over focusing on other people's problems. That is always a good distraction from looking at myself (sarcasm - it's a bad habit). It blew up yesterday and I lost it on my boss at work. I might be unemployed shortly and that is...

KEITH457 · KEITH457

I WANT TO NOT TO BUT I DO.

LastOneLeft · LastOneLeft

Its been a while... I was doing great,I got back with an old Punk Rock Band of mine and recorded an album and started playing out again...However,This disease has kicked my ass yet again.I know that I cant do this on my own... I'm helpless and do not have the will power to fight this addiction by my se...

pinkchip · pinkchip

When a newcomer comes here and posts that they need help and we all reach out and offer suggestions, how come they almost never come back and say how their meeting was? How come they almost never come back and say they found a sponsor? How come they can't even be accountable on a freakin message board? W...

Aquaman · Aquaman

No...I'm not getting a procedure (but I did once...oh let's save that for another day) I made two good female friends in rehab. A "sober-buddy", if ya will. One (Nikki) who has gone on to a 90-day inpatient and we keep in touch. She wants to get into NA & AA when she gets out. Her female...

jj · jj

When i first came to AA i wondered why it wasn't better advertised. LOL then i found out most people do not want to 'be fixed' when they are sent to AA meetings from the court system, and the ones who have struggled with wanting and needing sobriety are the ones who seek out AA for help. Last night at my h...

oliverbe · oliverbe

Okay so I would have 30 days today, but yesterday I used cocaine at work. One of my coworkers had it and offered it to me, I accepted. I feel horrible it is like all the progress I have made over the past few weeks has been destroyed. I didn't drink though although it made me want to, but I am taking anabuse...

dale63 · dale63

Just started a two year term as my group GSR. Attended my first area assembly. Gonna be fun learning the business side of AA. Guess I gotta stay sober another two years now. Dang commitments.

LinBaba · LinBaba

Have something in common They help those that help themselves Sobriety, like anything, takes work Faith without works is dead half measures availed us nothing The result was nil until we let go of our old ideas dead nothing nil Think they were trying to say something there? We have to do actual work, ac...

Full Flight · Full Flight

Many of us Real alcoholics pursue this into the gates of Insanity or Death. We learned that we had to (fully concede) to our innermost selves that were alcoholics. This is the first step in recovery = Concede = Admit Complete Defeat! The Delusion! that we are like other people Or! so called - Norm...

chester · chester

I don't know how to hadle this and am not doing very well

zzworldontheweb · zzworldontheweb

Going to the far east for a couple weeks on business so will probably be checking in more than normal. Thanks to everyone for posting, it continues to be a great resourse for everyone.

John · John

hello everyone, Yes, I agree 100% that we should have a Codependents forum on the site. Just bare with me, let me get my barings some and I'll start putting one together and notify everyone of its existance once I have the work done. Just be patient, as right now, I'm not operating at full capacity, jus...

AmyWillWin · AmyWillWin

Go me. And all of you. This song is *not* what you think. It's what you kept telling yourself. Keep on keepin' on.

Aquaman · Aquaman

Hi, my name is Rob and I am an addict. WOW, it feels GREAT to say that without a qualifying statement of some kind or another afterwards! I'm 44 years old, an 18 month member of AA and an out-patient with 6 & 1/2 months clean & sober. I've been a member over across the cyber-hall at the AA MIP Board...

pinkchip · pinkchip

I was reading from the Alanon Board here and I got so annoyed that I had to call my sponsor. I really don't get it. I always figured I was the sickest person in the whole picture. I mean I know my ex is a few cards short of a full deck...and he was a drunk too so I guess I could qualify for Alanon...But...I sti...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

Ive heard many stories, some got it the first day they were sober, others after 6 months or a year clean, some only after doing the steps, curious to know when yours was and what happened?

happinessisawarmgun · happinessisawarmgun

I am back Currently in the middle of a 3 week long binge, trying to really stop and get back in the program. I am really just sick and tired of this and really need to get clean once and for all. I am 23 now and really feelking like i am just fucking up my life. I'm like really depressed and need to get out of this b...

jonijoni1 · jonijoni1

Hi all. Just making an effort to reach out. I think once I have practiced this long enough, I will become more used to picking up phone and posting and doing other things to tell on my disease. I am very tired as I only got a couple hours sleep last night (insomnia... UGH.) I napped for 2 hours today on the cou...

HilaryHop · HilaryHop

Hello! I'm studying addiction, alcoholism, and relapse and their connection to family history. In order to make my results as accurate as possible, I need a large population to survey. I would be very thankful if you could spare a few minutes for a quick, simple, and 100% anonymous survey to help me le...

AmyWillWin · AmyWillWin

http://gizmodo.com/5726667/the-agonizing-last-words-of-bill-zeller?skyline=true&s=i

bikerbill · bikerbill

OK, my rating was levelled down. I'm OK with that because I guessed it was likely to happen. But the reasons given. God give me strength! Apparently I'm inflexible - because I'm careful about exceeding my contracted hours. I'm Dogmatic - because I don't back down quick enough (not playing their game)...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

Why do I do this? I have tried so hard, been 14 months now since I first tried to stop, most I had was 69 days.. I am a chronic relapser, even with all the support here... I dont know why, perhaps someday you will all have a RIP thread for me.. I had it all lost it etc etc etc heres where I am now... living at my par...

gonee · gonee

I found the following to be very true whenever I am really in my darkest hour."If something is troubling, the recommendation is to pray without ceasing. Even though we cannot see or hear, it does not matter. God who sees our hearts, will hear and release that burden. That's why sometimes diffic...

SteveP · SteveP

Hey all, wasn't able to post on here very much in the last week, as was back home visiting family. First time that they've seen me since I've been in the Fellowship. The family is pretty dysfunctional, lots of conflict and spiteful comments going back and forth, but I love 'em. Prior to AA, I'd allow mys...

TLH · TLH

Hey everyone- haven't checked in here lately and figured I should. I was back out for a while- a pretty long, painful stretch, actually. The move from the Big Island to Oahu has taken a toll on me. I like it on the Big Island way more than I do here- I was in the city the first year and that wasn't such a great en...

leeu · leeu

The snow is blowing dense and fast, completely parallel to the ground, dumping about a foot and half so far, no signs of letting up. I am having my favorite snowed-in, planned ahead for it, non-vegetarian sandwich: whole grain toast, horseradish mayo, sliced turkey breast, natural potato chips, an...

barisax · barisax

SoberSteve's thread reminds me that there are a lot of us who have bought the title of this thread. It's a funny expression of cynicism... I first heard it in the 70s I think. In spite of my disease, I can't say I ever really bought into it. I had my moments of desperation certainly - both before, during...

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	!21 MONTHS SOBER,IN DANGER OF RELAPSE AND COMPLETELY LOST AND SUICIDAL (Preview) I am over a year and a half sober, I have put alot of work into the program and got up to step 8, my sponsor spent months with me on step 1 and how it had to be 100% in my gut(nothing ever touches my gut). However much action I have put in however, I cant stop analysing things and have had a problem handing over and...	daria	20	1779	Jan 26, 2011 by John
	Noticed somethin' 'bout service... (Preview) While doing the business & humble service of sponsorship and while performing Trusted Servant duties, my mind has not been visited for even a micro-second by the urge, obsession, temptation, lamentation or romanticism of drugs or alcohol. I CERTAINLY have not been visited by The Four Hors...	Aquaman	7	1161	Jan 25, 2011 by odat
	Sponsor (Preview) Could someone explain what a sponsor is,what they do,and any info about the subject. Thanks	Randjet	6	960	Jan 25, 2011 by odat
	GRATEFUL TO BE A MEMBER (Preview) Out in Breckinridge with my friend and fellow AA member Dean. He Had me sign up to this board while we're waiting on the sun to come up to hit the slopes. It has been a beautiful week so far and all I can think of is moments like this dont happen with out sobriety pumping through my veins and a higher power in m...	Jersey Dave	11	1473	Jan 25, 2011 by odat
	(Mispost) (Preview) ... -- Edited by odat on Tuesday 25th of January 2011 06:42:50 PM -- Edited by odat on Tuesday 25th of January 2011 06:43:12 PM	odat	8	1644	Jan 25, 2011 by odat
	Perceptions (Preview) I was reading a Michael Crichton Book recently and it told a story I understood better then I could explain it myself He tells how he bought a house in the hills, and he was never so happy in his life, he went on long walks on his property every day, laid out by his pool, puttered around on his lawn and in his Ga...	LinBaba	8	1006	Jan 25, 2011 by billyjack
	18 days sober, and have general questions about maintaining sobriety (Preview) Hi all. I'm new here. Well, I'm new to AA and the whole idea that I'm an alcoholic. I've been sober 18 days now. I've been following this forum since my awakening, and I thought it was about time I post. I have a few questions for the old-timers, that I would love to know that answer to. As a bit of background...	tothemoonLucy	18	4780	Jan 25, 2011 by tothemoonLucy
	TIME TO DIG IN!! (Preview) Morning! Just checking in,been off board for a bit,all is well!Last weekend wife and I went to Casino for 2 days to chill and spend some down time away from the day to day and renew our spirits.(special on Best Western rooms ,$75.00 per night AAA)kEPT ONE OF MY PREVIOUS JONES IN CONTROL(gambling,one o...	mikef	4	815	Jan 24, 2011 by jonijoni1
	No Grattitude ! im a Fool granted plz Forgive :( (Preview) Not the slightest damn clue of what a person is going thru , sypmpathy no hell no thats not what i seek maybe understanding maybe some kind of a break but i kjno i have to work for the promises man i wish i had never made my friend give me <sex> i dunno prolly would have drank anyway but if things were...	Full Flight	20	1346	Jan 24, 2011 by mental defect
	New to this--my 1st step 1st step (Preview) I have recently started going through the 12 steps, as well as Sacred Contracts. I am very new to this, but want to share my story anonymously and get feedback from people that understand. I should say I am 3 weeks and 5 days sober as of today. It has been extremely hard for me, and I am tempted many times t...	firelily324	11	1459	Jan 24, 2011 by mental defect
	Yur Gunna get people Killed SimplyPuT (Preview) im Done with u fellowshippers that do not adress the solution being god and the `12 steps or your personal experiences on how yu got escaped the gates of insanity and alcoholic DEATH Nor Do u Respect the BIG BOOK OF AA WICH Has been around Since 1935 Bob and Bill are turning in their graves. U SeOR BIG BOOK M...	Full Flight	13	1317	Jan 24, 2011 by mental defect
	kinda funny... (Preview) Friend of mine in The Program just called to give a howdy-shout and asked "Hey, watcha doin?" "Reading.", I replied. "Yeah? Whatcha readin'?" "Living for Dummies.", I said. "Huh?" "My Alcoholics Anonymous Big Book." Pe...	Aquaman	4	795	Jan 24, 2011 by Mike B.
	Back to Work Monday Need Advice (Preview) Greetings all. I have been on short term disability from work for the past 3 weeks to get a grip on my alcoholism. I spent 5 days in inpatient and the past 2 weeks in a 5 day a week all day treatment program. I'm currently on Day 19 of my sobriety and so far so good. I still occasionally miss having a drink b...	Fallon	11	860	Jan 24, 2011 by Fallon
	Just in Case I Haven't Said it Lately.... (Preview) I Love You!!!! Yeah, you... on your smartphone and you... at the library and you... in the media room at rehab and you... at your job and you... sitting at your desk at home and you... surfing the web in bed because you can't sleep and you... white-knuckling it looking for hope and you... drunk as hell an...	Aquaman	7	758	Jan 23, 2011 by angelov8
	Focusing on Solutions (Preview) Today's thought from Hazelden is: Focusing on Solutions If we are to learn to cope with our illness and our life, we must begin focusing on solutions, not just on our problems. But this means we must change our attitude and outlook. We can no longer live as if there are only problems in our lives. We can no...	Larry_H	2	708	Jan 23, 2011 by SoberSteve
	Trip going pretty good so far... (Preview) Overseas on business for a week now, one week to go. Flight over was 15 hours sitting between two big American guys drinking beer the whole way. Boy could I smell it. I have to admit that was not entirely comfortable. BUT, I prayed and my HP came through. Episodes like that are like headaches, you fo...	zzworldontheweb	6	839	Jan 23, 2011 by zzworldontheweb
	Everyday Wisdom (Preview) This phrase is uttered literally THOUSANDS of times a DAY all over the world and I'll be damned if it isn't the best piece of advcie I've ever heard. In the event of a loss of cabin pressure, an oxygen mask will fall from the panel above you. Pull the mask to your face and begin breathing normally. Remember...	Aquaman	4	787	Jan 23, 2011 by StPeteDean
	From the fog that is gray to the cloud that is pink (Preview) Pink elephants swirling all around like spun cotton candy until you hit the ground. The Pink cloud descends and knocks you off your feet, buoyed in a cocoon of complacency, inactivity and deceit. I fell off my pink cloud with a thud Elizabeth Taylor I came into the rooms of recovery, hopeless, hapless...	Gzepe	2	1267	Jan 23, 2011 by happycamper
	Need God2Divorce my thinkin pg.86 (Preview) If i dont ask god to divorce my thinkin upon awakening, im going to roll right in to blame self pity self seeking , dishonesty the lie i believe that i dont have to do this when the results are the same every time when i dont do a proper 10 and get my 11out there -that im going to flip out dry drunk style i nee...	Full Flight	8	1450	Jan 23, 2011 by mental defect
	Today, I will examine my range of available choices. (Preview) Today's thought from Hazelden is: Next year I'm going to be better than I am now, but today I'm the best I can be. It is quite possible to waste a lot of time and energy trying to make impossible changes. Many of us, inspired by the dynamics of the program and driven more by enthusiasm than prudence, strike...	Larry_H	1	559	Jan 22, 2011 by Sacrifice
	Back To College Again (Preview) Hi All Well, a new semester has begun again. I will look at posts and post also when I can. Classes this time are a lot of computer work and can not be done at home, so will have to go to the college and use their labs to do a lot of the work. I will of course check-in from time to time. So if I am not heard from until M...	kld47	3	673	Jan 22, 2011 by gladlee
	INSANE THINKING-its all lies and whats us back out there (Preview) grew up in a loving single parent household, neither parents are alcoholic. I got drunk a few times in highschool but it was when I hit 18 I really remember alcohol being a solution. But my disease would tell me real alcoholics always remember everything of the first time they got drunk. I felt differen...	daria	15	1580	Jan 22, 2011 by TwelveSteps
	My side of the street is messy (Preview) I have been going along convincing myself I am fine and I was doing great while over focusing on other people's problems. That is always a good distraction from looking at myself (sarcasm - it's a bad habit). It blew up yesterday and I lost it on my boss at work. I might be unemployed shortly and that is...	pinkchip	17	1479	Jan 21, 2011 by happycamper
	RELAPSE......WHY!!!! (Preview) I WANT TO NOT TO BUT I DO.	KEITH457	20	1191	Jan 21, 2011 by SoberSteve
	Im still here.... (Preview) Its been a while... I was doing great,I got back with an old Punk Rock Band of mine and recorded an album and started playing out again...However,This disease has kicked my ass yet again.I know that I cant do this on my own... I'm helpless and do not have the will power to fight this addiction by my se...	LastOneLeft	16	1077	Jan 21, 2011 by Just Toni
	The dump and bounce (Preview) When a newcomer comes here and posts that they need help and we all reach out and offer suggestions, how come they almost never come back and say how their meeting was? How come they almost never come back and say they found a sponsor? How come they can't even be accountable on a freakin message board? W...	pinkchip	19	1219	Jan 21, 2011 by Mike B.
	Gender-Bending... (Preview) No...I'm not getting a procedure (but I did once...oh let's save that for another day) I made two good female friends in rehab. A "sober-buddy", if ya will. One (Nikki) who has gone on to a 90-day inpatient and we keep in touch. She wants to get into NA & AA when she gets out. Her female...	Aquaman	18	847	Jan 20, 2011 by SteveP
	This is a program of attraction (Preview) When i first came to AA i wondered why it wasn't better advertised. LOL then i found out most people do not want to 'be fixed' when they are sent to AA meetings from the court system, and the ones who have struggled with wanting and needing sobriety are the ones who seek out AA for help. Last night at my h...	jj	8	974	Jan 20, 2011 by jj
	I used cocaine (Preview) Okay so I would have 30 days today, but yesterday I used cocaine at work. One of my coworkers had it and offered it to me, I accepted. I feel horrible it is like all the progress I have made over the past few weeks has been destroyed. I didn't drink though although it made me want to, but I am taking anabuse...	oliverbe	17	1160	Jan 20, 2011 by Mike B.
	Who is in Service work? (Preview) Just started a two year term as my group GSR. Attended my first area assembly. Gonna be fun learning the business side of AA. Guess I gotta stay sober another two years now. Dang commitments.	dale63	13	1175	Jan 20, 2011 by Klaatu
	God and AA (Preview) Have something in common They help those that help themselves Sobriety, like anything, takes work Faith without works is dead half measures availed us nothing The result was nil until we let go of our old ideas dead nothing nil Think they were trying to say something there? We have to do actual work, ac...	LinBaba	7	1430	Jan 19, 2011 by LinBaba
	The Persistence of this illusion Astonishing! (Preview) Many of us Real alcoholics pursue this into the gates of Insanity or Death. We learned that we had to (fully concede) to our innermost selves that were alcoholics. This is the first step in recovery = Concede = Admit Complete Defeat! The Delusion! that we are like other people Or! so called - Norm...	Full Flight	5	2032	Jan 19, 2011 by Full Flight
	How to handle things when your wife has an afair (Preview) I don't know how to hadle this and am not doing very well	chester	11	1004	Jan 19, 2011 by chester
	Out of the country again for a bit... (Preview) Going to the far east for a couple weeks on business so will probably be checking in more than normal. Thanks to everyone for posting, it continues to be a great resourse for everyone.	zzworldontheweb	3	686	Jan 18, 2011 by happycamper
	CoDa (Preview) hello everyone, Yes, I agree 100% that we should have a Codependents forum on the site. Just bare with me, let me get my barings some and I'll start putting one together and notify everyone of its existance once I have the work done. Just be patient, as right now, I'm not operating at full capacity, jus...	John	4	820	Jan 18, 2011 by Mike B.
	90 days (Preview) Go me. And all of you. This song is not what you think. It's what you kept telling yourself. Keep on keepin' on.	AmyWillWin	14	1444	Jan 18, 2011 by Posey
	Posted this over in NA... (Preview) Hi, my name is Rob and I am an addict. WOW, it feels GREAT to say that without a qualifying statement of some kind or another afterwards! I'm 44 years old, an 18 month member of AA and an out-patient with 6 & 1/2 months clean & sober. I've been a member over across the cyber-hall at the AA MIP Board...	Aquaman	3	879	Jan 18, 2011 by Klaatu
	Was reading Alanon Boards (Preview) I was reading from the Alanon Board here and I got so annoyed that I had to call my sponsor. I really don't get it. I always figured I was the sickest person in the whole picture. I mean I know my ex is a few cards short of a full deck...and he was a drunk too so I guess I could qualify for Alanon...But...I sti...	pinkchip	11	2008	Jan 17, 2011 by bikerbill
	When did you first get your start on a "spiritual awakening"? (Preview) Ive heard many stories, some got it the first day they were sober, others after 6 months or a year clean, some only after doing the steps, curious to know when yours was and what happened?	SoberSteve	8	906	Jan 17, 2011 by bikerbill
	NEVER ENDING (Preview) I am back Currently in the middle of a 3 week long binge, trying to really stop and get back in the program. I am really just sick and tired of this and really need to get clean once and for all. I am 23 now and really feelking like i am just fucking up my life. I'm like really depressed and need to get out of this b...	happinessisawarmgun	5	942	Jan 16, 2011 by pinkchip
	Had some drinking thoughts (Preview) Hi all. Just making an effort to reach out. I think once I have practiced this long enough, I will become more used to picking up phone and posting and doing other things to tell on my disease. I am very tired as I only got a couple hours sleep last night (insomnia... UGH.) I napped for 2 hours today on the cou...	jonijoni1	9	1124	Jan 16, 2011 by SteveP
	Causes of Relapse Survey Relapse addiction alcoholism (Preview) Hello! I'm studying addiction, alcoholism, and relapse and their connection to family history. In order to make my results as accurate as possible, I need a large population to survey. I would be very thankful if you could spare a few minutes for a quick, simple, and 100% anonymous survey to help me le...	HilaryHop	5	7479	Jan 16, 2011 by Klaatu
	I wish the poor man had reached out before he did this. (Preview) http://gizmodo.com/5726667/the-agonizing-last-words-of-bill-zeller?skyline=true&s=i	AmyWillWin	5	1197	Jan 15, 2011 by mental defect
	My Quarterly Review at work. Humph! (Preview) OK, my rating was levelled down. I'm OK with that because I guessed it was likely to happen. But the reasons given. God give me strength! Apparently I'm inflexible - because I'm careful about exceeding my contracted hours. I'm Dogmatic - because I don't back down quick enough (not playing their game)...	bikerbill	17	1076	Jan 15, 2011 by jonijoni1
	Middle of Relapse now (Preview) Why do I do this? I have tried so hard, been 14 months now since I first tried to stop, most I had was 69 days.. I am a chronic relapser, even with all the support here... I dont know why, perhaps someday you will all have a RIP thread for me.. I had it all lost it etc etc etc heres where I am now... living at my par...	SoberSteve	20	1367	Jan 15, 2011 by jonijoni1
	Prayer in trouble times. (Preview) I found the following to be very true whenever I am really in my darkest hour."If something is troubling, the recommendation is to pray without ceasing. Even though we cannot see or hear, it does not matter. God who sees our hearts, will hear and release that burden. That's why sometimes diffic...	gonee	3	1176	Jan 14, 2011 by Jamie D
	Thanks to AA -- again (Preview) Hey all, wasn't able to post on here very much in the last week, as was back home visiting family. First time that they've seen me since I've been in the Fellowship. The family is pretty dysfunctional, lots of conflict and spiteful comments going back and forth, but I love 'em. Prior to AA, I'd allow mys...	SteveP	4	836	Jan 14, 2011 by Jerry F
	Relapsing. (Preview) Hey everyone- haven't checked in here lately and figured I should. I was back out for a while- a pretty long, painful stretch, actually. The move from the Big Island to Oahu has taken a toll on me. I like it on the Big Island way more than I do here- I was in the city the first year and that wasn't such a great en...	TLH	15	1150	Jan 14, 2011 by SteveP
	Not Strung Out (Preview) The snow is blowing dense and fast, completely parallel to the ground, dumping about a foot and half so far, no signs of letting up. I am having my favorite snowed-in, planned ahead for it, non-vegetarian sandwich: whole grain toast, horseradish mayo, sliced turkey breast, natural potato chips, an...	leeu	5	924	Jan 14, 2011 by mental defect
	Life's a Bitch Then You Die? I think not. (Preview) SoberSteve's thread reminds me that there are a lot of us who have bought the title of this thread. It's a funny expression of cynicism... I first heard it in the 70s I think. In spite of my disease, I can't say I ever really bought into it. I had my moments of desperation certainly - both before, during...	barisax	8	1379	Jan 14, 2011 by BGG
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