The negative ones suck at times and I like the tickle and pet and noogie ones along with the giggles and outright fall on the floor laughing ones. Butterflies against my cheek feelings are soooo cool and watching the wisdom of an I`O (hawk) flying over my head is awesome. Yeah only some of them suck...at times...but not too often and only as I permit them. Recovery will straighten it all out.
Old-timer with 25 years shared today that the two things alcoholics seem to go back out over the most is relationships and financial issues. Intellectually I understand that, although as we all know, alcohol can only make both those things worse! Nobody ever accused us of thinking rationally though.