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Older And Wiser, or just Brain Dead
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Hi. Been away. Now I'm back. Actually I been on the Al-Anon board for a while. I'm a double agent don't ya know. Anyway, for those of you who know me I sometimes have stuff in the AA Grapevine. Not bragging just saying. Writing is something I like to do. carrying the message is also something I like to do. So...
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I feel myself unraveling
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I've been a ball of yarn for so long, and it feels soooooooooooo good to unravel as I reach out for a little help. Be okay giving someone a hug. It is truly freeing to let some of those inner secrets out, find people who will understand. It feels good to let go of trying to control everything a little. To...
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180 days=6 months=Happy Easter! :)
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I got half a year today :) My life has changed a full 180, just remember if I can do it anyone can!!!! It took me 2 years of in and out of AA but I think I finally caught on to something and I am NOT going to let go :) Thank you all for your support!
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SoberSteve
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How Much Time You Got?
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I went for a walk yesterday to the corner store. I was going over some stuff in my head. I sponsor a woman who is not only an alcoholic but also a crack and hydromorphone addict. I can't really help her with that and have suggested she find an NA sponsor for that. I met her through her boyfriend who was a clien...
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I'm just that bug, clinging to the windsheild, hoping to live.
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I'm a music teacher, but I only know how to do what I do because someone told me to do it. And let this be my point: I have so much joy because I sat and listened. I accepted that if you create this random order from this chaosness, you will find something worth... well... finding. The enjoyment from a mu...
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justadrunk
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Amazing Grace
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OVpxfDgVaec&feature=related
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temporary sponsor?
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hey all! I am need of a temporary sponsor to get me through until next week. I tried to find a meeting last night but could not find the location. I have another possiblity tomorrow but it may be cancelled due to a revival going on in the church. Here's the deal. I have not drank much at all in the last cou...
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30 days sober
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I am here to say I am 30days sober. I am on my 31st day today. Just when I sit and say how proud I am of myself. I have an altercation with my daughter. My daughter left the house saying she was leaving on foot. I followed her in my car while on the phone with the police to pick her up, oh and by the way did I men...
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This is my first post
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I'll try not to make this into a book ... but my emotions are all over the place right now. My history: Father was an alcoholic until the day he died, as were several other aunts and uncles on both sides of the family. My brother is an alcoholic, and obviously (since I'm here) I am an alcoholic. I never re...
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Blackpool Convention
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Just got back and how's this for a miracle or two. I move house to Scotland on 1st May. I bump into Eddie from Dumbarton, who introduces me to Kevin, who introduces me to Morgan, whose sponsor lives down the street from where I'm going to be. So now I have a whole heap of friends that I haven't met yet, I have a...
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God Calling - Easter Joy
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"Let all go this Eastertide. Loosen your hold on earth, its care, its worries, even its joys. Unclasp your hands, relax, and then the tide of Easter joy will come. Put aside all thought of the future, of the past. So often man, crying out for some blessing, has yet such tight hold on some earth-t...
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Proud
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I am proud to have stayed sober through this last week. Unbelievable what going to 2 meetings a day, facing your fears, writing, reading, and believing a HP will work with you in your life - can DO! I have overcome urges by litterally just clenching my fists and saying "all I have to do is make it th...
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This is a creepy look at what addiction does in a short time.
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Just emptying my brain
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So on 3/31 we moved into our new apartment. I'm ok with everything. Sure, our sink and toilet leak, but that can be taken care of. Sure, I am still working 45 miles away, but that will change in time too. Sure, he is working 40 miles away, that will change. But the one thing we can't change, he's going to deci...
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God Calling - Divine Efficiency
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"I am all powerful and all knowing, and I have all your affairs in My hands. Divine efficiency, as well as divine power, is being brought to bear on them. The kindgom of heaven can only be preached by those who have learned to prize the authority of its kingdom. A many-sided training My apostles n...
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Can I overcome?
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So I am new and on day 5 without any alcohol. I have been a drinker for about 30 plus years. Started young and continued while in military. Heavy for about the past 9 years. I always told myself I only drink beer so I wasnt your traditional alcoholic Truth is I was. I would drink about 3 to 4 cases a week. Binge...
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How can i fake it????
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I have to go to AA for court. Im NOT an alcoholic. In fact my crime had NOTHING to do with alcohol. But a lab came back saying i had "liver damage" or my liver was low in something. So now im in the Veterans court system and my councilor wants me to get a sponsor and work the steps because he suspect...
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One week sober.
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What helped you stay sober this past week?
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we were sharing about hope and tools. lots of good things shared. one of the things that i re-remembered was it is not an argument if i don't participate.. and no matter what kind of a day it has been, if i haven't taken a drink, I won (was given strength to stay sober) and that makes it a good day. ...
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Guess I'm just going to hog this message board.
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Friday, April 6, 2012You are reading from the book Twenty Four Hours a Day Hardcover (24 Hours) A.A. Thought for the Day All alcoholics have personality problems. They drink to escape from life, to counter act feelings of loneliness or inferiority, or because of some emotional conflict within them...
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He wants me sober... or does he???
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He rejects me. Spills my secrets to the world. He offers no hug, no words of encouragement. He doesn't take the time to learn about the disease. Or the time to ask me about my day. He yells at me. He expects me to be perfect. He expects me to be something I'm not. He holds a huge grudge and mountains o...
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Joke Was On Me
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This just popped into my head so I thought I'd share it. Back in the 80s I was on a road trip to Texas. It was a business trip but I was a bit ahead of schedule. I was sitting in a construction traffic jam and saw an inviting friendly little motel at the upcoming exit, so I took it - it was around 6 pm. I figured...
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New day.
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Have an emotional hangover from yesterday, but embracing the chance to stay calm, act and react in a better way, and enjoy small triumphs. I'm seeing that yesterday was a very "sick" day for me in my head. I behaved selfishly. Over re-acted to my husband - didn't give him the space he aske...
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Starting
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Hey, this is my first post so I apologize if it's in the wrong section of the board or anything. At the end of 2010 I went through a very painful divorce, and had always been a big drinker before-hand but once I started going through losing my wife and the way of life I'd known for 10 years, I lost control. Fo...
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How was your life unmanagable?
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How did your disease progress? I went from drinking on rare occassions/holidays, to weekends, to nightly to first thing in the morning and throughout the day. I became in financial debt, lost friends and many relationships. Need help with a timeline thanks
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God Calling - Wonders Will Unfold
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"I am with you. Do not fear. Never doubt My love and power. Daily, steady persistence. Like the wearing away of a stone by steady drops of water, so will your daily persistence wear away all the difficulties and gain success for you, and secure your help for others. Never falter, go forward so...
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Readings
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A.A. Thought for the Day Before I met A.A., I was very unloving. From the time I went away to school, I paid very little attention to my mother and father. I was on my own and didn't even bother to keep in touch with them. After I got married, I was very unappreciative of my spouse. Many a time I would go out all...
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AA member dating NON-AA.
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I recently started seeing someone who is 5 Months sober - I am not a memeber is AA. We see each other about once a week - Dinner, movie, bowling etc. He moved her months ago and put himself into treatment and currently lives in a sober house. He attends meetings 3+ times a week and meets with his sponsers. C...
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Alcoholic Brain
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-- Edited by StPeteDean on Tuesday 27th of March 2012 08:27:54 PM
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Depression questions
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I'm trying to figure out how to get rid of my depression, without meds. Not because I'm against pharmacology, but because I still drink. I know if i stop drinking that would help, but can't seem to make that idea stick. but how do I beat this hopeless and sneaky monster? What have you guys done that worked...
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A Reminder That This is a Matter of Life and Death
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Like everyone, I find myself going through stretches where I get complacent with my program, especially when I haven't felt the urge to drink in a few months and life is going fine... so I just had to share a story that happened recently... One of our group of friends, who I see at the same meeting every we...
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God Calling - A Life Apart
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"I reward your seeking with My presence. Rejoice and be glad. I am your God. Courage and joy will conquer all troubles. First things first. Seek Me, love Me, joy in Me. I am your guide. No perils can affright you, no discipline exhaust you. Can you hold on in My strength? I need you more than...
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I'm new and this is my attempt to reaching out and trying to understand my issue.
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First off let me introduce myself, my name is theresa. I am a soon to be 30 year old mother of 2, a wife, a daughter, a friend and a sister. I have decided to live a sober life, right now I can not say how long I will be doing so, because its to hard to think about. I'm taking it one day at a time. Here is my story, I ca...
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God Calling - Evil Mountains
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"Faith and obedience will remove mountains, mountains of evil, mountains of difficulty. But they must go hand in hand." 365 One-Minute Meditations from God Calling
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List of AA Tools
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This is cool... at a womens meeting in Phx. AZ a list of tools got started...it's being passed around the world!!! If you would like to see the list and / or add to it...email me @ hmbur@yahoo.com Put something like AA Tool list in the subject line.
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Need a little support in NOT polevaulting over anthills...
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We're going to sell our house and move 89 miles north, so my wife is closer to her job. We are re-modeling, de-cluttering and keeping an almost two-year old safe and out-of-the-way. I'm finding my serenity elusive and day 148 of sobriety felt like pure luck. I'm having a problem accepting what I can't...
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God Calling - Follow Your Guide
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"I am with you to guide you and help you. Unseen forces are controlling your destiny. Your petty fears are groundless. What of a man walking through a glorious glade who fretted because ahead there lay a river he might not be able to cross, when all the time that river was spanned by a bridge? And...
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The Promises
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I thought I would share some recent events where God has done for me what I could never do on my own. God and The Program in action. Yesterday was the final mediation meeting for my upcoming divorce. My wife and I have been separated for 7 months. Spiritually, emotional and physical incompatiable fo...
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God Calling - Until Your Heart Sings
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"I am beside you to bless and help you. Waver not in your prayers. They shall be heard. All power is Mine. Say that to yourself often and steadily. Say it until your heart sings with the joy of the safety and power it means to you. Use it as a battle cry - "All power is given unto my Lord."...
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Daily Reflections ~ Active, Not Passive & 24hrs a Day
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Man is supposed to think, and act. He wasnt made to Gods image to be an automation. As Bill Sees It, p. 55 Before I joined A.A., I often did not think, and reacted to people and situations. When not reacting I acted in a mechanical fashion. After joining A.A., I started seeking daily guidance from a Power g...
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brother
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I have a brother who is an Alcoholic. He has had a drinking problem for many years but he has now reached his lowest point. He is homeless, jobless and has burnt his bridges as far as family and friends are concerned. We are trying to find him help and somewhere to go. We are not sure what to do. I do kno...
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God Calling - No Greater Joy
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"Withdraw into the calm of communion with Me. Rest in that calm and peace. Life knows no greater joy than you will find in converse and companionship with Me. You are Mine. When the soul finds its home of rest in Me, then it is that its real life begins." 365 One-Minute Meditations fro...
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AS WE UNDERSTAND HIM
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My friend suggested what then seemed a novel idea . . . Why dont you choose your own conception of God? That statement hit me hard. It melted the icy intellectual mountain in whose shadow I had lived and shivered many years. I stood in the sunlight at last. It was only a matter of being willing to believe in...
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Distressing times
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I am going through some of the toughest times in my life at present due to family issues. My son got involved in a terrible incident through drink and drugs last week and a man was seriously injured as a result. It only took three days of him running amok with alcohol and drugs for this to occur but was six mo...
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proud to say I have been sober for 11 yrs today
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I got sick and tired of being sick and tired and it took somebody to hurt me deeply saying I would never amount to anything to get myself clean and sober, but I don't forget those days when I was drinking, it was fun at first and it slowly developed into disaster, black outs, jail, promiscious, angry, suic...
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Bald Eagles
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When I think about drinking, I always remember that scene in gremlins where they are drinking and smoking and acting stupid. Makes me realize how stupid I probably look. The baby eagles I watch on webcam are hatching today. Life is miraculous, and so intricate. Must be the work of a Higher Power, t...
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Issue with anxiety/panic attacks
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Hello family my name is Yolanda, alcoholic. In the past 5 months or so, i've started having panic attacks. I talk to my aa friends which is great, as a matter of fact i've phoned and talked to more friends since i first got sober! I've tried some techniques (breathing with praying). But it seems the w...
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Forced to Post by StPeteDean
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I got a message from the above mentioned member/moderator. I guess I have been a member of this message board since October of '06 and have never posted once until today. Huh. Well, I got sober on October 10, 2006, so I supposed that's why I joined this board on October 30, 2006. No, I am not a detectiv...
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situation update
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My sleep pattern is very disturbed with all the stress I am going through at present. I wake at 3.30 or 4.00. I am praying at these times rather than letting my mind race though I wonder should I get up and go back to bed then again. I do eventually get back to sleep and sleep until the alarm at 7.30. I am not exh...
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Happy Belly Button Birthday, Aquaman! HaHa!
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Happy Birthday, Rob, dear brother. So pleased you're here & such a wonderful presence & contribution for MIP. Recovery love to you, dear one. Danielle x
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