Alcoholics Anonymous

Aquaman · Aquaman

From the 1944 Witter Bynner translation, from Perigree Books, of the Tao Te Ching by Lao Tzu, Chapter 10. Can you hold the door of your tent wide to the firmament? Can you, with the simple stature of a child, breathing nature, become notwithstanding, a man? Can you continue befriending with no prejud...

MDC · MDC

I know I haven't posted in a while...Just want to stop by and say, I'm still here, still in the fight. I check the site often and learn alot. I just don't think my input will help much, I just feel so "negative." Anyway, my prayers are always with you!

John · John

A few weeks back I asked the members of Miracles In Progress for financial help so the needs of the newcomer into the MIP Recovery Homes could be better met by Rose and I during such a trying economic time. I believe in accountability and transparency in such matters. To say the very least, I was absolut...

Wolfie · Wolfie

If anyone from AA or Al-Anon happens to find themselves in Dartmouth, Nova Scotia with nothing to do on the weekend of Feb. 19-21, feel free to drop in to the Holiday Inn on Wyse Road for the 32nd annual midwinter roundup. Its gonna be a blast.

Wolfie · Wolfie

This is a parable I heard once in a meeting. I have modified it slightly but I'm sure you've heard it before. One day I was walking along the beach. I saw an old man walking toward me. Every so often, he would kneel down, pick something up and study it for a moment. Then, he would either put it back on the beach...

Reffner · Reffner

Hello my friends. It's been a while since I've really posted much, but I'm still around, lurking in the shadows. Things are going well for the most part, and I'm still enjoying my new sober life today. The past few days have been a little rough, and I was hoping to get some ESH from my friends here. Depr...

Wolfie · Wolfie

Without a sponsor, I doubt I ever would have recovered. I am equally as doubtful that my sobriety will continue if I do not sponsor others. After all, our primary purpose is to stay sober and help other alcoholics achieve sobriety. I have sponsored many alcoholics in the twelve years since I recovered...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

True humility and an open mind can lead us to faith, and every A.A. meeting is an assurance that God will restore us to sanity if we rightly relate ourselves to Him. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 33 My last drunk had landed me in the hospital, totally broken. It was then that I was able to see my pas...

Toad · Toad

Greetings, Just for today it may bid me well not to be my own worst enemy. Ride Easy, Toad

soberdrunk · soberdrunk

Hey all. Some serious stuff going on today with our friends on the board. I have to look back and remember all the pain and where everyone is at today. It wasn't that long ago that I could not stop drinking. Took divine intervention (going to jail) to stop me in my tracks. When I think about spiritual princ...

Aquaman · Aquaman

Most people, and the medical community agree that alcoholism is a disease...but people don't react to it like they do other diseases. You can call in to work after your vacation and say, "I got bit by a mosquito in Brazil and I got malaria. I won't be in to work for a few days," and your boss will...

Tessa · Tessa

Back towards the end of November I sat down one night putting my thoughts on paper & have found this to be an ideal way to help keep me focused on my recovery. A friend told me this was a sort of freestyle poetry,. Anyway here's one that I think was my very best & expressed my feelings when I came into...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Therefore, Step Two is the rallying point for all of us. "Whether agnostic, atheist, or former believer, we can stand together on this Step. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 33 I feel that A.A. is a God-inspired program and that God is at every A.A. meeting. I see, believe, and have come to k...

Wolfie · Wolfie

This story was accepted by the AA Grapevine and was slated for publication next month but due to a mix-up with the postal service I was unable to get the copyright release form back to them in time and it didn't make it in. Thought I'd share it with you. deleted by request of Wolfie due to copyright agreeem...

Rebeca · Rebeca

I've never been to a meeting. I never wanted to stop drinking I guess. Ot I did and just couldn't. Im sad and drpressed and very afraid. What can I do to get there?

runnergirl · runnergirl

I'm five days sober right now and I'm dreaming (awake and asleep) about drinking and I'm not taking my antidepressants. I realize the absurdity of this... the only time antidepressants can really work is without the alcohol, but it's now that I am not taking them. Anyway, I know the recommendation...

Tessa · Tessa

Hi, my name is Tessa & I'm an alcoholic. I've been sober for almost 2 years now (Feb 27th) & yesterday I was fine. No thoughts of drinking or anything. Today I've been to 3 meetings. Two of them being AA & one being an NA meeting. I'm also an addict. I generally attend 7-9 meetings a week. Usuua...

FlyingSquirrel · FlyingSquirrel

And what do you think about "Proud time"? I'm sure everyone has their own opinions about it and most will say it's up to the individual, but I'm just wondering what other people here have decided for themselves. I'm coming up on the 1 year mark Feb 16 if I stay sober. When I was new, and they a...

Simple · Simple

Well after having a pretty calm life recently, there are many changes on the horizon. My husband has been interviewing for a new job in our hometown, which is 100 miles from where we are now. He has a very specific job so it's amazing that there is even one opening right now, but he's talking to three com...

Irish Shane · Irish Shane

Hello. My name is Shane and I'm an alcoholic. I remember a few years ago when I made that statement for the first time. God, it is probably the hardest sentence I've ever said. Hard to admit what I am. Even harder to admit to myself the damage I'd done to myself and to the ones I loved. Even now the tears flow...

glc22 · glc22

I am new to this chat room and I have only posted once before. But I need some help. I went to a comedy show Friday night and I had a glass of wine. Well that set me off and I cant stop. I have to work tomorrow and I need to pull myself end together. I have been drinking all weekend and I need t stop. Please s...

turninggrey · turninggrey

http://www.news.com.au/breaking-news/diy-jetpack-sled-experiment-ends-in-burns-ward/story-e6frfku0-1225825748186A MICHIGAN man who rigged an explosive backpack for a backyard sledding stunt suffered b...

newcomer · newcomer

At the moment, I am going through a lot of changes. Today I became very angry over a situation which involved a work project and a gossip. I have decided to disengage from working with this person until I am sure of what can be achieved. I am ok now about it, and it feels good to vent. I have sent a pleasant but...

nick w · nick w

I am new here just saying Hi with the help of this fellowship I am coming up to my 1st birthday, in 20years the longest I have done is 3 days, I need this message board when times are hard, some days are, but the steps and you get me thru, keep me alive. Thanks. Nick

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Sometimes A.A. comes harder to those who have lost or rejected faith than to those who never had any faith at all, for they think they have faith and found it wanting. They have tried the way of faith and the way of no faith. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 28 I was so sure God had failed me that I becam...

louisa · louisa

I have been sober many years - a day at a time thanks to AA, however even after all those years I still balk at p92 in the 12 &12 (Step 10) where it says..... "It is a spiritual axiom that everytime we are disturbed, no matter what the cause, there is something wrong with us? " I'm sorry but I ju...

stardigan · stardigan

Due to a lack of finances and a general dislike of having to flip out every month to try to get meds - I am unmedicated for the first time in 13 years. I'm going through withdrawals from 3 different antidepressants, the worst of which is Effexor. Effexor withdrawals include hallucinations, delusions,...

runnergirl · runnergirl

Been a rough weekend for me. I'm terrified that my obsession with alcohol/alcoholism is going to hurt my marriage. I'm so very lucky to be married to an incredible man... one whom I'm not so sure I even deserve. The progression of my depression and subsequent alcohol issues has turned made me rather...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Characteristic of the so-called typical alcoholic is a narcissistic egocentric core, dominated by feelings of omnipotence, intent on maintaining at all costs its inner integrity.... Inwardly the alcoholic brooks no control from man or God. He, the alcoholic, is and must be the master of his dest...

bikerbill · bikerbill

...... I get some queit time. I either go fishing, bird watching or take a long walk. Today it was the walk. I put a load of washing in the mahine and then went up on the snow road, just off the woodhead pass. I think this is the time where I get to do my meditations, just being out of doors, seeing the wide, blue...

Aquaman · Aquaman

Hey All... Gotta share my way through this... So, as many of you know I'm yo-yoing through my first year and I consider it a success so far. Before The Program I drank almost every day, whenever possible, for 28 years and caused lots of pain and trouble. In the last 7 months I've drank five days and got rig...

Toad · Toad

Not drinking has greatly affected my sobriety. Toad

John · John

When I first entered recovery, it seemed that everyone was talking in riddles. My sponsor one moment was telling me to let go, and a few minutes later telling me to hang on... (man, was I a baffled drunk) When I asked a question he would give me an answer that didn't seem to have anything to do with the ques...

runnergirl · runnergirl

I feel myself coming closer to this edge. When I look over the side, I see a really big word that starts with an "A." Last night, my husband had to work late so I decided to finish off some beer in the fridge. To me, it was "an experiment." I have all this doubt and uncertainty, so so...

mstrmsn66 · mstrmsn66

I don't get to visit here as often as I would like, but I made it today. I am living back in my little community again. What a journey it has been for the past year. So good to be amongst friends again. Life is pretty good now. I get to see my son on an irregular basis, but that will fix itself in it's own time. Sep...

pinkchip · pinkchip

Since becoming a member of AA, I am struck by the amount of awesome people that have entered my life. Last night I attended my usual Friday night meeting. The meeting is different than others I attend in that it is a mixed crowd (not a gay men's meeting), but more so in that everyone there other than me ha...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

"...Step Two gently and very gradually began to infiltrate my life. I can't say upon what occasion or on what day I came to believe in a power greater than myself, but I certainly have that belief now." TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 27 "Came to believe!" I gave lip servic...

SUSIE · SUSIE

I woke up this morning with not so much of a feeling of celebration but of gratitude. I was remembering where I was 2 years ago....jail. I had been arrested for my 2nd D.UI. I was so humiliated and was wondering just what I was going to do to get myself out of this one. Well little did I know that I was in fo...

Jerry F · Jerry F

Just remembered to share the title of this book with the board as I got it back this morning from another local recovering fellow who wanted a read. This is the book written by James R. Milam (MD) and Katherine Ketcham that I used in college and which was instrumental in opening up doors of awarenesses t...

nutmeg022 · nutmeg022

Hi, I'm brand new here, but I've been reading a lot of your posts the past couple of days. Here's my story (I'll try to keep it short): I've been drinking since I was a teenager (20 years), the amount and frequency increased steadily over the years. Although ironically enough, I did the least amount of dr...

bikerbill · bikerbill

about 900 miles in 3 days. Started in Leverpool Tuesday Lunchtime, got two sites to audit and a third to test the security on. Got that done by 5 so headed to Preston to stay with a mate, get a curry and hit a meeting. There I am, 110 miles away from home and apart from my buddy Tim, I meet 5 other people that I h...

FlyingSquirrel · FlyingSquirrel

I said, ok God what do I do? I'm losing it. The answer came back, ask your family for help. Reasonable. Guess I'll see what happens. Here's the email I sent them, maybe my A.A. family has some input too. ------------------- I've run out of ideas, need help.I cannot afford to keep living in this house...

Just Toni · Just Toni

Good Morning All, Have noticed that some here are reminding me so much of what it was like to be in the grip of the disease of Alcoholism All I knew back then was that I was alcoholic, had been so for many years, and the swinging door of AA, and so grateful that no matter how long I stayed away, was Always welco...

brett · brett

My daughter is 19 going on 49,(you know what i mean).She has had an alcoholic dad most of her life, ME! I dont think that i ask to much of her to understand and be patient as far as my alcoholism is concerned.She has become like my brothers and sisters where its detox or rehab first and then we will try to unde...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

We are going to know a new freedom. . . . ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS , p. 83 Freedom for me is both freedom from and freedom to. The first freedom I enjoy is freedom from the slavery of alcohol. What a relief! Then I begin to experience freedom from fear - fear of people, of economic insecurity, of commitment, of...

Wolfie · Wolfie

I posted this on the Al-Anon Board but since I'm a double winner I thought I'd slip it in here too. Its just a little story about patience tolerance acceptance and unconditional love.When I fell in love with Nancy, I forgot to ask her if she had children. Well, she had told me she was married twice before a...

learning · learning

A friend's daughter lays in a hospital tonight after undergoing surgery to correct injuries to her 'broken' neck. These the result of an auto accident over the weekend. Alcohol related!!!!! She is only 17 and her female passenger 15. (Not sure about the other girl's injuries) A high school sen...

SoberBridget · SoberBridget

Hi everyone: Haven't been online in awhile, but still sober and going to AA meetings. I did add a new thing to my recovery. I just started keeping a journal recently and it seems to help MUCH more than I expected. I've never been one keen on having a journal or diary. I don't know if it makes my emotions m...

bikerbill · bikerbill

...is that it's much easier to change your plans at the drop of a hat. I was planning on Liverpool Tuesday, home wednesday, london thursday home friday. Now it's Liverpool and Preston Tuesday, then to Cumbria Wednesday and travel down to Gatwick wednesday night, all day gatwick thursday and back hom...

Mike B. · Mike B.

Thought I would share a couple of experiences that happened recently. I like to call these god moments or god working in my life. On Saturday I took my snowmobile out on the trail. I've done this several time over the past month. I've gone as far as the nearby lake and then turned around and came back. ...

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	A great passage... (Preview) From the 1944 Witter Bynner translation, from Perigree Books, of the Tao Te Ching by Lao Tzu, Chapter 10. Can you hold the door of your tent wide to the firmament? Can you, with the simple stature of a child, breathing nature, become notwithstanding, a man? Can you continue befriending with no prejud...	Aquaman	4	1901	Feb 8, 2010 by SoberSteve
	Hey! (Preview) I know I haven't posted in a while...Just want to stop by and say, I'm still here, still in the fight. I check the site often and learn alot. I just don't think my input will help much, I just feel so "negative." Anyway, my prayers are always with you!	MDC	14	1045	Feb 8, 2010 by SoberSteve
	You know who you are... A simple Thank You. (Preview) A few weeks back I asked the members of Miracles In Progress for financial help so the needs of the newcomer into the MIP Recovery Homes could be better met by Rose and I during such a trying economic time. I believe in accountability and transparency in such matters. To say the very least, I was absolut...	John	8	1090	Feb 7, 2010 by Wolfie
	AA Alanon Event (Preview) If anyone from AA or Al-Anon happens to find themselves in Dartmouth, Nova Scotia with nothing to do on the weekend of Feb. 19-21, feel free to drop in to the Holiday Inn on Wyse Road for the 32nd annual midwinter roundup. Its gonna be a blast.	Wolfie	3	743	Feb 7, 2010 by Wolfie
	This One's For Freddie (Preview) This is a parable I heard once in a meeting. I have modified it slightly but I'm sure you've heard it before. One day I was walking along the beach. I saw an old man walking toward me. Every so often, he would kneel down, pick something up and study it for a moment. Then, he would either put it back on the beach...	Wolfie	4	861	Feb 7, 2010 by StPeteDean
	Getting out of a slump (Preview) Hello my friends. It's been a while since I've really posted much, but I'm still around, lurking in the shadows. Things are going well for the most part, and I'm still enjoying my new sober life today. The past few days have been a little rough, and I was hoping to get some ESH from my friends here. Depr...	Reffner	8	1038	Feb 7, 2010 by pinkchip
	Sponsorship in the Field of Alcoholism (Preview) Without a sponsor, I doubt I ever would have recovered. I am equally as doubtful that my sobriety will continue if I do not sponsor others. After all, our primary purpose is to stay sober and help other alcoholics achieve sobriety. I have sponsored many alcoholics in the twelve years since I recovered...	Wolfie	1	964	Feb 6, 2010 by John
	Daily Reflections ~ A Path to Faith & 24hrs a Day (Preview) True humility and an open mind can lead us to faith, and every A.A. meeting is an assurance that God will restore us to sanity if we rightly relate ourselves to Him. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 33 My last drunk had landed me in the hospital, totally broken. It was then that I was able to see my pas...	Sobrietyspell	0	921	Feb 6, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	My Enemy (Preview) Greetings, Just for today it may bid me well not to be my own worst enemy. Ride Easy, Toad	Toad	11	954	Feb 6, 2010 by leeu
	Struggling (Preview) Hey all. Some serious stuff going on today with our friends on the board. I have to look back and remember all the pain and where everyone is at today. It wasn't that long ago that I could not stop drinking. Took divine intervention (going to jail) to stop me in my tracks. When I think about spiritual princ...	soberdrunk	12	1192	Feb 6, 2010 by Aquaman
	On the lighter side... (Preview) Most people, and the medical community agree that alcoholism is a disease...but people don't react to it like they do other diseases. You can call in to work after your vacation and say, "I got bit by a mosquito in Brazil and I got malaria. I won't be in to work for a few days," and your boss will...	Aquaman	6	1031	Feb 6, 2010 by mikef
	I stand alone....Some of my writings to help in my recovery (Preview) Back towards the end of November I sat down one night putting my thoughts on paper & have found this to be an ideal way to help keep me focused on my recovery. A friend told me this was a sort of freestyle poetry,. Anyway here's one that I think was my very best & expressed my feelings when I came into...	Tessa	7	972	Feb 6, 2010 by pinkchip
	Daily Reflections ~ A Rallying Point & 24hrs a Day (Preview) Therefore, Step Two is the rallying point for all of us. "Whether agnostic, atheist, or former believer, we can stand together on this Step. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 33 I feel that A.A. is a God-inspired program and that God is at every A.A. meeting. I see, believe, and have come to k...	Sobrietyspell	0	530	Feb 6, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	Just Friends (Preview) This story was accepted by the AA Grapevine and was slated for publication next month but due to a mix-up with the postal service I was unable to get the copyright release form back to them in time and it didn't make it in. Thought I'd share it with you. deleted by request of Wolfie due to copyright agreeem...	Wolfie	6	865	Feb 5, 2010 by Wolfie
	Need Help (Preview) I've never been to a meeting. I never wanted to stop drinking I guess. Ot I did and just couldn't. Im sad and drpressed and very afraid. What can I do to get there?	Rebeca	15	1048	Feb 5, 2010 by kkotz401
	I know I said I wouldn't be around much, but I'm not sure what to do right now (Preview) I'm five days sober right now and I'm dreaming (awake and asleep) about drinking and I'm not taking my antidepressants. I realize the absurdity of this... the only time antidepressants can really work is without the alcohol, but it's now that I am not taking them. Anyway, I know the recommendation...	runnergirl	13	965	Feb 5, 2010 by Avril G
	I'm a basket case right now.... (Preview) Hi, my name is Tessa & I'm an alcoholic. I've been sober for almost 2 years now (Feb 27th) & yesterday I was fine. No thoughts of drinking or anything. Today I've been to 3 meetings. Two of them being AA & one being an NA meeting. I'm also an addict. I generally attend 7-9 meetings a week. Usuua...	Tessa	12	1155	Feb 5, 2010 by mikef
	When do you share birthday/anniversary info in a meeting? (Preview) And what do you think about "Proud time"? I'm sure everyone has their own opinions about it and most will say it's up to the individual, but I'm just wondering what other people here have decided for themselves. I'm coming up on the 1 year mark Feb 16 if I stay sober. When I was new, and they a...	FlyingSquirrel	10	7914	Feb 5, 2010 by FlyingSquirrel
	Great News, and the fear that follows (Preview) Well after having a pretty calm life recently, there are many changes on the horizon. My husband has been interviewing for a new job in our hometown, which is 100 miles from where we are now. He has a very specific job so it's amazing that there is even one opening right now, but he's talking to three com...	Simple	7	783	Feb 5, 2010 by Jerry F
	Hello, (Preview) Hello. My name is Shane and I'm an alcoholic. I remember a few years ago when I made that statement for the first time. God, it is probably the hardest sentence I've ever said. Hard to admit what I am. Even harder to admit to myself the damage I'd done to myself and to the ones I loved. Even now the tears flow...	Irish Shane	19	1034	Feb 4, 2010 by Aquaman
	I am not doing well... (Preview) I am new to this chat room and I have only posted once before. But I need some help. I went to a comedy show Friday night and I had a glass of wine. Well that set me off and I cant stop. I have to work tomorrow and I need to pull myself end together. I have been drinking all weekend and I need t stop. Please s...	glc22	15	1052	Feb 4, 2010 by shotgunmike
	Good example of bad drinking. (Preview) http://www.news.com.au/breaking-news/diy-jetpack-sled-experiment-ends-in-burns-ward/story-e6frfku0-1225825748186A MICHIGAN man who rigged an explosive backpack for a backyard sledding stunt suffered b...	turninggrey	11	1042	Feb 4, 2010 by angelov8
	Changing attitudes towards situations (Preview) At the moment, I am going through a lot of changes. Today I became very angry over a situation which involved a work project and a gossip. I have decided to disengage from working with this person until I am sure of what can be achieved. I am ok now about it, and it feels good to vent. I have sent a pleasant but...	newcomer	9	982	Feb 4, 2010 by leeu
	Just to say Hi (Preview) I am new here just saying Hi with the help of this fellowship I am coming up to my 1st birthday, in 20years the longest I have done is 3 days, I need this message board when times are hard, some days are, but the steps and you get me thru, keep me alive. Thanks. Nick	nick w	15	1061	Feb 4, 2010 by pinkchip
	Daily Reflections - When Faith is Missing + 24hrs a Day (Preview) Sometimes A.A. comes harder to those who have lost or rejected faith than to those who never had any faith at all, for they think they have faith and found it wanting. They have tried the way of faith and the way of no faith. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 28 I was so sure God had failed me that I becam...	Sobrietyspell	0	661	Feb 4, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	Can SOMEBODY please explain ? (Preview) I have been sober many years - a day at a time thanks to AA, however even after all those years I still balk at p92 in the 12 &12 (Step 10) where it says..... "It is a spiritual axiom that everytime we are disturbed, no matter what the cause, there is something wrong with us? " I'm sorry but I ju...	louisa	14	1585	Feb 3, 2010 by louisa
	Antidepressants and alcohol antidepressants meds withdrawals (Preview) Due to a lack of finances and a general dislike of having to flip out every month to try to get meds - I am unmedicated for the first time in 13 years. I'm going through withdrawals from 3 different antidepressants, the worst of which is Effexor. Effexor withdrawals include hallucinations, delusions,...	stardigan	17	3345	Feb 3, 2010 by soberdrunk
	Not sure if I'll be around much lately (Preview) Been a rough weekend for me. I'm terrified that my obsession with alcohol/alcoholism is going to hurt my marriage. I'm so very lucky to be married to an incredible man... one whom I'm not so sure I even deserve. The progression of my depression and subsequent alcohol issues has turned made me rather...	runnergirl	10	1021	Feb 2, 2010 by ljc
	Daily Reflections ~ Rescued By Surrendering & 24hrs a Day (Preview) Characteristic of the so-called typical alcoholic is a narcissistic egocentric core, dominated by feelings of omnipotence, intent on maintaining at all costs its inner integrity.... Inwardly the alcoholic brooks no control from man or God. He, the alcoholic, is and must be the master of his dest...	Sobrietyspell	0	931	Feb 1, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	On Sundays............ (Preview) ...... I get some queit time. I either go fishing, bird watching or take a long walk. Today it was the walk. I put a load of washing in the mahine and then went up on the snow road, just off the woodhead pass. I think this is the time where I get to do my meditations, just being out of doors, seeing the wide, blue...	bikerbill	11	883	Feb 1, 2010 by StPeteDean
	Amber called and won't give up! (Preview) Hey All... Gotta share my way through this... So, as many of you know I'm yo-yoing through my first year and I consider it a success so far. Before The Program I drank almost every day, whenever possible, for 28 years and caused lots of pain and trouble. In the last 7 months I've drank five days and got rig...	Aquaman	14	1145	Feb 1, 2010 by turninggrey
	Sobriety (Preview) Not drinking has greatly affected my sobriety. Toad	Toad	4	873	Feb 1, 2010 by leeu
	Anology of Sponsor/Sponsee relationship... (Preview) When I first entered recovery, it seemed that everyone was talking in riddles. My sponsor one moment was telling me to let go, and a few minutes later telling me to hang on... (man, was I a baffled drunk) When I asked a question he would give me an answer that didn't seem to have anything to do with the ques...	John	5	5703	Feb 1, 2010 by lukin
	Anxiety is building... (Preview) I feel myself coming closer to this edge. When I look over the side, I see a really big word that starts with an "A." Last night, my husband had to work late so I decided to finish off some beer in the fridge. To me, it was "an experiment." I have all this doubt and uncertainty, so so...	runnergirl	12	1204	Feb 1, 2010 by newcomer
	Just a quick update.... (Preview) I don't get to visit here as often as I would like, but I made it today. I am living back in my little community again. What a journey it has been for the past year. So good to be amongst friends again. Life is pretty good now. I get to see my son on an irregular basis, but that will fix itself in it's own time. Sep...	mstrmsn66	3	820	Feb 1, 2010 by Mike B.
	A gift (Preview) Since becoming a member of AA, I am struck by the amount of awesome people that have entered my life. Last night I attended my usual Friday night meeting. The meeting is different than others I attend in that it is a mixed crowd (not a gay men's meeting), but more so in that everyone there other than me ha...	pinkchip	10	1467	Feb 1, 2010 by pinkchip
	Daily Reflections ~ Goal: Sanity & 24hrs a Day (Preview) "...Step Two gently and very gradually began to infiltrate my life. I can't say upon what occasion or on what day I came to believe in a power greater than myself, but I certainly have that belief now." TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 27 "Came to believe!" I gave lip servic...	Sobrietyspell	0	688	Jan 31, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	2 year anniversary! (Preview) I woke up this morning with not so much of a feeling of celebration but of gratitude. I was remembering where I was 2 years ago....jail. I had been arrested for my 2nd D.UI. I was so humiliated and was wondering just what I was going to do to get myself out of this one. Well little did I know that I was in fo...	SUSIE	18	1407	Jan 31, 2010 by nick w
	Under the Influence (Preview) Just remembered to share the title of this book with the board as I got it back this morning from another local recovering fellow who wanted a read. This is the book written by James R. Milam (MD) and Katherine Ketcham that I used in college and which was instrumental in opening up doors of awarenesses t...	Jerry F	4	805	Jan 31, 2010 by SteveP
	How do you handle family? (Preview) Hi, I'm brand new here, but I've been reading a lot of your posts the past couple of days. Here's my story (I'll try to keep it short): I've been drinking since I was a teenager (20 years), the amount and frequency increased steadily over the years. Although ironically enough, I did the least amount of dr...	nutmeg022	15	1501	Jan 31, 2010 by SteveP
	Changing Plans, good meetings, missed meetings. (Preview) about 900 miles in 3 days. Started in Leverpool Tuesday Lunchtime, got two sites to audit and a third to test the security on. Got that done by 5 so headed to Preston to stay with a mate, get a curry and hit a meeting. There I am, 110 miles away from home and apart from my buddy Tim, I meet 5 other people that I h...	bikerbill	4	865	Jan 31, 2010 by SteveP
	My problems have piled up on me and become astonishingly difficult to solve. (Preview) I said, ok God what do I do? I'm losing it. The answer came back, ask your family for help. Reasonable. Guess I'll see what happens. Here's the email I sent them, maybe my A.A. family has some input too. ------------------- I've run out of ideas, need help.I cannot afford to keep living in this house...	FlyingSquirrel	11	1102	Jan 31, 2010 by SteveP
	Is Alcohol controlling your life? Your actions?, your Thoughts? (Preview) Good Morning All, Have noticed that some here are reminding me so much of what it was like to be in the grip of the disease of Alcoholism All I knew back then was that I was alcoholic, had been so for many years, and the swinging door of AA, and so grateful that no matter how long I stayed away, was Always welco...	Just Toni	9	986	Jan 31, 2010 by SteveP
	Daughter woes! (Preview) My daughter is 19 going on 49,(you know what i mean).She has had an alcoholic dad most of her life, ME! I dont think that i ask to much of her to understand and be patient as far as my alcoholism is concerned.She has become like my brothers and sisters where its detox or rehab first and then we will try to unde...	brett	9	920	Jan 31, 2010 by ljc
	Daily Reflections ~ Freedom From.. Freedom To.. & 24hrs a Day (Preview) We are going to know a new freedom. . . . ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS , p. 83 Freedom for me is both freedom from and freedom to. The first freedom I enjoy is freedom from the slavery of alcohol. What a relief! Then I begin to experience freedom from fear - fear of people, of economic insecurity, of commitment, of...	Sobrietyspell	0	801	Jan 30, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	Wolf Medicine (Preview) I posted this on the Al-Anon Board but since I'm a double winner I thought I'd slip it in here too. Its just a little story about patience tolerance acceptance and unconditional love.When I fell in love with Nancy, I forgot to ask her if she had children. Well, she had told me she was married twice before a...	Wolfie	1	1005	Jan 30, 2010 by mikef
	Prayers!!! (Preview) A friend's daughter lays in a hospital tonight after undergoing surgery to correct injuries to her 'broken' neck. These the result of an auto accident over the weekend. Alcohol related!!!!! She is only 17 and her female passenger 15. (Not sure about the other girl's injuries) A high school sen...	learning	10	1099	Jan 30, 2010 by learning
	Keeping a journal (Preview) Hi everyone: Haven't been online in awhile, but still sober and going to AA meetings. I did add a new thing to my recovery. I just started keeping a journal recently and it seems to help MUCH more than I expected. I've never been one keen on having a journal or diary. I don't know if it makes my emotions m...	SoberBridget	14	3175	Jan 29, 2010 by Avril G
	One of the many benefits of keeping it in the day.... (Preview) ...is that it's much easier to change your plans at the drop of a hat. I was planning on Liverpool Tuesday, home wednesday, london thursday home friday. Now it's Liverpool and Preston Tuesday, then to Cumbria Wednesday and travel down to Gatwick wednesday night, all day gatwick thursday and back hom...	bikerbill	12	943	Jan 29, 2010 by Avril G
	God or Higher Power Moment (Preview) Thought I would share a couple of experiences that happened recently. I like to call these god moments or god working in my life. On Saturday I took my snowmobile out on the trail. I've done this several time over the past month. I've gone as far as the nearby lake and then turned around and came back. ...	Mike B.	10	1776	Jan 29, 2010 by Avril G
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