Alcoholics Anonymous

mandm · mandm

i'm pretty upset with myself . I had a small relapse last night. I didn't do anything crazy or drink a crazy amount, I just had more then I wanted to. I didn't embarasse myself. I didn't do anything stupid. I actually had a really great time at the club with my friends. I just wish I drank a little less then I d...

Sober McHappy · Sober McHappy

I don't need to know how long you people have been sober to learn from and share with you. I've met AA folks with 30-40 years clean time who were complete assholes and were unhappy. I've also met people with 6 moths or a year who absolutely glow and radiate the beauty of the fellowship and the program. Mayb...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Cheerfulness keeps up a kind of daylight in the mind, and fills it with a steady and perpetual serenity. --Joseph Addison Our Program allows us to stand back from day-to-day confusion and let serenity come into our lives. Our program doesnt take away all the struggles and problems from life, but it do...

Neophyte · Neophyte

Hey guys! Hope everyone is doing well, i just have a quick question. Ive been making 6 mtgs/week and go to my local library to read up on spirituality 2x a week. My sponsor and i are connecting ok, but... Im bored. Im tired of hearing the same things over and over again. I feel my brain is atrophying. I als...

gatefold_cover · gatefold_cover

Does anyone have any ideas for where sober singles can go hang out like in a bar to mingle for potential dating scenarios? Or dating sites? Are there already topics on this? I'm sure there are but this site lacks a search feature :(

justadrunk · justadrunk

Grateful for another sober day! So I have a question for all you wise ones: I'm secretly (well not anymore) thinking of going to school for an Associates in AODA counseling. I have all the generals done, so each semester would only be about 12 credits. So here's the question. I was wondering if you t...

justadrunk · justadrunk

I live in Wisconsin, and we just turned the corner - gaining 30 seconds of daylight per day. It is still dark at breakfast and supper though. I haven't been diagnosed with it, but I feel like I have a lot of the symptoms of seasonal affective disorder. (SAD) Usually to combat this in the past, I would tr...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

We don't want to live in the past, but we do need to learn to live comfortably with it. "We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it." This is a promise of the Twelve Step program. One of the most useful tools we have for learning to live with our past is the Fourth Step inventory. Onc...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

January 7, 2013 Quote of the Week "Trying to understand God just makesHis job harder." I can't tell you how much time I've spent trying to figure out who or what God is. I've spent years trying to understand the Catholic God I was raised with, and more years trying to define God from a philo...

justadrunk · justadrunk

The sun was shining through the window just so, that the lace curtain in the hallway reflected roses and dancing swirls against the wall. I've never noticed that before. 6 eagles were watching over the Chippewa River behind our house. One was watching me. My daughter learned how to play a driving ar...

ghostman1960 · ghostman1960

I saw my wifes profile on that dating site again and lost it. I went out and bought a bottle of vodka and went at it. I wish someone would tell her that her having that profile up there is wrong as she is married and its killing me.

ChristineG · ChristineG

Most of the meetings I have been to have been 11th step or meditation meetings. A topic is chosen, there is time to meditate, read, pray, and then everyone shares their thoughts. I am having a VERY hard time with this. I feel like I am taking a test I have not studied for. I don't know if it is that I am out of pr...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

I had 3 months, then 6, my longest was 8 then I relapsed and had 4, well the past few months I have been smoking weed and justifying it to myself (its legal in some states) well I slipped up last week, had about 5 long islands and lost $1000 at the casino, worst part was I took my wife on this trip and she relapse...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Oh, what a tangled web we weave When first we practice to deceive. --Sir Walter Scott To deceive means to fool people into believing things that are not true. As addicts, we did this in many ways. We lied. We hid facts. We were sneaky. While we were trying to fool other people, we also fooled ourselves. Ev...

RubyTues · RubyTues

I always thought the first time I drank was with a friend when we were 13, getting drunk on her dad's beer. Just sitting here, I had these two memories beat me over the head: The first time I drank I was actually in my parents kitchen, by myself, drinking a glass of mixed liquors I'd siphoned from various bo...

Tomas · Tomas

Continued to take personal Inventory and when we are wrong promptly admit it. Yesterday 1/3. I accessed the site to a posted message titled A Funny for the Old-Timers As someone with 39 years of continuous sobriety, thus qualifying as such , I read it; but, in all truth did not find it funny , I found it DE...

mandm · mandm

Its been about a week now since I quit drinking I can't belive how much money I have in my bank! I was usually going out 3 - 4 x per week spending from 30 - 60 bucks plus at least 6 tall boys to get me started. Give your self an instant raise and quit drinking! Plus i'm being more productive! woot woot i'm pump...

Sober McHappy · Sober McHappy

As I mentioned I've been a bit of a grumpy bastard the last few days and my wife has been extremely patient and understanding. I feel a great deal of gratitude and love for her and so about half an hour ago when I went to kiss her goodnight I whispered in her ear "I know that I've been impossible but I did...

SereneSteve · SereneSteve

I took a page from Tipsy's book and decided to reinvent myself here. My other account had almost 1000 posts and I felt I needed to start over since I am on day 1 again. Made it to a face to face meeting nooner, it was about service work, I helped set up some chairs and take them down. Felt so good to be a part of...

justadrunk · justadrunk

My husband and I went to an alanon meeting together today for the first time. I thought maybe he would feel awkward. I thought maybe I might too for a moment. But it was great, and we were both really comfortable with it after all. I liked having my best friend there with me. We found the same things funn...

bigv · bigv

Old timer in a meeting the other night was talking about how Bill could not stay sober, even to the end of his life. About all i've found is that he did use LSD often, i haven't found any documents saying he was drinking. I know he suffered severely from depression, which I have found to be common among us a...

tanna · tanna

Need to know how to deal with this in A.A. meeting without creating more problems since I am a newcomer. This person has a lot to share and give since he has several years and I need to feel comfortable going. Any imput would be grateful. Thank You.

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Life Is a Gift Thank you, God. May I remember during periods of depression. The many times in my life when things do seem right, when I have those moments of clarity. When I feel there is hope, when the sun shines down on me and warms my face, when Your love warms my heart. I am reminded that life is a gift . . . t...

Marge · Marge

Hi all im new and this is day one of a long road ahead. One day at a time.

Sober McHappy · Sober McHappy

The classification of alcoholics seems most difficult, and in much detail is outside the scope of this book. There are, of course, the psychopaths who are emotionally unstable. We are all familiar with this type. They are always going on the wagon for keeps. They are over-remorseful and make many re...

Col · Col

I know I speak often of work here. One reason for that is that my social life is currently in a state of transition between my old one that revolved around drinking, and my new sober life. The other reason is that many things at work are very much related to sobriety. Now, the job I currently work was one I ha...

RubyTues · RubyTues

What are your favourite pieces from the literature? How do you prefer to read it? I have a Big Book and a copy of Staying Sober. I've just started reading the 12 and 12 online, and would like to get my hands on a hard copy of that. I also downloaded an audiobook of The Big Book. It's really nice to listen to.

flipper · flipper

If we plant a flower or shrub and water it daily it will grow so tall that in time we shall need and a hoe to uproot it. It is just so, I think, when we commit a fault, however small, each day, and do not cure ourselves of it.

Sober McHappy · Sober McHappy

I reconnected with a good friend who I had lost contact with a few years ago. It turned out he had developed a variety of substance abuse problems and had just been released from prison. He is in a halfway house in a city not far from where I live. We've been talking on the phone and trough text message quite...

justadrunk · justadrunk

We pick up tokens on the first Friday of every month. I had nine months last month toward the end, so tonight I picked up my 9 mo token. I hadn't picked up my 3 or 6 - so my sponsor gave them all to me. I had mentioned to her that I wasn't going to mess around with the tokens until the 1 yr mark, but she insisted t...

joby · joby

Went to a Wed nite meeting that I don't go to very often. The normal people were there, with good topics. About 15 mins into the meeting a guy, and a woman comr in. The guy was obviously in bad shape. The lady introduced herself as the sister of an alcoholic and the guy finally introduced himself as the bro...

SolanoGypsy · SolanoGypsy

Congratulations on nine months! Keep fighting the good fight! My sponsor pushed me out there at around 100 days because we had finished my steps and I had sponsored in my previous sobriety. One thing that I have learned about sponsorship is that we can remain available but we can't do it for them. I...

pinkchip · pinkchip

I'm going on a 7 day cruise starting tomorrow and will be gone for 1 week. Going to San Juan, St. Martin, and St. Thomas. Princess cruise....cuz well....I'm a fairy princess. HA! Will be thinking of you all and will hopefully find friends of Bill on the boat! -- Edited by pinkchip on Saturday 5th of Jan...

justadrunk · justadrunk

I used to have lots of things goin. All sorts of things to remember. People who owed me this or that (and didn't even know it); jobs left undone; words left unsaid; cards people were suppose to return to me; gifts I had coming that people didn't know they were suppose to give... all kinds of things goin....

ChristineG · ChristineG

Seems like the walls have stopped closing in. I wouldn't say they are receding but at least they aren't getting closer. Funny how just doing one or two things out of the pile that needs doing can make you feel a little better. Went to a meeting at a new place this morning. They gave me a 24 hour chip. Was ni...

Sober McHappy · Sober McHappy

I've gone through this enough times to recognize my stages and this is not a good one for anyone involved. This is the part where I am still extremely sincere and motivated and feeling physically great but where I turn into the most difficult person on the planet to be around. The word irritable does not...

mrpeel · mrpeel

I'm going back to work the end of next week and I have more than a little apprehension to put it mildly. Scared s##less would be more appropriate. It's not only that I havent worked for two and a half years, its also that I never was truely sober the previous 25 years at work...I always had a chemical in my po...

mandm · mandm

I've been on this website countless times trying to sober myself up. I read through some of my past post, I keep having the same old story. I've lost realitionships because of my drinking, the love of my life. Which caused my life to take a more dramatic spiral (I thought the TV show californation was a d...

RubyTues · RubyTues

Warning: this is a bit gross, but I feel compelled to share! Last week I went to grab a coat from the closet and realized it was filthy. Well! It turns out it was the coat I wore on my last drinking night out. I guess the next day I hadn't looked at it properly and had just hung it up. It was covered in red wine vo...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

It is not fair to ask of others what you, are not willing to do yourself. -- Eleanor Roosevelt Equality is a state of mind. When we value our own self-worth, we are comfortable with the achievements and the well-being of our friends and associates. The symptoms of a punctured ego occur when we criticize...

Mike B. · Mike B.

January 4 "The road to spiritual and emotional recovery ... has taken diverse routes - lots of meetings, readings, talks with AA members, discussion groups, psychotherapy, and the beginning of sharing. The keys see...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Volume up ... enjoy!http://play.simpletruths.com/movie/inspiration-365-days-a-year-v/?cm_mmc=ExactTarget-_-FR-_-01.04.13-_-INSPmovie&j=39523&e=rgpapaw@gmail.com&l=3516_HTML&u=2132582&mid=7001668&jb=17

Pablomoses · Pablomoses

Spent the entire day with this individual's Mother who continues to abuse alcohol, pain pills and tranquilizers. Along with us were a 10 year sober individual and me a 7 year sober individual. Her son, 45 years old was there also. A con artist, who was the boyfriend of the 41 year old, has moved in an...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

This a short video of an extraodinary Australian man ... talk about faith in a higher power ... here's your example ... enjoy! thanks for being patient Aaaah, got it, I think ... enjoy -- Edited by Pythonpappy on Friday 4th of January 2013 09:...

Col · Col

New years eve... My first one sober. It was never an excuse for me to drink, per se, but more an opportunity for the rest of the world to drink like I drank lol. I'll be working tonight in a booze soaked atmosphere. I kinda didnt want to, but I've been blessed enough to pick up a couple of shifts at my old job. B...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Congrats on 90 days Britney (Gleek22) ... that one slipped right by be ... that's a 'BIGGY' Pappy

Col · Col

Although I've been sober for 7 months, I haven't really been doing much aside from working and meetings. Well, now that my full-time job is gone I have a lot of free time. I'm not all that great with unstructured time- I find that I get a lot more done with a rigid schedule. Now what do I do? It's sounds prett...

pinkchip · pinkchip

OMG! Business meetings are horrid sometimes. Especially when the prior treasurer "lost" a ton of money months before, nobody can agree on squat, and resentments are flying everywhere. It would seem the bigger the group, the worse and more contentious the business meeting. I love s...

flipper · flipper

So today I can honestly say I have not had one cigerette in the past year, 1 year smoke free, and now 8 months sober! It can be done!!! As this day comes to an end I sit back and review all of 2012, it was rough. Losing my house in 2011, almost losing wife and kids, being so broke, I could not keep my power on, wh...

Michelle2 · Michelle2

There are 2 people that are important in my life that don't believe I can/will quit. I get things like "yea, we'll see how long THAT lasts" and "I don't believe you want to quit" I DO want to quit! I'm tired of all the negative crap. BTW I've been drinking for 4 almost 5 years, I have on...

Topic		Started By	Replies	Views	Last Post
	What makes us fall ! small relapse (Preview) i'm pretty upset with myself . I had a small relapse last night. I didn't do anything crazy or drink a crazy amount, I just had more then I wanted to. I didn't embarasse myself. I didn't do anything stupid. I actually had a really great time at the club with my friends. I just wish I drank a little less then I d...	mandm	23	690	Jan 9, 2013 by mandm
	I don't want to talk about my AA birthday (Preview) I don't need to know how long you people have been sober to learn from and share with you. I've met AA folks with 30-40 years clean time who were complete assholes and were unhappy. I've also met people with 6 moths or a year who absolutely glow and radiate the beauty of the fellowship and the program. Mayb...	Sober McHappy	13	561	Jan 9, 2013 by Home Grouper
	Today's Gift 01-08 (Preview) Cheerfulness keeps up a kind of daylight in the mind, and fills it with a steady and perpetual serenity. --Joseph Addison Our Program allows us to stand back from day-to-day confusion and let serenity come into our lives. Our program doesnt take away all the struggles and problems from life, but it do...	Pythonpappy	0	262	Jan 8, 2013 by Pythonpappy
	Quck question (Preview) Hey guys! Hope everyone is doing well, i just have a quick question. Ive been making 6 mtgs/week and go to my local library to read up on spirituality 2x a week. My sponsor and i are connecting ok, but... Im bored. Im tired of hearing the same things over and over again. I feel my brain is atrophying. I als...	Neophyte	11	387	Jan 9, 2013 by StPeteDean
	Dating Dating singles love sex relationships (Preview) Does anyone have any ideas for where sober singles can go hang out like in a bar to mingle for potential dating scenarios? Or dating sites? Are there already topics on this? I'm sure there are but this site lacks a search feature :(	gatefold_cover	12	6575	Jan 9, 2013 by Pablomoses
	just checking (Preview) Grateful for another sober day! So I have a question for all you wise ones: I'm secretly (well not anymore) thinking of going to school for an Associates in AODA counseling. I have all the generals done, so each semester would only be about 12 credits. So here's the question. I was wondering if you t...	justadrunk	12	505	Jan 8, 2013 by Rob84
	SAD (Preview) I live in Wisconsin, and we just turned the corner - gaining 30 seconds of daylight per day. It is still dark at breakfast and supper though. I haven't been diagnosed with it, but I feel like I have a lot of the symptoms of seasonal affective disorder. (SAD) Usually to combat this in the past, I would tr...	justadrunk	21	335	Jan 8, 2013 by justadrunk
	Today's Gift 01-07 (Preview) We don't want to live in the past, but we do need to learn to live comfortably with it. "We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it." This is a promise of the Twelve Step program. One of the most useful tools we have for learning to live with our past is the Fourth Step inventory. Onc...	Pythonpappy	0	198	Jan 7, 2013 by Pythonpappy
	Wisdom of the Rooms (Preview) January 7, 2013 Quote of the Week "Trying to understand God just makesHis job harder." I can't tell you how much time I've spent trying to figure out who or what God is. I've spent years trying to understand the Catholic God I was raised with, and more years trying to define God from a philo...	Pythonpappy	4	289	Jan 7, 2013 by justadrunk
	Oh happy day (Preview) The sun was shining through the window just so, that the lace curtain in the hallway reflected roses and dancing swirls against the wall. I've never noticed that before. 6 eagles were watching over the Chippewa River behind our house. One was watching me. My daughter learned how to play a driving ar...	justadrunk	8	414	Jan 7, 2013 by Pythonpappy
	Slipped Yesterday (Preview) I saw my wifes profile on that dating site again and lost it. I went out and bought a bottle of vodka and went at it. I wish someone would tell her that her having that profile up there is wrong as she is married and its killing me.	ghostman1960	9	481	Jan 7, 2013 by Col
	11th Step meetings (Preview) Most of the meetings I have been to have been 11th step or meditation meetings. A topic is chosen, there is time to meditate, read, pray, and then everyone shares their thoughts. I am having a VERY hard time with this. I feel like I am taking a test I have not studied for. I don't know if it is that I am out of pr...	ChristineG	8	3743	Jan 7, 2013 by StPeteDean
	I dont think I will ever get it.. (Preview) I had 3 months, then 6, my longest was 8 then I relapsed and had 4, well the past few months I have been smoking weed and justifying it to myself (its legal in some states) well I slipped up last week, had about 5 long islands and lost $1000 at the casino, worst part was I took my wife on this trip and she relapse...	SoberSteve	21	631	Jan 7, 2013 by Fyne Spirit
	Today's Gift 01-06 (Preview) Oh, what a tangled web we weave When first we practice to deceive. --Sir Walter Scott To deceive means to fool people into believing things that are not true. As addicts, we did this in many ways. We lied. We hid facts. We were sneaky. While we were trying to fool other people, we also fooled ourselves. Ev...	Pythonpappy	0	216	Jan 6, 2013 by Pythonpappy
	Memories coming back (Preview) I always thought the first time I drank was with a friend when we were 13, getting drunk on her dad's beer. Just sitting here, I had these two memories beat me over the head: The first time I drank I was actually in my parents kitchen, by myself, drinking a glass of mixed liquors I'd siphoned from various bo...	RubyTues	3	308	Jan 6, 2013 by Col
	Tenth Step Under Fire (Preview) Continued to take personal Inventory and when we are wrong promptly admit it. Yesterday 1/3. I accessed the site to a posted message titled A Funny for the Old-Timers As someone with 39 years of continuous sobriety, thus qualifying as such , I read it; but, in all truth did not find it funny , I found it DE...	Tomas	28	596	Jan 6, 2013 by Sober McHappy
	Give your self an Instant Raise ! quit drinking! (Preview) Its been about a week now since I quit drinking I can't belive how much money I have in my bank! I was usually going out 3 - 4 x per week spending from 30 - 60 bucks plus at least 6 tall boys to get me started. Give your self an instant raise and quit drinking! Plus i'm being more productive! woot woot i'm pump...	mandm	5	308	Jan 6, 2013 by mandm
	A slight miscommunication (Preview) As I mentioned I've been a bit of a grumpy bastard the last few days and my wife has been extremely patient and understanding. I feel a great deal of gratitude and love for her and so about half an hour ago when I went to kiss her goodnight I whispered in her ear "I know that I've been impossible but I did...	Sober McHappy	7	538	Jan 6, 2013 by mikef
	Reinvented myself also (Preview) I took a page from Tipsy's book and decided to reinvent myself here. My other account had almost 1000 posts and I felt I needed to start over since I am on day 1 again. Made it to a face to face meeting nooner, it was about service work, I helped set up some chairs and take them down. Felt so good to be a part of...	SereneSteve	12	467	Jan 6, 2013 by StPeteDean
	We went together (Preview) My husband and I went to an alanon meeting together today for the first time. I thought maybe he would feel awkward. I thought maybe I might too for a moment. But it was great, and we were both really comfortable with it after all. I liked having my best friend there with me. We found the same things funn...	justadrunk	5	303	Jan 6, 2013 by Gleek22
	Was Bill W constantly relapsing? (Preview) Old timer in a meeting the other night was talking about how Bill could not stay sober, even to the end of his life. About all i've found is that he did use LSD often, i haven't found any documents saying he was drinking. I know he suffered severely from depression, which I have found to be common among us a...	bigv	15	5238	Jan 6, 2013 by AdrianOBlivion
	unwanted sexual advances (Preview) Need to know how to deal with this in A.A. meeting without creating more problems since I am a newcomer. This person has a lot to share and give since he has several years and I need to feel comfortable going. Any imput would be grateful. Thank You.	tanna	11	1111	Jan 6, 2013 by AdrianOBlivion
	Today's Gift 01-05 (Preview) Life Is a Gift Thank you, God. May I remember during periods of depression. The many times in my life when things do seem right, when I have those moments of clarity. When I feel there is hope, when the sun shines down on me and warms my face, when Your love warms my heart. I am reminded that life is a gift . . . t...	Pythonpappy	7	366	Jan 6, 2013 by justadrunk
	Im new to this site. (Preview) Hi all im new and this is day one of a long road ahead. One day at a time.	Marge	16	386	Jan 6, 2013 by Frodo
	Question regarding excerpt from 'The Doctor's Opinion" (Preview) The classification of alcoholics seems most difficult, and in much detail is outside the scope of this book. There are, of course, the psychopaths who are emotionally unstable. We are all familiar with this type. They are always going on the wagon for keeps. They are over-remorseful and make many re...	Sober McHappy	8	873	Jan 6, 2013 by jj
	Trying to provide an example (Preview) I know I speak often of work here. One reason for that is that my social life is currently in a state of transition between my old one that revolved around drinking, and my new sober life. The other reason is that many things at work are very much related to sobriety. Now, the job I currently work was one I ha...	Col	6	373	Jan 6, 2013 by Col
	The literature (Preview) What are your favourite pieces from the literature? How do you prefer to read it? I have a Big Book and a copy of Staying Sober. I've just started reading the 12 and 12 online, and would like to get my hands on a hard copy of that. I also downloaded an audiobook of The Big Book. It's really nice to listen to.	RubyTues	11	537	Jan 6, 2013 by Pythonpappy
	weekly qoute from my church - fittng for AA? i think so...... (Preview) If we plant a flower or shrub and water it daily it will grow so tall that in time we shall need and a hoe to uproot it. It is just so, I think, when we commit a fault, however small, each day, and do not cure ourselves of it.	flipper	2	284	Jan 6, 2013 by Rob84
	A strange turn of events... (Preview) I reconnected with a good friend who I had lost contact with a few years ago. It turned out he had developed a variety of substance abuse problems and had just been released from prison. He is in a halfway house in a city not far from where I live. We've been talking on the phone and trough text message quite...	Sober McHappy	21	491	Jan 5, 2013 by jj
	Still squeeking out those fibbers (Preview) We pick up tokens on the first Friday of every month. I had nine months last month toward the end, so tonight I picked up my 9 mo token. I hadn't picked up my 3 or 6 - so my sponsor gave them all to me. I had mentioned to her that I wasn't going to mess around with the tokens until the 1 yr mark, but she insisted t...	justadrunk	5	377	Jan 5, 2013 by jj
	Humbling Meeting (Preview) Went to a Wed nite meeting that I don't go to very often. The normal people were there, with good topics. About 15 mins into the meeting a guy, and a woman comr in. The guy was obviously in bad shape. The lady introduced herself as the sister of an alcoholic and the guy finally introduced himself as the bro...	joby	7	320	Jan 5, 2013 by SolanoGypsy
	Congrats on 9 months and... (Preview) Congratulations on nine months! Keep fighting the good fight! My sponsor pushed me out there at around 100 days because we had finished my steps and I had sponsored in my previous sobriety. One thing that I have learned about sponsorship is that we can remain available but we can't do it for them. I...	SolanoGypsy	1	293	Jan 5, 2013 by SolanoGypsy
	7 day cruise to eastern Carribean (Preview) I'm going on a 7 day cruise starting tomorrow and will be gone for 1 week. Going to San Juan, St. Martin, and St. Thomas. Princess cruise....cuz well....I'm a fairy princess. HA! Will be thinking of you all and will hopefully find friends of Bill on the boat! -- Edited by pinkchip on Saturday 5th of Jan...	pinkchip	9	556	Jan 5, 2013 by ChristineG
	No strings (Preview) I used to have lots of things goin. All sorts of things to remember. People who owed me this or that (and didn't even know it); jobs left undone; words left unsaid; cards people were suppose to return to me; gifts I had coming that people didn't know they were suppose to give... all kinds of things goin....	justadrunk	7	353	Jan 5, 2013 by RubyTues
	The walls (Preview) Seems like the walls have stopped closing in. I wouldn't say they are receding but at least they aren't getting closer. Funny how just doing one or two things out of the pile that needs doing can make you feel a little better. Went to a meeting at a new place this morning. They gave me a 24 hour chip. Was ni...	ChristineG	10	381	Jan 5, 2013 by Rob84
	This is the part I hate... (Preview) I've gone through this enough times to recognize my stages and this is not a good one for anyone involved. This is the part where I am still extremely sincere and motivated and feeling physically great but where I turn into the most difficult person on the planet to be around. The word irritable does not...	Sober McHappy	11	457	Jan 5, 2013 by Rob84
	Returning to work.. (Preview) I'm going back to work the end of next week and I have more than a little apprehension to put it mildly. Scared s##less would be more appropriate. It's not only that I havent worked for two and a half years, its also that I never was truely sober the previous 25 years at work...I always had a chemical in my po...	mrpeel	8	587	Jan 5, 2013 by Rob84
	starting my new year teetotal (Preview) I've been on this website countless times trying to sober myself up. I read through some of my past post, I keep having the same old story. I've lost realitionships because of my drinking, the love of my life. Which caused my life to take a more dramatic spiral (I thought the TV show californation was a d...	mandm	42	1057	Jan 5, 2013 by mandm
	The detritus of drinking (Preview) Warning: this is a bit gross, but I feel compelled to share! Last week I went to grab a coat from the closet and realized it was filthy. Well! It turns out it was the coat I wore on my last drinking night out. I guess the next day I hadn't looked at it properly and had just hung it up. It was covered in red wine vo...	RubyTues	13	498	Jan 5, 2013 by StPeteDean
	Today's Gift 01-04 (Preview) It is not fair to ask of others what you, are not willing to do yourself. -- Eleanor Roosevelt Equality is a state of mind. When we value our own self-worth, we are comfortable with the achievements and the well-being of our friends and associates. The symptoms of a punctured ego occur when we criticize...	Pythonpappy	2	198	Jan 5, 2013 by justadrunk
	Quote for the day (Preview) January 4 "The road to spiritual and emotional recovery ... has taken diverse routes - lots of meetings, readings, talks with AA members, discussion groups, psychotherapy, and the beginning of sharing. The keys see...	Mike B.	0	266	Jan 4, 2013 by Mike B.
	Secrets to staying Positive in 2013? (Preview) Volume up ... enjoy!http://play.simpletruths.com/movie/inspiration-365-days-a-year-v/?cm_mmc=ExactTarget-_-FR-_-01.04.13-_-INSPmovie&j=39523&e=rgpapaw@gmail.com&l=3516_HTML&u=2132582&mid=7001668&jb=17	Pythonpappy	2	313	Jan 4, 2013 by mrpeel
	41 year old friend drank hersefl to death recently (Preview) Spent the entire day with this individual's Mother who continues to abuse alcohol, pain pills and tranquilizers. Along with us were a 10 year sober individual and me a 7 year sober individual. Her son, 45 years old was there also. A con artist, who was the boyfriend of the 41 year old, has moved in an...	Pablomoses	6	492	Jan 4, 2013 by lady eli
	You Think You Have it Rough? -- it works now -- (Preview) This a short video of an extraodinary Australian man ... talk about faith in a higher power ... here's your example ... enjoy! thanks for being patient Aaaah, got it, I think ... enjoy -- Edited by Pythonpappy on Friday 4th of January 2013 09:...	Pythonpappy	1	352	Jan 4, 2013 by Pythonpappy
	Oh, New Years... (Preview) New years eve... My first one sober. It was never an excuse for me to drink, per se, but more an opportunity for the rest of the world to drink like I drank lol. I'll be working tonight in a booze soaked atmosphere. I kinda didnt want to, but I've been blessed enough to pick up a couple of shifts at my old job. B...	Col	34	584	Jan 4, 2013 by justadrunk
	Congrats Britney, sorry I missed it! (Preview) Congrats on 90 days Britney (Gleek22) ... that one slipped right by be ... that's a 'BIGGY' Pappy	Pythonpappy	3	262	Jan 4, 2013 by RubyTues
	Hello world (Preview) Although I've been sober for 7 months, I haven't really been doing much aside from working and meetings. Well, now that my full-time job is gone I have a lot of free time. I'm not all that great with unstructured time- I find that I get a lot more done with a rigid schedule. Now what do I do? It's sounds prett...	Col	18	408	Jan 4, 2013 by Rob84
	Business Meetings....sigh (Preview) OMG! Business meetings are horrid sometimes. Especially when the prior treasurer "lost" a ton of money months before, nobody can agree on squat, and resentments are flying everywhere. It would seem the bigger the group, the worse and more contentious the business meeting. I love s...	pinkchip	15	469	Jan 4, 2013 by Col
	happy new year! (Preview) So today I can honestly say I have not had one cigerette in the past year, 1 year smoke free, and now 8 months sober! It can be done!!! As this day comes to an end I sit back and review all of 2012, it was rough. Losing my house in 2011, almost losing wife and kids, being so broke, I could not keep my power on, wh...	flipper	10	319	Jan 4, 2013 by mandm
	How do you handle negative people (Merqed) (Preview) There are 2 people that are important in my life that don't believe I can/will quit. I get things like "yea, we'll see how long THAT lasts" and "I don't believe you want to quit" I DO want to quit! I'm tired of all the negative crap. BTW I've been drinking for 4 almost 5 years, I have on...	Michelle2	31	2229	Jan 4, 2013 by Ex-MA Hole
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