Alcoholics Anonymous

ElectricTwist · ElectricTwist

Hi Everyone, Thanks to all of you who have been so receptive over the past few days, and understanding about my sudden leave, but return, to the boards and towards recovery. I'll keep this quick - along with feeling completely unhealthy emotionally, about my drinking, I also feel extremely unhealth...

bikerbill · bikerbill

I bought a mug early on in sobriety - a half litre, berghaus insulated aluminium mug. I toted it round the meetings to keep my tea hot. One meeting I was bemoaning afterwards that my wife doesn't trust me, 'why can't she see how I've changed, why can't she see how well I'm doing?' that sort of thing. A chap (...

LastOneLeft · LastOneLeft

3 meetings in 3 days and 3 days Sober.. I havnt gone this long without a drink in 10 years.Its not easy today. I feel like Im going to explode. Ive Been staying buisy today working on my Jeep,Jaming on my guitar to the Ramones, cleaned my garage,Took my dog for a walk.Im To short fused to hang with my family...

FlyingSquirrel · FlyingSquirrel

Think I'm gonna try to do one of these a day (or maybe every few days, whatever seems good.) My current favorite: "I know I have another drunk left in me.... I don't know if I have another recovery left in me."

Aquaman · Aquaman

Okay, Early here in recoverry I find daily step-work sometimes exhausting; constantly keeping sobriety as a way of life in the forefront of my consciousness. Daily inventories, practicing acceptance, saying "God Grant Me..." instead of "God Dammit!" when I am vexed, side...

FlyingSquirrel · FlyingSquirrel

Never mind, I'm gonna post this and then log off and do the damn thing I've been putting off.

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

Just thought Id share! Last time I went almost 60 days but didn't follow the suggestions etc. I just got back from my 10th meeting in 7 days and have never felt better. I still have not had any urges to drink these 7 days and just wanted to share that if I can do it anyone can! Thanks to everyone on this boa...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Such is the paradox of A.A. regeneration: strength arising out of complete defeat and weakness, the loss of one's old life as a condition for finding a new one. A.A. COMES OF AGE, p. 46 What glorious mysteries paradoxes are! They do not compute, yet when recognized and accepted, they reaffirm somethi...

Dodsworth · Dodsworth

When I was in the bathroom this morning and was getting "ready", I noticed on the back of my deodorant stick that the first ingredient was "alcohol denatured"...also on the back it said "Warning, may be flammable"...and the stuff smells strongly of alcohol (or may...

bikerbill · bikerbill

Oh I've just about had enough of this good old fashioned winter. A week or two of good weahter, I planned to walk the Snow Road today and I can't get there for the snow! There'll be a reason for my HP changing my plans. [Make God laugh, tell Him all your plans eh?] So what else - I trimmed my beard and had a shave...

LastOneLeft · LastOneLeft

I was on my way to my first meeting,I ruined it ,I and I just made it to a bar. I drank and drank...I never made it to my first meeting..,, fuck. why cant i get myself there....Why cant I my hands are please

mikeL27 · mikeL27

Hey guys, I'm new to this all. Just signed up, but am at the beginning of a second recovery. Needless to say, my first one went for a little under two months until I thought since my mind felt more clear (wonder why, eh?), then my drinking would be controlled, as well. I started back up and made a conscious d...

SUSIE · SUSIE

Just a random post. I was talking to my boyfriend the other day who is also in the program. We are both a little over 2 years sober. I said "yeah I wish I could drink socially like other people." Well after giving it some thought and being the alcoholic that I am I realize that I really don't w...

charlie76 · charlie76

VIOLENT drinkers??? I am .i dont know why tho.. When I am sober i am the coolest person ever... Beer B****??? My firend tells me i need to go talk to one i am holding shit back .. not true i am not a rich person but I was blessed with great parents and family who support everything I do .. I wasent abuse as a ch...

Tessa · Tessa

For years I was in denial of my drug & alcohol addiction. I'm going back way further than most showing how I grew up & what life dealt me. My father was an alcoholic & my mother had quit having relations with him. After about 3 months he came home drunk & raped my mother. I was born 9 months l...

SteveP · SteveP

...that some people will get to the Big Book. So remember that." My sponsor said that to me last night. Blew me away b/c it's so true. It's attraction and not promotion. If I'm in disarray, I'm not attracting alkies to AA, I'm pushing them away.... Good sobriety and good day to all... Steve

Tessa · Tessa

Yesterday was my belly button birthday. Great day...I went into work & boss called a couple of us into her office & the doors are closing on Friday. Bussiness is slow & they've decided to go out of bussiness. Now, I'd liked to have had more notice. But, I take this as god doing for me what I can...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

Please join us!

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

... this means a belief in a Creator who is all power, justice, and love; a God who intends for me a purpose, a meaning, and a destiny to grow, however... haltingly, toward His own likeness and image. AS BILL SEES IT, p. 51 As I began to understand my own powerlessness and my dependence on God, as I understa...

ElectricTwist · ElectricTwist

Hi Everyone: Haven't been here in a few months. Feeling awful about it, and trying to get ahold of myself again, and try to attend a meeting. A few of you, in the past, sent me some really great links, sharing where I could go in my area (Boston, MA). If anyone has a moment, would you mind sharing some res...

cindy · cindy

this is my new prayer, when i need to know my HP is with me..When im completely freaked out about some kind of crisis thing, i say it repeatedly and it throws me into the solutions. This beats the hell outta of being stuck in "the problem" ..6 billion people and this "thing" loves ea...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

I noticed it said this: More meetings will be added as chairpersons become available and willing. I would be interested in chairing for different days. Whom do I contact?

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

I have a big book and 12 and 12 but Im looking for NA big book Daily Reflections Living Sober Came to Believe Dr Bob and the good oldtimers Twenty Four hours a day My mind is out to get me and any other ones that are AA related I dont have much money and just got my new job so I can pay you back later perhaps, just wa...

Aquaman · Aquaman

AS we forgive those who trespass against us. Well I have a grudge that I can't seem to purge, no matter how many times I 'turn it over'. My two oldest kids are in the local Mentoring Program, kinda like Big Brothers & Big Sisters. My daughter has been with her Mentor for three years and benefits treme...

Aquaman · Aquaman

You can never step in the same river twice. Because the water you step in isn't the same water that you stepped in before. Beyond that...it's just kinda worth pondering. Peace, Rob

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

Any tips, suggestions etc on how I could start my own local AA meeting?

Tessa · Tessa

A few of you may remember a couple weeks ago when I found this board I wanted to go out & drink. Even tho you didn't know me from Jack a few of you stepped in & replied. You helped keep me sober that night!! I'm so glad I found this board because you welcomed me from the start & made me feel right at h...

FlyingSquirrel · FlyingSquirrel

Great little book, if anyone hasn't heard of it.. has over 500 sayings and slogans collected from A.A. meetings. It can be ordered from Hazelden, 1-800-328-9000 (1-651-213-4000 outside the U.S. and Canada) www.hazelden.org Anyway, I was wondering what good little tidbits others have heard in m...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

At once, I became a part--if only a tiny part--of a cosmos.... AS BILL SEES IT, p. 225 When I first came to A.A., I decided that "they" were very nice people--perhaps a little naive, a little too friendly, but basically decent, earnest people (with whom I had nothing in common). I saw "t...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Once there was a caterpillar named Charlie who lived in the Valley of Promises. There was nothing observably special about Charlie. He was an average looking caterpillar amidst thousands of others. Like them, he spent the majority of his time crawling from leaf to leaf, eating as much as he pleased,...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

I am having a NIGHT OWL online meeting tonight at 12 am pst or 3 am est I am in OREGON USA and you can use a time converter here http://www.google.com/landing/searchtips/#time just type in oregon and it will convert to your time. It will be at 12 am pst my time tonight starting at midnight on 2-20-2010 tha...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

I got a new good job!!!!! I start Monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LastOneLeft · LastOneLeft

Not sure who Im derecting this at, or who Im typing too.I've been Drunk for 20 years.Been a mess for the last 2 years....Been a drunk since my first drink. Im losing my house,fucked up my job.My freinds are all gone.My Family has emotionally left me, or maybe Ive left them... And I have a set of Broke...

FlyingSquirrel · FlyingSquirrel

Sigh. I fondly remember all my thoughts leading up to this 1-year birthday of mine - how I was gonna not announce it till it actually happened, then on my birthday I'd quietly, with the proper measure of humility and keeping any touch of pride out of my voice say, "1 year today" at a meeting. B...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

At this juncture, his A.A. sponsor usually laughs. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 26 Before my recovery from alcoholism began, laughter was one of the most painful sounds I knew. I never laughed and I felt that anyone else's laughter was directed at me! My self-pity and anger denied me the sim...

kld47 · kld47

Many a Tuesday or Saturday Night at 8:00 P. M. or because of Daylight Savings Time at 9:00 P. M. I check the Miracles In Progress Online Meeting Site. When I get on, I usually try and use the same nickname, that way if a person gets on and sees it they will know I have been on before. Quite a few times people get...

runnergirl · runnergirl

Bad night for me last night. It was like something was set in motion that I had no control over. Went out for dinner with a friend and drank. I'm really working hard at getting step 1 and last night may have been what I needed. Talked to a couple of friends and my sponsor today, feeling pretty crappy about ev...

mikef · mikef

Morning family,wanted to share some joy in this man's heart.When my children from my 1st marriage left for Texas with their mom after my first divorce,it was almost 31 years before I reestablished contact physically.I kept in touch by mail,birthdays,holidays sent $$ etc but God urged me to step up....

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

In the beginning, it was four whole years before A.A. brought permanent sobriety to even one alcoholic woman. Like the "high bottoms, " the women said they were different; . . . The Skid-Rower said he was different . . . so did the artists and the professional people, the rich, the poor, the r...

pinkchip · pinkchip

Happy Anniversary! Enjoy today and look how far you've come! Mark

Dreamnine · Dreamnine

Hello, it's been some time since I posted here. I thought my recovery was going well - employment has been looking promising, I attend regular meetings and recently completed 8 months of opening a meeting - I still attend that meeting occasionally, but have others too. My diet and exercise are good - I...

runnergirl · runnergirl

I'm so NOT going to win any Mom of the Year awards for the past week or so. Every time I hear the word "mom" I want to scream. Though I'm not yelling at them, I hear myself using a sharper tone than usual. I'm sure the girls can hear it too. Anyway, these feelings added to the rest of my grim being...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

... there was nothing left for us but to pick up the simple kit of spiritual tools laid at our feet. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 25 My first attempt at the Steps was one of obligation and necessity, which resulted in a deep feeling of discouragement in the face of all those adverbs: courageously; complete...

runnergirl · runnergirl

Yes, I know I should be referring to yoga or running or something. I'm doing all that and still thinking about how I can feel good. Just curious if any of you sobered up from alcohol and then moved on to other things like Rx pills. I'm not intending this, if I could get to more meetings I know they are like...

runnergirl · runnergirl

I keep listening to this song over and over again. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Urv7tyeJ7qE Despite the fact that it makes me want to bawl, it's got such a good message... enjoy! Here are the lyrics... "Ordinary Miracle" It's not that unusual When everything is beautiful It's ju...

soberchick · soberchick

Hi there? I'm Sarah & I'm a grumpy but V grateful alcoholic! I've been really active in AA recently and feel great on the one hand, but a bit dazed and unmotivated on the other - I've an almost 18 year old dog who one minute looks like she's about to give in and let god then the next time I come home from Uni...

charlie76 · charlie76

well i went back to drinking and my inner demons just took over again... i am more addicted to alcohol more then ever now. Last night I was going to fight my brother and his friends i was so bad i started socking the brick walls ( totally stupid and paying for it right now , cant hardly type) ... i realize th...

joelo · joelo

Saw this yesterday and wanted to share it. An alcoholic is someone you don't like who drinks as much as you do. - Dylan Thomas (1914 - 1953), in Constantine Fitzgibbon, Life of Dylan Thomas (1965)

pinkchip · pinkchip

Okay folks, not sure I would recommend waiting until almost a year and a half sobriety to do a step 4, but finally I am doing it. I am kind of like...WTF is the big deal here? I beat myself up so bad all the time that this is like nothing. I'm sort of wondering if I am doing it right. My instructions are to wr...

Clyde · Clyde

I'm a mom. Regardless of the name. I'm going through a terrible divorce. Been on going for 6 months. During that, I found peace by drinking after my kids, ( 2 yr old and 5 yr old) go to sleep. It's difficult to cope. I've become socially removed. I don't reach towards friends or family for support. ...

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	Detox Diet - is there such a thing? (Preview) Hi Everyone, Thanks to all of you who have been so receptive over the past few days, and understanding about my sudden leave, but return, to the boards and towards recovery. I'll keep this quick - along with feeling completely unhealthy emotionally, about my drinking, I also feel extremely unhealth...	ElectricTwist	8	1095	Feb 24, 2010 by slugcat
	Trust is Earned (Preview) I bought a mug early on in sobriety - a half litre, berghaus insulated aluminium mug. I toted it round the meetings to keep my tea hot. One meeting I was bemoaning afterwards that my wife doesn't trust me, 'why can't she see how I've changed, why can't she see how well I'm doing?' that sort of thing. A chap (...	bikerbill	5	642	Feb 23, 2010 by Aquaman
	3 Days Sober (Preview) 3 meetings in 3 days and 3 days Sober.. I havnt gone this long without a drink in 10 years.Its not easy today. I feel like Im going to explode. Ive Been staying buisy today working on my Jeep,Jaming on my guitar to the Ramones, cleaned my garage,Took my dog for a walk.Im To short fused to hang with my family...	LastOneLeft	28	2889	Feb 23, 2010 by FlyingSquirrel
	DAILY TOPIC: Best thing you heard in a meeting today! (Preview) Think I'm gonna try to do one of these a day (or maybe every few days, whatever seems good.) My current favorite: "I know I have another drunk left in me.... I don't know if I have another recovery left in me."	FlyingSquirrel	8	1360	Feb 23, 2010 by Aquaman
	Step Exhaustion (Preview) Okay, Early here in recoverry I find daily step-work sometimes exhausting; constantly keeping sobriety as a way of life in the forefront of my consciousness. Daily inventories, practicing acceptance, saying "God Grant Me..." instead of "God Dammit!" when I am vexed, side...	Aquaman	7	1041	Feb 23, 2010 by leeu
	Somebody tell me why I'm still procrastinating (Preview) Never mind, I'm gonna post this and then log off and do the damn thing I've been putting off.	FlyingSquirrel	10	1059	Feb 23, 2010 by murrill
	I am a week sober today! (Preview) Just thought Id share! Last time I went almost 60 days but didn't follow the suggestions etc. I just got back from my 10th meeting in 7 days and have never felt better. I still have not had any urges to drink these 7 days and just wanted to share that if I can do it anyone can! Thanks to everyone on this boa...	SoberSteve	30	1201	Feb 23, 2010 by SoberSteve
	Daily Reflections - Mysterious Paradoxes + 24hrs a Day (Preview) Such is the paradox of A.A. regeneration: strength arising out of complete defeat and weakness, the loss of one's old life as a condition for finding a new one. A.A. COMES OF AGE, p. 46 What glorious mysteries paradoxes are! They do not compute, yet when recognized and accepted, they reaffirm somethi...	Sobrietyspell	0	750	Feb 22, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	Alcohol in my deodorant...? (Preview) When I was in the bathroom this morning and was getting "ready", I noticed on the back of my deodorant stick that the first ingredient was "alcohol denatured"...also on the back it said "Warning, may be flammable"...and the stuff smells strongly of alcohol (or may...	Dodsworth	22	8403	Feb 22, 2010 by bikerbill
	It's snowing! Again! (Preview) Oh I've just about had enough of this good old fashioned winter. A week or two of good weahter, I planned to walk the Snow Road today and I can't get there for the snow! There'll be a reason for my HP changing my plans. [Make God laugh, tell Him all your plans eh?] So what else - I trimmed my beard and had a shave...	bikerbill	8	607	Feb 22, 2010 by bikerbill
	first meeting.... (Preview) I was on my way to my first meeting,I ruined it ,I and I just made it to a bar. I drank and drank...I never made it to my first meeting..,, fuck. why cant i get myself there....Why cant I my hands are please	LastOneLeft	28	1474	Feb 22, 2010 by Avril G
	Hello -- Quick Introduction (Preview) Hey guys, I'm new to this all. Just signed up, but am at the beginning of a second recovery. Needless to say, my first one went for a little under two months until I thought since my mind felt more clear (wonder why, eh?), then my drinking would be controlled, as well. I started back up and made a conscious d...	mikeL27	14	1290	Feb 22, 2010 by StPeteDean
	HONESTY :) (Preview) Just a random post. I was talking to my boyfriend the other day who is also in the program. We are both a little over 2 years sober. I said "yeah I wish I could drink socially like other people." Well after giving it some thought and being the alcoholic that I am I realize that I really don't w...	SUSIE	11	1112	Feb 22, 2010 by Dodsworth
	how many of you are or where?? (Preview) VIOLENT drinkers??? I am .i dont know why tho.. When I am sober i am the coolest person ever... Beer B****??? My firend tells me i need to go talk to one i am holding shit back .. not true i am not a rich person but I was blessed with great parents and family who support everything I do .. I wasent abuse as a ch...	charlie76	20	1142	Feb 22, 2010 by Avril G
	My alcoholic story.... (Preview) For years I was in denial of my drug & alcohol addiction. I'm going back way further than most showing how I grew up & what life dealt me. My father was an alcoholic & my mother had quit having relations with him. After about 3 months he came home drunk & raped my mother. I was born 9 months l...	Tessa	8	1151	Feb 22, 2010 by Avril G
	"You are the closest thing.... (Preview) ...that some people will get to the Big Book. So remember that." My sponsor said that to me last night. Blew me away b/c it's so true. It's attraction and not promotion. If I'm in disarray, I'm not attracting alkies to AA, I'm pushing them away.... Good sobriety and good day to all... Steve	SteveP	3	567	Feb 22, 2010 by Avril G
	Just lost my job.... (Preview) Yesterday was my belly button birthday. Great day...I went into work & boss called a couple of us into her office & the doors are closing on Friday. Bussiness is slow & they've decided to go out of bussiness. Now, I'd liked to have had more notice. But, I take this as god doing for me what I can...	Tessa	11	1160	Feb 22, 2010 by StPeteDean
	Meeting starting now in AA chat.... starting at 8pm pst in 7 minutes!~ (Preview) Please join us!	SoberSteve	1	698	Feb 21, 2010 by SoberSteve
	Daily Reflections - Guidance + 24hrs a Day (Preview) ... this means a belief in a Creator who is all power, justice, and love; a God who intends for me a purpose, a meaning, and a destiny to grow, however... haltingly, toward His own likeness and image. AS BILL SEES IT, p. 51 As I began to understand my own powerlessness and my dependence on God, as I understa...	Sobrietyspell	0	624	Feb 21, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	Good Sources to find a local meeting??? (Preview) Hi Everyone: Haven't been here in a few months. Feeling awful about it, and trying to get ahold of myself again, and try to attend a meeting. A few of you, in the past, sent me some really great links, sharing where I could go in my area (Boston, MA). If anyone has a moment, would you mind sharing some res...	ElectricTwist	9	915	Feb 21, 2010 by ElectricTwist
	bring me closer to you (Preview) this is my new prayer, when i need to know my HP is with me..When im completely freaked out about some kind of crisis thing, i say it repeatedly and it throws me into the solutions. This beats the hell outta of being stuck in "the problem" ..6 billion people and this "thing" loves ea...	cindy	6	901	Feb 21, 2010 by Tessa
	Chairing the online chat meetings... (Preview) I noticed it said this: More meetings will be added as chairpersons become available and willing. I would be interested in chairing for different days. Whom do I contact?	SoberSteve	12	1081	Feb 21, 2010 by SoberSteve
	Does anyone have any literature they can pass along? (Preview) I have a big book and 12 and 12 but Im looking for NA big book Daily Reflections Living Sober Came to Believe Dr Bob and the good oldtimers Twenty Four hours a day My mind is out to get me and any other ones that are AA related I dont have much money and just got my new job so I can pay you back later perhaps, just wa...	SoberSteve	5	1050	Feb 21, 2010 by SoberSteve
	Forgive Us Our Trespasses... (Preview) AS we forgive those who trespass against us. Well I have a grudge that I can't seem to purge, no matter how many times I 'turn it over'. My two oldest kids are in the local Mentoring Program, kinda like Big Brothers & Big Sisters. My daughter has been with her Mentor for three years and benefits treme...	Aquaman	20	815	Feb 21, 2010 by StPeteDean
	Deep Thought I heard today... (Preview) You can never step in the same river twice. Because the water you step in isn't the same water that you stepped in before. Beyond that...it's just kinda worth pondering. Peace, Rob	Aquaman	9	1087	Feb 21, 2010 by StPeteDean
	Starting my own local meeting... (Preview) Any tips, suggestions etc on how I could start my own local AA meeting?	SoberSteve	20	5977	Feb 20, 2010 by Jerry F
	A special Thank You!! (Preview) A few of you may remember a couple weeks ago when I found this board I wanted to go out & drink. Even tho you didn't know me from Jack a few of you stepped in & replied. You helped keep me sober that night!! I'm so glad I found this board because you welcomed me from the start & made me feel right at h...	Tessa	5	815	Feb 20, 2010 by Jerry F
	My Mind Is Out To Get Me (Preview) Great little book, if anyone hasn't heard of it.. has over 500 sayings and slogans collected from A.A. meetings. It can be ordered from Hazelden, 1-800-328-9000 (1-651-213-4000 outside the U.S. and Canada) www.hazelden.org Anyway, I was wondering what good little tidbits others have heard in m...	FlyingSquirrel	5	657	Feb 20, 2010 by FlyingSquirrel
	Daily reflections ~ I'm Part of The Whole & 24hrs a Day (Preview) At once, I became a part--if only a tiny part--of a cosmos.... AS BILL SEES IT, p. 225 When I first came to A.A., I decided that "they" were very nice people--perhaps a little naive, a little too friendly, but basically decent, earnest people (with whom I had nothing in common). I saw "t...	Sobrietyspell	0	539	Feb 20, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	The Brown Bottle by Penny Jones (Preview) Once there was a caterpillar named Charlie who lived in the Valley of Promises. There was nothing observably special about Charlie. He was an average looking caterpillar amidst thousands of others. Like them, he spent the majority of his time crawling from leaf to leaf, eating as much as he pleased,...	Sobrietyspell	2	14632	Feb 20, 2010 by Tessa
	ONLINE NIGHT OWL MEETING TONIGHT!!!! 12 AM PST 3 AM EST!!!! (Preview) I am having a NIGHT OWL online meeting tonight at 12 am pst or 3 am est I am in OREGON USA and you can use a time converter here http://www.google.com/landing/searchtips/#time just type in oregon and it will convert to your time. It will be at 12 am pst my time tonight starting at midnight on 2-20-2010 tha...	SoberSteve	4	1182	Feb 20, 2010 by Tessa
	My Higher Power came through again! (Preview) I got a new good job!!!!! I start Monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!	SoberSteve	10	1270	Feb 20, 2010 by SoberSteve
	I guess its my turn... (Preview) Not sure who Im derecting this at, or who Im typing too.I've been Drunk for 20 years.Been a mess for the last 2 years....Been a drunk since my first drink. Im losing my house,fucked up my job.My freinds are all gone.My Family has emotionally left me, or maybe Ive left them... And I have a set of Broke...	LastOneLeft	20	1119	Feb 19, 2010 by kkotz401
	Um, thanks God. (Preview) Sigh. I fondly remember all my thoughts leading up to this 1-year birthday of mine - how I was gonna not announce it till it actually happened, then on my birthday I'd quietly, with the proper measure of humility and keeping any touch of pride out of my voice say, "1 year today" at a meeting. B...	FlyingSquirrel	5	838	Feb 19, 2010 by kkotz401
	Daily Reflections ~ The Gift of Laughter & 24hrs a Day (Preview) At this juncture, his A.A. sponsor usually laughs. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 26 Before my recovery from alcoholism began, laughter was one of the most painful sounds I knew. I never laughed and I felt that anyone else's laughter was directed at me! My self-pity and anger denied me the sim...	Sobrietyspell	0	1264	Feb 19, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	Our Online Meetings (Preview) Many a Tuesday or Saturday Night at 8:00 P. M. or because of Daylight Savings Time at 9:00 P. M. I check the Miracles In Progress Online Meeting Site. When I get on, I usually try and use the same nickname, that way if a person gets on and sees it they will know I have been on before. Quite a few times people get...	kld47	7	1078	Feb 19, 2010 by SoberSteve
	Boom. On my ass again. (Preview) Bad night for me last night. It was like something was set in motion that I had no control over. Went out for dinner with a friend and drank. I'm really working hard at getting step 1 and last night may have been what I needed. Talked to a couple of friends and my sponsor today, feeling pretty crappy about ev...	runnergirl	18	1275	Feb 19, 2010 by murrill
	Trinity Rose,another of God's miracles!!! (Preview) Morning family,wanted to share some joy in this man's heart.When my children from my 1st marriage left for Texas with their mom after my first divorce,it was almost 31 years before I reestablished contact physically.I kept in touch by mail,birthdays,holidays sent $$ etc but God urged me to step up....	mikef	4	782	Feb 19, 2010 by SteveP
	Daily Reflections ~ I'm Not Different & 24hrs a Day (Preview) In the beginning, it was four whole years before A.A. brought permanent sobriety to even one alcoholic woman. Like the "high bottoms, " the women said they were different; . . . The Skid-Rower said he was different . . . so did the artists and the professional people, the rich, the poor, the r...	Sobrietyspell	0	459	Feb 19, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	Happy 1 Year Anniversary Flying Squirrel! (Preview) Happy Anniversary! Enjoy today and look how far you've come! Mark	pinkchip	9	1227	Feb 18, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	Unsure of my emotional reactions and confused (Preview) Hello, it's been some time since I posted here. I thought my recovery was going well - employment has been looking promising, I attend regular meetings and recently completed 8 months of opening a meeting - I still attend that meeting occasionally, but have others too. My diet and exercise are good - I...	Dreamnine	24	1312	Feb 18, 2010 by Dreamnine
	Temper (Preview) I'm so NOT going to win any Mom of the Year awards for the past week or so. Every time I hear the word "mom" I want to scream. Though I'm not yelling at them, I hear myself using a sharper tone than usual. I'm sure the girls can hear it too. Anyway, these feelings added to the rest of my grim being...	runnergirl	10	1173	Feb 18, 2010 by StPeteDean
	Daily Reflections - Our Paths Are Our Own + 24hrs a Day (Preview) ... there was nothing left for us but to pick up the simple kit of spiritual tools laid at our feet. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 25 My first attempt at the Steps was one of obligation and necessity, which resulted in a deep feeling of discouragement in the face of all those adverbs: courageously; complete...	Sobrietyspell	0	407	Feb 17, 2010 by Sobrietyspell
	Alcohol gone, looking for something else (Preview) Yes, I know I should be referring to yoga or running or something. I'm doing all that and still thinking about how I can feel good. Just curious if any of you sobered up from alcohol and then moved on to other things like Rx pills. I'm not intending this, if I could get to more meetings I know they are like...	runnergirl	12	1226	Feb 17, 2010 by Aquaman
	Link to something that seems to fit here... (Preview) I keep listening to this song over and over again. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Urv7tyeJ7qE Despite the fact that it makes me want to bawl, it's got such a good message... enjoy! Here are the lyrics... "Ordinary Miracle" It's not that unusual When everything is beautiful It's ju...	runnergirl	2	799	Feb 17, 2010 by runnergirl
	emotional hangover tips? (Preview) Hi there? I'm Sarah & I'm a grumpy but V grateful alcoholic! I've been really active in AA recently and feel great on the one hand, but a bit dazed and unmotivated on the other - I've an almost 18 year old dog who one minute looks like she's about to give in and let god then the next time I come home from Uni...	soberchick	10	2226	Feb 17, 2010 by StPeteDean
	CHARLIE IS BACK (Preview) well i went back to drinking and my inner demons just took over again... i am more addicted to alcohol more then ever now. Last night I was going to fight my brother and his friends i was so bad i started socking the brick walls ( totally stupid and paying for it right now , cant hardly type) ... i realize th...	charlie76	18	646	Feb 17, 2010 by charlie76
	Quote of the day from yesterday (Preview) Saw this yesterday and wanted to share it. An alcoholic is someone you don't like who drinks as much as you do. - Dylan Thomas (1914 - 1953), in Constantine Fitzgibbon, Life of Dylan Thomas (1965)	joelo	4	636	Feb 17, 2010 by joelo
	Finally getting through step 4 (Preview) Okay folks, not sure I would recommend waiting until almost a year and a half sobriety to do a step 4, but finally I am doing it. I am kind of like...WTF is the big deal here? I beat myself up so bad all the time that this is like nothing. I'm sort of wondering if I am doing it right. My instructions are to wr...	pinkchip	12	1063	Feb 17, 2010 by pinkchip
	I can't believe I'm here... (Preview) I'm a mom. Regardless of the name. I'm going through a terrible divorce. Been on going for 6 months. During that, I found peace by drinking after my kids, ( 2 yr old and 5 yr old) go to sleep. It's difficult to cope. I've become socially removed. I don't reach towards friends or family for support. ...	Clyde	10	966	Feb 17, 2010 by pinkchip
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