Alcoholics Anonymous

looking4myself · looking4myself

I am an alcoholic. Beginning my Sobriety again today, its a constant battle. I am 32 years old and have struggled since the age of 21, but mostly in the last 3 years has my addiction become what it is. I grew up in a wonderfully loving home with my Mother who tried so hard to raise my Sister & I by hers...

AdamMoz · AdamMoz

I am always amazed at how much more reading I am able to do when I am not drinking. And I dream so much more, and with so much more clarity. Last night I went to bed reading 'salem's Lot by Stephen King and had a series of wonderfully colorful and detailed dreams that I remembered clearly this morning. Wakin...

justadrunk · justadrunk

And I'm keeping them that way until I get to a meeting. It's pretty uncomfortable, and definately a constant reminder of what I need to do... bringing the urgency and desperation back!

justadrunk · justadrunk

Most of it was just talking. Talking, as it turns out, can not physically hurt you ; ) I thought in order for it to feel as though I did it thouroughly, there would need to be convulsions, storms, the booming sound of God in the backround, possibly an exploded head in the corner of a prior sponsee who didn'...

Col · Col

Hey all:) today's day 73 for me..which is great but something has shifted in me. Ive been to 2 meetings this week, I haven't been reading the literature..I'm just off track. I really couldn't tell you why. And I feel pretty miserable. Crying, tired all the time, don't want to be around people. I just fee...

Neophyte · Neophyte

This weekend, I thought I was gonna be in a sea of uncomfortability. 13 year old girl posessive of her uncle (my fiancée), a whole day spent with a guy who used to give me the creeps, and this guys piece of tail-- if the pity pot had a face, it would be hers. But you know what? That 13 year old was incredibly m...

needmyarmour · needmyarmour

Hello everybody! I wonder if anyone can give me some advice? I've made the decision to give up alcohol entirely as it makes me so ill. I feel really relieved as so much of my life was put on hold whilst I recovered but I also feel really anxious. I'm 43 and I've never had to face a social situation without a d...

leh0724 · leh0724

Recently I've been attending meetings where there are pre-prepared sign-in sheets with everyone's information (who usually attends?) that is passed around, so that people can just check off that they were there that day. Typically, so that this list doesn't have to be printed every week, it look...

bluebee · bluebee

Well, it's been a very long time since I have posted here. Just wanted to share what has been going on in my life. I got "laid off" (fired is more like it) from my job of almost eight years this past November. Now, apparently I have been very lucky in that this was the first time I had ever gotten fi...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

I am still amazed, after years of recovering, at how easily I can begin to talk myself out of attending meetings. I am also still amazed at how good I feel when I go. --Anonymous We don't have to stay stuck in our misery and discomfort. An immediate option is available that will help us feel better: go to a m...

Tanin · Tanin

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. God, give us grace to accept with serenity the things that cannot be changed, courage to change the things which should be changed, and the wisdom to distinguish the on...

AdamMoz · AdamMoz

Hi everyone. My name is Adam and I am an alcoholic. I am new to this message board but wanted to introduce myself. Unlike a lot of my friends, I didn't touch a drop of booze until my first semester of college. As a kid I was warned by my mom that my biological father - they had been divorced since I was two - was...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Always Pick up the Pennies You always hear the usual stories of pennies on the sidewalk being good luck, gifts from angels, etc.This is the first time I've ever heard this twist on the story. Gives you something to think about..... Several years ago, a friend of mine and her husband were invited to sp...

Angell · Angell

Hi all....going to be in the meeting room for a bit and hold the door open.

Lorna · Lorna

I guess I put my comment in the wrong spot. I am new. dont know exactly how to do this. Can someone tell me how to start.

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Toleration is the greatest gift of the mind. ~~Helen Keller How difficult it is still to simply enjoy the gifts of the moment and not obsessively try to control the people and circumstances in our life. Sometimes we can persuade others to go along with our wishes. Perhaps we can positively influence a...

SoberMomma · SoberMomma

Hello everyone! I'm Kristin and I'm an alcoholic. I'll try to make this quick, but I wanted to introduce myself and share a little of my story...I am 27 years old and have been sober for 35 days today. I started drinking when I was 12, and was drinking alcoholically by the time I was 18. Where the rest of my c...

TigressErica · TigressErica

I just woke up... and I'm not having the morning NEEEEEED for alcohol the way I have been. I can feel a slight craving for it... but I'm not shaking, not jittery the way I have been every morning until I either caved in, went back to bed, or fought through it. This is making me wonder if what I thought were add...

AdamMoz · AdamMoz

"Why are you drinking?" demanded the little prince. "So that I may forget," replied the tippler. "Forget what?" inquired the little prince, who already was sorry for him. "Forget that I am ashamed," the tippler confessed, hanging his head. "Ash...

TigressErica · TigressErica

I was having the funniest dream... one that I would have eagerly gone back to sleep hoping to continue in normal circumstances... In my dream... I had superhero powers... I don't think I was a superhero or villain... just somebody with powers. But somebody found out and he was blackmailing me, despi...

Harobed 2 · Harobed 2

. -- Edited by Harobed 2 on Saturday 11th of August 2012 04:03:17 PM -- Edited by Harobed 2 on Saturday 11th of August 2012 04:14:51 PM

Jerry F · Jerry F

After reading Adam's post on "cunning" I had to ask myself when was the last time I experienced the cunning nature of my disease and was reminded to day that a couple of weeks ago while working on a house remodel for a client who lives off shore I went to clean out the reefer and there on the top s...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

My father taught me that only through self discipline can you achieve freedom. Pour water into a cup and you can drink. Without the cup, the water would splash over. The cup is discipline. --Ricardo Montalban It is no accident that the words discipline and disciple come from the same root. To be a disc...

Neophyte · Neophyte

Aparently today's meeting was over run by some chicks share about people judging other peoples recovery. And responses tended to consist of "we judge others to justify our behavior" types of comments. But I thought... There Isnt a right or wrong way to do this recovery thing. There are...

maire rua · maire rua

Today at work, we were having a going away party for a young colleague. Our secretary purchased cakes, one of which was a bisquit cake which was laced with rum. I took one bite then realised as another colleague said it. Stopped eating it straight away. I really feel annoyed and actually feel like repri...

AdamMoz · AdamMoz

I feel like I hear a lot about alcohol being a "cunning" disease. I would agree. All one has to do is look up "cunning" in a thesaurus to see how ugly the concept really is. And, for me, alcohol has embodied it for the past ten years. About six months ago, when I realized that I needed...

londan · londan

Hello to you all , Someone has asked i write an introductory thread so i thought i'd go with that . I'm an alcoholic , 290lb heavy metal loving skinhead from south london in the Uk . I'm trying to follow the bhuddist way as it's what chimes with me for spiritual growth . I try not to define my higher powe...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

We all carry it within us; supreme strength, the fullness of wisdom, unquenchable joy. It is never thwarted and cannot be destroyed. But it is hidden deep, which is what makes life a problem.--Huston SmithHow does one lose touch with his strength, his wisdom, and his joy? Perhaps it is in the nature o...

odat · odat

That it's better to keep it between you and God? -- Edited by odat on Monday 23rd of July 2012 07:47:13 PM

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Cletus & Billy Bob Cletus is passing by Billy Bob's hay barn one day when, through a gap in the door, he sees Billy Bob doing a slow and sensual striptease in front of an old green John Deere. Buttocks clenched, he performs a slow pirouette, and gently slides off first the right strap of his overalls,...

odat · odat

Yesterday I was at a noontime Open Discussion meeting and the Group Conscience said "The purpose of this meeting is to carry the message of the Big Book of alcoholics Anonymous". The chairperson told us what AA has done for him...he's got some peace of mind today and he did the steps through...

Stepchild · Stepchild

These guys were mentioned in another thread by Harobed...Whose sponsor was sponsored by Charlie of this duo. They started their own Big Book study and it grew and grew and pretty soon they were being invited to other places to do workshops and finally put this stuff on tape. They were invaluable to me...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Every A.A. group ought to be fully self-supporting, declining outside contributions. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 160 When I go shopping I look at the prices and if I need what I see, I buy it and pay. Now that I am supposed to be in rehabilitation, I have to straighten out my life. When I go to...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Wow, Dean :D I'm flabbergasted for you! This must feel so good <3 I hope it does, brother. Thank you for all your love, experience, strength & hope on the board, for always being here when it's quiet or busy, for encouraging our newcomers & oldtimers alike, for my recovery & yours. You'...

Neophyte · Neophyte

DISCLAIMER: I'm positive that this post will come out convoluted and a bit rambly, as I didn't write a rough draft first. I'm a negative and hateful person. I'm scared and live in a tiny box that I have constructed to keep me safe. And anything that I believe will threaten my safety I lash out at. There a...

StPeteDean · StPeteDean

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

-- Edited by Pythonpappy on Tuesday 24th of July 2012 01:21:39 PM

TigressErica · TigressErica

Does anybody have anything that... if their friends and family knew the workings of your mind and situation... would indicate their drinking excessively? Mine is soda. Who would think anything was odd if they saw a 12 pack of Pepsi or Diet Mountain Dew at somebody's house? Except if they really reall...

TigressErica · TigressErica

Tomorrow is my first of 2 court dates... the one after tomorrow is August 14th. PLEASE PLEASE... I would appreciate prayers to anyone's higher power in whatever form that prayer is... Please consult your higher power to allow the courts to make the best decisions in my case. I deserve punishment... I...

mommym · mommym

I'm a recovering alcoholic and the mother of twins that are 19 years old. My so is now in his second rehab in less than a year. I recently attended a family program which was really an alanon four day retreat. I related to the other parents but can't get past the 3 C's. I didn't cause it..I can't control it an...

TipsyMcstagger · TipsyMcstagger

Me...that's who! I believe apologies from those who accused me of not being serious about my sobriety are in order :)

Tanin · Tanin

a. who want it, not for people who need it.b. who need it, not for people who want it.c. who need and want it.d. who want it and need it.e. other

justadrunk · justadrunk

I haven't been to a meeting in 8 days. My sponsor has been really busy too, so we haven't spoken much. I've been alive just about 34 yrs. 8 days isn't that many right? Feels like a million - I feel totally out of touch other than my daily visits here. I was signed up to do chairs at my home group on Monday n...

Harobed 2 · Harobed 2

-- Edited by Harobed 2 on Saturday 11th of August 2012 04:07:02 PM -- Edited by Harobed 2 on Saturday 11th of August 2012 04:14:23 PM

TigressErica · TigressErica

Starting over. Not on the forum I mean... but in my recovery. I won't fail today... To be realistic... there's a chance I'll wind up being wrong. I'm resisting what my body is insisting will make me feel better--and in the short term, it WOULD make me feel better in some ways... but even under the influe...

gonee · gonee

God's will for the recovered alcoholic is to help the still suffering. Got that message loud & clear last night. I got back from the field, with a firm decision not to attend an AA meeting, because of work commitment. As I parked the car, got out, the phone rings: "Hi Gonee, It's Neville."...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

For us, if we neglect those who are still sick, there is unremitting danger to our own lives and sanity. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 151 I know the torment of drinking compulsively to quiet my nerves and my fears. I also know the pain of white-knuckled sobriety. Today, I do not forget the un...

Neophyte · Neophyte

-- Edited by Neophyte on Wednesday 25th of July 2012 08:48:12 PM

mommym · mommym

Can anyone please tell me how to get my last name off my posts?

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

COWBOY TOMB STONE Headstone of Russell J. Larsen in the Logan City Cemetery, Logan, Utah ! I wonder if he died knowing he won the 'Coolest Headstone' contest? His five rules for a happy life are at the bottom. FIVE RULES FOR MEN TO FOLLOW FOR A HAPPY LIFE: 1. It's important to have a woman who hel...

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	I am looking for others such as I, holding myself accountable starting now! (Preview) I am an alcoholic. Beginning my Sobriety again today, its a constant battle. I am 32 years old and have struggled since the age of 21, but mostly in the last 3 years has my addiction become what it is. I grew up in a wonderfully loving home with my Mother who tried so hard to raise my Sister & I by hers...	looking4myself	20	536	Jul 31, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	The Vibrant Dreams (Preview) I am always amazed at how much more reading I am able to do when I am not drinking. And I dream so much more, and with so much more clarity. Last night I went to bed reading 'salem's Lot by Stephen King and had a series of wonderfully colorful and detailed dreams that I remembered clearly this morning. Wakin...	AdamMoz	4	397	Jul 31, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	I put my pants on backwards. (Preview) And I'm keeping them that way until I get to a meeting. It's pretty uncomfortable, and definately a constant reminder of what I need to do... bringing the urgency and desperation back!	justadrunk	26	1233	Jul 31, 2012 by Tanin
	I did my 5th step. (Preview) Most of it was just talking. Talking, as it turns out, can not physically hurt you ; ) I thought in order for it to feel as though I did it thouroughly, there would need to be convulsions, storms, the booming sound of God in the backround, possibly an exploded head in the corner of a prior sponsee who didn'...	justadrunk	14	648	Jul 30, 2012 by mikef
	Scared I'm headed down the wrong road..need help (Preview) Hey all:) today's day 73 for me..which is great but something has shifted in me. Ive been to 2 meetings this week, I haven't been reading the literature..I'm just off track. I really couldn't tell you why. And I feel pretty miserable. Crying, tired all the time, don't want to be around people. I just fee...	Col	21	548	Jul 30, 2012 by Bryan39
	SUPRISE!! (Preview) This weekend, I thought I was gonna be in a sea of uncomfortability. 13 year old girl posessive of her uncle (my fiancée), a whole day spent with a guy who used to give me the creeps, and this guys piece of tail-- if the pity pot had a face, it would be hers. But you know what? That 13 year old was incredibly m...	Neophyte	10	511	Jul 30, 2012 by Bryan39
	How can I manage socially? (Preview) Hello everybody! I wonder if anyone can give me some advice? I've made the decision to give up alcohol entirely as it makes me so ill. I feel really relieved as so much of my life was put on hold whilst I recovered but I also feel really anxious. I'm 43 and I've never had to face a social situation without a d...	needmyarmour	17	633	Jul 30, 2012 by Bryan39
	PREPARED sign-in sheets - break in anonymity? (Preview) Recently I've been attending meetings where there are pre-prepared sign-in sheets with everyone's information (who usually attends?) that is passed around, so that people can just check off that they were there that day. Typically, so that this list doesn't have to be printed every week, it look...	leh0724	9	1674	Jul 30, 2012 by Mr_David
	Hope. (Preview) Well, it's been a very long time since I have posted here. Just wanted to share what has been going on in my life. I got "laid off" (fired is more like it) from my job of almost eight years this past November. Now, apparently I have been very lucky in that this was the first time I had ever gotten fi...	bluebee	4	433	Jul 30, 2012 by Mr_David
	Today's Gift (Preview) I am still amazed, after years of recovering, at how easily I can begin to talk myself out of attending meetings. I am also still amazed at how good I feel when I go. --Anonymous We don't have to stay stuck in our misery and discomfort. An immediate option is available that will help us feel better: go to a m...	Pythonpappy	1	323	Jul 30, 2012 by Mr_David
	Poll: Which Serenity Prayer Do You Prefer? poll (Preview) God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. God, give us grace to accept with serenity the things that cannot be changed, courage to change the things which should be changed, and the wisdom to distinguish the on...	Tanin	13	779	Jul 30, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	Hi, I'm Adam (Preview) Hi everyone. My name is Adam and I am an alcoholic. I am new to this message board but wanted to introduce myself. Unlike a lot of my friends, I didn't touch a drop of booze until my first semester of college. As a kid I was warned by my mom that my biological father - they had been divorced since I was two - was...	AdamMoz	13	877	Jul 29, 2012 by SteveP
	Pick Up the Pennies!!! (Preview) Always Pick up the Pennies You always hear the usual stories of pennies on the sidewalk being good luck, gifts from angels, etc.This is the first time I've ever heard this twist on the story. Gives you something to think about..... Several years ago, a friend of mine and her husband were invited to sp...	Pythonpappy	29	720	Jul 29, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	Saturday night meeting in chat (Preview) Hi all....going to be in the meeting room for a bit and hold the door open.	Angell	16	528	Jul 29, 2012 by Stepchild
	hi i am new. what i am suppose to talk about? (Preview) I guess I put my comment in the wrong spot. I am new. dont know exactly how to do this. Can someone tell me how to start.	Lorna	15	593	Jul 29, 2012 by Stepchild
	Just 'Let God' (Preview) Toleration is the greatest gift of the mind. ~~Helen Keller How difficult it is still to simply enjoy the gifts of the moment and not obsessively try to control the people and circumstances in our life. Sometimes we can persuade others to go along with our wishes. Perhaps we can positively influence a...	Pythonpappy	3	388	Jul 29, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	Hi! Quick intro and background (Preview) Hello everyone! I'm Kristin and I'm an alcoholic. I'll try to make this quick, but I wanted to introduce myself and share a little of my story...I am 27 years old and have been sober for 35 days today. I started drinking when I was 12, and was drinking alcoholically by the time I was 18. Where the rest of my c...	SoberMomma	19	652	Jul 29, 2012 by pinkchip
	So I'm Wondering If I ever was/am really addicted to alcohol (Preview) I just woke up... and I'm not having the morning NEEEEEED for alcohol the way I have been. I can feel a slight craving for it... but I'm not shaking, not jittery the way I have been every morning until I either caved in, went back to bed, or fought through it. This is making me wonder if what I thought were add...	TigressErica	62	1095	Jul 29, 2012 by TigressErica
	The Strength to Look Forward (Preview) "Why are you drinking?" demanded the little prince. "So that I may forget," replied the tippler. "Forget what?" inquired the little prince, who already was sorry for him. "Forget that I am ashamed," the tippler confessed, hanging his head. "Ash...	AdamMoz	6	683	Jul 28, 2012 by AdamMoz
	A DREAM/NIGHTMARE(?) Is what set me off today (Preview) I was having the funniest dream... one that I would have eagerly gone back to sleep hoping to continue in normal circumstances... In my dream... I had superhero powers... I don't think I was a superhero or villain... just somebody with powers. But somebody found out and he was blackmailing me, despi...	TigressErica	21	530	Jul 28, 2012 by Stepchild
	.... (Preview) . -- Edited by Harobed 2 on Saturday 11th of August 2012 04:03:17 PM -- Edited by Harobed 2 on Saturday 11th of August 2012 04:14:51 PM	Harobed 2	5	3022	Jul 28, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	It's only one....come on... (Preview) After reading Adam's post on "cunning" I had to ask myself when was the last time I experienced the cunning nature of my disease and was reminded to day that a couple of weeks ago while working on a house remodel for a client who lives off shore I went to clean out the reefer and there on the top s...	Jerry F	5	439	Jul 28, 2012 by Mr_David
	Today's Gift (Preview) My father taught me that only through self discipline can you achieve freedom. Pour water into a cup and you can drink. Without the cup, the water would splash over. The cup is discipline. --Ricardo Montalban It is no accident that the words discipline and disciple come from the same root. To be a disc...	Pythonpappy	1	395	Jul 28, 2012 by Mr_David
	Judgement calls... (Preview) Aparently today's meeting was over run by some chicks share about people judging other peoples recovery. And responses tended to consist of "we judge others to justify our behavior" types of comments. But I thought... There Isnt a right or wrong way to do this recovery thing. There are...	Neophyte	10	572	Jul 28, 2012 by pinkchip
	Really Cross (Preview) Today at work, we were having a going away party for a young colleague. Our secretary purchased cakes, one of which was a bisquit cake which was laced with rum. I took one bite then realised as another colleague said it. Stopped eating it straight away. I really feel annoyed and actually feel like repri...	maire rua	13	486	Jul 28, 2012 by pinkchip
	A Cunning Disease (Preview) I feel like I hear a lot about alcohol being a "cunning" disease. I would agree. All one has to do is look up "cunning" in a thesaurus to see how ugly the concept really is. And, for me, alcohol has embodied it for the past ten years. About six months ago, when I realized that I needed...	AdamMoz	5	1167	Jul 28, 2012 by Stepchild
	Newbie says hello new member UK (Preview) Hello to you all , Someone has asked i write an introductory thread so i thought i'd go with that . I'm an alcoholic , 290lb heavy metal loving skinhead from south london in the Uk . I'm trying to follow the bhuddist way as it's what chimes with me for spiritual growth . I try not to define my higher powe...	londan	12	2794	Jul 28, 2012 by Frodo
	Today's Gift (Preview) We all carry it within us; supreme strength, the fullness of wisdom, unquenchable joy. It is never thwarted and cannot be destroyed. But it is hidden deep, which is what makes life a problem.--Huston SmithHow does one lose touch with his strength, his wisdom, and his joy? Perhaps it is in the nature o...	Pythonpappy	6	675	Jul 28, 2012 by justadrunk
	Ever Post Then Decide... (Preview) That it's better to keep it between you and God? -- Edited by odat on Monday 23rd of July 2012 07:47:13 PM	odat	7	458	Jul 27, 2012 by Stepchild
	The Farm Stripper! (Preview) Cletus & Billy Bob Cletus is passing by Billy Bob's hay barn one day when, through a gap in the door, he sees Billy Bob doing a slow and sensual striptease in front of an old green John Deere. Buttocks clenched, he performs a slow pirouette, and gently slides off first the right strap of his overalls,...	Pythonpappy	10	621	Jul 27, 2012 by Stepchild
	Carrying the Message (Preview) Yesterday I was at a noontime Open Discussion meeting and the Group Conscience said "The purpose of this meeting is to carry the message of the Big Book of alcoholics Anonymous". The chairperson told us what AA has done for him...he's got some peace of mind today and he did the steps through...	odat	9	487	Jul 27, 2012 by odat
	Joe and Charlie (Preview) These guys were mentioned in another thread by Harobed...Whose sponsor was sponsored by Charlie of this duo. They started their own Big Book study and it grew and grew and pretty soon they were being invited to other places to do workshops and finally put this stuff on tape. They were invaluable to me...	Stepchild	4	439	Jul 27, 2012 by Mr_David
	Daily Reflections ~ The "Worth" of Sobriety & 24hrs a Day (Preview) Every A.A. group ought to be fully self-supporting, declining outside contributions. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 160 When I go shopping I look at the prices and if I need what I see, I buy it and pay. Now that I am supposed to be in rehabilitation, I have to straighten out my life. When I go to...	Sobrietyspell	3	655	Jul 27, 2012 by Db1105
	TWENTYTHREE BIG ONES, DEAN!!!!! (Preview) Wow, Dean :D I'm flabbergasted for you! This must feel so good <3 I hope it does, brother. Thank you for all your love, experience, strength & hope on the board, for always being here when it's quiet or busy, for encouraging our newcomers & oldtimers alike, for my recovery & yours. You'...	Sobrietyspell	15	557	Jul 27, 2012 by bikerbill
	Searching (Preview) DISCLAIMER: I'm positive that this post will come out convoluted and a bit rambly, as I didn't write a rough draft first. I'm a negative and hateful person. I'm scared and live in a tiny box that I have constructed to keep me safe. And anything that I believe will threaten my safety I lash out at. There a...	Neophyte	11	570	Jul 27, 2012 by Stepchild
	Last night of the year to stay sober. (Preview)	StPeteDean	10	551	Jul 27, 2012 by SteveP
	Yea or Nay on New Ice Cream ??? (Preview) -- Edited by Pythonpappy on Tuesday 24th of July 2012 01:21:39 PM	Pythonpappy	6	450	Jul 27, 2012 by Tanin
	Unthought-Of Paraphanalia (Preview) Does anybody have anything that... if their friends and family knew the workings of your mind and situation... would indicate their drinking excessively? Mine is soda. Who would think anything was odd if they saw a 12 pack of Pepsi or Diet Mountain Dew at somebody's house? Except if they really reall...	TigressErica	11	618	Jul 26, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	Please consult your higher power for me (Preview) Tomorrow is my first of 2 court dates... the one after tomorrow is August 14th. PLEASE PLEASE... I would appreciate prayers to anyone's higher power in whatever form that prayer is... Please consult your higher power to allow the courts to make the best decisions in my case. I deserve punishment... I...	TigressErica	17	570	Jul 26, 2012 by odat
	I'm to Blame (Preview) I'm a recovering alcoholic and the mother of twins that are 19 years old. My so is now in his second rehab in less than a year. I recently attended a family program which was really an alanon four day retreat. I related to the other parents but can't get past the 3 C's. I didn't cause it..I can't control it an...	mommym	12	571	Jul 26, 2012 by Stepchild
	So, guess who's doing pretty damn good... (Preview) Me...that's who! I believe apologies from those who accused me of not being serious about my sobriety are in order :)	TipsyMcstagger	16	550	Jul 26, 2012 by justadrunk
	Quiz: Alcoholics Anonymous is a program for people ... (Preview) a. who want it, not for people who need it.b. who need it, not for people who want it.c. who need and want it.d. who want it and need it.e. other	Tanin	13	696	Jul 26, 2012 by Tanin
	Mr. David would say - keep the momentum going! (Preview) I haven't been to a meeting in 8 days. My sponsor has been really busy too, so we haven't spoken much. I've been alive just about 34 yrs. 8 days isn't that many right? Feels like a million - I feel totally out of touch other than my daily visits here. I was signed up to do chairs at my home group on Monday n...	justadrunk	14	533	Jul 26, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	.... (Preview) -- Edited by Harobed 2 on Saturday 11th of August 2012 04:07:02 PM -- Edited by Harobed 2 on Saturday 11th of August 2012 04:14:23 PM	Harobed 2	16	1271	Jul 26, 2012 by odat
	Starting Over For Today... I WON'T Fail (Preview) Starting over. Not on the forum I mean... but in my recovery. I won't fail today... To be realistic... there's a chance I'll wind up being wrong. I'm resisting what my body is insisting will make me feel better--and in the short term, it WOULD make me feel better in some ways... but even under the influe...	TigressErica	16	867	Jul 26, 2012 by Tanin
	Whose will? (Preview) God's will for the recovered alcoholic is to help the still suffering. Got that message loud & clear last night. I got back from the field, with a firm decision not to attend an AA meeting, because of work commitment. As I parked the car, got out, the phone rings: "Hi Gonee, It's Neville."...	gonee	4	392	Jul 26, 2012 by Mr_David
	Daily Reflections ~ Those Who Still Suffer & 24hrs aDay (Preview) For us, if we neglect those who are still sick, there is unremitting danger to our own lives and sanity. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 151 I know the torment of drinking compulsively to quiet my nerves and my fears. I also know the pain of white-knuckled sobriety. Today, I do not forget the un...	Sobrietyspell	1	567	Jul 26, 2012 by Mr_David
	Decision decision... (Preview) -- Edited by Neophyte on Wednesday 25th of July 2012 08:48:12 PM	Neophyte	4	386	Jul 26, 2012 by Neophyte
	How do I get my last name off my posts? (Preview) Can anyone please tell me how to get my last name off my posts?	mommym	4	418	Jul 26, 2012 by Mr_David
	A Cowboy TombStone (Preview) COWBOY TOMB STONE Headstone of Russell J. Larsen in the Logan City Cemetery, Logan, Utah ! I wonder if he died knowing he won the 'Coolest Headstone' contest? His five rules for a happy life are at the bottom. FIVE RULES FOR MEN TO FOLLOW FOR A HAPPY LIFE: 1. It's important to have a woman who hel...	Pythonpappy	6	999	Jul 26, 2012 by Mr_David
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