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TODAY
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Hello everyone. I dont know why I am sharing this. I guess I hope to find people with similar feelings at this moment or sometime in their life. I have been sober for 63 days. YAy. well I woke up today and went to class and ended up zoning out and I found this in my notebook. It explained how I was feeling at tha...
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Watching Avatar again.
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Good over evil. A Higher Power. Great graphics. Just keepin' it simple! Tom
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Saving Face- Why?
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I took my car to the garage. Suspected the wheel bearing or cv unit was gone on the driver's side. I had another vehicle to use in the interim. The garage calls and tells me the car is done and ready for pickup. They informed me the only problem I had was a loose tire. My initial reaction was- what, that...
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Music...
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Sometimes a good song is better than a case of beer...What are you listening to these days... Im enjoying this one, old but good... Don't think sorry's easily said Don't try turning tables instead Youv'e taken lots of chances before But I'm not gonna give anymore Don't ask me That's how it goes Cause pa...
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Sigh, Infection
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So on the busted leg front, today was the day I got to take off the bandage and was going to be able to wash the old leg. It was wrapped up for a week. When I pulled off the bangage the outdide incision was not good. That is where the bone broke the skin. Sooo I am back on an antibotic, hoping it heals up so the pl...
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Going to the mountains for few days
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It's already in the 30's at night there. 60 gallons of paint has my name on it. See you soon. Dean -- Edited by StPeteDean at 15:53, 2008-09-30
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The house of cards....
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It's o'dark thirty here in the Great Pacific Northwest, so not my time of day. Been awake for a couple of hours now, finally gave up trying to go back to sleep. The hamster was on the wheel, running in circles, round and round and round. The good thing is that a couple of years ago, this was a daily(or nig...
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Home alone
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Today I am home alone. Well not completely alone - my kids are here of course. Just as I emerged with this sentence, it occured to me that in my drinking life, I would be completely blacked out, passed out and gone by now. 8:21 pm. My kids, would likely not be asleep yet. They would be wondering why Mom...
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Motives in Recovery
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Welp, this is it...tomorrow I move back to the city... "I Don't Know" are the most important words I can say today. I don't know what is next, who I will meet, how things will be. All I know is if I take care of myself and my illness I'll do ok. God will bring me everything I need. Self-care is impor...
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My HP works in different ways
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I've learned through The 12 Step process and working The Program of AA that a power outside myself exist. He was always there for me, but I would walk through the gifts and treated them as accomplishments. The lessons sent my way(many of them painful) I blew through and failed to heed the warnings. T...
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Excitement
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On pg 88 BB I ask God every morning to help me be watchful of excitement. Excitement is a defect of character which leads me to being dishonest and looking for the old queer idea of fun I was addicted to...wanting attention and approval and going to places I really don't need to be. Even happiness is a word...
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welcome our new board moderators!
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Hi everyone!
Please give a warm thanks to Rob84 and Pinkchip for their willingness to provide their service on MIP's AA message board as moderators.
They will help us continue offering a safehaven to our board visitors seeking support and help via AA and the online community. They are respons...
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AA as "Talk Therapy"
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I came in late to the "Dated" thread, so I thought I'd start a new one. Someone there mentioned AA being used as "talk therapy" and thus watering down the program. I don't know if I agree that having discussion meetings waters down AA. I've always been a talker. I've been to the...
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Sober Golf
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Is anyone interested in a GOLF tournament @ the International Convention a group of us from the SO CAL area are putting one on. We will be playing Wed June 30 @ Canyon Srings Golf Course in San Antonio to Register find flyer @ soberfx.com/golf.pdf
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Please Write to my friend who has reached out for help From a Wisconsin Prison, he has a 14 month wait list for a rehab.
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Hello I have a friend who would like to talk to people in Recovery, he has reached out from a Wisconsin prison, If anyone feels like doing some service work please write to : Jacob Muller #455495 Unit 15 Kettle Moraine Correctional Institution P.O. Box 282, W9071 Forest Drive Plymouth, WI 53073-0282...
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checking in... life on life's terms?
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Last Thursday I got really, really ridiculously physically ill. Ever since I was in high school I've known that when I'm about to throw up, I have a tendency to pass out (which I also now suspect is a vasovagal response) so, I was laying in bed after I had already thrown up at least a couple times, when I sta...
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Here's why I love AA
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When I'm really happy and excited, it isn't a fleeting moment of joy. It isn't just that synthetic feeling I get after 2 drinks that only hangs on 10 minutes... which I pay for dearly with hours and sometimes days of drunken stooper. It's more like that feeling you get when you're 6, and you know it's th...
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Happy BB Birthday, ZZ!
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Enjoy your day, zzworldontheweb! So nice to see you still here & going strong. God bless you in your sobriety, Danielle x
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Wisdom of the Rooms
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October 8, 2012 Quote of the Week "H.A.L.T. - Hungry Angry Lonely Tired" One of the things we get in recovery is a "spiritual toolkit" that contains new ways of thinking about and dealing with life. Before recovery so many situations and people used to baffle me, and I was il...
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Just an update
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So, between everything in my life things have been very crazy. School for all of us, lots of homework for myself, lots of work and lots of things going on with the kids. Football, dance, birthdays and such. I coach my daughters cheer squad so we had that all day Saturday, kind of a competition but everyon...
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Oxycodone and I Part Duex
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So after writing that I was off Oxycodone 10 days ago, I went 3 days without it, and then the pain started showing up again. I think it was due to me doing more with the leg. So I have been min running the dosage for 6 days. I am taking Percoset 5/325 (whatever that means) amd the dose is 1 every 4 to 6 hours....
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Today's Gift 10-8
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Being open Sometimes we think we're supposed to have more recovery under our belts. Perhaps we feel the need to impress our peers with our success in staying off mind-altering chemicals. But perhaps we are really just trying to convince ourselves. We know how difficult recovery is, and surely our Hi...
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Daily Reflections ~ Daily Inventory & 24hrs a Day
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. . . and when we were wrong promptly admitted it. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 59 I was beginning to approach my new life of sobriety with unaccustomed enthusiasm. New friends were cropping up and some of my battered friendships had begun to be repaired. Life was exciting, and I even began to enjoy my wo...
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Music theory anyone?
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C, E-flat and G go into a bar. The bartender says, sorry, but we dont serve minors. So E-flat leaves, and C and G have an open fifth between them. After a few drinks, the fifth is diminished and G is out flat. F comes in and tries to augment the situation, but is not sharp enough. D comes in and heads for the bat...
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Today's Gift
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Today's thought from Hazelden is: Being open Sometimes we think we're supposed to have more recovery under our belts. Perhaps we feel the need to impress our peers with our success in staying off mind-altering chemicals. But perhaps we are really just trying to convince ourselves. We know how diffi...
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How do I be love?
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I guess the reason I held onto those resentments, babied them and nurtured them, was because if I flip that same card over, they become excuses. If I have excuses, I can use them for reasons to behave badly, to drink, to whine and complain... to feel really sorry for myself. In this program, I don't allo...
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Today's Gift 10-7
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One could say that I had a happy childhood, although I showed little talent for being happy. -- Samuel Beckett Our choices in relationships, careers, lifestyle, and expression of feelings and talents are often the result of our upbringing. Has the social climate changed significantly since our ch...
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Giving myself permission
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Y'know, when I first came into the program, and I read those 12 Steps, I was in awe. So much to aspire to! If I do ALL those steps, I'm going to be, like, a SAINT. Can I live up to that? I was totally intimidated, but just as I was told, I hung onto those first three until I was urged to move further. (omg, did I w...
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Is anyone interested in an update on my foot? (Sorry I'm bored) NOT FOR THE SQUEMISH
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Before: After:[IMG]https://i266.photobucket.com/albums/ii277/turninggrey/brokenfoot005....
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Question for AWs I need honesty
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First off if I am being rude or invasive by seaking anwers here I apologize. My wife has recently went to rehab and is now back home trying to be sober (unsucesfully) I know her and lover her very much. And she IS trying. I am going to al-anon meetings and reading the big book. I am gaining understandin...
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meetings
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I have only been to one meeting so far. I went yesterday, and noticed the car (big ole jeep with big ole tires, hard to miss) of a co-worker. He is very open about his issues, and has been sober for years. I didn't go in. I am not ready to let people know...very scared of the failure, and even when I do, thi...
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New here, need help & advice.
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Greetings! I recently came accross this site, and found it both informative and welcoming. (So I thought to join/post). My name is Jay, and I recently had an "awakening" (so to speak) regarding my drinking habits. I have been drinking for the better part of the past decade. These last fews...
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AA and the family
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I'm one sometimes to share on the small miracles that AA delivers, like the one I experienced today. My wife usually picks up my son from the school bus on Fridays and they go to a nearby pub/restaurant for a snack. She's working today so I picked him up instead. He wanted his usual snack at the pub -- my off...
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22 Months in..... And discouraged
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Hi all.... I am discouraged today. I cant say my life alone and drinking was all that bad. I did drink and drive for many years (like 35) but at the end, I mostly got a 30 pack and sat home alone feeling sad and or sorry for myself, drinking beer after beer, watching tv and eating pizza. When I joined AA I made l...
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Time for a funny
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Not having a 'shot' at people who have been thru hell over divorce . I have been there , Very painful . Even 35yrs later , she tries to give me hell. Bless her Lord , "I Wish her Well" "Best Divorce Letter EVER Written Dear Wife, Im writing you this letter to tell you that Im leaving you fore...
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Here we are again.......a
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Another month sober and smoke free, 5 sober 10 smoke free. Alot of hard work, alot deceiding who I want to be and becoming who I am. I am a sober, life enjoying father, and husband, with a great support system which includes each and every single person on this board! Thank you!
So even though I've been he...
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an Aussie in Texas
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As I have mentioned , last week I was at a Navy reunion in Texas . My mate came down to breakfast on Fri morn wearing a 'T' shirt with - "I Am Too good looking to Be this old" written on it . Most days don't ya just Love life , that's how I feel Right Now . Gotta go , 2 meetings waiting for me. Rick.
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The 10 Rules for Being Human ... from Life's Instruction Manual
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Here is a beautiful 3 1/2 clip that is simlpy a great way to view Life ... and to help us keep our perspective of 'why' we are here ... ENJOY:http://play.simpletruths.com/movie/if-life-is-a-game-these-are-the-rules-v/?cm_mmc=ExactTarget-_-FR-_-10.05.12-_-ILIGmovie&j=17081&a...
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Today's Gift 10-05
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Gifts of the Spirit Through the program, we come to desire spiritual gifts as well as material necessities. Experience shows us that serenity is priceless and something to be desired. Courage, wisdom, faith, hope, love, humility - these are all spiritual gifts which come to us from our Higher Power...
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Two Directions
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There are basically two directions I can go in once I get into AA. There's getting the willingness to work the program of recovery and knowing God and aligning my will with His once I understand what that means, and there's believing that I'm here for me. There's the complete destruction of self-cente...
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blue Bonnets, here we come
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Blue Bonnets to the border was the cry, apparantly, when several decades ago the Dumfries and Galloway (as it is now) region of AA launched a convention - they had found out that the English were coming en masse.........the name stuck. Apparantly the first convention was held in the Wee Free church Ha...
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Today's Gift
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Easy Does It Dear God, Help me remember to take things slowly for spiritual progress requires time for growth. Maturity is not an overnight miracle. Help me to be productive and keep me from procrastinating or being impatient and rushing ahead too quickly. I will remind myself today not to push mysel...
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Does AA work? Is it Dated?
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I am new in recovery, 60 days, and have been doing my research in regard to AA. There are lots of people who have negative things to say about the fellowship: sites dedicated to alternate methods, leaving AA, etc... I stayed clean and sober for 13 years on my own, after leaving AA only 4 months in, so oth...
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Prayers are welcome.
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Hey guys, I'm an occasional poster here, out of the country (US) for a bit in somne non-Engish speaking areas with few meetings (Poland, etc). Really no problems staying away from the booze, but any additional prayers or thoughts would be most welcome. Will try to check in regularly while I'm abro...
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Recovery Today
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When I walked through the doors of AA the day after Christmas last year (or rather - came here to MIP) and began my recovery journey, I didn't last long. 40 days. Then I drank again - still kept coming here every day, still kept the lies to myself & everyone else going, still continued to do my 1 meeti...
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30 days
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ok, I just wanted to say I have been slacking a little on posting here. I read a few posts every morning and usually every evening quickly but I have been so swamped that I haven't posted or replied a ton. I just don't want you to think I have been slacking in my recovery. Today is 30 days sober and I feel prett...
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Back on deck
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After a week away , I am 'back' . I went to Texas for a Navy reunion , for "The 74" lost sailors from th USS FrankE Evans. Great weekend , finished with a 'hoe-down' on Sat nite . Yee hah , what a Hoot . Even got dressed up in a cowboy outfit , danced most of th nite . And NO I did Not pick up that fatal 1st d...
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Sex at 79
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SEX AT 79I just took a leaflet out of my mailbox, informing me that I can have sex at 79.I'm so happy, because I live at number 73.So it's not too far to walk home afterwards. And it's the sameside of the street. I don't have to cross the road!Life is good !!!!
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Today's Gift 10-4
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Turning an adversity into opportunity is possible. We didn't escape problems just because we came to a Twelve Step program. Problems still exist, whether it's a car that won't run, a neighbor who complains, a spiteful co-worker, or a family member who drinks or uses other drugs. The difference is, n...
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1 month/ one week
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Well everyone, I'm so sorry for not posting any updates, NO, I didnt have any break downs and still sober, today is one month and one week in for me, kind of lost track and had to count my days again,lol! But that should be a good thing! Right? Anyways, past two weeks have been, some what different, Im feel...
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