Alcoholics Anonymous

mikef · mikef

Morning and blessings of this day! Looks as if we may be accelerating our move to Florida in May now and not July. Took another step last night telling guys in band (been working with about 6 months)that I will be leaving and discussed what we want to do for the next amount of months.It is just one more step...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Dear Karen & Bill, I notice the two of you shared your 50th birthday anniversaries on Monday 7th of November.. Born in 1961 making you both 60s children & 70s teemagers, 80s young adults, 90s in your prime, the noughties old enough to know better and life beginning at 40! I hope you had beautifu...

thereishope100211 · thereishope100211

I'm wondering if anyone can post the reading from daily reflections from page 80...a days plan. My sponsor always reads it when I call her every morning, and I havent been able to talk to her for 3 days b/c of death in her family and Im not sure where else to turn. thanks everyone.

Mad_Jasper · Mad_Jasper

.. since I've been here. I've been trying to catch up a little the last couple of days, but feel I've been away forever. Things have been steady for me. A little over for months sober now, with no real desire to drink (except for one difficult 30 minute period) a few weeks ago. The AA meetings have bee...

leeu · leeu

Hi all--I'm taking a break from internet recovery sites for a while. I use several and will "lurk" a bit--but I need to re-balance my priorities for daily sober sailing. Nothing to excess, as they say. I'm cutting way back on Farmville too LOL. I have pvt msg e-mail on my profile, so feel free...

Tracey C · Tracey C

Hi, I have finally reached the 60 days mark with my overeaters program. It was a struggle at times especially to do with the feelings that were surfacing. Lately I have been reading daily from a little book called "What Bill Says". For such a little book it has helped me through some funny...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

Couldnt do it without all of you. What have I been doing different? Got a local sponsor, call him every day, tons of meetings, service work and working the steps. It really is simple. Going to pick up my son after work and hit a meeting and get my coin! Thanks again!

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

. . . . we ask God for inspiration, an intuitive thought or a decision. We relax and take it easy. We dont struggle. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 86 I invest my time in what I truly love. Step Eleven is a discipline that allows me and my Higher Power to be together, reminding me that, with Gods help, intuition a...

jj · jj

THE PROMISES The Promises, that are read in many A.A. Meetings can be found on page 83-84, of the Big Book, Alcoholics Anonymous.THE A.A. PROMISES If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. We are going to know a new freedom and a new happ...

gonee · gonee

The AA book talks about victory over 2 major fears of the alcoholic. The first one is people & the other is economic insecurity. These fears are eliminated by working on the steps from 4 to 9. 5 years into my sobriety & I became "economically insecure." I had lost my job & my debts...

gladlee · gladlee

"Man has such strange ideas of the meaning of My invitation "Come unto Me." Too often has it been interpreted as an urge to pay a duty owed to a Creator, or a debt owed to a Savior. "Come unto Me" for the solution to every problem, for the calming of every fear, for all you need - p...

David W · David W

Since 1996 I have been coming in and out of the doors of AA. I've stayed dry 18 months, 9 months, 13 months... nothing permanent. As relapse and drinking goes, of course I have wrecked my life. Of course that doesn't feel good. Running from everything and now abrubtly quit running, the feelings are runn...

John · John

A few weeks ago I was the opening speaker for the Tri City Area Conference in Petersburg, VA. They recorded and made a CD of my share which they kindly gave me a copy of. Should or shouldn't I share it on this site, and if so, should or shouldn't I let it be known here that it is a share by the founder and webmas...

bikerbill · bikerbill

Today is the day where we in Britain remember the sacrifices of our armed forces since the first world War. there will be a 2 minute silence at 11 am today. There will be short memorial events and services at war memorials around the country. On sunday there will be larger, more formal services. What has...

gladlee · gladlee

"Looking back you will see that every step was planned. Leave all to Me. Each stone in the mosaic fits into the perfect pattern, designed by the master artist. It is all so wonderful! But the colors are of heaven's hues, so that your eyes could not bear to gaze on the whole until you are beyond the...

TipsyMcstagger · TipsyMcstagger

Just thought I'd check in and see how you kids are doing. I'm doing okay I guess, still fighting the good fight. Work is going well, im writing for new TV series. My lovely and patient partner hasn't thrown me our or smothered me in my sleep. We had a beautiful baby girl who makes everything else seem uni...

mikef · mikef

Been real caught up in band,baby,hunting and other life on life happenings. All good,welcome newcomers and those just coming around.Just For Today,you NEVER HAVE TO USE AGAIN, start today being all God(of your understanding)intended you to be and reach out and help someone,It will definitely he...

StPeteDean · StPeteDean

Why Is Tomorrow (Sunday) the hardest day of the year to stay sober?

JRP72188 · JRP72188

Today, I am sober 5 days. Although this isn't a huge accomplishment for me because I tend to follow the binge drinking cycle of alcoholism, I am really struggling today. Today being Friday, I feel very triggered to go out and grab "a few" (read: as many as it takes to black out, and then many mo...

midregal · midregal

This is only my 4th day not drinking after I visited "HELL" on Sun. Last Sun morning the Police came into my bedroom about 11am while I was still in the bed, after I just got to sleep at 9am. I they took me outside the house to question me because my Girlfriend/6 year old Daugthers Mom called th...

jj · jj

Eleventh Step Prayer Of St.Francis "Lord make me a channel of thy peace -- that where there is hatred, I may bring love -- that where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness -- that where there is discord, I may bring harmony -- that where there is error, I may bring truth -- that where t...

angelov8 · angelov8

Hello everyone. Just want to be strait. Despite feeling strong about recovery I got into negative thinking that spiraled pretty bad the last two days. Had an emergency powwow with my sponsor and that helped. It's possible that I need to make even bigger changes in my life and I just don't know what...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Meditation is something which can always be further developed. It has no boundaries, either of width or height. Aided by such instruction and example as we can find, it is essentially an individual adventure, something which each one of us works out in his own way. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS...

gladlee · gladlee

"When you dwell with Me, desiring only My will and to do My work, My spirit cannot fail to pass through the channel of your life into the lives of others. Many think it is humility to say they do little, and are of little value to My world. To think that is pride. What if the pipe were to say, "I do...

carpetslippers · carpetslippers

Hi everyone, I would like to ask all of you to say a little prayer for me if you are willing. I'm not doing so well right now (but not so poorly that I would drink). Wednesday, my sponsor fired me and I didn't really see it coming. For my part, I demonstrated some very very poor judgment last Saturday in br...

gonee · gonee

Be careful of self justified anger. It's a spiritual trap. It's when we are wronged and we feel that we are justified to be angry. This when our spiritual condition is tested. We might not manifest it outwardly, but the danger is very present inside and only extreme prayer can conquer this malady. This...

gladlee · gladlee

"Do not seek to realize this fullness of joy as the result of effort. This cannot be, any more than joy in a human friend's presence would come as the result of trying to force yourself to like having that friend with you. Call often My name. The calling of My name does not really summon Me. I am besi...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

Does MIP have an official facebook page? I know a lot of members use FB and although we are anonymous I think it would be a great way to spread the word and get new members and stay connected with others here on the board. Just wondering if I may be missing out on something. Thanks

sd1 · sd1

i am so depressed, embarrassed and don't know where to turn. drank yesterday and am so scared today. i quit drinking for 16 years and started again 2 years ago. things are starting to get bad.

bikerbill · bikerbill

I've just returned from a retreat, three days and two nights with NO radio, NO television, NO internet, NO newspapers, NO phone signal and nuthin' to do but get to the bottom of things. I've been home nearly three hours and STILL haven't put the radio on. The theme was forgiveness and I learned such a lot...

turninggrey · turninggrey

Wow. Just got through an ordeal at work. I am governed by a manual. The manual is very open to interpretation. Insanely, my actual boss does not apply the manual to my work, there are "schedulers" that do it. The schedulers have a supervisor. One of the supervisors blatently imposed...

gladlee · gladlee

"Power is just God in action. Therefore whenever a servant of Mine, however weak he humanly may be, allows God to work through him, all he does is powerful. Carry this thought with you through the days in which you seem to accomplish little. Try to see it is not you, but the divine Spirit in you. Al...

RockyR · RockyR

Let me start by saying I have been sober now for 23 years and I am always looking for suggestions to help me and other members of AA. I went to a meeting this afternoon and found out two people had gone back out drinking. Of course they were hurting but the good news is they found their way back to the meeting t...

Aquaman · Aquaman

I Love You

shadowboxer · shadowboxer

Hey everyone! I am new on here and new to sobriety. I am 29 and have been drinking since I was 14. In the last 4 years my drinking has been out of control. I was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2008 and after treatments I turned to alcohol to numb the pain and anxiety of everything that happened. I have rec...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

This. . . has to do with the quality of faith. . . . In no deep or meaningful sense had we ever taken stock of ourselves. . . . We had not even prayed rightly. We had always said, Grant me my wishes instead of Thy will be done. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p.32 God does not grant me material possessions,...

HeatherK · HeatherK

Hey everybody. I'm having a bit of an issue practicing the principles at work and at home. I know that my Higher Power delights in giving me opportunities to practice my newfound tools of patience, tolerance, and giving love, but it is so very hard in certain circumstances! I find it easy to be loving, k...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

. . . when they [self-examination, meditation and prayer] are logically related and interwoven, the result is an unshakable foundation for life. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 98 The last three Steps of the program invoke Gods loving discipline upon my willful nature. If I devote just a few...

topetah · topetah

hello everyone. my name is jason im 38 from kansas. ive been a alcoholic and an drug addict since i was 15. ive had periods of sober time 2 years was my longest. im not the type of drunk who needs to drink everyday. but when i do watch out! its all or nothing. i have black outs and put myself in dangerous positi...

jezebell28 · jezebell28

I've been sober for 169 days and I'm beginning to dislike everything my boyfriend does, especially when he smokes pot. We've lived together for 18 months and he's always smoked. When I first quit drinking it didn't bother me but now it does and I don't know why it would since I haven't smoked pot in 21 y...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

The other Steps can keep most of us sober and somehow functioning. But Step Eleven can keep us growing. . . . THE LANGUAGE OF THE HEART, p. 240 A sober alcoholic finds it much easier to be optimistic about life. Optimism is the natural result of my finding myself gradually able to make the best, rather tha...

gladlee · gladlee

"Give, give, give. Keep ever an empty vessel for Me to fill. In future use all for Me, and give all you cannot use. How poor die those who leave wealth! Wealth is to use, to spend for Me. Use as you go. Delight to use." 365 One-minute Meditations from God Calling

pinkchip · pinkchip

My boyfriend of 14 months gave me a 3 year medallion with a very thoughtful card. I never expected that from him. He went to intergroup to get one of those fancy medallions. Very sweet. He seems to view my recovery as something to admire. I would not have been ready for a relationship like this at yea...

Fyne Spirit · Fyne Spirit

So my son Alex is 20 tomorrow. He left home a couple of years ago and we were all a little worried about him. He lost his mother when he was 15, and he has an alcoholic father. Though he never experienced active alcoholism, I have always told him to be aware that he may be predisposed towards alcoholism. I he...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

It is easy to let up on the spiritual program of action and rest on our laurels. We are headed for trouble if we do, for alcohol is a subtle foe. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 85 My first sponsor told me there were two things to say about prayer and meditation: first, I had to start and second, I had to continue. W...

gladlee · gladlee

"Prayer can be like incense, rising ever higher and higher, or it can be like a low earth-mist, clinging to the ground, never once soaring. The prayer of real faith is the prayer of joy, which sees and knows the heart of love it rises to greet, and which is so sure of a glad response." 365 One-...

B-lever2day · B-lever2day

hey family, this is not an out of body experience, it just feels like it. i feel and see myself slipping away from my program and can't seem to stop myself. my sponsors life got way too busy, so we agreed i should find someone else( about 6 weeks ago!!) so i don't have an active relationship with a sponsor, h...

Fyne Spirit · Fyne Spirit

I have read a lot recently about AAs and this sites revolving door policy. Newcomers and relapsers are told the door swings both ways, that if you go out to do more research, you can always come back if it doesnt work out. Of course newcomers and relapsers are always welcome back, more than welcome, in fa...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

Hope you all stay sober, safe and have fun~~ mmmm candy :)

mikef · mikef

NOVEMBER 4-6,$5.00 WALK IN DONATION AT fISHKILL cCONFERNECE cENTER Fishkill new york.Can google HMB 2011 CONVENTION FOR MORE INFO ABOUT STAYS /EVENTS ETC...MAYBE I'LL SEE YOU THERE ,GOING WITH A COUPLE AA,S PROBABLY SUNDAY AFTER CHURCH........WE GOT BELTED WITH A FREAK SNOWSTORM UP IN THE HUDSO...

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	A Step at a time! (Preview) Morning and blessings of this day! Looks as if we may be accelerating our move to Florida in May now and not July. Took another step last night telling guys in band (been working with about 6 months)that I will be leaving and discussed what we want to do for the next amount of months.It is just one more step...	mikef	4	330	Nov 18, 2011 by angelov8
	Happy Belated 50th, kld47 & billyjack! (Preview) Dear Karen & Bill, I notice the two of you shared your 50th birthday anniversaries on Monday 7th of November.. Born in 1961 making you both 60s children & 70s teemagers, 80s young adults, 90s in your prime, the noughties old enough to know better and life beginning at 40! I hope you had beautifu...	Sobrietyspell	4	309	Nov 17, 2011 by kld47
	Daily Reflections - Page 80 (Preview) I'm wondering if anyone can post the reading from daily reflections from page 80...a days plan. My sponsor always reads it when I call her every morning, and I havent been able to talk to her for 3 days b/c of death in her family and Im not sure where else to turn. thanks everyone.	thereishope100211	5	627	Nov 17, 2011 by gonee
	Been a couple of months... (Preview) .. since I've been here. I've been trying to catch up a little the last couple of days, but feel I've been away forever. Things have been steady for me. A little over for months sober now, with no real desire to drink (except for one difficult 30 minute period) a few weeks ago. The AA meetings have bee...	Mad_Jasper	9	766	Nov 16, 2011 by SoberSteve
	Taking a break (Preview) Hi all--I'm taking a break from internet recovery sites for a while. I use several and will "lurk" a bit--but I need to re-balance my priorities for daily sober sailing. Nothing to excess, as they say. I'm cutting way back on Farmville too LOL. I have pvt msg e-mail on my profile, so feel free...	leeu	10	570	Nov 16, 2011 by SoberSteve
	60 days abstinent/Little Gods (Preview) Hi, I have finally reached the 60 days mark with my overeaters program. It was a struggle at times especially to do with the feelings that were surfacing. Lately I have been reading daily from a little book called "What Bill Says". For such a little book it has helped me through some funny...	Tracey C	7	491	Nov 15, 2011 by Pythonpappy
	30 days sober today!! (Preview) Couldnt do it without all of you. What have I been doing different? Got a local sponsor, call him every day, tons of meetings, service work and working the steps. It really is simple. Going to pick up my son after work and hit a meeting and get my coin! Thanks again!	SoberSteve	14	552	Nov 15, 2011 by Pablomoses
	Daily Reflections ~ Inspiration and Intuition & 24hrs a Day (Preview) . . . . we ask God for inspiration, an intuitive thought or a decision. We relax and take it easy. We dont struggle. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 86 I invest my time in what I truly love. Step Eleven is a discipline that allows me and my Higher Power to be together, reminding me that, with Gods help, intuition a...	Sobrietyspell	1	308	Nov 15, 2011 by Mr_David
	The Promises (Preview) THE PROMISES The Promises, that are read in many A.A. Meetings can be found on page 83-84, of the Big Book, Alcoholics Anonymous.THE A.A. PROMISES If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. We are going to know a new freedom and a new happ...	jj	5	5880	Nov 15, 2011 by Rob84
	Fear & Temptation. (Preview) The AA book talks about victory over 2 major fears of the alcoholic. The first one is people & the other is economic insecurity. These fears are eliminated by working on the steps from 4 to 9. 5 years into my sobriety & I became "economically insecure." I had lost my job & my debts...	gonee	5	442	Nov 14, 2011 by Pablomoses
	God Calling ~ Every Problem Solved (Preview) "Man has such strange ideas of the meaning of My invitation "Come unto Me." Too often has it been interpreted as an urge to pay a duty owed to a Creator, or a debt owed to a Savior. "Come unto Me" for the solution to every problem, for the calming of every fear, for all you need - p...	gladlee	2	292	Nov 14, 2011 by Mr_David
	Inspite of the way I feel (Preview) Since 1996 I have been coming in and out of the doors of AA. I've stayed dry 18 months, 9 months, 13 months... nothing permanent. As relapse and drinking goes, of course I have wrecked my life. Of course that doesn't feel good. Running from everything and now abrubtly quit running, the feelings are runn...	David W	6	428	Nov 13, 2011 by jj
	Simple Question (Preview) A few weeks ago I was the opening speaker for the Tri City Area Conference in Petersburg, VA. They recorded and made a CD of my share which they kindly gave me a copy of. Should or shouldn't I share it on this site, and if so, should or shouldn't I let it be known here that it is a share by the founder and webmas...	John	6	475	Nov 13, 2011 by angelov8
	Rememberance Day (Preview) Today is the day where we in Britain remember the sacrifices of our armed forces since the first world War. there will be a 2 minute silence at 11 am today. There will be short memorial events and services at war memorials around the country. On sunday there will be larger, more formal services. What has...	bikerbill	6	444	Nov 12, 2011 by Pythonpappy
	God Calling ~ Heaven's colors (Preview) "Looking back you will see that every step was planned. Leave all to Me. Each stone in the mosaic fits into the perfect pattern, designed by the master artist. It is all so wonderful! But the colors are of heaven's hues, so that your eyes could not bear to gaze on the whole until you are beyond the...	gladlee	1	268	Nov 12, 2011 by Mr_David
	It's been a long time (Preview) Just thought I'd check in and see how you kids are doing. I'm doing okay I guess, still fighting the good fight. Work is going well, im writing for new TV series. My lovely and patient partner hasn't thrown me our or smothered me in my sleep. We had a beautiful baby girl who makes everything else seem uni...	TipsyMcstagger	4	428	Nov 12, 2011 by Mr_David
	Blessings of this day (Preview) Been real caught up in band,baby,hunting and other life on life happenings. All good,welcome newcomers and those just coming around.Just For Today,you NEVER HAVE TO USE AGAIN, start today being all God(of your understanding)intended you to be and reach out and help someone,It will definitely he...	mikef	5	313	Nov 10, 2011 by turninggrey
	Hardest Day of the Year to Stay Sober (Preview) Why Is Tomorrow (Sunday) the hardest day of the year to stay sober?	StPeteDean	11	654	Nov 10, 2011 by ASO
	Early sobriety transitions (Preview) Today, I am sober 5 days. Although this isn't a huge accomplishment for me because I tend to follow the binge drinking cycle of alcoholism, I am really struggling today. Today being Friday, I feel very triggered to go out and grab "a few" (read: as many as it takes to black out, and then many mo...	JRP72188	16	1375	Nov 9, 2011 by SoberSteve
	Only half of Day 4 and Was Not going to go to another meeting today with my sponsor (Preview) This is only my 4th day not drinking after I visited "HELL" on Sun. Last Sun morning the Police came into my bedroom about 11am while I was still in the bed, after I just got to sleep at 9am. I they took me outside the house to question me because my Girlfriend/6 year old Daugthers Mom called th...	midregal	13	653	Nov 9, 2011 by Fyne Spirit
	this prayer is so healing (Preview) Eleventh Step Prayer Of St.Francis "Lord make me a channel of thy peace -- that where there is hatred, I may bring love -- that where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness -- that where there is discord, I may bring harmony -- that where there is error, I may bring truth -- that where t...	jj	10	638	Nov 9, 2011 by pinkchip
	Where I'm at (Preview) Hello everyone. Just want to be strait. Despite feeling strong about recovery I got into negative thinking that spiraled pretty bad the last two days. Had an emergency powwow with my sponsor and that helped. It's possible that I need to make even bigger changes in my life and I just don't know what...	angelov8	10	359	Nov 9, 2011 by Pythonpappy
	Daily Reflections ~ An Individual Adventure & 24hrs a Day (Preview) Meditation is something which can always be further developed. It has no boundaries, either of width or height. Aided by such instruction and example as we can find, it is essentially an individual adventure, something which each one of us works out in his own way. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS...	Sobrietyspell	2	264	Nov 9, 2011 by angelov8
	God Calling ~ Self kills power (Preview) "When you dwell with Me, desiring only My will and to do My work, My spirit cannot fail to pass through the channel of your life into the lives of others. *Many think it is humility to say they do little, and are of little value to My world. To think that* is pride. What if the pipe were to say, "I do...**	gladlee	2	277	Nov 9, 2011 by Mr_David
	A request for prayers (Preview) Hi everyone, I would like to ask all of you to say a little prayer for me if you are willing. I'm not doing so well right now (but not so poorly that I would drink). Wednesday, my sponsor fired me and I didn't really see it coming. For my part, I demonstrated some very very poor judgment last Saturday in br...	carpetslippers	10	445	Nov 8, 2011 by Pablomoses
	Spiritual trap. (Preview) Be careful of self justified anger. It's a spiritual trap. It's when we are wronged and we feel that we are justified to be angry. This when our spiritual condition is tested. We might not manifest it outwardly, but the danger is very present inside and only extreme prayer can conquer this malady. This...	gonee	3	656	Nov 8, 2011 by Pablomoses
	God Calling ~ I am beside you (Preview) "Do not seek to realize this fullness of joy as the result of effort. This cannot be, any more than joy in a human friend's presence would come as the result of trying to force yourself to like having that friend with you. Call often My name. The calling of My name does not really summon Me. I am besi...	gladlee	3	356	Nov 8, 2011 by Pablomoses
	MIP facebook page (Preview) Does MIP have an official facebook page? I know a lot of members use FB and although we are anonymous I think it would be a great way to spread the word and get new members and stay connected with others here on the board. Just wondering if I may be missing out on something. Thanks	SoberSteve	7	425	Nov 8, 2011 by pinkchip
	i need help (Preview) i am so depressed, embarrassed and don't know where to turn. drank yesterday and am so scared today. i quit drinking for 16 years and started again 2 years ago. things are starting to get bad.	sd1	11	470	Nov 8, 2011 by Aquaman
	On Forgiveness (Preview) I've just returned from a retreat, three days and two nights with NO radio, NO television, NO internet, NO newspapers, NO phone signal and nuthin' to do but get to the bottom of things. I've been home nearly three hours and STILL haven't put the radio on. The theme was forgiveness and I learned such a lot...	bikerbill	11	1348	Nov 8, 2011 by Aquaman
	Feeling Betrayed (Preview) Wow. Just got through an ordeal at work. I am governed by a manual. The manual is very open to interpretation. Insanely, my actual boss does not apply the manual to my work, there are "schedulers" that do it. The schedulers have a supervisor. One of the supervisors blatently imposed...	turninggrey	8	519	Nov 7, 2011 by Rob84
	God Calling ~ God in Action (Preview) "Power is just God in action. Therefore whenever a servant of Mine, however weak he humanly may be, allows God to work through him, all he does is powerful. Carry this thought with you through the days in which you seem to accomplish little. Try to see it is not you, but the divine Spirit in you. Al...	gladlee	1	328	Nov 7, 2011 by Mr_David
	Help with slips (Preview) Let me start by saying I have been sober now for 23 years and I am always looking for suggestions to help me and other members of AA. I went to a meeting this afternoon and found out two people had gone back out drinking. Of course they were hurting but the good news is they found their way back to the meeting t...	RockyR	11	945	Nov 7, 2011 by SoberSteve
	You, yeah you...the one with the face. (Preview) I Love You	Aquaman	4	434	Nov 6, 2011 by vixen
	new to sobriety (Preview) Hey everyone! I am new on here and new to sobriety. I am 29 and have been drinking since I was 14. In the last 4 years my drinking has been out of control. I was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2008 and after treatments I turned to alcohol to numb the pain and anxiety of everything that happened. I have rec...	shadowboxer	15	872	Nov 6, 2011 by StPeteDean
	Daily Reflections ~ The Quality of Faith & 24hrs a Day (Preview) This. . . has to do with the quality of faith. . . . In no deep or meaningful sense had we ever taken stock of ourselves. . . . We had not even prayed rightly. We had always said, Grant me my wishes instead of Thy will be done. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p.32 God does not grant me material possessions,...	Sobrietyspell	1	495	Nov 6, 2011 by Mr_David
	Practice these principles in ALL our affairs? (Preview) Hey everybody. I'm having a bit of an issue practicing the principles at work and at home. I know that my Higher Power delights in giving me opportunities to practice my newfound tools of patience, tolerance, and giving love, but it is so very hard in certain circumstances! I find it easy to be loving, k...	HeatherK	7	3457	Nov 5, 2011 by Fyne Spirit
	Daily Reflections ~ A Daily Discipline & 24hrs a Day (Preview) . . . when they [self-examination, meditation and prayer] are logically related and interwoven, the result is an unshakable foundation for life. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 98 The last three Steps of the program invoke Gods loving discipline upon my willful nature. If I devote just a few...	Sobrietyspell	1	400	Nov 4, 2011 by Mr_David
	hello im new here and happy to be sober (Preview) hello everyone. my name is jason im 38 from kansas. ive been a alcoholic and an drug addict since i was 15. ive had periods of sober time 2 years was my longest. im not the type of drunk who needs to drink everyday. but when i do watch out! its all or nothing. i have black outs and put myself in dangerous positi...	topetah	7	474	Nov 4, 2011 by jj
	resentment?? (Preview) I've been sober for 169 days and I'm beginning to dislike everything my boyfriend does, especially when he smokes pot. We've lived together for 18 months and he's always smoked. When I first quit drinking it didn't bother me but now it does and I don't know why it would since I haven't smoked pot in 21 y...	jezebell28	9	514	Nov 4, 2011 by jezebell28
	Daily Reflections ~ Keeping Optimism Afloat & 24hrs a Day (Preview) The other Steps can keep most of us sober and somehow functioning. But Step Eleven can keep us growing. . . . THE LANGUAGE OF THE HEART, p. 240 A sober alcoholic finds it much easier to be optimistic about life. Optimism is the natural result of my finding myself gradually able to make the best, rather tha...	Sobrietyspell	1	521	Nov 3, 2011 by Mr_David
	God Calling ~ Spend (Preview) "Give, give, give. Keep ever an empty vessel for Me to fill. In future use all for Me, and give all you cannot use. How poor die those who leave wealth! Wealth is to use, to spend for Me. Use as you go. Delight to use." 365 One-minute Meditations from God Calling	gladlee	1	257	Nov 3, 2011 by Mr_David
	Support from significant other (Preview) My boyfriend of 14 months gave me a 3 year medallion with a very thoughtful card. I never expected that from him. He went to intergroup to get one of those fancy medallions. Very sweet. He seems to view my recovery as something to admire. I would not have been ready for a relationship like this at yea...	pinkchip	4	703	Nov 3, 2011 by angelov8
	Unexpected Joy! (Preview) So my son Alex is 20 tomorrow. He left home a couple of years ago and we were all a little worried about him. He lost his mother when he was 15, and he has an alcoholic father. Though he never experienced active alcoholism, I have always told him to be aware that he may be predisposed towards alcoholism. I he...	Fyne Spirit	4	332	Nov 2, 2011 by Pythonpappy
	Daily Reflections ~ I Cannot Change The Wind & 24hrs a Day (Preview) It is easy to let up on the spiritual program of action and rest on our laurels. We are headed for trouble if we do, for alcohol is a subtle foe. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 85 My first sponsor told me there were two things to say about prayer and meditation: first, I had to start and second, I had to continue. W...	Sobrietyspell	1	269	Nov 2, 2011 by Mr_David
	God Calling ~ Prayer of Joy (Preview) "Prayer can be like incense, rising ever higher and higher, or it can be like a low earth-mist, clinging to the ground, never once soaring. The prayer of real faith is the prayer of joy, which sees and knows the heart of love it rises to greet, and which is so sure of a glad response." 365 One-...	gladlee	1	254	Nov 2, 2011 by Mr_David
	this is not an out of body (Preview) hey family, this is not an out of body experience, it just feels like it. i feel and see myself slipping away from my program and can't seem to stop myself. my sponsors life got way too busy, so we agreed i should find someone else( about 6 weeks ago!!) so i don't have an active relationship with a sponsor, h...	B-lever2day	7	371	Nov 1, 2011 by Pythonpappy
	My Friend Zac, and the Revolving Door that Jammed (Preview) I have read a lot recently about AAs and this sites revolving door policy. Newcomers and relapsers are told the door swings both ways, that if you go out to do more research, you can always come back if it doesnt work out. Of course newcomers and relapsers are always welcome back, more than welcome, in fa...	Fyne Spirit	6	692	Nov 1, 2011 by SUSIE
	Happy Sober Halloween!~~ (Preview) Hope you all stay sober, safe and have fun~~ mmmm candy :)	SoberSteve	2	365	Nov 1, 2011 by Mr_David
	Hudson/Mohawk/Berkshire 2011 CONVENTION (Preview) NOVEMBER 4-6,$5.00 WALK IN DONATION AT fISHKILL cCONFERNECE cENTER Fishkill new york.Can google HMB 2011 CONVENTION FOR MORE INFO ABOUT STAYS /EVENTS ETC...MAYBE I'LL SEE YOU THERE ,GOING WITH A COUPLE AA,S PROBABLY SUNDAY AFTER CHURCH........WE GOT BELTED WITH A FREAK SNOWSTORM UP IN THE HUDSO...	mikef	3	457	Nov 1, 2011 by Mr_David
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