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April 6, 1983
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I smell OK, hair is clean, can walk steady, am safe to drive. I take myself over to the 11:30 AM Wednesday "Seminary Self-Study" group in Northside Richmond. (It's still going, on Thursday now!) I feel shame and guilt for the risk and danger I subjected my child to, but I have no reservati...
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Grapevine 04-07
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April 7 "Sometimes taking somebody else's inventory can be most beneficial. When I was doing my Fourth Step, an old-timer suggested I list the names of those against whom I held resentments, followed by two or three sentences describing what they had done to earn my displeasure. Then, after...
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Today's Gift 04-07
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There can be a lot of hurt in love, and there is always risk, and one can't help wondering sometimes if there couldn't be a better way to live. --Merle Shain We want to love and be loved, and we mistakenly believe the right significant other will complete our world. The pain and troubling times that feste...
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@ Dean & all who misunderstood
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My last drink was April 3rd 1983. I am celebrating my 30th, April 6 being the date I picked up my last while chip. I have been taking myself--and you guys --on a 6 day retro-recall of "what it was like & what happened", and tried to convey the depth of my gratitude for "what it is like no...
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Another 24 hours
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Nothing major happened today- just another 24 hours under the belt. I did realize a few things about myself, though. Often when I have realizations about my own behavior, things I've heard others say in meetings run through my head. I understand that I'm not all that unique, much to my dismay at times....
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Countdown continues
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I remember finally getting someone to take my child to school. And I remember them bringing her home with a bag of easy-to-fix groceries. Apaprently she let it slip that she hadn't eaten for two days because mommy was sick and there was no food in the house. I remember nothing else of day five in the seque...
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Egomaniac with an inferiority complex
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-- Edited by Col on Saturday 6th of April 2013 12:28:31 AM
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Happy Anniversary Lee
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A truly blessed celebration of LIFE...I'd make you a cake(cyber) but little limited in my laptop skills!!!! and thanks so much for continuing to give back what you have been given and for your ESH and help through the years ,one day at a time.(((lee))).
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Today's Gift 04-06
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It takes more courage to reveal insecurities than to hide them, more strength to relate to people than to dominate them, more "manhood" to abide by thought-out principles rather than blind reflex. Toughness is in the soul and spirit, not in muscles and an immature mind. --Alex Karras In o...
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Grapevine
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April 6 "Sobriety does interesting things to the mind - clears it up some, lets a bit of honesty and truth filter in, and begins to demand reality."
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The Perfect Person!
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In my search for what describes, or rather what is it that makes up the perfect person, I've come across the following ... (hope this helps, Tasha)(excerpt from the writings of Henry Drummond): The spectrum of love has nine ingredients: Patience ----- "Love suffereth long."Kindnes...
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AA meeting secrets
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Came across this today on the way to looking up something else.Seems like a pretty good description. AA meeting secretsJune 13, 2011By: Kris BestEver wonder what goes on at your local AA meeting? Yes, thats Alcoholics Anonymous which has been in effect since the 1930s. Actually, it was Bill W.s wif...
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'Logic' of a Beer Drinker
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> Subject: Logic of a Beer Drinker
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> Lady Interviewer: Do you drink every day?
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> Man: Around 3 six-packs starting at noon.
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> Man: Roughly $10...
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Today's Gift 04-05
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People who make the biggest mistakes are often the holiest. --Mary Kassan We've heard it said that it takes a brave person to make a mistake and keep trying. We used to get down on ourselves too much for messing up. We are learning to accept our humanness. It's not such a big deal to be imperfect. We learn t...
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Just a 24 hr thingy...
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all the prayers and best wishes and suggestion with my MIP meds and the chicken soup my wife cooked up and I was ready way before the morning meeting which was cold and windy...bout a 40+ knot breeze blowing off the pacific and then the meeting still had good attendance. Thanks for the best wishes and pr...
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Well meaning, just not aware of one beng alcoholic
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Morning and blessings of this day! Yesterday at a family gathering at my brother -in-laws home in Boca Raton,we were gathered in a sitting room and my brother in laws wife asked me what I would like to have a drink.I asked for my usual ice water or seltzer with lemon if she had that. She said would you rathe...
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Male Sensitivity
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"Male Sensitivity" The room was full of pregnant women with their husbands. The instructor said, "Ladies, remember that exercise is good for you. Walking is especially beneficial. It strengthens the pelvic muscles and will make delivery that much easier. Just pace yourself...
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Today's Gift
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Recognizing Choices We have choices, more choices than we let ourselves see. We may feel trapped in our relationships, our jobs, our life. We may feel locked into behaviors such as caretaking or controlling. Feeling trapped is a symptom of codependency. When we hear ourselves say, I have to take car...
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Question regarding anonymity
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Just curious what you all think about this. Is it appropriate to approach a coworker, who's in the program, regarding his breaking the anonymity of another coworker who's new to the program? Just a little background- I have been advised to steer clear of this gentleman by my sponser, because he has ex...
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Prayers for G.
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At one of my meetings there's this guy whose ESH blows me away everytime he shares. His stories are so haunting it's one of the few times I can actually feel the horror of "being there". For purposes of maintaining his anonymity I'll call him G.. He put himself through hell with his alcohol...
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Guilt, I quess?
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Had a wonderful weekend with the family, son was home from college. He left to go back on Sun. night and from the time he has left, I have been feeling very strange. I was around him all weekend, and realized what a terriffic young man he has turned out to be. And i realized he has grown to become this excepti...
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Wheres Pappy?
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Last log in 4 days ago,,?
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deja vu all over again
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so..........this would be day one of no alcohol down the gullet; sick, but puking in a bowl instead of on the floor; not driving the kid back and forth to school because I'm no longer in a blackout and can't get out of bed; smell bad-haven't washed the dried vomit out of the hair yet, having thoughts that I...
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It's a great day to be sober.
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I've been having some issues with boundaries - especially with sponsee's. They hang up on me, don't show up for our meetings, don't call, show up late... and I have a really hard time coming down on them for acting exactly how I acted when I got here! I struggle with what to put up with, because no on walks...
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Grapevine
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"I've likened that transforming instant, when despair gave way to a glimmer of hope, to a tiny flower sprung into bloom amid the bombed-out wreckage of my life. Thanks to AA, that tiny bloom was to become a garden."
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Roger Ebert, RIP
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Roger Ebert passed today. He had a bunch of years in AA.He outed himself as an AA in a long article in the Chicago Sun-Times about 4 years ago*. It showed he was a grateful guy, though he unabashedly violated Tradition 11. Kind of surprised me then. No more, many do it. *eta:[url]http://blogs.suntim...
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There is a Solution - Filling The Void
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Filling The Void We needed to ask ourselves but one short question. "Do I now believe, or am I even willing to believe, that there is a Power greater than myself?" As soon as a man can say that he does believe, or is willing to believe, we emphatically assure him that he is on his way. Alcoholics Anonymous,...
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Little boy and starfish
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An old man was walking along an expansive beach one summer evening. In the distance, he saw a small figure running up to the waters edge, throwing something into the sea and running back onto the beach. After watching the figure repeat this course for some period of time, the old man became curious abo...
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Alanon
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Do any of you have partners involved with al-anon? Have they found it useful? What tends to go on at an alanon meeting?
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Anniversary Countdown
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Just so y'all know that I don't get too hung up on "the date", or the year, I'll tell on myself that I completely missed my 25th year and "tried" to celebrate it on the 26th--home groupers have refused to let me forget it ever since. My "special gratitude countdown" beg...
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Grapevine
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April 4 "The phrase 'God as we understand him' is perhaps the most important expression to be found in our whole AA vocabulary. Within the compass of these five significant words there can be included every kind and degree of faith, together with the positive assurance that each of us may choose...
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Meeting tonight!
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9pm EST and 6pm Pacific (I have finally got the time difference down). I'm really looking forward to it!
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Hi, My name is Fi and I am an alcoholic
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I walked into an AA meeting on the 18th February and it is by far the best decision I have ever made in my life. I drank 2 bottles of wine a day, while trying to work full time, care for my children and run a house! I have no idea how I carried it off. I wake up everyday and thank God I dont feel like rubbish. I have j...
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It's good to see the board so active. I thank you for your posts. It's a meeting for me when I am busy at work. It's like a kaleidoscope of people who share with me.
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Spring
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He just hangs out in the backround. It doesn't really matter to him if no one pays any attention to him. He pretty much takes what comes, and sits silently through it if that is what's to be. There is no worry for me, that he will call me up and complain that I didn't do this or that, or how I should pick up my...
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Mentally drained
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I'm really sick of the mental engery that is wasted with drinking. Why is it when I wake up at 3 in the morning I actually think to myself oh liqure store opens in a few hours. I try to think about other stuff but its the first natural thought that come to my mind most days, Its really amazing how much I think...
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AA Membership -- what is our future?
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I was talking with an old-timer on Friday about the current demographics of AA members in the U.S. I haven't been able to find reliable statistics online but he told me that AA membership is 85% white and 75% men. This bothered me and I've been thinking about it the last few days. For an organazation th...
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Surrounded
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This is the first day I haven't been surrounded by drinkers for a week. My body is just starting to relax now it's been so uptight. The anger that was directed at me because they felt I was holding back my husband from it was amazing. He had a few one day just not as much as usual. It was an eyeopener for hi...
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Down with the parents for Easter
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Hi all My name is Michael and I'm an alcoholic. I'm down with my parents and husband in the countryside in the UK. There aren't really any meetings nearby so it's good to have this forum to share. I just graduated from my treatment programme of three months on Thursday. Coming down here until Monday was p...
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Step five
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Well, I completed my steps 5, 6, and 7 on Friday. I don't even know how to put it all into words. The first thing I noticed was that I looked taller when I looked in the mirror. I feel so happy and free and so, so grateful. This truly is a miraculous program!
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Happy 44th Anniversary, Jack D
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Guy's been around a while.Happy anniversary to Jack Dhttp://aa.activeboard.com/m1453987/profile/
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GrapeVine
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March 31 "Only a gift given in love and gratitude is blessed to the giver and precious to the receiver." Click to learn more Orchard Lake, Mich., December 1966 From: "Breaking Through Ritual" Step By Step
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Today's Gift 3-31
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; Nothing happens to any man that he is not formed by nature to bear. --Marcus Aurelius Antoninus Reflecting on the past reveals that indeed we do find the strength and the ability to cope with whatever experience ripples our calm. Moreover, we have come to accept that these tides of turmoil wash in new...
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The New Irish Priest
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An Irish priest was transferred to Texas . Father O'Malley rose from his bed one morning. It was a fine spring day in his new west Texas mission parish. He walked to the window of his bedroom to get a deep breath of the beautiful day outside. He then noticed there was a jackass lying dead in the middle o...
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Quick Update,
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Im alive and sober and clean :) In fact have 83 days today. I havent been active on here lately, trying to soul search and humble myself. We did get a new puppy last week, he has brought great joy to me. Just wanted to say hi to everyone. I need to get a new sponsor and restart my steps soon, starting to fe...
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I'm physically sick...good!!
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It might be the flu or whatever. It started coming on this morning just as I was waking up. I needed support to stand without wavering back and forth and I had a cup of coffee and felt better; got my truck and made it to my home meeting. God can I be more greatly blessed than what has been given to me with t...
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Learning to accept the repercussions of drinking
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Oh, there's many- big and small. For the most part I have accepted them... I no longer mourn the almost 25 years of wreckage, lost opportunities and all that. One that still gets me is people who knew me when I was drinking, and still treat me as though I am. Ive worked at the same restaurant for about 3 year...
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Growth
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I was at a meeting this morning, one that's quickly becoming my favorite. A woman that I met when I first became sober was in attendance, as well. I see her often, but she's usually surrounded by the other women with long term sobriety, and I'm intimidated. So today she approached me, gave me a hug, and sa...
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When I Whine
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When I Whine ~~~~~~~Today, upon a bus, I saw a girl with golden hairI looked at her and sighed and wished I was as fair.When suddenly she rose to leave,I saw her hobble down the aisle.She had one leg and used a crutchBut as she passed, she passed a smile.Oh, God, forgive me when I whineI have 2 legs, the wor...
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This resentment is making me eat.
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I've noticed that I've been stuffing myself lately - beyond full and especially on junk like chips and chocolate cake. I don't normally allow myself many sweets or junk foor or candy, so I know that I'm doing sort of the same thing as with alcohol - just blocking out my own set of guidlines for me, and cro...
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