Alcoholics Anonymous

justadrunk · justadrunk

My 5 yr old son broke his arm again yesterday. He did it just a hair under six months ago. You know how come I know exactly how long ago? Because I was only a few days sober. It was the day I was skipping out on seeing my whole family who had just been told that I was an alcoholic by my husband. I had invited e...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

I want to change things. I want to see things happen. I don't want just to talk about them. --John Kenneth Galbraith Newcomer I feel as if I should be doing so much more than just staying in recovery and going to meetings. And yet, when I have free time, I'm not accomplishing much these days. I go to a meetin...

justadrunk · justadrunk

At this point, I'm teetering between sitting back, and letting myself be a newcomer, and sometimes swinging waaaaaaaay up into the reaching out to those area's where I can be of service. I really do feel like I'm just flying up and down from one thing to the next - gobbling up some knowledge on one end as...

Closer · Closer

I'm writing this in regards to anyone who might be reading who is still suffering in a really awful situation. This is nothing but a reflection of my experience with AA, but hopefully I might be able to shine a light on someone who is where so many people are -which is what so many AA members are trying to d...

vixen · vixen

I quit drinking and joined AA on May 9, 2011. I went to meetings, read the literature and got a a dedicated, loving sponsor who worked the steps with me. In the summer of 2011 I mentioned to her, quite casually, that I was still smoking a little pot at night to help me sleep. She told me she wouldn't be able to...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Reflection for the Day Even with a growing understanding of The Program and its Twelve Steps, we sometimes might find it difficult to believe that our new way of life leads to personal freedom. Suppose, for example, I feel imprisoned in an uncomfortable job or troublesome personal relationship. Wh...

pinkchip · pinkchip

This is one time where the influx of newcomers has been exceptionally high. I'm talking people with 1 week leading up to 1 year of recovery. I just wanted to state that that 1st year was the hardest one of my life, but also the best one. You guys are the lifeblood of the program and I'm so happy to be readi...

leeu · leeu

So..........I'm in a hurry and just lurking (uh, I mean checking in) and I am running out of time. I start to scroll, and scroll, and scroll. I don't click into much, just scroll the subjects. And it was awesome!!!!!! Got a whole lot out of just mentally linking together all the stuff put out there. Try...

gonee · gonee

1. A man walks into AA recovery at the age of 67 and stays sober for 8 years, makes amends to the family he has hurt and dies at the age of 75. The timeline is not so important as the culmination of the life of one human being in peace. Sorrow for the families and members of AA but joy for the fellowship as a whol...

Col · Col

I had a peculiar experience today... Not peculiar to many of you all, I know. But to me.. I have really only experienced strong urges to drink maybe once ( to the point that I was in fear of relapsing). Tonight at work I'm going about my business, and these two coworkers of mine are being all annoyingly fli...

pinkchip · pinkchip

The meeting I went to today was a grapevine meeting. One of the central themes in the story was that the writer had never been able to practice moderation in almost any area of life. Of course when it came time to share, I discussed how binge eating, dieting, exercising, working, and sex have all been p...

Paul M · Paul M

Well everyone, hit my 12th Day being Sober, doing good, been a long week at work, been really busy of late, work for the Military. I have a friend thats been sober for 12yrs that I do side work for on the weekends, he's been in AA for 13yrs, he called me for work this Saturday and we talked on being sober, AA an...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

The elevator is broken; use the Steps. --Anonymous Elevators are easy. We push a button and we go right to the top. The way is fast, quick, and silent. We don't work up a sweat. We don't get out of breath. We can't trip and fall. There is not much time to communicate with anyone else along the way so we don't h...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

September 10, 2012 Quote of the Week "Put the magnifying glass down andpick up the mirror" Oh how I love focusing on you. If you would only stop doing this or that, or if you'd start doing this or that, then finally, maybe I'd be happy. Relieved of the responsibility of self, it was so...

justadrunk · justadrunk

No amount of being shown holes in the brains of alcoholics, livers the size of watermelons, or sobbing family members who's loved one was killed by a drunk driver was going to stop me from taking my next drink. That was the sad truth I was living in. In fact, hearing the threats, the cries and rational way...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

The Blessing of Trouble Can't see the images? | Add Simpletruths@newsletter.simpletruths.com to your Address BookForward to a FriendWeekly VerseCast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. -1 Peter 5:7Weekly QuoteHow often we look upon God as our last and feeblest resource! We go...

Tasha · Tasha

Do you all of a sudden feel like it just CLICKS! The second you admit to yourself, truly and undeniably, that you have a disease, that you're allergic to alcohol, you just think of it differently? Like the poison it is to your body, instead of just something you do to get through everything big or small? T...

Closer · Closer

newcomer.http://www.aa.org/bigbookonline/en_drbobnightmare.pdf

Tasha · Tasha

I did have good momentum going. I was calling my sponsor when I had the urge to buy liquor instead of coffee. I was doing a min. of 3 meetings per week, reading... thinking! Started to slip when I felt like a burden to my family being gone all the time, taking so much time to myself to exercise, read, do thing...

Tasha · Tasha

Today I wake up, take a shower, and head to the kitchen to re-heat a cup of coffee.

Then I decide I will not be too lazy to make some fresh. I stare out the kitchen window, as the coffee pot is filling with cool water, I realize the dark of night is leaving. I look at the clock, 6:36. I'm overjoyed that the d...

bikerbill · bikerbill

Aye, been catching upi with the posts I've missed out on, but yep, I'm still here, living a quiet life in Scotland and I'm still sober (or should that be still and sober) Why still stoopid? well i keep on doing the daftest stuff and wondering well bugger me how did that happen? I have a long standing physic...

Paul M · Paul M

Not really sure how to say this, but what if I dont go to the meetings and did this by myself, I have the books and I'm in my 5th day of being sober! I'm doing this for myself, to make me a better person and I'm getting old health reasons, Its good to be able to talk to people here while I'm doing this, but I dont w...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Can we talk about how you interperate that saying and incorporate it into you life? Or any other AA saying that you like if not this one.

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Life moves forward The past is past. Over. Finished. Our job is to move with the flow of the present. We are propelled by what went before, but we do not try to swim against the current of our present lives by regretting or yearning for old times. Each day of recovery releases us from the past and gives us a f...

aliasisme · aliasisme

It is Friday early morning and I am still sober. Yeah for me right, except it is the weekend. This weekend is different because its the first one I have vowed to stay sober for but is that too much. People I have spoken with this week have said only think about today and I understand why so today I will stay so...

Col · Col

Ive heard this phrase used once or twice in meetings..'an egomaniac with an inferiority complex'. At first, I thought it was funny (it is). Then I thought 'goodness, what a horrible thing to be!'. Then I realized 'oh wow, that's exactly ME'. That's me!! Holy crap. Have any of you heard this term being u...

Angell · Angell

I decidecd to start a new thread in response to something Tasha said in her thread entitled 'question'. Specifically: I do however, get a pang in my heart and gut "picking" certain people who seem "good enough". I feel like I want to help everyone, and I know I can't, but...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

I'm passing this on because it worked for me today. A Dr. on TV said to have inner peace we should always finish things we start & we all could use more calm in our lives. I looked around my house to find things I'd started & hadn't finished, so I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Chardonna...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Yesterday while at a meeting, two people mentioned the death (suicide) of their friend. I believe I had seen her around for a couple months, I think she just got out of a sober house - that's beside the point. She had 3 young children and a husband very worried about her - kept calling into the AA hotline...

emy · emy

I was feeling pretty crummy all day and didn't want to get up to go to a meeting, but my HP gave me a big ol' push and I went anyway. Got there just in time to witness a man receive a chip for his 40th year. Even better, his wife was there to celebrate her 40th Al-Anon anniversary with him. I've only been going to...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

For an incredible insight into the power of the mind ... watch this 3 minute clip ... http://play.simpletruths.com/movie/the-strangest-secret-v/?cm_mmc=CheetahMail-_-FR-_-09.07.12-_-TSSCmovie-USCAXX-&utm_source=CheetahMail&utm_campaign=TSSCmoviePappy

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Fall is coming - read to the end --This is great! GOOD ONE !!!!!! ... (For All Of Us Over Fifty) Love Story I will seek and find you. I shall take you to bed and have my way with you. I will make you ache, shake & sweat until you moan & groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

When all else is lost, the future still remains.--Christian BoveeOurs is a program of hope. We sit in meetings and give each other hope. For no matter how long we have been sober - five days or thirty years - there will be times when we feel horrible. This is life. In everyone's life there are times of wond...

Closer · Closer

Im wondering if any of the old timers on the site who understand alcoholism very well can tell me what the best way to help a family affected by alcoholism. I understand this is a family disease and we are in fact ill, but it is ME WHO IS THE ALCOHOLIC AND I WANT TO HELP MYSELF AND MY FAMILY. I have been atten...

Neophyte · Neophyte

I'm doing step 8. Before this program, I wanted to bleach my insides. I wanted to Lysol my soul. I wanted to peroxide my brain. After going through some of the steps, I feel my mind and body have been dipped in a bubble bath. And maybe you're right... I did need quite a bit of "brain washing&quo...

Closer · Closer

I am my old self again. Happy inside. Im not a smart man but Im a million times smarter than I was. I am not a drunk anymore, Its a good world the way it once was and Im having a good time, I got a birthday coming up with my family (Later than it was on this site) I have been sober for 9 months and I owe a lot to AA, I...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Freedom is like taking a bath - you have to keep doing it every day! --Flo Kennedy Nothing stands still. Change is the law of life. We may sometimes feel that our personal gains have to be won over and over again. But looked at from another perspective, that's not so: our solid personal gains are the ones t...

pinkchip · pinkchip

Okay...so having focused on putting my life back together (mental health, finances, relationships, spirituality - not that I am done with any of those things - just that they have been focused on and healed somewhat) that last thing to get focused on was the fact that I had not been to the doctor or the d...

deb365 · deb365

"Look to Me for all. Rely on Me for all. Drop those burdens, and then, singing and free, you can go on your way rejoicing. Encumbered with them you will fall. Drop them at My feet, knowing surely that I will lift them and deal with each one as is truly best." 365 One-Minute Meditations fr...

Col · Col

Hey all:) haven't really been around MIP in a couple of days and it's great to see so many newcomers!! Ive realized that many of the small, everyday 'struggles' with early sobriety that I've posted about here are not only pretty common, but also perfectly appropriate to bring up at actual face to face m...

Ruhig · Ruhig

There are a few main books mentioned repeatedly in the meetings. And ofcourse pamphlets. So, what's your favorite? Your go to? Mine is living sober. Love that book.

yayo4206923 · yayo4206923

I smoked pot from 14 to 23 years old everyday at least 10 times a day. I drank from 23 til 31. i did outpatient, i did psych counsling, recently i had 13 months sober and lost it. I now have a sponsor and have one week in. I feel like its a totally differnt ballgame when you have a sponsor. the whole recovery see...

aliasisme · aliasisme

Ok, I am not computer savy and I can't figure out how to get this working. I downloaded and installed the java thing and reopened the window but all I have is the white box with an error message, actually like 3 java lang messages. loading errors I guess. Anyone know what to do, I really need to get in and tal...

Daniel2003 · Daniel2003

Hi, I got into a conversation the other day with a fellow group member at my home group about the history of AA about tradition three. I was wondering if anyone on here could help me out. I realize that AA consisted mainly of white men in the early days, but my question is this: DId AA ever turn away anyone be...

justadrunk · justadrunk

I'm so thankful for you = my AA family and home group away from home group : ) Hope everyone had a relaxing Labor Day. Thanks to my HP for another beautifully laid out sober day. I have so much to be grateful for today thanks to this program and all the love and support you have shown me. This ordinary day...

Paul M · Paul M

All of life is a journey; which paths we take, what we look back on, and what we look forward to is up to us. We determine our destination, what kind of road we will take to get there, and how happy we are when we get there. From A Little Book of Happiness

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

We are each gifted in a unique and important way. It is our privilege and adventure to discover our own special light. -- Mary Dunbar All of us are gifted. Every person has a gift that can bring great joy and light to those who encounter it. Our task is to stand in the sun and create a climate that will develo...

imjustsayin · imjustsayin

I keep having relapse dreams. They feel so real and I can't stand them! I write them down, talk about them a little but they keep coming back. Anyone else experience this?

emy · emy

I've been lurking around the past week or so; figured now's as good a time as any to properly introduce myself. My apologies if this turns into a novel! My name is Emily, and I'm 26 years old. I count May 17, 2009 as my sobriety birthday, as that is the day I (for the 3rd time in 3 years) checked myself in to Bre...

Tanin · Tanin

Topic		Started By	Replies	Views	Last Post
	My son breaks again. (Preview) My 5 yr old son broke his arm again yesterday. He did it just a hair under six months ago. You know how come I know exactly how long ago? Because I was only a few days sober. It was the day I was skipping out on seeing my whole family who had just been told that I was an alcoholic by my husband. I had invited e...	justadrunk	13	528	Sep 14, 2012 by Isabell
	Today's Gift (Preview) I want to change things. I want to see things happen. I don't want just to talk about them. --John Kenneth Galbraith Newcomer I feel as if I should be doing so much more than just staying in recovery and going to meetings. And yet, when I have free time, I'm not accomplishing much these days. I go to a meetin...	Pythonpappy	6	383	Sep 13, 2012 by Mike B.
	What's easy (Preview) At this point, I'm teetering between sitting back, and letting myself be a newcomer, and sometimes swinging waaaaaaaay up into the reaching out to those area's where I can be of service. I really do feel like I'm just flying up and down from one thing to the next - gobbling up some knowledge on one end as...	justadrunk	6	603	Sep 13, 2012 by Isabell
	Hope for the future (Preview) I'm writing this in regards to anyone who might be reading who is still suffering in a really awful situation. This is nothing but a reflection of my experience with AA, but hopefully I might be able to shine a light on someone who is where so many people are -which is what so many AA members are trying to d...	Closer	8	624	Sep 13, 2012 by Isabell
	Great Googly Moogly...1 Year (Preview) I quit drinking and joined AA on May 9, 2011. I went to meetings, read the literature and got a a dedicated, loving sponsor who worked the steps with me. In the summer of 2011 I mentioned to her, quite casually, that I was still smoking a little pot at night to help me sleep. She told me she wouldn't be able to...	vixen	19	629	Sep 13, 2012 by billyjack
	Today's Gift (Preview) Reflection for the Day Even with a growing understanding of The Program and its Twelve Steps, we sometimes might find it difficult to believe that our new way of life leads to personal freedom. Suppose, for example, I feel imprisoned in an uncomfortable job or troublesome personal relationship. Wh...	Pythonpappy	7	590	Sep 13, 2012 by Isabell
	To all the newcomers on the board.... (Preview) This is one time where the influx of newcomers has been exceptionally high. I'm talking people with 1 week leading up to 1 year of recovery. I just wanted to state that that 1st year was the hardest one of my life, but also the best one. You guys are the lifeblood of the program and I'm so happy to be readi...	pinkchip	11	508	Sep 12, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	Gift of the Day (Preview) So..........I'm in a hurry and just lurking (uh, I mean checking in) and I am running out of time. I start to scroll, and scroll, and scroll. I don't click into much, just scroll the subjects. And it was awesome!!!!!! Got a whole lot out of just mentally linking together all the stuff put out there. Try...	leeu	4	445	Sep 12, 2012 by Mike B.
	Joy, sorrow, victory sadness. (Preview) 1. A man walks into AA recovery at the age of 67 and stays sober for 8 years, makes amends to the family he has hurt and dies at the age of 75. The timeline is not so important as the culmination of the life of one human being in peace. Sorrow for the families and members of AA but joy for the fellowship as a whol...	gonee	4	758	Sep 12, 2012 by Mr_David
	Fear (Preview) I had a peculiar experience today... Not peculiar to many of you all, I know. But to me.. I have really only experienced strong urges to drink maybe once ( to the point that I was in fear of relapsing). Tonight at work I'm going about my business, and these two coworkers of mine are being all annoyingly fli...	Col	15	485	Sep 11, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	The disease of more (Preview) The meeting I went to today was a grapevine meeting. One of the central themes in the story was that the writer had never been able to practice moderation in almost any area of life. Of course when it came time to share, I discussed how binge eating, dieting, exercising, working, and sex have all been p...	pinkchip	14	646	Sep 11, 2012 by justadrunk
	My 12th Day! :) (Preview) Well everyone, hit my 12th Day being Sober, doing good, been a long week at work, been really busy of late, work for the Military. I have a friend thats been sober for 12yrs that I do side work for on the weekends, he's been in AA for 13yrs, he called me for work this Saturday and we talked on being sober, AA an...	Paul M	12	555	Sep 11, 2012 by justadrunk
	Today's Gift (Preview) The elevator is broken; use the Steps. --Anonymous Elevators are easy. We push a button and we go right to the top. The way is fast, quick, and silent. We don't work up a sweat. We don't get out of breath. We can't trip and fall. There is not much time to communicate with anyone else along the way so we don't h...	Pythonpappy	2	393	Sep 11, 2012 by justadrunk
	GREAT 'Wisdom of the Rooms' piece --- a must read (Preview) September 10, 2012 Quote of the Week "Put the magnifying glass down andpick up the mirror" Oh how I love focusing on you. If you would only stop doing this or that, or if you'd start doing this or that, then finally, maybe I'd be happy. Relieved of the responsibility of self, it was so...	Pythonpappy	1	508	Sep 11, 2012 by Mr_David
	Alcoholism before AA. (Preview) No amount of being shown holes in the brains of alcoholics, livers the size of watermelons, or sobbing family members who's loved one was killed by a drunk driver was going to stop me from taking my next drink. That was the sad truth I was living in. In fact, hearing the threats, the cries and rational way...	justadrunk	11	1329	Sep 10, 2012 by vixen
	Week Devotional (Preview) The Blessing of Trouble Can't see the images? \| Add Simpletruths@newsletter.simpletruths.com to your Address BookForward to a FriendWeekly VerseCast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. -1 Peter 5:7Weekly QuoteHow often we look upon God as our last and feeblest resource! We go...	Pythonpappy	3	830	Sep 10, 2012 by Mr_David
	Does it happen for everyone like this? (Preview) Do you all of a sudden feel like it just CLICKS! The second you admit to yourself, truly and undeniably, that you have a disease, that you're allergic to alcohol, you just think of it differently? Like the poison it is to your body, instead of just something you do to get through everything big or small? T...	Tasha	13	511	Sep 10, 2012 by justadrunk
	Dr. Bobs Nightmare... (Preview) newcomer.http://www.aa.org/bigbookonline/en_drbobnightmare.pdf	Closer	8	5082	Sep 9, 2012 by Tanin
	The perfect drunk? (Preview) I did have good momentum going. I was calling my sponsor when I had the urge to buy liquor instead of coffee. I was doing a min. of 3 meetings per week, reading... thinking! Started to slip when I felt like a burden to my family being gone all the time, taking so much time to myself to exercise, read, do thing...	Tasha	12	720	Sep 10, 2012 by justadrunk
	Leaves of change, a child's delight. (Preview) Today I wake up, take a shower, and head to the kitchen to re-heat a cup of coffee. Then I decide I will not be too lazy to make some fresh. I stare out the kitchen window, as the coffee pot is filling with cool water, I realize the dark of night is leaving. I look at the clock, 6:36. I'm overjoyed that the d...	Tasha	6	414	Sep 10, 2012 by justadrunk
	Still here, still sober, still stoopid. (Preview) Aye, been catching upi with the posts I've missed out on, but yep, I'm still here, living a quiet life in Scotland and I'm still sober (or should that be still and sober) Why still stoopid? well i keep on doing the daftest stuff and wondering well bugger me how did that happen? I have a long standing physic...	bikerbill	8	702	Sep 9, 2012 by SteveP
	Having Second thoughts on the meetings! (Preview) Not really sure how to say this, but what if I dont go to the meetings and did this by myself, I have the books and I'm in my 5th day of being sober! I'm doing this for myself, to make me a better person and I'm getting old health reasons, Its good to be able to talk to people here while I'm doing this, but I dont w...	Paul M	28	896	Sep 9, 2012 by Tanin
	Live and let live. (Preview) Can we talk about how you interperate that saying and incorporate it into you life? Or any other AA saying that you like if not this one.	justadrunk	13	4537	Sep 9, 2012 by vixen
	Today's Gift (Preview) Life moves forward The past is past. Over. Finished. Our job is to move with the flow of the present. We are propelled by what went before, but we do not try to swim against the current of our present lives by regretting or yearning for old times. Each day of recovery releases us from the past and gives us a f...	Pythonpappy	4	451	Sep 9, 2012 by vixen
	Friday (Preview) It is Friday early morning and I am still sober. Yeah for me right, except it is the weekend. This weekend is different because its the first one I have vowed to stay sober for but is that too much. People I have spoken with this week have said only think about today and I understand why so today I will stay so...	aliasisme	16	559	Sep 9, 2012 by Frodo
	I think you just hit the nail right on the head (Preview) Ive heard this phrase used once or twice in meetings..'an egomaniac with an inferiority complex'. At first, I thought it was funny (it is). Then I thought 'goodness, what a horrible thing to be!'. Then I realized 'oh wow, that's exactly ME'. That's me!! Holy crap. Have any of you heard this term being u...	Col	6	798	Sep 8, 2012 by Closer
	Judging others sincerity in regards to AA (Preview) I decidecd to start a new thread in response to something Tasha said in her thread entitled 'question'. Specifically: I do however, get a pang in my heart and gut "picking" certain people who seem "good enough". I feel like I want to help everyone, and I know I can't, but...	Angell	8	1591	Sep 8, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	Inner Peace (Preview) I'm passing this on because it worked for me today. A Dr. on TV said to have inner peace we should always finish things we start & we all could use more calm in our lives. I looked around my house to find things I'd started & hadn't finished, so I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Chardonna...	Pythonpappy	9	546	Sep 8, 2012 by Mr_David
	question (Preview) Yesterday while at a meeting, two people mentioned the death (suicide) of their friend. I believe I had seen her around for a couple months, I think she just got out of a sober house - that's beside the point. She had 3 young children and a husband very worried about her - kept calling into the AA hotline...	justadrunk	18	589	Sep 8, 2012 by justadrunk
	Thank you for today (Preview) I was feeling pretty crummy all day and didn't want to get up to go to a meeting, but my HP gave me a big ol' push and I went anyway. Got there just in time to witness a man receive a chip for his 40th year. Even better, his wife was there to celebrate her 40th Al-Anon anniversary with him. I've only been going to...	emy	4	422	Sep 8, 2012 by justadrunk
	We Become What We Think (Preview) For an incredible insight into the power of the mind ... watch this 3 minute clip ... http://play.simpletruths.com/movie/the-strangest-secret-v/?cm_mmc=CheetahMail-_-FR-_-09.07.12-_-TSSCmovie-USCAXX-&utm_source=CheetahMail&utm_campaign=TSSCmoviePappy	Pythonpappy	2	491	Sep 8, 2012 by Rob84
	Fall is Coming (Preview) Fall is coming - read to the end --This is great! GOOD ONE !!!!!! ... (For All Of Us Over Fifty) Love Story I will seek and find you. I shall take you to bed and have my way with you. I will make you ache, shake & sweat until you moan & groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop...	Pythonpappy	2	480	Sep 8, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	Today's Gift (Preview) When all else is lost, the future still remains.--Christian BoveeOurs is a program of hope. We sit in meetings and give each other hope. For no matter how long we have been sober - five days or thirty years - there will be times when we feel horrible. This is life. In everyone's life there are times of wond...	Pythonpappy	5	465	Sep 8, 2012 by Mr_David
	Helping myself/ others/ my family. (Preview) Im wondering if any of the old timers on the site who understand alcoholism very well can tell me what the best way to help a family affected by alcoholism. I understand this is a family disease and we are in fact ill, but it is ME WHO IS THE ALCOHOLIC AND I WANT TO HELP MYSELF AND MY FAMILY. I have been atten...	Closer	8	530	Sep 7, 2012 by Angell
	Scooping the yuck out (Preview) I'm doing step 8. Before this program, I wanted to bleach my insides. I wanted to Lysol my soul. I wanted to peroxide my brain. After going through some of the steps, I feel my mind and body have been dipped in a bubble bath. And maybe you're right... I did need quite a bit of "brain washing&quo...	Neophyte	6	475	Sep 6, 2012 by justadrunk
	I am over it! (Preview) I am my old self again. Happy inside. Im not a smart man but Im a million times smarter than I was. I am not a drunk anymore, Its a good world the way it once was and Im having a good time, I got a birthday coming up with my family (Later than it was on this site) I have been sober for 9 months and I owe a lot to AA, I...	Closer	6	485	Sep 6, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	Today's Gift (Preview) Freedom is like taking a bath - you have to keep doing it every day! --Flo Kennedy Nothing stands still. Change is the law of life. We may sometimes feel that our personal gains have to be won over and over again. But looked at from another perspective, that's not so: our solid personal gains are the ones t...	Pythonpappy	2	296	Sep 6, 2012 by Mr_David
	Surveying the damage (Preview) Okay...so having focused on putting my life back together (mental health, finances, relationships, spirituality - not that I am done with any of those things - just that they have been focused on and healed somewhat) that last thing to get focused on was the fact that I had not been to the doctor or the d...	pinkchip	5	492	Sep 6, 2012 by Mr_David
	God Calling - Drop Those Burdens (Preview) "Look to Me for all. Rely on Me for all. Drop those burdens, and then, singing and free, you can go on your way rejoicing. Encumbered with them you will fall. Drop them at My feet, knowing surely that I will lift them and deal with each one as is truly best." 365 One-Minute Meditations fr...	deb365	2	255	Sep 6, 2012 by Closer
	Progress... Not perfection (Preview) Hey all:) haven't really been around MIP in a couple of days and it's great to see so many newcomers!! Ive realized that many of the small, everyday 'struggles' with early sobriety that I've posted about here are not only pretty common, but also perfectly appropriate to bring up at actual face to face m...	Col	8	343	Sep 6, 2012 by Closer
	The literature (Preview) There are a few main books mentioned repeatedly in the meetings. And ofcourse pamphlets. So, what's your favorite? Your go to? Mine is living sober. Love that book.	Ruhig	21	1708	Sep 6, 2012 by Rob84
	my intro thread (Preview) I smoked pot from 14 to 23 years old everyday at least 10 times a day. I drank from 23 til 31. i did outpatient, i did psych counsling, recently i had 13 months sober and lost it. I now have a sponsor and have one week in. I feel like its a totally differnt ballgame when you have a sponsor. the whole recovery see...	yayo4206923	25	519	Sep 6, 2012 by yayo4206923
	getting in the meeting (Preview) Ok, I am not computer savy and I can't figure out how to get this working. I downloaded and installed the java thing and reopened the window but all I have is the white box with an error message, actually like 3 java lang messages. loading errors I guess. Anyone know what to do, I really need to get in and tal...	aliasisme	25	590	Sep 5, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	question about aa history (Preview) Hi, I got into a conversation the other day with a fellow group member at my home group about the history of AA about tradition three. I was wondering if anyone on here could help me out. I realize that AA consisted mainly of white men in the early days, but my question is this: DId AA ever turn away anyone be...	Daniel2003	14	503	Sep 6, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	I love my sober life. (Preview) I'm so thankful for you = my AA family and home group away from home group : ) Hope everyone had a relaxing Labor Day. Thanks to my HP for another beautifully laid out sober day. I have so much to be grateful for today thanks to this program and all the love and support you have shown me. This ordinary day...	justadrunk	8	466	Sep 5, 2012 by Rob84
	All life is a Journey (Preview) All of life is a journey; which paths we take, what we look back on, and what we look forward to is up to us. We determine our destination, what kind of road we will take to get there, and how happy we are when we get there. From A Little Book of Happiness	Paul M	8	382	Sep 5, 2012 by Rob84
	Today's Gift (Preview) We are each gifted in a unique and important way. It is our privilege and adventure to discover our own special light. -- Mary Dunbar All of us are gifted. Every person has a gift that can bring great joy and light to those who encounter it. Our task is to stand in the sun and create a climate that will develo...	Pythonpappy	7	500	Sep 4, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	Relapse Dreams (Preview) I keep having relapse dreams. They feel so real and I can't stand them! I write them down, talk about them a little but they keep coming back. Anyone else experience this?	imjustsayin	16	1098	Sep 4, 2012 by imjustsayin
	hello all :) (Preview) I've been lurking around the past week or so; figured now's as good a time as any to properly introduce myself. My apologies if this turns into a novel! My name is Emily, and I'm 26 years old. I count May 17, 2009 as my sobriety birthday, as that is the day I (for the 3rd time in 3 years) checked myself in to Bre...	emy	30	765	Sep 4, 2012 by justadrunk
	Is Spam Allowed On This Site? Spam spam spam (Preview)	Tanin	4	5693	Sep 4, 2012 by yayo4206923
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