HI,IM KENDRA BOY I LOVE YOU PEOPLE,BUT BOY DO YALL WORK ME ....THANK YOU...I WAS WITH A BUNCH OF WOMEN ALL DAY,YEAH ME;GET THIS THEY WERE ALL SOBER.....WOW.......NOT ONLY THAT THEY TREATED ME AS IF I NEVER WENT BACK OUT....TRIPPLE WOW....I LOVE BEING WITH OLDTIMERS....I LEARN SO MUCH AND THEY SHOW ME THE WAY WITHOUT SUGAR COATING N THATS ONE THING I LOVE....STRAIGHT TO THE POINT N TODAY I LEARNED PEOPLE CAN ACTUALLY BE AROUND ME WITHOUT ME HAVING TO BUY THERE TIME,FEAR OF BEING A LONE CAUSE ME TO FIND A WAY TO KEEP PEOPLE AROUND,SEE I KNEW AS LONG AS I KEPT MONEY,ALCOHOL AND OTHER POPULAR PARTY FAVORS I COULD KEEP FRIENDS...HA HA.....I FOUND SOMETHING NEW TODAY PEOPLE LIKE BEING AROUND ME TO HELP ME STAY CLEAN N SOBER BECAUSE IT HELPS THEM STAY SOBER I LOVE THAT CONCEPT IT SEEMS LIKE A 2 LANE STREET INSTEAD OF A ONEWAY STREET.....I LIKE THIS WAY BETTER CAUSE INSTEAD OF STUMBLING OVER PEOPLE DRUNK AND WATCHING PEOPLE DO THIER WIERD PEEPING AND LOW CRAWLING NOT TO MENTION DAILY DRUNK FIGHTS...I PLAYED WITH BABIES HAD INTELLIGENT CONVERSATIONS,LAUGHED ABOUT THINGS THAT WERE ACTUALLY FUNNY : NOT SOMEONE FALLING TRIPPING OR CUTTING EACH OTHER DOWN...NOT TO MENTION I FELT LOVED N LEARNED FROM OTHERS,WOW I EVEN CAME HOME TOOK A SHOWER LAYED DOWN AND WENT RITE TO SLEEP A PEACEFUL SLEEP.......AND IT LASTED MORE THAN THIRTY MINUTES I SLEPT 4 HOURS I HAVENT SLEPT LIKE THAT SINCE 2002,NOT EVEN A NIGHTMARE AND WHEN I WOKE UP I WASNT ALLSWEATIE FROM RESTLESSNESS N NIGHTMARES WOW.. I FEEL SO RELAXED,DID NOT HAVE TO DRINK OR TAKE A PILL TO FEEL THIS WAY.WOW,THANK YALL,IM SO GLAD TO BE HOME WHERE I BELONG AND MY HOME IS IN THE ROOMS WITH YALL,THANK YALL....OH I HAVE THE BEST SPONSOR ONLY SHE KEEPS GIVING ME STUFF TO DO ...LOLOLOLOL I LOVE YOU MARTI.....OH I ACTUALLY WENT SHOPPING AND BAUGHT STUFF FOR MYSELF THAT I PICKED OUT THATS A STEP ALL IN ITS ON.........I PRAY FOR GOD TO STOP PUNNISHING ME AND I JUST REALIZED TODAY HE WAS GIVING ME BLESSINGS AND I DID MY OWN FOOTWORK IN TURNED MY BLESSINGS INTO NIGHTMARES ...WOW..WOW..WOW...I LOVE YALL AND TODAY I LOVE MYSELF,I LOVE LIVING,IF YOU READ MY FIRST POST THATS A BIG STEP FOR ME..I LOVE LIVING..........THANK YALL
I am soooooooo Grateful you are back in my life and back in the rooms. Yes we did spend the day with several sober women. Stick with the winners and get rid of all the negativaty in your life and you'll go far. You are going to touch a lot of lives. You have a purpose in life. You mean so much to so many. You are a Miracle.....
I am glad you slept good when you got home. I was tired too. I took a nap and slept 2 or 3 hours. We were out from 9AM to 3PM.
This program teaches me to take care of myself. Get on a healthy schedule. Eat and sleep enough. Get on my knees every morning and say the 3rd Step Prayer (pg.63) and the 7th Step Prayer (pg.76) Ask God to direct me what I should be doing that day to help another person. At night review my day. Read pages 84 from the 10th Step to pg.88 the end of the chapter. It tells me precisely how to start my day, how to end my day and what to do in between.
If I trust God, clean house and help others, EVERYthing falls into place. The jobs, the relationships, family, EVERYthing depends on my sobrioty today. It is the most important thing in my life today. I need to keep on doing the next right thing. You are so important to me. I Love you and will be picking you up at 9AM tomorrow. Sweet Dreams. XOXOX
THANK YOU FOR RESPONDING EVERY TIME I GET FEEDBACK IT MAKES ME SMILE INSIDE AND OUT TO KNOW PEOPLE ACTUALLY ARE INTRESTED IN WHAT I HAVE TO SAY.ITS A FEELING OF SELFWORTH THANK YOU.....GOD BLESS YOU.....
IM SO BLESSED TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE MARTI,YOU ARE THE BLESSING GOD HAS SENT TO MY LIFE THAT MAKES ALL THE DIFFERNCE,IF IT WERENT FOR YOU WELL THERES NO TELLING WERE I WOULD BE...IM GLAD YOU ARE A MEMBER HERE YOU ARE THE GREATEST......PLEASE NEVER FOR ONE MOMENT FORGET THE LIVES YOU HELPED SAVE......ILOVE YOU MARTI......XOX...LOVE YOUR SPONCEE,KENDRA
I Love you and really care about you. God brought you back in to my life. As long as you trust God and work this program, you WILL stay sober. Also, the last few meetings were about "Working with others" That's really what it's all about. One alcoholic/addict helping another. You're helping me as much as you say I'm helping you. Yesterday after the cook-out, you really helped clean-up in the kitchen (helping others). The other day when the girl left the meeting early, you went out and reached out to her for her number, (helping others.) By posting on this wall, (helping others).
Being Honest and Willing is keeping you here. I Love you and will see you later. XOXOX
Marti I had to change account KENDRA L......OK......READ TODAYS POST,I LOVE YOU N TELL JO THANK YOU,I DID A ONLINE THING N WENT TO SLEEP CANT GET DECENT SLEEP IN THIS HOUSE.....TELLS ME TO GO TO SLEEP TO WAKE ME UP.....THANK GOD ITS ALMOST OVER........
