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I was just in an evil world. Recently slipped.
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A little while ago I bought a 40.oz bottle of malt liquor for some retarded sick reason. I drank it a while ago and I returned to get beer on 3 seperate occasions. I wasnt even aware of it but my entire world was a sick place in so many ways it was unreal. I wasnt able to see it but I was in my apartment babbli...
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step six
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one thing that came to me today is "what are the defects that are most glaring in my life?" and after thinking about having them removed, as step 6 talks about, i thought "what exactly am i doing to work on them (changing my behaviour concerning that defect) and i realized i have ...
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Grateful today
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So wonderful to have this message board to come to when I can't make it to meetings. It's been a crazy busy week for me. So grateful for sobriety and life in general. Starting to wonder what I ever saw in that love affair with alcohol. How I ever got so trapped! How it could call for me, and I would come r...
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God Calling - Attack Fear
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"Do not fear. Remember how I faced the devil in the wilderness and how I conquered with "the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God." You, too, have your quick answer for every fear that evil may present - an answer of faith and confidence in Me. Where possible say it aloud. Loo...
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Redneck riddle
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Riddle: After teaching his class all about roman numerals (X = 10 IX=9 and so on) the teacher asked his class to draw a single continuous line and turn IX into 6. The only stipulation the teacher made was that the pen could not be lifted from the paper until the line was complete.
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Newcomers the bright spot of our lives!
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Was really refreshing to take a newcomer to an AA meeting today. New everything. Also good to see the pastor of a church referring the alcoholic to Alcoholics Anonymous. That is what real men of God do. They acknowledge that they are powerless over alcohol [1st step] and send these men for help to peopl...
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Labyrinth Riddle
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There are two doors with faces on them. One door always tells the truth and one door always lies. Also, one door leads to Heaven and one to Hell. You do not know which one is which or where each leads. You can only ask one door one single question to find out which door leads to Heaven. But remember, you don't...
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Miracles in Progress
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I hear people saying that others saw in them a change brought about by the new tools and principles learned in AA. That other people saw the change before they saw it in themselves. Well not me. I felt changes every minute of these 90 days, and I saw changes and felt the growing pains full on. In this mom...
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justadrunk
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Don't drink.
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I recently heard a member share, who said: "Whatever you do, just don't drink." After I thought about this simplistic statement, I realised how important it is. When I got a call from my sponsor, he asked: "Do you want to stop drinking?" By that time I had gone through the hands of...
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Daily Reflections ~ Sacrifice = Unity = Survival & 24hrs a Day
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The unity, the effectiveness, and even the survival of A.A. will always depend upon our continued willingness to give up some of our personal ambitions and desires for the common safety and welfare. Just as sacrifice means survival for the individual alcoholic, so does sacrifice mean unity and sur...
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Can I pray for you?
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AA has taught me to pray for other peoples needs. I feel blessed to pray for you, because God has been kind to me. As a sick alcoholic, in my worst years many had prayed for me and that's why I am still here. I have still not repayed my debt of gratitude to all these people. Whenever I am in need, whatever that n...
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gonee
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That's it guys, the Divorce has come through.
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I got back from Belfast last night about 9 at night, to find a mass of post waiting for me, there was 2 letters from my solicitor (legal chappie) one was the bill to date and some financial paerwork to sign, the other was my decree absolute. So I am now, finally after 27 years of active marriage and 6 and a ha...
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My prayer for you.
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I pray God's grace upon all the brethren. Prayer for those who are sick, those unemployed, the pensioners, the sick alcoholic, strife torn families, grieving families who have lost loved ones, sheperds and teachers, AA, Alanon, Alateen, AACA, orphans & widows. I pray our Almighty God and Fath...
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gonee
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God Calling - My Will - Your Joy
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"You can never go beyond My love and care. Circumstances I bless and use must be the right ones for you. But the first step is to lay your will before Me as an offering, sure that if you trust Me, what I do for you will be best. Your second step is to be sure, and to tell me so, that I am powerful enough to do...
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I thank you all for peace of mind.
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Yes I can say today that I have peace of mind and I often share that I am happy content sober and sereene 99% of my day or week I am :} When I look back on all the fear and pain of my early days when I first stepped from the hospital a shattered soul. Working my program and with the help of my higher power and the he...
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Another brilliant day sober
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I woke up this morning after a couple of fourteen hour work days and had to borrow my uncles truck so my wife and I could go to the junkyard two hours away and get some parts for her car after it was stampeded by a herd of wild horses. Today was very hot compared to what it has been around here and it turns out m...
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Angell
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plip. plop. plip. plop.
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There is a lot I don't know. The smarter I get, the more I realize this fact. The wiser I get, the more I just want to shut up. Nothing to post tonight. My brain feels like rain drops... plip plopping. Made a deal with myself to post every day for 90 days. Have a couple to go. Thanks to those of you who kep...
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Forgetting where you came from
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In recent events, my sisters boyfriend (17) is stuggling with his addict mother. So my mother gave him a modest bedroom. For this, he his grateful. And for being 17, he is handling it very well. Now... My sister and her bf and I are a rather close bunch... And I am frequently updated in his situations. And...
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am i an addict of some kind?
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hi i posted a question on al-anon message board and everyone told me to post it here. Basically i rarely drink but recently i went to a family wedding, was having a great time enjoying a few glasses of wine and then something turned in me. I began to look at my husband judgementally and then just stopped dr...
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Daily Reflections ~ Two-Way Street & 24hrs a Day
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If we ask, God will certainly forgive our derelictions. But in no case does He render us white as snow and keep us that way without our cooperation. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 65 When I prayed, I used to omit a lot of things for which I needed to be forgiven. I thought that if I didn't mention t...
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Ever Been in Cahoots?
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I have been in many places, but I've never been in Cahoots. Apparently, you can't go alone. You have to be in Cahoots with someone. I've also never been in Cognito. I hear no one recognizes you there.I have, however, been in Sane. They don't have an airport; you have to be driven there. I have made several...
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Steps Away
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Im sure many of you may already know there is a few apps out there for android and iphone that we can use. I use Steps Away, it uses the gps on your phone to locate meetings no matter where you are. It works great for me working for the railroad. Just thought i would share that!!!
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The Spanish Teacher
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A Spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. "House" for instance, is feminine: "la casa." "Pencil," however, is masculine: "el lapiz." A student asked, "...
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new to the message board
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Hello, I am new to the AA program and to this message board. I've been to a few meetings in my area, but have not been consistently going with my new work schedule. I am glad to have found this board to share stories, get support, and give support. A little bit about myself: where I grew up both of my parents a...
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new revision of big book on Nook
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Just bought a Nook and got an AA ebook that was published in Sept. It's an updated version of the Big Book. For anyone interested, I used a half-off coupon ($4 instead of 7.99) that's good until June 30. It's FP23T and you have to redeem it on Smashwords.com I think.
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Time for a transition.
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In your opinion, was it best to pick a few meetings a week and stick to those, or just go to random ones as you could make it. I will no longer be going every day or 2x per day, and because of the expense in babysitters and gas (I live in the country) I would like to see how 4-5 meetings feels for a while. If you d...
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Diagnosing your higher power.
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When I started using AA I felt a higher power in my life, and it isnt something Im taking with a grain of salt. I do not know where my HP is coming from but I am trying to find out by educating myself on different forms of spirituality. I have chosen not to say the serenity prayer for a long time because I have...
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Meetings search
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Hi, I have just moved to St Helens in Merseyside and need to organise to attend meetings in the area. I dont drive so will need a number of someone local to see if they can pick me up for the ones that i cant walk to. Ive got one sorted down the road for the Sunday but would like to be doing about 4 a week if possib...
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Let's Make a Deal
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Hi..I come here a lot and read but I am still on and off the wagon. I have begun making deals with myself to "let" myself have a drink if I do something...usually workout.. or try to do only a couple days a week. I have read and listened to so much stuff but still I cannot stop Just one, it'll be ok...
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frederico
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Not giving up follow up to prior post please read i need to share this
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Hello all, I thought i should stick my head in and thank everyone for thier support. Shortly before i wrote that post, minutes earlier in fact, i loaded a single shell in my shotgun and paced around for a few minutes. God stopped me and i am so grateful. I have continued over the course of my life to relapse...
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Irrelavent & beautiful
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See Me
What do you see, nurses, what do you see?
Are you thinking, when you look at me --
A crabby old woman, not very wise,
Uncertain of habit, with far-away eyes,
Who dribbles her food and makes no reply,
When you say in a loud voice -- "I do wish you'd try."
Who seems not to notice the t...
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Business Trip to Belfast, Northern Ireland
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Hey, I'm off to NI for work next week - for one night only! Anybody here know where the meetings are in Belfast on a wednesday night?
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bikerbill
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Weight Watchers - 2nd TRY
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-- Edited by Pythonpappy on Thursday 21st of June 2012 04:52:12 PM
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Recovery blog
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http://godisdoingforuswhatwecouldnotdoforourselves.wordpres...
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Diseased Brain
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I was recently on vacation and walking the boardwalk down by the beach with my girlfriend. The entire time we were looking at the restaurants and shops and such. She noted one restaurant in particular was selling hot wings. I noticed that same place had a Yuengling sign that I had never seen before. I di...
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Giving up......
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I know a thousand of us have been here but i am really tired of fighting!!! This disease has whooped me from a very early age. i get sober for a year.....or 9 which is my record. sometimes i just want to quit and say enough is enough...this fucking disease is relentless......I AM SO TIRED!!!
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Not sure if anyone is interested, but...
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To occupy a lot of my time I do artwork. It helps me stay sober and busy. But if anyone wants to check it out or maybe buy something, let me know. http://nickjyoho.tumblr.com/ Thanks, Nick
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bizzaro me
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Sharing some of the crap I don't have to ever experience again if I keep coming back.
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There was a time I got so wasted, that I woke up in my apartment in the morning, clueless as to how I got there... got ready for work, grabbed my keys, only to realize my car was not in the garage. Had to call into work sick - call a cab to drive me around town (to all the bars) looking for my car. Good thing I usu...
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Emerson & unity
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"there is one mind common to all individual men"
(point here is simple unity, nothing more nothing less)
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How I came to believe
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In my last thread I wrote about my working the program and dealing with life issues as a Buddhist and atheist. In that thread I received some comments that seemed, to me, to make the assumption that my lack of belief was a result of anger at God. i.e. If there was a god, how could he let such things happ...
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I have no idea what to call this thread
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Im going to be very candid and ask that you trust me that I am not trying to be divisive. My questions are quite sincere. Though I recounted the following details in a recent thread, its probably worthwhile to repeat it here for those who hadnt seen that thread: I had my last drink on May 10th 1992. I...
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Only another alcholic
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Could write this and have me thinking that he must have known me pre-sobriety cuz he just gave a perfect synopsis of what I used to be like. One of my AA friends put this as his facebook status. I thought it might be from one of our own books but apparently he wrote it himself. "You leave havoc in your...
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God Calling - Cling to Me
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"Cling to Me until the life from Me, the divine life, by that very contact flows into your being and revives your fainting spirit. Become recharged. When weary, do as I did on earth - sit by the well. Rest. Rest and gain power and strength, and the work, too, will come to you as it came to Me. Rest til...
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Daily Reflections ~ Trusting Others & 24hrs a Day
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But does trust require that we be blind to other people's motives or, indeed, to our own? Not at all; this would be folly. Most certainly, we should assess the capacity for harm as well as the capability for good in every person that we would trust. Such a private inventory can reveal the degree of confid...
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brews, blues, and bbq
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Im standing on the middle of virginia and 3rd in down town reno. Charlie musslewhite blowing on his harp and some young kid with screeming guitar on stage with him lookin like damn I made it. A few thousnd people wandering around 6 blocks of beer and bbq stands.Im hard pressed to find anyone with out a pla...
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billyjack
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Slow & Steady
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He says to me- you wanna take a ride? And I excitedly say yes-- I love superfluous driving. We pick a destination about an hour away. But after getting turned around twice, he's getting impatient. A few valid reasons... And a few invalid reasons. So we stop and I ask valero for directions. I come back wit...
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Question about Ativan in recovery
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Hi, I'm new to this board and have been sober for 22+ months. I stopped taking Paxil in January of this year, and my doctor prescribed Ativan to help "bridge" me over the tough withdrawal symptoms from Paxil. That worked well, but I have this major side effect now: my skin feels squeaky or buz...
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I need help now
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Enough said. I look forward to making friends.
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I need help now
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Enough said. I look forward to making friends.
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kim71
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enforced isolation
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Dear All, thankyou for welcoming me to your site. I am not used to this kind of medium in which to communicate but overwhelmed with your kindness. I am now back at AA meetings and slowly starting to speak and thank God that I had a program to follow whilst unable to speak. I am still a little anxious at me...
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Bluebell
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