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God Calling ~ Expect Many Miracles
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"My guardianship is so wonderful. Expect not one miracle, but many. Each day's happenings, if of My working and under My control, are miracle-works." God Calling edited by A.J. Russell
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Just want to stop hurting
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Right now I like to say I'm between steps 1 and 2. So far, I just....I'm finding it so hard to function like I should just because I just want so badly to stop hurting and in my head I have a strong feeling this isn't the way it should be. Thoughts?
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unnerved by inquisitive aa members
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Hi All, I've had some drama lately, just got over a house fire last week and am reaping the rewards of a job done badly, my own fault, a fellow AA member has unnerved me a lot lately as she is quite intrusive with questions on my private life and was quite offensive on an occasion last week. I gently pointe...
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Happy Belated Birthday, Pinkchip!
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I'm so sorry this is late, dear brother. I meant to come on & post for you yesterday but got distracted as I bathed my mobile & it's gone to phone heaven, I think! I'm hoping it's just in a deep deep sleep & will wake once dried out in it's coffin of dried rice lol Happy Birthday, Mark. I hope you h...
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God Calling ~ Why Doubt?
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"Trust and pray. It is not sin for one who knows Me only as God to doubt Me, to question My love and purposes. But for one who knows Me as you do, as friend and Savior.... for that one to doubt My purpose and saving power and tender love is wrong indeed." 365 One-Minute Meditations from God Ca...
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Daily Reflections ~ I Am A Channel & 24hrs a Day
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Humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings. Twelve Steps And Twelve Traditions, p. 70 THe subject of humility is a difficult one. Humility is not thinking less of myself than I ought to; it is accepting a compliment graciously. God can only do for me what He can do through me. Humility is the result of k...
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Leonard F has left the room...
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Aloha fellow recovering members of Alcoholics Anonymous. Locally one of our members has left the rooms and will only be returning in spirit as he is remembered from time to time for the ESH he has left us with. I met him in1995 when we both worked at a local rehab. He and I were doing the youngsters.....
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~ 60 Days...By the Grace of God
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Today is day 6o without a drink! This is officially the longest I have gone without drinking in over twenty years and it feels amazing. I truly feel that I am not in this alone and my relationship with my Higher Power continues to grow. It delights me to invite Him into my days and to align my will with His. E...
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I need to not drink anymore...
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Hello I'm Ron and am fairly new to this, have been to few meetings but never go back...my son Griffin turns 3 tomorrow and I have made a promise to myself to stop drinking. I want to become a sober father, for him to look up to me. This is day 3...with all my strength.
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Step 1 :: Dear Universe...
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Dear Universe , I need your help. I know that alcohol makes life easier in certain immediate fashions. It makes life harder in much more serious fashions too. I look at others who have not gone to get help and I see the tornado of a world they suffer in. But for THAT moment, the drunk momen...
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Sustained interest
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I don't know what is wrong with me. I'm having trouble sustaining interest in anything. One day I'm all excited about something and the next day I have no interest in it or I can just keep my interest in something only for a short period of time. Is this common in recovery or is there something wrong with me...
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Xanax
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i know this is an aa help website but i have a question relating to xanax. i just went through a difficult breakup and needed something to ease the pain. Instead of pounding shots of vokda, i ddecided to swallow almost an entire bottle of xanax. At first i felt great, but when i fell asleep i slept for almos...
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God Calling ~ My Secret
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"You are being guided, but remember that I said, "I will guide thee with Mine eye." And My eye is My set purpose - My will. To guide with My will is to bring all your desires into oneness with My will, My desires. To make My will your only will. Then My will guides you." God Calling...
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Focus on my defects.
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I have to focus on myself and my recovery through the 12 steps. There is no other human being involved here except in step 9. In my early days of my recovery I squandered so much of my time worrying about others. Increasingly, my focus, became on my defects of character & removing them. Other people h...
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God Calling ~ Painful Preparation
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"Help and peace and joy are here. Your courage will be rewarded. Painful as this time is, you will one day see the reason of it, and see, too, that it was not cruel testing, but tender preparation for the wonderful lifework you are to do. Try to realize that your own prayers are being most wonderful...
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Staying Centered
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As my wife and I continue to pray and plan for our future(but not at the wasted expense of today)we feel comforted that we can be secure enough to venture farther afield than we thought, to be receptive with all of God's children, to consider the ideas that definitely challenge us and to reach out to love...
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Daily Reflections ~ Identifying Fear... & 24hrs a Day
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Identifying Fear. . . . The chief activator of our defects has been self-centred fear. . . . Twelve Steps And Twelve Traditions, p. 76 When I feel uncomfortable, irritated, or depressed, I look for fear. This "evil and corroding thread" is the root of my distress: Fear of failure; fear of ot...
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Thank you MIP.
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One of the greatest things about those on a recovery program is that, even on a forum like this we can feel the power of these individuals. There are many such people over here who live on a truly altruistic plane. They give so much of their time & effort. I just want to say to all of you that I am truly ble...
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Is it okay to challenge others?
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I'll admit it. I get really frustrated with this one lady in my group. She received her one month chip right after I joined but then laspes because her husband is also and alcoholic. She has 4 children but refuses to believe that they are effected by their parents' drinking. Anyway, today she said she wa...
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Left a picnic this evening....
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Hi... This is the first time I attended a summer picnic at a friends sober... My boyfriend and I stayed for 3 and a half hours then the folks were starting to drink more then earlier in the evening. I wanted to go home because, frankly...I felt like downing about 7 beers. My boyfriend took me home, but told...
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Just started going to aa meetings
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I just went to my 1st AA meeting last weds. its been 9 days ive been sober.i know its a long process and yesterday was very tough for me,it being july 4th and all.i was just wondering if there is any advice anyone could give me since i just started going to meetings and still dont know what to quite expect.
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Is it ok to count time in jail/prison in 'how long' a person's been clean?
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A dear friend is celebrating 9 months sober & clean. She is not counting her few months in jail. I suggested (gently) that she does include that time, but she just smiles and shakes her head 'no.' She just wants to count the time where she herself said 'no' to herself, not the time where she was forced...
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Feeling Grateful...
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Today...I'm feeling grateful, and for good reason. I'm celebrating my 10th year in sobriety at the end of this month and today's my actual sobriety date. For that...I'm feeling grateful. It all started for me this day ten years ago and I hope it will continue on for many years to come. I sobered up 10 yea...
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God Calling ~ Riches
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"Never let yourself think, "We cannot afford this," or "We shall never be able to do that." Say, "The supply for it is not here yet, but it will come if we should have it. It will surely come." Persevere in saying that and gradually a feeling of being plentifull...
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Daily Reflections ~ A New Direction & 24hrs a Day
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Our human resources as marshalled by the will were not sufficient; they failed utterly . . . Every day is a day when we must carry the vision of God's will into all our activities. Alcoholics Anonymous, pp. 45, 85 I hear talk of the "weak-willed" alcoholic, but I am one of the strongest-wille...
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God Calling ~ You are invincible
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"To the passenger, it may seem as if each wave would overwhelm the ship or turn it aside from its course. The captain knows by experience, that in spite of wind and wave, he steers a straight course to the haven where he would be. So trust Me, the captain of your salvation." 365 One-Minute...
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God Calling ~ Attack Fear
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"Learn daily the sublime lesson of trust and calm in the midst of storm. Whatever sorrow or difficulty the day may bring, My tender command to you is still the same - love and laugh. Love and laughter, not sorrowful resignation, mark real acceptances of My will. Leave every soul the braver and h...
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INDEPENDENCE FROM DRINKING!
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Happy 4th of July ALL... thanks for welcoming me to the boards. I'm Allen and I am a grateful recovering Alcoholic. I'm 29 and I live in Austin,TX. The life I know best is over... thank god! There are a boatload of challenges these days but, I'm beginning to understand that those challenges have always...
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Our real Independence Day!!
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As our country celebrates its own Independence Day,' WE' in our daily journey of freedom from active alcohol addiction also quietly celebrate our freedom from the devastion of our previous lives.This day for our family is low keyed,savoring in the joy of each others company(Yes even WICKED UNCLE E...
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Fourth of July Events
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Hi All: I am new to this forum and wanted to wish everyone a happy fourth. I am in the orange county area and was wondering if anyone knew of events in the area? thank you, julie
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Daily Reflections ~ A Natural Faith & 24hrs a Day
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... deep down in every man, woman & child, is the fundamental idea of God. It may be obscured by calamity, by pomp, by worship of other things, but in some form or other it is there. For faith in a Power greater than ourselves, & miraculous demonstrations of that power in human lives, are facts as...
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Close To The Vest
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Take an ear, there was once a man who held a candle that all in the room might see, it was a good thing, and the man held the candle high over his head that the light to all was free, in time the candle was held close to his vest so he became the brightest and the best People would marvel at...
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How do you know each other?
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This came up again recently so I thought I'd pose the question to this group. I'm grateful to have developed a community of many sober friends. All of my "prior" friends know that I am in AA. I live in a large city, so often we'll run into an AA friend on the street and we'll stop to chat, and my non...
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"Just wanted to share this..."
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My name is Allen and I am alcoholic, I truely believe that Alcoholics Anonymous saved my life. I'm 29 years old... I live in Austin,TX and I've been sober for just over 9 months. I hit a very rough spot in my recovery and, while sitting on my latest 4th Step, I created a blog to document my recovery. This is w...
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SOBER 4TH ACTIVITIES
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i'M LOOKING FOR A SOBER ENVIROMENT FOR THE FOURTH AND REALLY CAN'T FIND ANY. dOES ANYONE HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS? IF SO, EMAIL ME AND I THANK YOU. SWSUTTON123@ATT.NET STEVE
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Daily Reflections ~ Experience: The Best Teacher & 24hrs a Day
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Being still inexperienced & having just made conscious contact with God, it is not probable that we are going to be inspired at all times. Alcoholics Anonymous, p. 87 Some say that experience is the best teacher, but I believe that experience is the only teacher. I have been able to learn of God's l...
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Happy Sober 4th of July!
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For those in the USA, enjoy the long weekend! I made in back safe and sober from my high school reunion. I had a wonderful time and do believe it was an opportunity to let go of some painful memories of my past. Today, I am grateful, willing to grow spiritually and loving God for the program of Alcoholic...
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God doing for me what I could not do myself
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I was and starting to come out of a bad depression. I was off work due to the severe depression. I have to admit I was laying in it and not doing enough to get out of it. You know, like take a walk, exercise, fish, or maybe and this is brilliant, call my sponsor. This has only been a couple days ago so prayer...
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A gift from God.
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Had good fellowship & good food. All possible by our good Lord's grace. My son will be 25 years old. He is my gift from God. AA made it possible by giving me the gift of sobriety & sanity thro' it's 12 steps of recovery. Almost 23 years now. We will never know what God has in store for us if we do not acc...
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Heartfelt Hello
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I am writing to tell everyone on this board that I miss and think of you often. This board has been a total lifeline for me, and was the link that got me to AA. For that I am forever grateful. I think fondly of the people invidually that I got to interact with and all of those who've come since I have not post...
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What kind of meeting should a newcomer attend?
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So I've checked out the list of AA meetings in somewhat of my area. There are a lot of different types of meetings...open, closed, discussion, Big Book discussion, Speaker, etc. However, none just for women and none for beginners. Is there a type that would suit a beginner more? As others, I will b...
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God Calling ~ The Child-Spirit
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"Seek in every way to become childlike. Not only for its simple trust must you copy the child-spirit, but for its joy in life, its ready laughter, its lack of criticism, its desire to share all. Ask much that you may become as little children, friendly and loving towards all - not critical, not f...
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Daily Reflections ~ The Heart of True Sobriety & 24hrs a Day
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We find the no one need have difficulty with the spirituality of the program. Willingness, honesty & open-mindedness are the essentials of recovery. But these are indispensible. Alcoholics Anonymous, p. 568 Am I honest enough to accept myself as I am & let this be the "me" I let o...
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Spiritual Health
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Today I will continue to share,with my support group areas of my life that may be hurting my spiritual health. Listening closely to hear what needs to change in areas of my life, letting God speak and feeling the peace that does "surpass all understanding. As we continue to pray on life chang...
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God Calling ~Understand them
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"Take joy wherever you go. You have been much blessed. You are being much blessed. Such stores of blessing are awaiting you in the months and years that lie ahead. Pass every blessing on. Love can and does go around the world, passed on the God-currents from one to the other. Shed a little sunsh...
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Looking for an old tape
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Hi Every one, Trying to find an old tape , maybe a CD now of Bob Earl speaking in Murray Utah. Any help will be greatly appreciated
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Daily Reflections ~ Sacrifice = Unity = Survival & 24hrs a Day
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The unity, the effectiveness, & even the survival of A.A. will always depend upon our continued willingness to give up some of our personal ambitions & desires for the common safety & welfare. Just as sacrifice means survival for the individual alcoholic, so does sacrifice mean unity...
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9 Years Today
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Hi All There have been times this past year that I thought I would not make it without a drink, but I did make it. Well what with all the pressure of trying to see about a job, then the problems with College-had problems with financial aid and they had said I was not eligible but I was, then to top it all off now...
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God Calling ~ My Will, Your Joy
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"You can never go beyond My love and care. Circumstances I bless and use must be the right ones for you. But the first step is to lay your will before Me as an offering, sure that if you trust Me, what I do for you will be best. Your second step is to be sure that I am powerful enough to do everything, that...
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I'm scared
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Ughh...I've done something so disgusting and horrible and barely remember it. I just have flashes in my mind like snapshots of the memories. I am so scared to think about who I am and how I let myself get so plastered. I really want this to be my rock bottom. Right now, I'm afraid to take one sip...I wa...
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