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Thursday Meeting
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There will be a meeting Thursday night at 9pm eastern. Come join the recovery.
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Boston Strong
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An amazing night at the TD Garden. Love, strength, courage and hope! Enjoy! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1TXPgMmzveo
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Coping with change
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I suppose a lot of things have come to a head this winter. The long term relationship I was in has just ended. I knew it was coming but was somewhat in denial and I kept pushing it off though that last two years have been anything but easy. I have to say I didn't realise how much I 've changed until tonight. I am...
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The disease as explained to me.
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The disease of alcoholism does not discriminate. It works by law, just like gravity is a law. The disease is irreversible and once addicted the cycle cannot be broken except through divine intervention. It's a personal disease and therefore cannot be diagnosed by a third person, not even medicine....
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Doctor, Alcoholic, Addict
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I don't know what edition of the Big Book you all have...mine is the 3rd edition and it's taped together and such..old and yet none of the words have slipped off the pages. On page 439...story 17 begins, allowed there by our elder editors quietly urged by God so that this alcoholic (and many other also...
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11 months?
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I've heard many people say that they feel unsettled coming up on a year sober. I dunno if I feel unsettled, or proud, or dissappointed that 'all my dreams' haven't come true, or what. I feel good, but that makes me nervous. Haha- ive Never felt good. It's like, ok- my first day of sobriety I remember (asid...
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Today's Gift 04-18
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I Am Who I Am Sometimes we want to be someone else anyone but who we are. We want to be someone who feels more free and at peace. We want to be someone who doesn't have to take medications day after day. We want to be free of the pain and loneliness our illness has brought us. But whether we get what we want or not...
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Back
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Finally going in to begin the process of finding out exactly where I stand with my back. I've always had 'a bad back' but never really knew to what extent until I was rear ended and had to have an MRI. At that time, about 5 yrs ago - I was told I have degenerative problems and the back of a 60 year old. I was ab...
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Grateful
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Welcome BarbaraLu and yukonm, ...
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Welcome to MIP ... glad you found us ... looking forward to your posts ... Love ya and God Bless, Pappy
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Today's Gift 04-17
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Resolve to be thyself; and know that who finds himself, loses his misery. --Matthew Arnold Our need for approval compels us to try to look good - no matter what's going on. We imagine that somehow everything will be okay as long as it looks okay. Our hearts may be breaking from fear, disillusionment, an...
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Ill but grateful
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It has been a while since I posted but have dropped in to read the posts regularly. I have been ill for a lot of this winter. Did not miss work until this week, and know that I need to rest up with this particular type of flu. It did not hit me this time until I got my accounts done so was delighted about that as th...
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meeting at 9 ?
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is there a meeting tonight?
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Flying Solo
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Without going into too much detail, I fired my sponsor some months back. Cut from different cloths, I guess. Anyway, I find that not too much has changed (I still avoid the drink like the plague) and still go to at least 2 F2F meetings a week. In other words, I seem to be doing as "good", if not be...
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Moving somewhere new and not having anyone to talk to...
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...isn't a problem for us in the Fellowship of AA. I was listening recently to a radio interview of an English actress who moved to LA seven years ago for Hollywood work (she's still there). She wasn't complaining or anything, but she did say how hard she found it to make friends when she first got there....
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Question about greeting people in meetings.
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The other day I entered a meeting and one of my fellow AA's, was standing inside the doorway shaking everybody's hand and greeting them as they walked in. I've noticed this a few times, and even heard of some sponsors advising their sponsee to do this if they feel they are having trouble connecting...
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I've been absent from here a while
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Back now. All is well but with limited time and many calls on it, somethings tend to slip down the priority order. Just for reassurance tho', continued sobriety and AA fellowship is always there in some way, shape or form. I've kept my meetings up, tho' sometimes it's been only 2 a week. Fortunately up...
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Bad moment
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I was meeting with some colleagues earlier. One of them had brought small cinnamon buns. I ate one and then thought there was a funny taste to it. Either booze, or molasses maybe. Well, I got myself into a complete tailspin that I had accidentally had booze in this cinnamon bun. I couldn't concentrate f...
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Grapevine
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April 16"I make a conscious effort to keep it simple, because the simpler I make it, the happier I become."
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God's grace and reflection
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Today's tragedy in Boston really hit home for me..In 2003, my 3rd of 4 Boston Marathons I was exactly at the spot where the bomb went off. I looked at clock as runners were finishing today and that year(2003) as I was slowing I finished in 4:10, the bomb exploded today at 4:09:44 ,,16 seconds from finish...
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A Christian Prayer for you.
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What shall I say today? I have no need for myself, so I am going to pray for you.I pray that God heals you.I pray that God blesses your home.I pray that God protects you from the evil one.I pray that God blesses your marriage and your children.Father God, This is my request for my Brethren, this day, which I...
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What?!?! You mean it's really not all about me?
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Ok- sometimes I'm a little slow on the uptake lol. It seemed to me that as of late, things just aren't going my way. Mostly little things, but they do tend to add up pretty rapidly and become overwhelming. I thought I got kicked out of a service position- not true. There was a simple misunderstanding at my...
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Good morning all!
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Good morning! I haven't spent much time here lately and wanted to say hi. I'm still sober which is amazing to me.Going to meetings almost daily. I have met so many amazing people! At a point now where I consider many of them friends. Doing more and more things outside of meetings with them. Still the gre...
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I fell in Love with this! --- Ojibwa
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Ojibwa PrayerOh Great Spirit, whose voice I hear in the winds And whose breath gives life to everyone, Hear me. I come to you as one of your many children; I am weak... I am small...I need your wisdom and your strength. Let me walk in beauty, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunsets. Make m...
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Going to confession
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I am a Catholic, but admittedly a bad one. It is like my ADD dreads going and sitting for an hour plus. I am a true believer in Christ, but I am dreading complying with my own religion. I love to keep things simple, but the organization makes it complex. I am humble before my HP, and have lots of faith, but the...
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Hrmf
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So here's my analogy of what just happened to me last night. My sponsor told me that she wanted me to only have one sponsor. Fine. But this is the first I've heard of it, yet she claims she told me that before??? We had a lengthy honest discussion about where I stood with breaking it off with the sponsor...
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Today's Gift 04-15
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God does not ask your ability Or your inability. He asks only your availability. --Mary Kay Ash Reasons for gratitude are easy to find. If we're breathing, we can think of people hooked up to oxygen tanks. If our skin is smooth, we can remember people suffering in burn units. If we ran into a store for a mi...
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Grapevine
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April 15 "My sponsor ... gave me some good advice. 'Take the words success and failure out of your vocabulary. Replace them with honesty and effort.'" -- Edited by Mike B. on Monday 15th of April 2013 06:42:24 AM
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A short prayer.
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Thank you, Lord for sobriety and gifts abundant.Lord heal us spiritually, for we have been spiritually sick. I pray that we will come up higher to where you are. Give us strength to be a witness for your love and glory in all that we do and touch. Use us Lord mightily, while we still have the physical stren...
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Top Ten Country/Western Songs
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10. I Hate Every Bone in Her Body But Mine 9. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed with an Ugly Woman But I Woke Up With A Few 8. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me 7. I've missed You, But My Aim's Improvin' 6. Wouldn't Take Her to A Dogfight 'Cause I'm Scared She'd Win 5. I'm So Miserable...
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Weekly
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Weekly VerseAnd do not forget to do good and to share with others, for with such sacrifices God is pleased. -Hebrews 13:16Weekly QuoteNothing is really ours until we share it. -C.S. LewisWeekly ThoughtAs a Christmas present, Michael received a brand new car from a close friend who had just inheri...
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Frothy emotional appeal seldom suffices.
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"Frothy emotional appeal seldom suffices. The message which can interest and hold these alcoholic people must have depth and weight. In nearly all cases, their ideals must be grounded in a power greater than themselves, if they are to re-create their lives." Doctors opinion AA book. T...
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Crossroads
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The two-night festival is the culmination of Clapton's US tour, which kicked off March 14 in support of his new album, Old Sock. All profits from the festival will benefit The Crossroads Centre in Antigua, a treatment and education facility founded by Clapton for chemically dependent people. The f...
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I'm always angry
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I just finished watching the avengers, and there is a line where the Hulk is about to face a monster and captin america says to him , now would be a time to get angry, and the hulk replies thats my secret i'm always angry. I needed to get this on paper, i am two very differn't people. person a : is an artist , l...
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What makes someone an alcoholic? Definitions for you?
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I am new here, and I'm struggling to relate with some of the stories I read. I sometimes wonder if I am an alcoholic or not. But I VERY much relate to a lot of the struggles and feelings that accompany the steps and stories. I know that most people say that you are an alcoholic if you call yourself one but I am j...
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This is just one day.
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No matter how bad it seems, or how much it hurts, I have my whole life to get through it. My HP is with me, and letting me feel the pain and feel the feelings, and that is a gift. I couldn't do that before. I know I'll make it to the other side, and there will be a lesson, and a reason, and I can be quiet and listen...
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Mornings
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Never cease to be grateful for sober mornings. Waking up without a pounding head, feeling like being sick or actually being sick, sweat on the forehead as I try and recall last nights' e-mails and social networking, what did I do, etc. Basically not waking up in hell. For a lot of folks I listen to, sobr...
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Today's Gift 04-14
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No human creature can give orders to love. --George Sand If we're trying to get others to love us, all we're really doing is trying to be in control. Trying to control others can be a powerful drug. Remember, we can't control others. We can't make others love us. Our Higher Power has control, not us. So, w...
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Going cold
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Been drinking heavily for years. Trying to stop now. In the middle of the night I start feeling like I will explode. Of course, I can't sleep. I know this is normal. Any advice on dealing? I have no insurance, so cannot get any assistance in getting through it, and cannot afford to have any time off...
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Today's Gift 04-13
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Do your best and leave to God the rest. -- Proverb There comes a time in facing a challenge when we have done all that we can, and still the situation remains unresolved. This is the time to turn the problem over and release our cares into the hands of spirit. When we let the Universe take charge, anything b...
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This ones for Christine G
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Do your best and leave to God the rest. -- Proverb There comes a time in facing a challenge when we have done all that we can, and still the situation remains unresolved. This is the time to turn the problem over and release our cares into the hands of spirit. When we let the Universe take charge, anything b...
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331 days
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Not a milestone- just another day. The other night I was thinking. I usually spend some time unwinding in my kitchen- its the only room of my house in which I smoke, and I'd like to think this is where and when I get some of my best thinking done lol. This same spot- chair next to 3rd story window, legs proppe...
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Saturday morning meeting
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Just a reminder there will be a meeting tomorrow morning at 11 am eastern and another at 9pm eastern. Come join the recovery.
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My story
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I hope im writing this , in the right place. And I'll try to write this as good as I can and I feel I should type this before reading anyone else's story. I think I was 14 years old when I started drinking. And I was 17 when I started drinking all the time. I would drink over 4-5 days a week or more. it wasn't unti...
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Step 9 amends
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Hi folks. I am in the process of beginning my step 9. I have a big one to kick off with. I am really struggling with it, however. I can't get past the idea that making amends is selfish. Really, I don't see what this person will get out of a conversation about this particular issue, and that it will come acros...
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Participants needed
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Are you thinking about attending AA or have you just started to attend? If so, PLEASE participate in a short study about your experience and get a free Starbucks gift card? If interested call Amy (213) 706-1800
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The wanderer
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This is how I would sum myself up. As a kid, I'd isolate and just wander through the neighborhood or the woods idly passing time. As a teenager, I did the same, going on long journeys on foot by myself- well, not really, because by this time I had a bottle with me. As an 'adult' I'd do the same- literally wand...
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John Started it --- Tools Explained (A new one)
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Even if you have never actually used these tools, you have probably assisted or watched someone use them in this fashion. I must confess.....I have actually used some of these. TOOLS AND HOW TO USE THEM EXPLAINED SKIL SAW: A portable cutting tool used to make boards too short. BELT SANDER: An ele...
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Yesterday, 4-11-13
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Went to a meeting yesterday and who's chairing this meeting? G! For those of you not familiar, I posted a thread called "Prayers for G." not too long ago, and the response was great! (G. was hospitalised w/ a staph infection, a worrisome state, to say the least!) And there he was, telling s...
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I'm feeling better now.
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Thank everyone - I guess I just had PMS like Pappy - LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL Okay Pappy - I had to and YOU SAID IT FIRST!!!! LOL
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