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Tragedy
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It took a while for me to screw up the courage to write this. Don't know if I'm right in doing this, but here goes. Recently, there was a suicide by jumping. I won't go into details. Don't need to. But the young man who took his life used to be in our AA group. Note "used to". I'm not saying that leav...
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Grapevine
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May 23 "When I'm in fear, my sponsor always tells me, 'Maybe you should get a bigger God.'"
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MIPBB Study: There Is A Solution
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http://anonpress.org/bb/Page_17.htmWe, of ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, know thousands of men and women who were once just as hopeless as Bill. Nearly all have recovered. They have solved the drink problem.Page 17Having seen myself so clearly in Bill's Story...I continued to see myself in this chap...
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Anger
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Is our own worst enemy. We have had problems with our air conditioner. I have had a store out to fix it and things are still not fixed. Am I angry? I could be if I wanted to be. Things happen. People make errors. My point what does Anger do for us? Anger does nothing for me. Anger hurts me. Thoughts plea...
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Today's Gift 05-23
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Are you meeting roadblocks to recovery? A disorder means out of order, not the way things should be. Are we convinced that addictive behavior is counter to the way we are intended to function? Or do we harbor, somewhere in the back of our minds, the idea that we'll never change our habits? Fear of change...
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Grapevine
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May 22 "The most difficult thing a man can do is turn his eyes inward upon his real self."
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Lost temper today
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I lost it today. I have been putting up with a friend for a while now who has been pressing all the wrong buttons. I said things I should not have but have apologised but don't really mean it. I just want a quiet life. I know how difficult this person can and will make things for me but I was not happy that I stoo...
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Today's Gift 05-22
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Love is selfless, yet it exhilarates the self. --Sue Atchley Ebaugh With a quickened step we hurry toward a challenge when empowered by love. Conversely, even the simplest of experiences have the power to fill us with dread when love is absent. Expressed to a friend, a lover, even a stranger, love pro...
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XXXIV
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Just a note on Grace --------
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Prayers for those in Moore, Okla
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Let us all remember those affected by the tornadoes in Oklahoma today ... many died, many more injured ... May God be with them and comfort them ... Pappy
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1 yr Col!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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What a joy it has been getting to witness the miracle in progress... congrats to you!
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God Help Me!
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I want a drink so bad. I am at the end if my rope. Do not know what to do. I am so full of fear that I can not think. I pray and pray. Today it is minute by minute to hold on. I am stuck and do not know how to fix it.
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Today's Gift 05-21
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Apologies Sometimes, we act in a manner with which we are less than comfortable. That's human. That's why we have the words: "I'm sorry." They heal and bridge the gap. But we don't have to say, "I'm sorry" if we didn't do anything wrong. A sense of shame can keep us apologizing for...
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Grapevine
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May 21 "I build today the road I travel tomorrow."
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Just had to say it
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You know the 'I love you, man!' drunk? I think I'm the 'I love you, man!' sober person. I love you guys, and this fellowship. Just had the urge to share!
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An Awesome Display of Power!
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Hey Family, ... On occasion, I am reminded of the awesome 'power' greater than me ... I'm still at the kid's house in Nashville and yesterday at 4:30 a.m., a storm rolled in ... I scrambled to the coffee pot to get some coffee going before we lost power, which we did later ... what woke me was the shaking of t...
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Grapevine
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May 20 "Human beings come and go, but principles go on and on."
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Today's Gift 05-20
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All my yesterdays run together. -- Clara Glenn Age doesn't demand that our memories become fuzzy, but they commonly are. We often fret over this. We could, instead, make light of it and simply appreciate that we worked our memories overtime for many years. There is no requirement that we have long mem...
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Wisdom of the Rooms
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May 20, 2013 Quote of the Week "A God small enough for me to understand wouldn't be large enough for me to trust." What a stumbling block the "God" thing was for me in the beginning of my recovery. Having been raised Catholic, I was afraid of God and after a while rejected the wh...
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This is Water
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A college commencement speech about real life. It will change the way you think about day to day routines.
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Drinking dream
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I know that this will sound bizarre to some of you, but I just had my first drinking dream. Bizarre because I know that many have drinking dreams very often early in recovery. If I have had them, I don't remember. This dream began with me in a meeting, then curling up into a big lazy- chair and half sleeping...
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Addictive Thinking Without the Booze
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I'm not sure what you all would think of this idea, but I wanted to bring it up because I'm sure you are able to offer a more informed opinion that I can. Some context: my biological father was an abusive alcoholic. My mom left him when I was 2 years old and re-married my step-dad. I have no doubts whatsoeve...
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Making my intro...could use some guidance
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Hi, I used to be on this site several years ago, but I had to start over. I just added the 42 to this username. Maybe someone will remember me, maybe not. Nevertheless, Im here now. I hope that I can access this site for mtgs too, but i only have a non smartphone. I have lost alot due to my addictions. Im real ne...
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Health - just had blood work done and I'm scared
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I drank a lot for 5 years (all day everyday for most of the time) and have been clean for 33 days and 63 of the last 67. I am worried about my liver, pancreas and other organs. I hope my tests comeback okay but I am worried. Anyone else been where I am at?
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Today's Gift 05-19
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My life, I will not let you go except you bless me, but then I will let you go. --Isak DinesenThere is something noble in the spirits of those who battle death, who cling to life. We are all moved by their struggle, yet perhaps it is nobler still to let life go when the time comes. This makes sense only if we th...
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Welcome GrampaEd
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Welcome to MIP GrampaEd, ... ... Glad you joined us here ... I see you've got some ESH you can share with us ... always good to add more 'icing on the cake' of sobriety here ... God Bless and take care, Pappy
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Nothing stopping me now...
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The misty days are lifting, and the last flecks of brown blades turn green. The reaching out to the universe in bursts of joy, are visibly swift and exuberant. There is nothing left at the bottom, and even though it's possible to watch the demise, and know what's happening while succumbing to a long ha...
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Today's Gift 05-18
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... human beings, by changing the inner attitudes of their minds, can change the outer aspect of their lives. --William James "It's no use; I'll screw it up anyway." This is an attitude. Some attitudes sound like this: "I'm great and people should try to please me," or, "I...
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Bedevilments vs The Promisies
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THE BEDEVILMENTS (page 52) THE PROMISES (page 83)We were having trouble with personal relationships.We will lose interest in selfish things and gain interest in our fellows. Self-seeking will slip away.We couldn't control our emotional natures.We will comprehend the word serenity and we kno...
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Checkin in
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Lately, I've been in a precarious place. Somehow, I am still not giving myself completely. That's putting it mildly actually. Anger and fear are what i feel most of the time, like a cornered animal. Feel trapped. With my history, i know what's likely to happen. Not sure how to get my head to comply with m...
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Today's Gift 05-16
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Spring is when you feel like whistling even with a shoe full of slush. --Doug Larson Life is never just one thing. It is quite possible to feel optimistic and happy even when some things are not right with us. An optimistic outlook gives us energy to handle the harder things that we have to deal with. Rese...
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Today's Gift 05-17
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Being Present Realtiy can be a difficult place to live. Sometimes it seems impossible to stay in the here and now. From time to time we all revisit the past and yearn for the future. This is natural. Being present every minute of the day is impossible for anyone. Still, we can strive to be present for as ma...
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Does AA Have to Be the Center of my Life!?
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I have heard time and again that you "have to put your sobriety first, before anything else, or you won't have anything else", which i can totally agree with and groove on. Alcohol had invaded and taken over parts of my life where it didn't belong. I am DEEPLY grateful to God, AA and my AA frie...
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Grapevine
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May 17 "I need to remember how humiliated, confused, insecure and frightened I felt at my first meeting, and compare that to how I feel today."
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meeting tonight
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There is a meeting tonight at 9 pm eastern.
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Grapevine
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May 16 "I was told when I got sober that I could act my way into right thinking, but I could never think my way into right action."
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I need help
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I used to have so many friends I hardly had time to keep up with them. When I needed anything, I had a group of people at hand. Today, I am so alone and frightened and I feel my hands are tied. Quickly, I was sober for some time in AA. I was doing well, speaking at meetings, busy. I had surgery which requir...
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What makes a good meeting?
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Thought and prayed a bit to decide if I would post this. Decided it was worth getting spanked for if that is what happens. Recently I decided that one weekly meeting I have been attending for a few months was not a good use of my time. It is rare that I get nothing positive from a meeting. That said, some...
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Found my girlfriend
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I found my girl friend relasped. I'm having a hard time with the pain of dealing with this. 17 Vodka 376ml bottles consumed in 2 or 3 days. Sleeping in a bed of vomit, rotten food and stench I wake up in the middle of the night and text her nasty messages. I have so me anger inside. I was out visiting her family...
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Just a simple hello to everyone!
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Hello Everyone! I have been busy lately working with a newcomer... like from day one... today is day six.... and it really took me back to the day when I finally surrendered. The pain, confusion, misery, the shakes, etc... I know this person did more for me and my sobriety than I ever did for theirs over...
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Today's Gift 05-15
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Give us to go blithely on our business this day, bring us to our resting beds weary and content and undishonored, and grant us in the end the gift of sleep. --Robert Louis Stevenson Tonight, our reward for the day is sleep. To make sleep peaceful and relaxing, and filled with pleasant thoughts, we can sp...
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Today's Gift 05-14
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Nature is the Art of God. --Sir Thomas Browne The most relaxing activities may be the ones in which we do absolutely nothing. And if we can do nothing amid the sounds of nature - birds chirping, water bubbling in a brook, the wind rustling in the trees - so much the better. During these moments, away from t...
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Grapevine
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May 15 "A religious, or spiritual experience, is the act of giving up reliance on one's own omnipotence."
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Just Checking In
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I haven't posted here in a while, so just wanted to check in. Life is full of good things, including that today is day 133 free of cigarettes and nicotine. Applied the same 12 Steps to that problem. What freedom that is!
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Whatever your problems are today...
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Remember that God is in charge. When we show up, He will do the rest in His time. dont try to force solutions. It won't work. trust Him. "when we drew close to Him, He revealed Himself to us."
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380 days sober
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Desperately looking for a job for the last 5 months with no luck. As a matter of fact, have had no luck since being sober. I want a drink so bad but go to meetings instead. I am out of money, hope, but staying sober. Will be living on the streets soon. Not asking for anything. Just pray for me
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Grapevine
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May 14 "Why dwell on what you can't do? ... Why not concentrate on what you can do and do it?"
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Wisdom of the Rooms
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May 13, 2013 Quote of the Week "I've learned to say, 'You may be right.'" Before recovery I thought I knew it all. When someone disagreed with me, I'd argue and go out of my way to set them straight. I loved the saying, "Those people who think they know it all are especi...
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An old friend
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I had an interesting experience today. After a great meeting and running some errands on a beautiful day off from work, I'm sitting in the park enjoying some sun. This park happens to be right on the main road, and I hear my name being called from a passing car. Of course I recognize the voice- my old barte...
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another true story .
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A bloke goes to his 1st meeting . Telling everybody about his woes . th wife leaving etc - you've heard it all before ' A wise old 'older sober member' says to him . 'You come to meetings , don't pick up th 1st drink & in 6mths your wife will be back '. After 6mths , th bloke goes up to th older sober member &...
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