Well it's been a busy last week and weekend. Worked extra hours to recooperate the money I put down on apt. Moved into the new apt. Saturday. Spent All day Sunday unpacking and picking up odds and ends. The only think left is the dishes. Wife #1 is giving me some silver ware. Got to several meetings also. I was sad for a moment sifting through some old pictures to discard ones I didn't need. Had a fleeting crying spell. Did feel alone in such a big space which passed after talking to some friends. My kiddos came over last night , loved the place and were excited. Which is good. Thank God for AA friends or I would not have been able to get any of my stuff at the house.
Keep your spirits up E, ... this may not have been part of the 'change' you were expecting, but it's great that you are coping well AND have your AA friends there and here ... things will continued to get better as long as alcohol is left out of the picture ...
God Bless, Pappy
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This sounds like a solid foundation for your sobriety and for the rest of your life to start unfolding. If you just work your program and stay sober now, it will become a more rich and more beautiful life a day at a time.
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