Well anyone who knows me it's been a tough 3 months. Avoiding jail twice, a divorce, and uprooted to my brothers house. I've been looking for a place to live for the past couple of weeks and my brother has been on my ass to move. I suspect more like his wife maybe in the shadows. It came to the point I felt unwelcome and only came home today after leaving Friday morning. I had a apt. Application out but didn't know if I would get it due to my credit being destroyed from the divorce and job loss last fall. I did the best I could writing a hardship letter, copying paystubs since April and explaining I had premier credit until recently with unfortunate circumstances. So they ran the credit report saw it was ass, but also saw my story matched previous credit history of the last 13yrs of never missing a house payment or car payment and had a stable work history. So I'm pleaded to announce I got the place. A 3bdr apt. New windows, doors , shades, new carpet, new wood floors, plenty of cellar storage with basement access off kitchen, newly updated gas furnace/ hot water heater, seperate living / dining room, updated kitchen with 2 car off street parking. I even have my own porch and the unit is on the 1st floor. 1350 sqr feet, nice section of town and my kids can go to the same school if need be. Which I have a strong guy instinct telling me they might be living with me. I'm SO DAMN PSYCHED!!! I prayed on this and did the footwork and it all came together with it working out way better than I expected. I'm so grateful right now and pumped. Can't to move in and furnish it!!! This is all possible because I stayed sober went to AA put faith in a HP and worked with a sponsor. The only think I can take credit for is the willingness to put into action. But I even had to pray for that and combat fear with faith. This past month has been full of growth and serenity words can't describe it. The promises are starting to come true. I've felt this new found freedom for a while now since I totally let go and let God. Now I can move back to my home town see my kids more and they can sleep over. Sweeeet. I don't want to ramble so thank you God for all the blessings and people places things he has placed in my life on as needed basis.
Our lives certainly do begin to improve when we actively cooperate and participate with God in the miracle we're asking for. I'll never forget the first time I experienced this for myself.
