"Even though some of the ghosts of the past may still be spooking around, popping up from time to time to scare me, today I can pretty much handle them. Today the only real monster I have to face is myself, that part of me that tries to urge me back to drinking."
Soooo, so true ... ... ... sometimes it can be a constant battle to keep my mind from fighting with itself ... especially when it wants to dig up the past and all the wasted time AND money I spent on alcohol ... but with our program, I've learned to not 'dwell' on it ... 'Today' is ALL that matters!!! ...
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'Those who leave everything in God's hand will eventually see God's hand in everything.'
I've been struggling with my past quite a bit lately, demons and memories that I thought were laid to rest years ago have crept back up and said, Hi remember me? This too shall pass.
