At a meeting i once heard a fellow who had 15 years share how clueless he was when he 1st came into the rooms,"I only had two brain cells left,one was lost and the other was out
there looking for it." One of my favorite ones. I also heard him say about staying connected in the fellowship"14 heads are better than one especially when it comes to mine."
My first sponsor used to say Don't Drink Go to a Meeting....Even when it feels like your @ss is ready to falloff.Take it there.And call someone to pickyou up with a wheelbarrell to get you there....