Nothing big to write about today. Life is getting rather simple and I like it like that. No drama, just me, my dogs, a bit of work, going to meetings, and trying to stay on top of things financially as we head into the winter season, which is always a rough time for me. Pressure Washing homes and painting them are not high demand projects for people when its cold and wet. Not too worried about it, I have made it through many winters without too many problems, so this is just another one in the making.
In a place of gratitude today. Life is not a bowl of cherries, but it sure beats the life I was living while in active alcoholism. Very teachable today. I am eager to learn more and grow further in my recovery.
Am considering making a pretty big decision in the near future, regarding the MIP Aftercare homes here in Wilmington. I am almost at the point of letting go of them altogether. Too many stressors on me financially, and I can't seem to get and keep the homes stabilized for very long, too much in and out, revolving door stuff going on since the economy crashed here in the construction industry as well as most other, including retail has taken a hit. I can't keep floating the homes on what I earn and not have enough left over to take care of my own personal needs. I am at the point of thinking.... I have done my part, now its time to take care of me, and let go of "my baby", and know that I have done the very best I could for the past 8 years with them and now it is time to turn the page and let go. Ego is the only thing that has kept me going this long with them. I know that now. Anyways, I want to do it right, not burn any bridges so it might take til the end of this year or beginning of next to fold things up.
I hope everyone else is doing well, and staying sober of course. Take a day and simply be good to yourself.
Thanks for the update John ... it's good to see things working well and life being enjoyed and not endured ... I pray we all will find the time to 'be good' to ourselves ...
Love ya brother and God Bless, Pappy
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'Those who leave everything in God's hand will eventually see God's hand in everything.'
Good to hear from you John! Follow your gut! God and The Steps are in your belly. We service only within our means. When we go outside our means, it hurts. That God's way of re-directing us. Best wishes to you.
I hear you John. I'm looking at simplifying my life also as I approach retirement. Time flies at this age, you gotta firm up your intentions for how you'd like things to be a few years down the road.
