Please...Please...PLEASE read "Gifts of Sobriety" thread!!! These are my wishes for you...and they all can happen for YOU, if you are willing....Bless you, Love , Lady Eli
Hi you!!! Dear AlcoHater.....Its the " Gifts of Sobriety " (I thought I was inserting emoticoms lol) from 2-16....I made it FOR you (and me) after I saw, the terrible place you were in............... p.s. yes, Jerry said he has BP ODD ADD and all those letters, my son has the same, and I am desparate...I dont understand how to send messages....I pressed "reply" to Jerry, and still it showed at the bottom of the page.....help please..........................I wanna share, that I too feel like I am often living in Hell ....my son is breaking my heart...my son...the greatest gift of my sobriety...my dear husband, is dead...and I have not, due to my head injury, been able to, work, walk or drive, for many many years......I am now fifty-fricken-two...(not bad for a woman, who KNEW she would NEVER see 30!!!) BUT...Have you ever heard of a little slow-motion train wreck called "meno-effen-pause"....well...it is really really depressing... and just feels like frosting..on this shit sandwich...hahaha....and all this S O B E R.......Now , I KNOW I am supposed to tell you about "Happy Joyous and Freee.....wheeee...." But ...dear AlcoHater...I hurt and hurt and just hurt......with 28 years of continuous sobriety..............But A.A. is the center of my life, the joy and happiness in my life...my home, my delight and my purpose!!!! I work the steps, try to serve the newcomers and I go to 5-6 meetings (one detox meeting) weekly...because it IS my happiness....I have absolutely NO reason to ever feel happy.... (I live in agony over the suffering of my son)....yet...blip....there it is again...PEACE and Happiness and Gratitude and Purpose and Joy and even freedom from self-pity.......I wish these things for you dear one....They are yours, no matter how deeply you are buried....if "you wish them above all else, and are willing to work for them" and dont drink/drug no matter WHAT!!! Bless you and Keep Coming Back....Love, Lady Eli.......and please tell me how to message Jerry??? Thanks
Click on his user name in blue lady to the left lady eli. That will take you to a new page where you will see private message, click on 'send message' type away, scroll down to click send message when you're done : )
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Thanks for everything. Peace and Love on your journey.
Gifts of Sobriety