Taken from Wikipedia: Worth learning if your having a bad time somewhere.
Optimism is a mental attitude or world view that interprets situations and events as being best (optimized), meaning that in some way for factors that may not be fully comprehended, the present moment is in an optimum state. The concept is typically extended to include the attitude of hope for future conditions unfolding as optimal as well. The more broad concept of optimism is the understanding that all of nature, past, present and future, operates by laws of optimization along the lines of Hamilton's principle of optimization in the realm of physics. This understanding, although criticized by counter views such as pessimism, idealism and realism, leads to a state of mind that believes everything is as it should be, and that the future will be as well. A common idiom used to illustrate optimism versus pessimism is a glass with water at the halfway point, where the optimist is said to see the glass as half full, but the pessimist sees the glass as half empty.
My other Big Book is my old, tattered, dog-eared Merriam Webster dictionary. It makes it simple. I have learned through the Big Book process how to pull out the spiritual definition too. It says:
Like I said in your other post Brian - You are getting to the building blocks of faith. This is a program in action for you. Keep with it.
I have said in meetings many times that I never knew faith was a necessary coping skill in life. I was angry and resented other people that had faith or I thought they were small minded and stupid for believing in fairy tales. Meanwhile, what did I believe in? Nothing....and that did not make me stronger or better. It made me lots weaker. Every time I tried to "think positively" I couldn't because I had no faith prior to AA.
Hence, "coming to believe" is a process - it greatly overlaps or is synonymous with faith and positive thinking.
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