hey carey,   what  a nice thing to do!!! asking me onthe boards how i am doing!!! bless your heart!!! i am hangin in there....i felt grief and like the *goodbye* thing,  but you know,  i am nurturing me/  resting a lot/  treated myself to some  crab for supper.....just being good to me and allowing the feelings........i really love this board and you guys  (((((((((((((((((((to all)))))))))))))))  from  your friend in recovery/  rosie