Well...I went out and got drunk last night. I don't know why I ignore the advice you people give me, I don't know why I haven't gone to meetings, I don't know why I continually phuck up my life like I do, but I do. I'm funny that way :)
I'm just going to do what I said before. I'm going to pick myself up, dust myself off climb back on and keep doing it until it sticks.
Thankfully I didnt do anything stupid last night. No drunk driving, no being obnoxious and starting fights, no midnight phone calls to my boss to tell him what I really think of him or any other drunken idiocy I'm prone to. No just went out for a friend's birthday got extremely hammered, feel like a sack of poop today. The usual.
Thanks for asking though...wish I had better news.
Thankfully I didnt do anything stupid last night. No drunk driving, no being obnoxious and starting fights, no midnight phone calls to my boss to tell him what I really think of him or any other drunken idiocy I'm prone to.
add " YET! "
There really is no mystery to WHY, the answer is this: It's the disease of alcoholism. Cunning, baffling, powerful.
Keep coming back
Doll
-- Edited by Doll at 15:06, 2005-10-06
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* We eventually realize that just as the pains of alcoholism had to come before sobriety, emotional turmoil comes before serenity. *