Thank you all soooo much for replying to my post. I know WHAT I have to do. God has answered my prayers on that one. Now I need to know WHEN to do it.... It can't be because I'm hoping he'll want to make a commitment, I know he won't. I can't make it an ultimatum, I know what he will choose. But my heart still wishes for him to choose me........He's leaving for a shutdown soon in another state 500 miles away and will be gone over a month. I've all ready started to distance myself from him. I'm no longer "available" everytime he calls, I no longer answer his emails right away, and sometimes not at all.........My prayers have been added to. Along with courage, I need timing......... thank you all for your love and support. We'd all make a hellofa f2f, huh!
Lots of hugs. I love you all
Doll
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* We eventually realize that just as the pains of alcoholism had to come before sobriety, emotional turmoil comes before serenity. *
I am having problems wiith the computer and can't seem to read some posts...anyway...wahtever is going on, you're not alone. Email me anytime...i'll respond as soon as I can. This damn computer is possessed...or maybe I'm doing something wrong.