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flumpy


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I am in a deep dark hole that I need to get out of, but I don't know how.


I feel ashamed to be me, too ashmed to tell even my partner of how I feel.


Frightend for my kids that one day soon I might not be here for them.


Pointless going to the doctors...all they do is patt you on the head and send you on your way.


No friends to tell, no place to go...just down.


I don't want to be ME anymore.


I can't cope with life anymore.


Sometimes I think it would be a whole lot better i I wasn't here.


Felling down right now, and am in need of ??????????????


I just don't know.



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Rick


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Hey  Flumpy


I was in the same boat a little over a year ago.  Didn't know if I wanted to live or die. The jumping off place.  I stayed sober for a year and a half and went out.  Now i"m back in. There is 100% in or out, for me.  Today I choose in. I found a wonderful doctor after years of hell and now I can cope a whole lot better.  Looking forward to seeing him on thursday.


you have friends right here to tell


you don't have to be alone


You don't have to go down, it's time to jump off and start up.


Have u been to a meeting?? If not I suggest to get to  one.


post here again  I see u posted a while back


keep coming back here --lots of good people--experience  strength and hope



-- Edited by Rick at 06:29, 2005-09-13

-- Edited by Rick at 06:30, 2005-09-13

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it get these feelings to .remember your not alone!!!!!!!   trust in your hp!!!!!!!!  hang in there im praying for u.   god bless you   wagon

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TipsyMcStagger


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Many people are not fortunate enough to have the motivation of a partner and children to give them reason to change ...it sounds like you want better for them. Let that be the foot that kicks your ass.

I'm new here, I find expressing myself on this board really hleps me. There is somethng extremely threputic in writing your thoughts and feelings down. I can't explain it but somehow it clears the fog.

It sounds like you have a lot to live for. Good luck to you.

-- Edited by TipsyMcStagger at 10:03, 2005-09-13

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Flumpy, you're not alone.......... much love to ya..........Doll



-- Edited by Doll at 20:44, 2005-09-13

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