Boy, life can be so uneventful when clean and sober. It is GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
No cyclic thinking 24 hours a day about how to get out of this or that jam, no worrying about and planning ways to get money to drink and use, no constant covering up of lies or avoiding phone calls and visits from those who care.
If I'm not mistaken, this feels like SERENITY to me, and I thank God for it, Just For Today.
joni
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~Your Higher Power has not given you a longing to do that which you have no ability to do.
Hear ya loud and clear Joni!! Today's my wife's 50th birthday and we're going to watch TV tonight,eat popcorn and chill.Light years away from the cop and deal,let's get twisted mode....Thank you dear God! Thanks Joni for the message of hope and underlying feeling of gratitude!!!
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Selfishness-self-centeredness! That, we think, is the root of our troubles.
So happy to hear that Jonijoni! I knew that I was getting someplace, with my sobriety, when I was a little bored one day and embraced the boredom knowing that it was the absence of chaos, terror, fear, impending doom... I was at peace in a total vacuum of activity.
Boy, life can be so uneventful when clean and sober. It is GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
No cyclic thinking 24 hours a day about how to get out of this or that jam, no worrying about and planning ways to get money to drink and use, no constant covering up of lies or avoiding phone calls and visits from those who care.
If I'm not mistaken, this feels like SERENITY to me, and I thank God for it, Just For Today.
joni
Great to hear you are having some peace Joni.
Your statement "life can be so uneventful when clean and sober" made me remember that the events in my life when drinking used to be really terrifying.
Thanks to God and AA I now have peace in my life instead of terror.
Larry, --------------- Humility is a perpetual quietness of heart. From Dr. Bobs desk plaque
One of the BIGGEST things I no longer miss is all the drama and chaos that used to go along with my drinking. When people ask me how my life is going today I tell them my life is "perfectly average and boring." I know the feeling of serenity and can appreciate it as well. Thanks Joni.
Brian
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Nothing ever truly dies. The universe wastes nothing. Everything is simply, transformed. :confuse: