Hi, its been a-long time since I've been here. I've made a pact with myself to quit drinking today. My life is so out of control its not funny. I quit taking care of myself, my home, and my overall life. I'm so disgusted with myself. I dont have the energy to do anything but sit and drink, if I'm not drinking I'm just waiting until I do. I'm praying for the strength to do this. I want sobriety so bad " I can taste it ". Please send me some strength.... Shanaqua
Go to a meeting! You sound just like me a week ago. Call your local AA office, there's a meeting every day somewhere close to you, I guarantee it. Ask for help, you'll find lots of friendly (and understanding, boy do we all understand) faces. It's the smartest thing I've ever done in the face of my addiction.
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(((Nancy Jo))) I felt like you - disgusted with myself. I was disbelieving, beaten and so so ashamed. Listen to Amy! The help and understanding is there .....just reach out for it....... Love always Louisa xx
Welcome! great choice!!!!Just for Today you don;t have to drink!I can also suggest making a meeting,find out about the disease it will help you understand what goes on with us.Stay around people working on the solution in and out of the rooms!Keep coming back and let us know how your doing.Mke this day, the day you found a new way to live!!!!
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Selfishness-self-centeredness! That, we think, is the root of our troubles.
Aloha Shanaqua...Welcome back and glad you just got by the slip. The suggestions haven't changed from when you first arrived; Don't drink, go to meetings, read the Big Book, find a sponsor, work the steps and traditions and slogans and help others.