Miss coming here and writing, just reading every so often.
I almost dont want to say this, feels like a broken record, well in my head anyway...some serious health issues, and the big one, my heart, but the good news is many options will be coming up, so no surgery.....thank you God.
My Doctor and I have a great relationship, and we have a website where we write back and fourth all the time, lucky me. This morning she sends me yet again a long list of other serious stuff about Kidneys, serious collesterol issues that have to be taken care of....bla, bla, bla.
So I thank her, and at the end of my letter to her, I asked her laughingly if she could stop sending me notes that KEEP BRINGING ME DOWN. haha.
You gotta love life, and you have to laugh at it too! and the lemons, and the oppotunity to make a lot of Lemonaide.
God's Will always, let whatever it is, just Be....
Well, still standing on both feet, and doing God's Will, not mine.
Love to all of you.
and sweet Avril, dont know if anyone told you, we had a Birthday Party, on your Birthday. Thought you just might be telepathic, but no you did not get that through telepathy. Sorry. and also wish you and your family God's speed in Recoverying.
Never a dull moment on this Board, just jumping with so much, like a old disco....tehe.....
We are so Blessed to be free, and out of that horrific isolation that was once our existance....Again, Thank You God!!!
Toodles, Toni
-- Edited by Just Toni on Tuesday 20th of July 2010 04:14:07 PM
That last response this morning on that long thread, as usual, brought a big smile to my face, and what do you mean you are not a saint, coulda fooled me.....
Have been missing you too, and how is your wife doing, any Post Partum stuff, hope not....
She's doing ok. A bit insecure, texted me about 4 times today while I was asleep saying she was worried 'cause I wasn't responding and called about 9 times - a bit over the top but I don't mind, it happens sometimes with her.
Toni, you are being held in love and support by us and God right now.... nothing that God and you can't get through, and you are not alone in this. Reach out for love and prayers any time and they will be provided.
You are the best of the best of the best, and I am praying for you with every breath today.
Love, Joni xoxoxoxo
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~Your Higher Power has not given you a longing to do that which you have no ability to do.
"God's Will always, let whatever it is, just Be...."
Thanks for reminding me to stay out of the drivers seat.
Larry, ------------ We must move from asking God to take care of the things that are breaking our hearts, to praying about the things that are breaking His heart. ~Margaret Gibb
Hi Toni, I hope things continue to improve. So sorry to hear you're having health issues. Good reminder for all of us to thank God for every day we have been granted to live a sober life rather than die a drunken death. Each day is a gift, alot of us are on borrowed time so we need to appreciate it. Keep taking care of yourself. love chris
Your attitude seems great Toni...isn't that where all the health and healing start? Pretty honest lead for your doctor too...you're gonna end up helping her grow at the same time she's supporting you. Hang in with faith and hope. I've got some stuff that's been going on for a while which are more than bothersome...loss of hearing and eyesight. (Blind in one eye and can't see out of the other. LOL Driving down the highway with the door open and my cane feelings for those knobby thingies on the centerline is okay but a bit tricky at 60 miles per) Just joking!! I haven't got the cane yet.
Attitude especially and attitude of gratitude helps most. I'm getting one of those rotating red beacon lights for the rack on my truck that I keep telling the DUI classes they should have after they drink and before they drive. Gotta walk the talk right?
Missed ya!
