Sometimes it takes some of us a delayed reaction time, before we come to certain realizations,

and "Click" another light bulb goes off.  I had that happen today. Just something that I did not

 fully understand that was happening in a relationship. Was up all night searching for answers--

conveyd my thoughts about a few things in a couple emails--and a light bulb went off in my

head part way through the day, about something that I was doing wrong and didnt understand.

 The light bulb lit up and I came to a realization, about what I needed to change. And not

 someone else had to change. This relationship is a major part and priority in my life

I sent an apoligy email to the other person,but it might be too late--Im just physically and

 emotionally sick over it. I guess all I can do is Pray to a Higher Power about it and hope that

they will forgive me for what I wrote.The last week and a half has been a real rough one in a

few areas of

my life. But at least its been a growing pain period.

Some of us are slow learners in some areas. And Im usually one who comes from the "School Of Hard Knocks."

Had another situation with medical stuff--thats back on track, thank God, that was nothing more than neglect on my part.

And this morning I had to charge an employee with theft, which Ive been putting off doing for some time.

It has not been a good day. I think Ile just retire for the rest of the day, and try to catch up on some rest.

Thanku for letting me share guys.