Thanks everyone for your replys. The time my wife and I spend together is great quality time, and I look forward to being with her each month. And yes--God works, if we let Him.

The train Gammy?  You know the hand car that one has to push the handles up and down, before it moves.? Yup. Thats my speed-(smile)  The tracks are the Higher Power.

I do have this habit that Ive just realized recently tho. Not to take 2 days to admit when Im in the wrong. Step Ten says "promptly". Gotta practice that one. And sometimes putting brain in gear before opening mouth helps too.

Im kickin my butt this week over something I should have admitted to someone right away when I was asked a question last week--but didnt because I feared reactions.

It bothered me for 2 days, before I realized, I had to be completely honest, and answer the question with complete honesty, so I came clean.

Im the most trustworthy guy you could ever know, but I put doubts in another persons mind because I screwed up. It really bothers me, today, and the only way I can fix it, is not to do it again. Some off us learn small lessons the hard way also.

Some days I piss myself off.

Guess Ive just got to accept Im not perfect, and try to do whats right, without waiting for tomorrow.

You guys have a great evening:)