Years ago, during the peak of my insanity I never envisioned being able to talk to more then a couple of people at a time.That changed with sobriety and learning how to speak in front of a group at AA meetings.
This experience gave me the strength to go a little further.To speak in front of crowds.Tonight is the American Cancer Societys Relay For Life event in our community.Before the survivors lap, I will be reading the poem below to 500 people.
I am so grateful for the gifts my Higher Power has given me, as well as the strength to see it through.And it is all because of AA and sobriety.Please do me a favor and keep me in your thoughts and prayers that I may be blessed enough to hit a home run.The theme for this year is The 80s, hope you enjoy it
Thanks,
Dave
The 1980s
the 1980s... the Beatles had gone away replaced by ZZ Top, Billy Joel, Bruce Springsteen it was new music for a new day
hippies and flower children were no more bell bottoms were replaced with parachute pants and yuppies ruled the dance floor
records were replaced by CD's and we listened to scratch free music with the cool spring breeze
Betamax and VHS fought the VCR war we no longer had to go to the theater our favorite movies were at the video store
we were born to be wild and born to be free jelly shoes, neon clothes, leg warmers Madonna and The A-Team with Mr. T
But the 80s were more then our evolution there was a man... a doctor who started a revolution
he took that first step on a track for 24 hours he did it alone his message... we will attack
Dr. Gordy Klatt walked and ran a symbolic gesture saying we will eliminate cancer in every child, woman and man
well never forget those we have lost they fought a strong battle and they paid the ultimate cost
well celebrate those who walk tonight to admire and honor them for their strength with this fight
all alone Dr. Klatt walked he raised money and people began to talk
by year two... teams were formed 220 people joined the doctor and the Relay For Life was born
it continued to grow and expand and in no time at all The Relay For Life crossed our great land
tonight we'll have some fun we'll share stories, sing some songs, walk and wait for the rising sun
and the sun will provide us with a vision we want to see a world... living cancer free!
Well I didn't exactly hit a home run, though I didn't strike out either.
I probably hit a double. The problem I have every year (this was my 6th year of doing this) is that they hand me a mic and everyone is waiting for me to "wow" them and I start reading.
And the pitch of my voice is constantly changing because on both sides of me are two large speakers. And as I speak I can hear my voice "screaming" through the speakers, so I try to be a little softer. Then I can't hear myself and I raise my voice.
Very much a yo-yo effect. But I'm learning. It was a beautiful Friday night, had a great meal and I'd say I read the poem to roughly 750 people right before the survivors first lap. And that lap had 143 men, women, and children with different phases and types of cancer.
It's always a very humbling night and one that I'm very honored to be a part of. In a couple of months I'll do it again in another part of the state... it has become very much part of my non-AA service work.
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"A busy mind is a sick mind. A slow mind, is a healthy mind. A still mind, is a divine mind." - Native American Centerness