When I got sober my sponsor told me that I had to be willing to change everything about my life...everything. I wore blue jeans and switched to slacks. I wore western shirts and switched to T-shirts. But, the one thing I just wouldn't give up was my Cowboy Boots.
I went to my sponsor and said, "Surely I won't get drunk over a silly pair of Cowboy Boots. I'm willing to change a lot of things, and if needed, I could even give up those boots, but it seems so silly."
My sponsor said, "I don't know how silly it is, or if you'll get drunk over those cowboy boots, but I can tell that you are not 'entirely' willing, though."
"Okay, okay," I said. "I'll prove it to you. I'll give up the boots for 30 days just to demonstrate my willingness to God." So, I bought a pair of tennis shoes, and after 30 days of not wearing my cowboy boots, wearing tennis shoes instead, the strangest thing happened...my feet stopped hurting.
That's how it was getting sober and giving up the high life. I never stopped to think that the boots were causing my feet to hurt, or the booze was causing my life to hurt. I got willing to give up the stuff, one day at a time, for 30 days, then 60 days, then 90 days. Then I realized my LIFE stopped hurting. And everyday I do something different, some change in some small way. Maybe I just put my socks on differently, or drive to work a new way.
Everyday, I try to do little things in a big way so that when big things happen I can handle them in a little way.
Today's six words: Change one thing, just for today.
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