In my own case, the foundation stone of freedom from fear is that of faith: a faith that, despite all worldly appearances to the contrary, causes me to believe that I live in a universe that makes sense.
To me, this means a belief in a Creator who is all power, justice, and love; a God who intends for me a purpose, a meaning, and a destiny to grow, however little and haltingly, toward His own likeness and image. Before the coming of faith I had lived as an alien in a cosmos that too often seemed both hostile and cruel. In it there could be no inner security for me.
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"When I was driven to my knees by alcohol, I was made ready to ask for the gift of faith. And all was changed. Never again, my pains and problems notwithstanding, would I experience my former desolation. I saw the universe to be lighted by God's love; I was alone no more."
I often wonder if I'll ever be as close to my "Higher Power" as I was after my last drunk. God had been good. I had prayed every prayer and broken every promise to my "Higher Power" that my devious, avoiding, insane mind could come up with. I didn't know if I had any "prayers" in me. I did know that if I couldn't find a way past the fears (now I believe being risen above the fears) I would surely die. I believe today "God as I understand Him"-- or Her gave me ,as my first gift into this new way of life, the only prayer I could pray-"Help me" My sponsor use to say to get on your feet ya' gotta get on your knees. Thanks for keeping it green. John
