But there was always the curious mental phenomenon that parallel with our sound reasoning there inevitably ran some insanely trivial excuse for taking the first drink. Our sound reasoning failed to hold us in check. The insane idea won out. Next day we would ask ourselves, in all earnestness and sincerity, how it could have happened. - Pg. 37 - More About Alcoholism Time for Joy - Book - Quote As I continue to grow on my spiritual path to recovery, I bask in the miracles of transformation and healing that are taking place in my life today. Hour To Hour - Book - Quote Learning to be tolerant of others, a difficult task at best, does not mean that we have to agree with them! Tolerance disagrees agreeably, we think. If someone disagrees with us right now, we can agree to disagree.
Right now I ask for the serenity to agree to disagree because my discomfort for prolonged times could lead me to pick up that first fix, pill, or drink! Alkiespeak - Book - Quote Other diseases have blood tests and X-rays. We have an inventory. And if you stick around long enough to do it, you'll be actually able take a picture of your alcoholism. You'll actually be able to see your disease. - Scott R. "Walk Softly and Carry a Big Book" Being recovered from alcoholism is like getting a gunshot wound. You can recover from it, but it does NOT make you bulletproof.
There seems to be a need to learn new skills. Many of them seem to be observational, becoming more alert. Identifying and then not ignoring. Picking up on the cues and doing the better acts, behaviors... Even doing nothing is going to be better. than taking that drink.