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My Higher Power - The Light Bulb
By Clarence H. Snyder

(Clarence got sober in 1938, was sponsored by Dr. Bob, & started AA
group #3 in Cleveland.  In the first few years of his recovery Clarence
had a higher recovery rate than Bill W. & Dr. Bob COMBINED.  His story,
"Home Brewmeister", can be found on page 297 of the 3rd Edition Big
Book.)

In their sincere & honest attempt to maintain a "hands-off" policy
regarding fellow members' religious beliefs & perhaps sensitivities, our
founding fathers exercised gentle wisdom & proffered spiritual freedom.
No one, it was rightly thought, should be permitted to impose his or her
own religious concepts & beliefs upon any other member of the
fellowship.  This area was much too important to the prospective
recoveree to be tampered with by mortal man.  The very life of the
prospect depends, ultimately, upon his or her "personal relationship"
with a "Power greater than themselves."  The notion was valid in the
Program's earlier days - AND IT STILL IS!
In no way, shape or form, however, was the idea conceived to avoid
guiding our beloved newcomer along the path of spiritual progress.
Quite the contrary, our whole purpose as recovered alcoholics, was & is
to help the next person achieve sobriety.  If that person is a real
alcoholic his only hope is God.  So in its most basic & simplest terms
our only real purpose is to help the still-suffering alcoholic to find
God.  A loving God, a healing God is the alcoholic's only real hope.
This is no easy task.  A vast array of difficulties presents themselves
to thwart the new person on his journey.  The foremost adversary, of
course, is the illness itself.  It seems that many, many alcoholics have
a very fierce, emotionally charged resistance to accepting any
dependence upon a Power, which, to them, may seem an abstract & remotely
distant concept.
This internal resistance is most effectively broken down by the
potential recoveree's initial desperation.  (It seems such a shame that
today's AA actually encourages the newcomer to avoid reaping the
blessings of that desperation.)  If intense enough & deep enough, this
emotional "bottom" will be the very propellant the prospect needs to
thrust him into the recovery process offered by AA through its 12 Steps.

Another stumbling block, which many people who are new to the program
are currently encountering, is us!  We seem to be full of fear regarding
the responsibility we have been given in the area of spiritual guidance.
We shirk this responsibility by evasiveness or by the direct
sidestepping of the issue by such statements as, "It's God as you
understand Him, & it's up to you to come to your own conclusions."  So
the newcomer is left to his own devices.  He is expected to arrive,
alone & unguided, at a relationship with his Creator.
One of the most powerful & hope-filled statements to be found in the
entire text of Alcoholics Anonymous can be found on page 25.  "The great
fact is just this, & nothing less: That we have had deep & effective
spiritual experiences which have revolutionized our whole attitude
toward life, toward our fellows & toward God's universe.  The central
fact of our lives today is the absolute certainty that our Creator has
entered into our hearts & lives in a way that is indeed miraculous.  He
has commenced to accomplish those things for us which we could never do
for ourselves."  Are we, today, so far removed from our founder's
results of our recovery program that these words are nothing more than a
"nice thought" or an exaggeration due to artificially elated emotions?
If so, we "obviously cannot transmit something we don't have."  We
cannot share awareness we don't have.  Cannot give guidance we have
never gotten.  We cannot share a vision of God we have never seen.  Our
lack, thereby, becomes the newcomer's & he may die because of it!
Our resistance becomes his license.  In his liquor befogged mind he does
not seek & experience God but begins to "create" one.  It's no wonder
his dryness becomes so barren that in a short while he returns to drink.
His "Higher Power" was a light bulb!  (No joke.  We have heard this
comment voiced more than once & not only by a newcomer!)  Or perhaps
this power greater than himself was a chair, or a wall, or even a mere
mortal sponsor.  A quick glance at the top of page 93 of the "Big Book"
makes instantly clear a very important qualification in the concept of
"...as you understand Him," & that is: "He can choose any conception he
likes, PROVIDED IT MAKES SENSE TO HIM."
Power greater than himself - a light bulb?  A simple flick of a switch
turns off that power.  A wall?  Not so powerful when confronted with a
bulldozer.  A chair?  An axe can make quick kindling of that higher
power.  A sponsor then?  If he fails to perfect his spiritual life, his
old foe alcohol is sure to reclaim him.  So he won't do very well as a
greater power.  How about a whole group?  Possibly for someone else, but
not for us.  If one person is powerless over alcohol, & another, we
would have a group of people who are powerless over alcohol.  We do not
have a group who ARE POWERFUL over alcohol.  Yet they do not drink!
They have gained access to something more powerful than alcohol.
It was never intended that phrases such as "higher power," "power
greater than ourselves," or "as we understood Him" were created as an
enabling device to justify our membership's continued avoidance of a
connection with our Creator.  Page 46 of the AA book says, "we found
that as soon as we were able to lay aside prejudice & express even a
willingness to believe in a Power greater than ourselves, we commenced
to get results, even though it was impossible for any of us to fully
define or comprehend that Power which is God."  Again, "...that Power,
which is God."  Our founders apparently held no reservations,
whatsoever, with Who was dealing with them.  Perhaps, we would be well
advised to think twice before we attempt any ourselves.  Alcoholics
Anonymous is not allied with any religion, as we well know.  But it is
allied with God, "for our very lives as ex-problem drinkers depend on
it."  It is allied with spirituality, for despite what our preamble
states, AA is not a "fellowship," it is a spiritual way of life.
It is our most earnest desire that no one reading this feel that we are
trying to impose any presentation of God of His nature on anyone.  Our
real hope is that a reader may be jolted from a position of complacency
or spiritual evasion & get about the business of recovery.


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