I was sober for 8 yeasr and have relapesed. I am in need of help and at this time am unable to make meetings. I have no home phone and am desperate for help. Please send e-mails or even post back to me.
Hi and welcome to the board. Just to echo what Phil says, you aren't alone, everyone here has gone through the same thing as you are going through now.
Keep on coming back and stick with it one day at a time. It is worth it, and we are here to help and support you.
Best wishes.
Chris.
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"Computer games don't affect kids; I mean if Pac-Man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around in darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music." -- Kristian Wilson, Nintendo, Inc, 1989"
ditto what they said,,, and add that there is a Step Work board on this site also. This does not substitute for f2f meetings,,,, as we are not having meetings on this section, and we are not doing the tools, principles or anything here. But it is a supportive group, and some reflections are posted and the group is by and large a supportive group. So,,, keep coming, and do the Step Work board too, and hopefully you will be getting to some f2f meetings soon.
love in recovery,
amanda
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do your best and God does the rest, a step at a time
Replied to relapse yesterday, I see it got lost, to bad. I agree with the rest. U are not unique, I relapsed and stayed out 7 years. Get humble and walk into meeting somehow. You must be willing to go to any lengths. There must be some way to get to a meeting. You got your foot in the door, just by posting here, but there's nothing like face to face when your desperate. u know they reccommend 90 meetings in 90 days. I had to do nearly that when I can back.
Best to u.
keep posting, read some lititature, Big book, 12 and 12, Etc
U can do it, we did, one day at a time, One hour a at time, the day I decided to stop
Thank you for your reply. I am in a very small town and I work 11 - 8 pm. So it makes it really hard to drive all the way to Denver. My husband suggested that I cange jobs and drive to Denver so I can go to meetings. I don't know right now if I want to even go to meetings. I am just starting here and praying that the rest will come in time. I am very scared that I dont want to quit but at the same time I know what can happen. My brain is telling me that it can be different this time that I can drink just a few and all will be ok. This is all so confusing right now. I can really use alot of feed back
I know one day at a time but sometimes one minuite is to long and the cycle starts all over. It has allmost been 24 hours but I still have the rest of the night. I get off at 10 pm. I pray that I make it till I go to bed tonight.
I hear what you are saying... it's just hanging a second at a time for now, eh? Okay,, that's a beginning,,, and we are here. You got some excellent advice,,, that this is a good site, but can't be everything... it's a beginning, and a good support along with the rest... literature,, working the Steps.. don't forget our Step Work board,,, cuz it is all about the Steps.
changing jobs is a kind of drastic thing to do. How long does it take you to get to Denvery? hmmm.
amanda
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do your best and God does the rest, a step at a time
Here's some phone #'s that mat help you find a meeting, if you want one. Maybe there's something closer to you ? Be careful about changing things,stopping the drink is enough.
Maybe there's an early meeting etc. Pick the nearest location to you, and give a call. You should at least be able to get area schedule information or a booklet.
Good luck Rick
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Can someone please send me some chat sites to talk to more people. I also need web address for on line meetings. I am having trouble finding one to get on.
I am doing better today. It has been 3 days now and today was a good day. I really like having people to talk to. I have so many frinends in AZ but I need to meet people out here. I have only be in CO for 8 months. I am very loanly (sp) and miss talking to people in the program. Are you in CO? I am doing what I can to stay sober today.