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opening ourselves to love

Opening Ourselves To Love

Allowing ourselves to receive love
is one of the greatest challenges we face in recovery.

Many of us have blocked ourselves from receiving love.
We may have lived with people
who used love to control us.
They would be there for us,
but at the high price of our freedom.
Love was given, or withheld,
to control us and have power over us.
It was not safe for us to receive love from these people.
We may have gotten accustomed to not receiving love,
not acknowledging our need for love,
because we lived with people
who had no real love to give.

At some point in recovery, we acknowledge that we, too,
want and need to be loved.
We may feel awkward with this need.
Where do we go with it? What do we do?
Who can give us love?
How can we determine who is safe and who isn't?
How can we let others care for us without feeling trapped,
abused, frightened, and unable to care for ourselves?

We will learn.
The starting point is surrender-to our desire
to be loved, our need to be nurtured and loved.
We will grow confident in our ability
to take care of ourselves with people.
We will feel safe enough to let people care for us;
we will grow to trust our ability to choose people
who are safe and who can give us love.

We may need to get angry first-angry that our needs
have not been met.
Later, we can become grateful to those people
who have shown us what we don't want,
the ones who have assisted us in the process
of believing we deserve love,
and the ones who come into our life to love us.

We are opening up like flowers.
Sometimes it hurts as the petals push open. Be glad.
Our heart is opening up to the love that is
and will continue to be there for us.

Surrender to the love that is there for us,
to the love that people,
the Universe and Higher Power send our way.

Surrender to live, without allowing people
to control us or keep us from caring for ourselves.
Start by surrendering to love for yourself.

Today, I will open myself to the love that is here for me.
I will let myself receive love that is safe, knowing I can
take care of myself with people. I will be grateful to all
the people from my past who have assisted me in my process
of opening up to love. I claim, accept,
and am grateful for the love that is coming to me.

Melody Beattie

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