Hi all.
Im 6 months sober and having some issues with my sponsor.
She is a lovely person but weve only done 40 pages of the BB and she routinely cancels on me. We get no where during our meetings and then has a go at me for not calling her.
Today she had a go at me cause I didnt save her a seat next to me at Fridays meeting when she asked me to and she had to sit next to someone she didnt like. She was angry at me, yet took no responsibility for her own actions. Then during the same meeting there was a call out for a step 4 presentation which she has told me I couldnt go to cause Im not up to step 4 yet.
I dont feel the fit is right as my sponsor. She has routinely told me confidential information about her other sponsees which I dont like as I suspect Im also being talked about.
I like her as a person and dont want to upset her but I dont feel the fit is right and I dont Feel safe opening up to her when I do get to step 4 and 6.
I feel she is condescending towards me and controlling about what I can and cannot do.
Is this normal behaviour to expect from
A sponsor? Im new to this and this is my first time in aa
Thank you