First month is behind me. On to month 2 one day at a time. I was thinking about the morass of a nightmare drinking becomes and it reminds me of swimming. Profuse drinking really is like swimming under water..you can barely see when you open your eyes, you cant breath, you cant listen or hear and you completely drown out any noise except for the voice in your head, and you only come up for air for a short time before you DESCEND back under. Yet you pretend to find peace and solitude in its depths only to surface in panic when you are drowning and have to save yourself.
Be safe everyone.
Peace
PS, on another note as it's been a long time since I was on this board.....is Python Pappy still on here?
This board is wayyyy slower than when I first came here (11 years ago)... not sure what happened. Kinda figured it would have perked up with people not going to in-person meetings because of the pandemic, but apparently not. Anyway, dont know Python Pappy. Love your analogy. Congrats on 1 month!